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Under the golden sun

Summary:

The unfortunate event that happens in kazutora life only hoping for better life for him and her child

Notes:

10% i know about trans people

Not professional writer

 

Mistakes is in the story

Trigger warnings: self harm, suicide attempts, mentions of suicide, depression, traumatic experiences, major deaths of family members, non-conforming, mentions of rape, homophobic slurs (censored) mpreg underage thingz

Chapter 1: Kazutora trans male

Chapter Text

The pale crescent moon shone like a silvery claw in the night.
The night sky depicted by van Gogh in the Starry Night painting is brimming with whirling clouds, shining stars, and a bright crescent moon

The Two 12 old boys sleeping in the bed together after a long day of rampage (getting to fight
, burning cars etc…..)

The two of them was on the bed flat on their
Back. With baij facing the wall and tora facing the another's end to the door

Its was in the middle of night about 2:00
Went tora felt something wet on the bed.

He began laugh

Thinking about how old baij is still wetting his bed at 12 . Even started to think about ways he could tell Mikey,drank and the other the next day about baji still wetting his bed

He want to get back at baji for embarrass him the other day how he mysterious shouting out of the Blues

"Tora chest look like he have boobs"

Everyone at the table bust of laughter

Tora feel embarrassed

He was aware of the lump In this chest but drown from his delusion doesn't play attention to it and pass it of as another useless part of his body

Tora has this delusion about he's a male like his another's males friends. Hanging out with old friends make feel like one. His old friend always makes him feel different than usual. That is why he was so attached to him until he met baji that data pointed out the obvious facts that his old friend was only using him for money and seeing him as a friend.

When he started to hangout with Mikey and other boys it even got worse. Went he's looks in the mirror he's doesn't see a female body he sees a male male body

And went it all started

 

He pushed over baji more in the bed.
Baji was a dead sleeper.

He started to sit up in the bed and that's when he spotted it. blood

He jumped out of the bed and saw that he was the one covered in blood . He checked his body to see where the blood could possibly be coming from but there was no sign of injury or where the blood could be coming . He turned to the bed to see baji side of his pajama covering a spot of blood.

"Wait a minute" he said loudly but quite

He also checks his pajamas to see he's the one covered in most blood. realizing hes was the one bleeding

"Baji!"
"Baji-san am bleeding"

"Baji come on! "
"Baji"
"Baji"

"I thinking i'm going to die" Tora cry softly

"Baji please " he shake him

" baji ,baji baji " tora started getting loud. He was trying his best not to wake up baji parents. He gets up off the floor which he previously fell in his own blood and makes his way to the bathroom trying not to drop any more blood on the floor. He started to cry where he could die and be dying and baji sleeping beautifully like Sleeping Beauty without any care in the world.

 

Baji started to roll over to the Kazutora side. He felt something wet he pass it of as a wet dreams
Besides, he's a man.

'Wet dream!! am not sleeping alone'

Baji flew up out of his sleep. Wait could Kazutora possibly try to killing in while he was sleep

 

He jumped out of his bed heads straight to bathroom were he finds
Kazutora only in his underwear and cry repeat

he going to die
Losing a lot of blood

 

"Kazutora"

"Baji! Your awake"

"What's happened"

"I don't know, am I going to die?"

"Look there blood everywhere one"

The blood was on his thighs, too. Between them, staining his sleep shirt, coming from inside him. His stomach started to ache and he felt a sweat bead on his forehead, another wave of nausea passed through him. God, he must be dying

 

"Hey, calm down,do you know where it's coming from?"
Baji try to remain calm for his friend

With a shaky hand Kazutora point at his private area

Baji eyes wide he started to panic same as Kazutora

"Pleases can look where it coming from" Kazutora started to cry even more

"Ok ok ok-(inhale-exhale)ok " baji

"Lay flat"

 

Kazutora follows baji order and lays flat

Baij started to put down Kazutora underwear and
Stopped in mid air

"What!! why did yo-"

"Lets get mom instead she know bests "

Baji pick up Kazutora in both hand
And walk toward his parents' room. He kick open the doors open

"Mom,DAd Kazutora is bleeding out "

Soon starting to realize that his mother and father are also dead asleep. He put down kazutora and went to shake parents

"Mom" "mom wake "

"Pleases hurry up " kazutora crys

"Am doing my best"

"Dad"

"Kei if your waking up me for so-"

"Kazutora is bleeding out , he's gonna die if don't hurry!!!"

His mother took a look on kazutora who was standing holding to his stomach

Mom laughed. “Uh-huh. And, just so you know, mom works out after she swears because she’s in pain.”

He stepped back at that, giving her a once-over with a frown. “You don’t look hurt..?”

“It’s internal pain.”

He stared at her with wide eyes. “Internal..? Don’t you need a doctor? ”

“It’s not that bad,” she said, snickering. “You want to know why kazutora in pain?”

He nodded. Of course he wants to know; what if it’s something he’ll experience at some point too? He needs to be prepared!

“Alright, I’ll tell you,” she hummed, setting one hand to her hip as she usually does. “You’re supposed to learn this at some point anyway, may as well give you a head start.”

“Just tell me already!”

She rolled his eyes, then gave him a light flick on the forehead. “Don’t be impatient, brat.”

“Nngh!” he huffed, rubbing at his forehead with both hands. Unfair! He wasn’t the one taking too long to explain things! “You can just get to the point, mom! Then we can work out!”

“Now, where’d you get that irritable attitude from,” she mused, looking unnecessarily entertained as she came to a crouch in front of him. “And mom’s in pain ‘cause of my menstruation.”

“Mens..?”

“Menstruation.”

“Menstruation,” he repeated, nodding his head. “What’s that?”

 

“Oh,” Baji covered her mouth, “kazutora, you’re not dying. Come here, come here. Let’s get you cleaned up" she gettin up points towards the bathroom

 

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Maybe i turn this in a series

Hint :
All of this was so clear in Kazutora's mind, the relief, and then the shame of it, and every month after that, and several days past the due date of his period, he thought of it as a blessing. Maybe his body had finally decided to given him a break

 

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