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It is lovely how in such a short period of time, Gwendolyn and Mildred have both developed a kind of a dependent trait.
Just a couple of weeks after their first kiss, Mildred moved to Gwendolyn’s house. She found herself extremely comfortable living with Gwen, which surprised her because, in the past, any time she tried to live with someone else, she felt pressure, angst, she felt she didn’t have enough space for herself, and she always ended up leaving.
It was different now, so different.
However, there were nights when Gwen wouldn’t arrive home until 11 or 12 PM, her job was so demanding and stressful but Mildred knew Gwen wanted her job, she was born to be in politics, she was just waiting for the opportunity to be promoted. That led Mildred to go to sleep alone a few days every week. She hated those days. Even though they spent every minute of the weekends together -sometimes tangled in bed, some other times going out to fancy romantic dinners-, Mildred missed her during the day and specially when she came home to an empty house, she missed Gwen’s touches, and the way she looks at her with admiration. She misses the way she always hugs her from behind when they are cooking dinner, the way Gwen always covers her face with kisses the few days she comes home from work and Gwen is already there, it doesn’t happen so often.
This week has been awful. Her job was great though, she was the head nurse now and she was very satisfied with her career path. But she hasn’t seen Gwen since Sunday, and today was Thursday.
She has seen her, but maybe a few minutes when they wake up together, and during rushed breakfasts, but she hasn’t really been with her, to look at her and whisper sweet nothings to her ear, making her shiver, and to slightly take her earlobe between her lips, making Gwen’s eyes softly close and her legs to feel weak. To talk about everything and nothing at the same time.
Today’s been a hard day at work, she was tired and everything she wanted was to be with Gwen, her Gwen, and cuddle together, to feel her breath against her cheek and press soft kisses everywhere she could reach. Unfortunately, Gwen was still at work, she doesn’t know when she will get home. She prepared enough dinner for both of them (sometimes, when Gwendolyn arrives home she is starving so Mildred joins her in the dining table, and at least she can look at her those few minutes before going to bed).
It's been too long since the last time they have been intimate, and being able to take their time with each other, to gradually warm up each other and make the other shiver by gentle touches and kisses.
After making dinner and eating a bit she went upstairs to their bedroom, “their bedroom”, she thought and smiled to herself. She took her clothes off and put on one of Gwen’s nightgowns, it smelled like her, even if she hadn’t really worn it in a couple of days, her scent is over every millimeter of the cloth and Mildred gets lost in her smell. She uses the one Gwen usually wears to place it against her nose, she thought if she closed her eyes and tried it hard enough she could get to feel Gwendolyn against her, against her skin and on the top of her body.
She started remembering what they did last weekend, on Sunday night. They were both lying in bed and Gwen’s body was pressed against hers, they were kissing passionately, tongues fighting against each other, they were trying to devour one another, hands were tugging hard against the other’s curls behind their heads, legs tangled.
Gwen started to kiss the center of Mildred’s chest and her breath started to go quicker, her eyes turning back in her head and her mouth slightly open. They have been together for a couple months now, so they know how to please the other in bed, where to touch, suck, lick. Where the other is more sensitive and only wants gentle touches, and where to tug and go harder. Gwen’s mouth started to go lower and lower kissing and sometimes biting slightly which made Mildred’s breath catch in her throat. But suddenly, everything Mildred wanted was to change roles, all she desired was to be on the top of Gwen's thighs, and her mouth to be pressed against her clit, to make her come all over her mouth. It’s not that she didn’t want Gwendolyn, she was very much enjoying herself, but an irrational desire arose from the very bottom of her chest with want, wanting to please her and to hear her moan Mildred’s name, to make every cell of her body light up with just pleasure. She only wants to be what the older woman deserves.
“Gwen” She breathed, gently trying to get up. Gwen felt it immediately and she pushed back.
“I am sorry honey, I thought- I- I misunderstood I am sorry” She rapidly went to kiss Mildred’s cheek softly before Mildred could complain.
“No, no, I mean” She said a bit shy when she made eye contact with those beautiful blue eyes “I want you to do it, I really want to, I- I just-” She finally spitted it out, looking right through Gwen’s eyes, trying to read her thoughts “I really miss doing it to you”
Gwen’s eyes darkened at the confession, Mildred has asked to be between her thighs because she misses it, because it turns her on. Gwendolyn could not deny her that, she could not actually deny anything the redhead asked her. Gwen decided to position Mildred above her, the redhead smiled while she began to place needy kisses at Gwen’s breasts, ready to keep going lower. Even though Millie already knows Gwen could almost reach climax just by having her mouth with the exact amount of pressure on her hardened nipples (she is very sensitive there, she confessed one night), the older woman manages to think of a full sentence.
