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Eyes examining the hollow dark room around me, a small but silent noise only to be heard from across the room. Dim light passing its way through the tightly closed curtains.
3am. Crap.
One of those nights again. Shit
The clock kept moving, each wasting second that could of been used by laying in a deep relaxing freedom from life yet here I lay at 3am just staring blankly at my wall. Laying across sits a small but thick mirror, reflecting the darkness that lay under my eyes- although the mirrors slightly cracked from the time I smacked it in frustration.
Tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock tick tock-
"Chuuya, get up. Stop laying down" a faint voice echoed around my head. His stupid high pitched annoying tone! What would he know about insomnic nights that fucker he never gets anything. He keeps leaving people. He's rude. He's incompetent, he manipulates others
He's stupid
Intelligent
He's a horrible person and teases whenever
He's been able to change his life and I haven't
He's almost sometimes so cool...3:05 now huh? Time moves like it's frozen in eternity forever. I lay up from my cold but warm cosy bed, the mattress bouncing beneath my fingertips as I step off to walk over to the otherbside of the room.
A mirror
The broken mirror I've smashed
The mirror that sees past me huh? No time to think
I drag my clothes out from my closest, the material so soft under the fingertips it was comforting. A small hat to complete.
I hug it tightly to my chest laying back on the bed hoping ill fall asleep better this way
It's so cosy..like a piece of someone else with me
Like maybe I am someone
I am someone, right?