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Chapter one : waking up
When I opened my eyes my vision is blurry I feel so disoriented, my head feels heavy and I feel like a was run over by a truck I see to blurs of brown moving next to me "hello" one of the bulbs say the bulbs voice is soft "my name is Sonia and you are safe" she says, safe from what exactly Im never safe I finally get my vision to clear and I see them Sonia and sara, they are wearing white and they are talking with each other "do you think there is psychological damage ?" Sara asks and Sonia shakes her head "there shouldn't be" she says shaking her head I get up and Sara comes to my side "please rest" I gently shake her off "no psychological damage that's not already there" I try to joke they blink at me and I smile, these two look so weird today "where am I ?" I ask them and they look at each other "omega point" they say together I blink "huh?" I ask looking around the very familiar hospital room omega point ? But "yes kenji brought you in yesterday, you were messed up by the sector commander warner" she gives me a sorry look and I blink wait I haven't seen Blondie in a while like a while long while, I nod and things start to click there are two different scenarios to this one I'm reliving me memories or B I am back in time which would make some Sense I pause in what reality is me going back in time a normal thing.
I sigh and they both give me a look "we will go get castle you can relax" Sara gave me sour candy I almost chuckle she always did "this will freshen you up" she always says that Sonia smiles and leaves with Sara, I lay back down gathering my thoughts "so Im back in time by that theory I can save emmaline before" I catch my thoughts images of her flash through me her anger she didn't even look human at that point, I took a deep breath and started to count backwards it's a habit I picked up back when, it's very effective to get my mind off the pain and the ache in my chest, and it works it worked when I got beaten and locked in the basement when I use to live with Paris, and it worked when mom use to talk my ears off about how I'm waisting my amazing potential, or when she would lock me in my room to finish studying something I already knew.
I look up the ceiling seems so interesting to me for some reason, maybe it's because I don't feel like looking at castle and if I keep looking at the ceiling is way better than seeing that look on his face, he thinks Im stupid, just a lowly soldier boy who is caught up in the games of his father, poor sucker doesn't know shit "Mr Kent" he says the words a little louder to get me to look at him "where is James ?" I finally say I bet he didn't think i was able to talk yet I just didn't want to to be honest talking to him i didn't trust nor have any respect for him anymore , he is nothing more than waisted Brains and potential.
He blinks at me "James is safe and so is Ms" I cut him off "I wanna see James" his expression is clear he was hoping I would ask about her it's his only way of keeping me here a very good asset Incase his plan to get warner on his side fails what a shame I am not useful to Paris, I'm too wild as he says too uncontrollable he always called me trouble and that's why he chose warner he had a clear weakness he can control I never even let him find James.
"He's in the cafeteria" he said and I smile very sweetly "take me there" I cant tell if my smile came off as fake as I wanted it to be or as a friendly smile but I don't care I wanna see James, he coughs "you need rest" I get up I'm perfectly fine believe it or not all those years of abuse made my pain tolerance very high "Mr Kent" I move grabbing my boots and slipping them on "you can lead the way or I can find my way" my smile is still the same but my voice has a little warning I don't have time to waste, I have a girl to help and people to protect not cuz I want to, but because i need to fullfil my promise .I pause "promise ?" I'm caught off guard "what promise" castle is looking at me puzzled and I shake myself out of my brain I need to focus.
I walk and castle calls for me "hey" I ask Ian who doesn't know he knows me yet "where is the cafeteria?" One thing about Ian he will answer because he was caught off guard by someone he doesn't know in what they think is the safest place "down the hall" I nod a thank you as I go castle calls for me following me "Mr Kent you can't just leave" I chuckle I see Juliet she seems happy to see me and it kind of pisses me off "ad" before she can say my name I walk past her going to see James entering the cafeteria , I knew where it was I just didn't want to seem suspicious.
James is with a bunch of kids vibing, it's cute he seems to be getting along with everyone and anyone when he saw me he beamed , he ran torts me giving a loud giggle I scoop him up "Addie addie you are okay" he said so happy I almost snort at the nickname but it's alright I don't mind it right now I'm so happy to see him happy, sue me "are you really okay?" He asked voice small "I'm good " I say kissing his cheek, he giggles.
"Hey man" I hear Kenji's voice " listen your girlfriend is crying " he says voice low, he genuinely looks uncomfortable and I savour this moment seeing him uncomfortable makes me happy for some unknown reason, ugh when did i get so awful probably been me this whole time.
"I'll go check it " James looks disappointed that I'm leaving "I'm coming back " I whisper to him and he nods, I put him down and walk down the hallway to where she is I don't hate her nor care for her it's hard really when you realize that this whole time you had the wrong idea about everything it was the hardest thing to accept ...
I see her in one of the many hallways crying "hey" I say and she looks up wiping her face she looks so small and i almsot feel bad "listen I need to be honest with you" she sniffs "you hate me now ?" She asks and I try and hold myself back from rolling my eyes "can I finish " she blinks, sorry I didn't mean to sound so harsh but I really don't have time for this "listen we rushed this I think we both saw something that wasn't there let's end this" she looks at me eyes wide shocked "but i lo-" I don't let her finish "no you don't " harsh I sound too harsh shit I am not that kind of person but God is this so frustrating "you were just locked up and suddenly found someone who can touch you and now you think it's love" I say her eyes are wide "no " she says "I do love" I stop her "find yourself kid" I say patting her head "don't let your happiness be hanged on someone else just be happy on your own Accord you don't owe anyone anything " I say "wipe your tears you have an image to fix no one wants to be friends with a crybaby".
One thing down I need to actually get out of here I need a jet and I need to get to Oceania but it's just impossible I have no money nor enough influence" my eyes scan the cafeteria "shit if I don't do something everyone in this room will die " I grit my teeth I can go to her but shit this is harder than I expected well I knew it was gonna be hard just all these people will die if I don't do something about it .
I smack my head with the table causing James to gasp "Addie are you okay ?" I groan I am no hero why am I put in a position where I have to be a hero .