“I have- oh” She moaned when the redhead’s lips closed around Gwen’s left nipple causing the first one to smirk against soft skin “I have an idea”. The redhead looked up to the other’s eyes and waited peacefully, the smile on her face never fading. “What if we… use our tongues on each other at the same time, it’s okay if you don’t want to do it”
She waited excited for Mildred’s reaction but no answer left her lips which the older one understood as a no “It’s okay sweetheart, we don’t need to do anything you are not excited about, just having you like this feels like a dream” And it did feel pretty much like a dream.
“No no, wait- I- sorry it’s not that I don’t want it, it’s just that-” she felt so embarrassed, for not really understanding what the other woman proposed, because of her lack of experience, but finally she said in a whisper “I don’t really understand what do you mean by that, I am sorry, but I am willing to try it with you, I- I feel really comfortable with you” Her cheeks couldn’t be redder, she can feel her whole body warming up at the admission.
“Thank you so much for opening up to me and saying how you feel, honey” She knows how hard it is for Mildred to talk about her feelings and so she tries to make her know how proud she is of her. She kissed Mildred’s cheeks just because she could and soon she had Mildred’s eyes shining like that, the way they always shine when she is excited, when she knows tonight will be one of the nights it will be hard for both of them to stop making love to each other.
And so they did, Gwen showed Mildred how both of them could have oral sex at the same time. They couldn’t stop the orgasm that came after the first one, and the one after that. They were so exhausted by the end the last thing they remember is falling asleep in each other’s arms messly. The images of Gwen spreading Mildred’s thighs a bit wider above her, as Mildred bent her body for her tongue to brush lightly between Gwendolyn legs, directly to her center, wouldn’t leave her mind and she surely didn’t want to either .
Before she could even process her thoughts, two fingers were unconsciously pressed and drawing tight little circles directly to her clit beneath the covers. Mildred was moving her digits fast, hard, imagining they were Gwen’s fingers and tongue, eyes kept closed. She was so concentrated, so focused on her fantasy she didn't realise the front door of the house swingin open and Gwendolyn climbing up the stairs.
“Yes, Gwen, yes, right there” She whispered, or tried to, she was so close to climax she couldn’t control the volume of her voice. She was talking as if Gwendolyn was right beside her, with her head between her legs and her knees on the carpet they bought specially for these occasions, which always stayed in the same spot on the floor at the end of the bed. What she didn’t know was that Gwendolyn was next to the door, which Mildred left open.
She saw the scene, Mildred had her knees bent apart beneath the covers and something, which Gwendolyn assumed was her hand, working fast on her center. Her face was also slightly beneath the covers but if Gwendolyn paid enough attention it was pretty obvious her mouth was wide open and her head had fallen back against the pillow, as it always does when she is near the peak of pleasure.
Gwendolyn didn’t want to startle her, and she was enjoying herself a bit listening to her lover moan her name even when she thinks she is alone. However, she also felt bad just standing there, she felt she was being rude and that she was seeing something she didn’t know if she had permission to watch. So she decided to say something as low as possible, trying not to scare her.
“Honey, don’t worry it’s me” She didn’t expect for Mildred to practically jump on the bed, suddenly coming out from beneath the covers and stopping any other movement, she seemed mortified.
“Gwendolyn!”
“I am sorry darling, I truly am, I didn’t mean to scare you like that, I thought you had listened to me opening the front door or that you were asleep” She said as she walked slowly to the bed to cradle Mildred’s face in her hands “I am sorry, my love”
Gwendolyn could see her cheeks were painted an intense red, a mix of embarrassment and the closeness she had just been to release. “How long have you been standing there?” Mildred asked, she didn’t seem mad, but like she really wanted to know the answer to the question.
“You mean if I have been long enough to see and hear one of the hottest things on earth, baby?” If Mildred’s cheeks weren’t red enough before, they surely were now. Gwendolyn knelt beside her, opposite the bed Mildred was now sitting down on and between her legs.
Gwen leaned Midred’s face a little to capture her lips in a hot kiss “You were extremely sexy there, thinking about me, moaning my name even though I wasn’t here” She whispered, now kissing Mildred’s jaw passionately as the later moaned softly.
