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Yelena’s POV
There was a knock on the door and I opened, “Emily?” I asked letting in the beautiful girl, “I came to see you.” I let the my lover into my house my husband entertaining our guests, “you have guests?” Emily asked and I nod, “yes Austin invited some people over to say goodbye.”
“Goodbye to who?” Emily asked. “George. He’s going to war,” Emily looked at the boy in uniform. “Not George too,” she whispered. “Well I want to say bye to him but first I to have some time alone with you,” Emily slowly pressed me into the wall. “Emily,” I whispered. “I want you Sue please,” Emily whispered and I pulled the woman I love into a kiss.
I woke up with a gasp and I was panting. I felt my lips almost feeling the burn of the kiss of my soulmate. “Yelena?” I looked up at Wanda who I’ve been staying with since we met at Natasha’s grave. “I’m… I’m fine,” I got up and went for a shower. When I got out I dressed in my hero suit and got all my weapons out and started to get ready to leave.
Fanny walked up to me and I pant her head and went back to my weaponry.
“Yelena this won’t bring her back,” Wanda said and I turned to the woman. “Yelena killing Clint it won’t bring her back,” Wanda let a tear slip. “No but he does not get to be alive and happy while he is the reason Natasha is dead. He doesn’t get a happy ending,” I growled and put my gun in it’s holster.
“I’m not going to stop you Yelena… I lost her too… I just… I have so much power and magic why couldn’t I bring her back… why didn’t they tell me she dead they all just left and forgot about her… they didn’t even tell me Carol did… not Clint or any of my teammates… a complete stranger told me that my soulmate died and my world should be black and white again because I don’t deserve this colour… I don’t want it if I can’t stare into those beautiful green eyes and see the flickers of gold. I miss her Yelena… please just be careful. I can’t lose the only last piece of Natasha I have left.”
“I will be careful Wanda. I promise,” I hugged the woman and she cupped my face. “You have green eyes too Yelena like the forest I wish one day you will be able to see them,” Wanda kissed my head and I hugged my sister’s soulmate.
I left our cabin which was in the middle of the Russian wilderness got into my car and started driving. I turned on the radio and started playing American Pie. I smiled and started to sing along.
-12 hours later-
I just arrived in New York and got into my hotel room. It was 4 in the morning so I decided to get some sleep before I start the mission. I hate sleeping cause I’m plagued by my past lives over and over with the same beautiful girl over and over some times she looks different but not any less beautiful.
I got on the bed and closed my eyes hoping for a peaceful dream.
All I could hear we guns going off and I looked up to see a beautiful nurse. “Reznikov stay with me,” I looked up into beautiful brown eyes as the nurse patched up the bullet wound in my shoulder. “Не волнуйся, дорогая, я всегда останусь с тобой до того дня, когда умру (Do not worry darling I will always stay with you until the day I die).” She looked down and I smirked, “You better not Reznikov because next time it’s you who will have to find me.”
“That would be easy you shine like the sun brighter than all the people surrounding us,” she smiled and kissed my head. “You are always such a charmer Reznikov,” I smiled up at Maggie, “you know you love me моя душа (my soul).”
“Reznikov!” Everyone was getting attacked by the Nazi’s and I turned to Maggie, “they need me out there.” Maggie kissed me softly, “I know my soldier go serve your country but promise to come back home to me.”
“I will always come home to you моя душа (my soul),” I whispered then got my got and charged into the war going on outside of the medical tent. Everything was going great we were defending and defeating them when someone screamed Bomb. I turned just as the medical tent exploded, “MAGGIE!” I screamed and I ran to the tent but not before I was shot in the back but that didn’t stop me I crawled until I found the burnt body of my soulmate, “Maggie my love…”
“REZNIKOV GET OUT OF THERE!” I kissed Maggie’s head then another bomb dropped and I died holding my soulmate.
I screamed as I awoke, “MAGGIE!” I panted sweat dripping off me. “I hope one day these stop so I can get a peaceful night sleep,” I got up and saw that it was morning so it was time for a shower then to track down Barton.
I want to look into his cold heartless eyes as I snuff out his light and put a bullet between his fucking eyes. He took my family from me now all I have left is Wanda and Fanny. Alexei and Melina never understood. It was never easy to act like nothing ever happened. That they were loving parents when they were the reason I was thrown into the red room and mind controlled. I love them but I don’t think I could ever forgive them.
Wanda through she understands me. She was part of Hydra and she managed to break free and become an Avenger but she lost her big brother on the way. So that’s another thing in common we have very selfless irresponsible self-sacrificing older siblings that like giving their life up for Clint Barton.
I sighed and got to work tracking the dead man down.