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Tommy POV
Tommy calm down your baby is almost with you, just one more minute.
“Mr. Ratliff you can see your baby now” One nurse was waiting for me in the room of nurseries, I went to her and saw eight cribs
“Where is mine?” She pointed to the last one at right
“Thank you” Passing all those cribs I was so amazed, but when I arrives to mine gosh he’s gorgeous, that blue eyes, thin lips, that little hands and little feet’s , I’m so in love with this baby, the baby that will be mine
“Baby’s mom want to change a few words with you Mr. Ratliff” The nurse lead me to delivery room, where was my baby’s mother
“Tommy take care of my baby please, I know you really want this, I can’t rise him, find someone who will love you and the baby”
“I will thank you so much, you gave me the opportunity to be a father, I will be always grateful to you” I left with tears in my eyes and one nurse stop right in front of me
“Mr. Ratliff I will give you all the information you have to take with the baby”
“Oh yes” I want to know everything, but I read a lot of books too
“First the, baby only can leave tomorrow, today he has to be breastfeeding and with medical supervision despite he doesn’t have any deficiency, food only breast milk, we will give you some from his mother for the next days, when it’s over powdered milk it will be, the bathes has to be taken with warm water, the foreskin has to be pull backwards if you don’t the risk of infections will be higher , unless you want to remove his foreskin it will be just a lil cut, infections risk are smaller”
“No, my baby is going to have his foreskin, one more question, he can go outside in this next days or he has to stay home?”
“This next weeks he has to be till the baby has all the right vaccination”
“I will call a doctor to go to my house for my baby take every vaccine he needs to be healthy” I will do everything for my baby
“That’s great, you’re going to be a good single father”
“I hope so I want the best for my baby, the best father he could have”
“it took a lot of courage to adopted you’re a single father after all”
“I really wanted to have a baby but no woman was in my taste so I decided adopted one”
“Love isn’t easy”
“Yeah that’s the problem”
“I have work to do, it was a pleasure talking to you, good luck for your life and for the lil one too”
“Thanks”
What a tiresome day, tomorrow I will pick my lil one, I can’t wait.
*Ring-Ring*
Who’s calling me it’s so late
“Hello” I was really tired
“Hi so? Where’s the lil one?”
“He’s still in hospital Adam, I only can pick him tomorrow, but I already saw him, he’s beautiful I can’t believe he’s already mine”
“I’m happy for you Tommy, you’re going to be the coolest dad in the world” He makes me feel always better
“Thanks rock star, I haven’t any name for him yet, how I forgot that? Gosh I’m a mess”
“You’re tired and stressed its normal you forgetting some things, Tommy relax a little bit, he’s already yours, do you want help to pick up a name?” True tho he is right
“If you want I appreciate, I’m here thinking about Richard, what do you think?”
“Nooo is too long, Hugo, how about that?”
“I was thinking that now, I like the name and its small “It seems we even think the same
“Cool, see you already have a name”
“You helped”
“I’m the best”
“Smug” I was smiling like a dork
“Yeah yeah, my mother is here with me, she sends kisses”
“Send her a lot of kisses too and tell her I adore her”
“She says she adores you and the phone guy too”´
“What a coincidence I adore him too and he is my boss”
“I will call you tomorrow Tommy, I’ve to finish my talk with mom it’s getting late”
“You’re right see you tomorrow” I hang up the call and sat back in car seat thinking about tomorrow’s day
Adam POV
“When are you going to tell him you like him?”
“What? I don’t like Tommy, he’s my best friend” How does she know?
“I’m your mother I know you too much, I just want you to be happy, and I don’t see happiness a long time ago, I like Tommy he was going to be a god boy to you even if he has a son now, I was going to be a proud grandmother spoiling his grandchild”
“You´re making movies in your head Gosh”
“It’s the only explanation for you failing relationships, your unhappiness, but the smile on the phone with Tommy was priceless”
“I wasn’t smiling”
“You were, see? He makes you crazy, in a good way”
“I didn’t want mom really but I can’t help it” I started crying from desperation , she discovered my secret, the secret I kept for myself this past six years, I didn’t want anyone to know, but if it wasn’t like that I will never be happy
“Don’t cry son, it’s not no crime to be in love with him, I know he’s homosexual but you don’t have fault who you choose to make you happy”
“I’m afraid to tell him, to be rejected and worst, if he stops talking to me quit the band, I couldn’t live with that”
“Don’t be silly Adam, he won’t leave you for anything”
“Now he has a baby mom, even if was a girl he didn’t ler her in in his life even more me a guy ,just to protect his baby and his feelings, I’d to rise that child with him, give that lil boy the same love I feel for Tommy, treat him like was my son”
“I know sweetie, you would be a great second father to Tommy’s son”
“We called him Hugo, its beautiful isn’t?”
“It is, I heard you talking to him don’t forget that Adam, well I’m going home it’s getting late, you will be alright son?”
“I will mom, I will think what you said me”
“Alright hunny but don’t think too much” I gave her a kiss and saw her drive in that street
I really have to think what I want to do to my life, take a risk or be unhappy all my life, I can get one guy another one you know? But it wasn’t the same, how I’m going to do this?
I went upstairs to my room, close my curtains, undress myself and laid on my bed, I just want the tomorrow.