“I just missed you so much”
“Me too, sweetheart, me too, so so much” She said looking directly at Mildreds eyes now “I can feel my panties are already soaked, all because of you, my sweet girl”
“God, Gwen” Both of them knew what those words made Mildred feel, the soft praise caused a shiver to run through her body and go directly to her clit making her legs move a little trying to make any friction where she needed it. Gwendolyn started to kiss her lips, jaw, shoulder and the skin of her chest she could reach, but made a surprised look for a moment, stopping ler lips’ work making Mildred frown a little “I see you found my nightgown” She said smirking and running her hands up and down mildred’s sides.
“I couldn’t help it, I love wearing things that smell like you, I am- am addicted to your smell, to y-your skin” She confessed shily and with her pupils dilated. Mildred’s fingers started to unbutton Gwen’s shirt but she was having a bit of trouble since her fingers were already shaking from excitement.
“Wait, baby, let me” She stood up and started to undress without stopping eye contact with Millie, while this one bit her lower lip, until she was completely naked in front of her. She then helped Mildred undress too, kissing the skin that was slowly being exposed. “Lie down, honey, and let me devour you” Mildred actually growled at that, lying down as instructed, with her hips at the edge of the bed, each of her legs pressing each side of Gwen’s head, “Good girl”
“Please, love, I am already so close” Millie begged.
Gwen looked at Mildred’s center, soaked and spread wide open for her. “You guide me, okay?” Gwen directed Mildred’s right hand to get tangled on the back of Gwen's head to guide her where she needed her the most.
“Okay, thank you” Gwen knows that, even though she is the person Mildred trusts the most and she knows Gwen would never hurt her, she likes to feel she is a bit in control, so if at any time she wants to stop, she just needs to tug a little at Gwen’s hair and Gwen would stop right away.
Gwen pushed herself up quickly to mildred’s lips to give her a soft kiss “No need to thank me, my love”
“I love you”
“I love you too”
Gwen came back to work and kissed her clit softly before she started to circle it with her tongue, as she knows Mildred likes it.
“God, honey, there, right there!” Gwen started to go faster and she could already feel Mildred’s hips pushing up against her mouth.
“I am gonna take it between my lips and move from side to side, okay darling?”
“Yes, yes, o-okay”, even if she was mere seconds from coming, she loved Gwen for asking, always making sure she is okay with everything they do. And so she did, she took her clit between her lips and moved her head with little movements from left to right, from right to left, each time faster. Gwen’s hands slided up towards Mildred’s breasts, taking one nipple in each hand and squeezing them not too hard.
“Like that- oh- just like that, I am- I am going to- ”
Mildred’s hips actually jumped off the bed and towards Gwen’s mouth as loud cries came out from her mouth. Gwen lapped all the juices that left her cunt softly, because she knows how sensitive she always feels after climax. She left her center with a very delicate kiss to her clit, before she crawled up the bed and cuddled Mildred, making her head rest against her chest, next to her neck, and letting her catch her breath.
She was sure Mildred had fallen asleep before she said “I love you”
“I love you too, darling. You are insanely beautiful when you come, have I told you that?” Mildred giggled while Gwen massaged her scalp.
“I think you have, a couple of times” She said with a beautiful grin on her face while she moved her head up to kiss Gwen’s lips and rested her right hand caressing her cheek.
“I have missed you too, so much, I am sorry we haven’t had much time lately to be like this, work has been busier than how it normally is, the governor that maybe i could be hired in a better position at work and-” she was interrupted by Mildred
“Hey, hey, it’s okay darling, I understand, and yeah, I sometimes miss you throughout the week but we always have weekends to catch up, I love you and I understand this is an important moment for your working life” She kissed her again “I support you, and no matter how late you come home, I will always be here if you want to talk, or a bath or to cuddle”
Gwen was about to start crying, both of them knew it, she has those glassy eyes that are born out of love
“How did I get so lucky to have you” she said as Mildred removed a tear that was sliding Gwen’s cheek with her thumb. “and you know I always want to cuddle”. They both giggled and kissed at the same time. They spent a few minutes like that, kissing softly, enjoying the time they get to spend together, since none of them seemed tired, before Gwendolyn speaked again “I am sorry I scared you earlier, it wasn’t my intention and I am sorry if I crossed your line of privacy, I really did not mean to”, as she said it she took Mildred’s hand that was resting on her cheek to kiss her knuckles.
“Honey, it is not your fault at all, it is what? 1 AM? you expected me to be asleep, the door was open, don't feel bad about it, okay? She kissed Gwen’s lips again and started to leave hungry kisses to her jaw, and right below her ear, and taking the little lobe between her teeth. “I couldn’t be happier you interrupted me, sweetheart”
“Oh, Mildred” Gwen moaned.
“Let me show you how much I love you, let me make you feel good”