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Hey Hop, I miss you. I miss your stupid smile that you’d flash me ever once in a while. I miss all of our idiotic arguments over things that I can’t even remember. I miss that smug look you’d give me whenever you were right. I hated these things about you when u were here but now I’d give anything to have them back. To have you back.
There were so many things that were left unsaid and it burdens be greatly ever waking day. There is so much I want to say to you Hop, so much I’ll never be able to say. You know I’ve never been much of a religious person but, some nights I find myself praying and begging god to let me have just one moment with you, or for him to maybe give you a message for me. Oh Lord Hop, what I wouldn’t give for more moment with you.
I am writing this letter on the porch. It’s much like the old one, it even has a similar bench. The sky is so beautiful tonight, we always get a wonderful view of the stars from our new house. I know you would’ve loved it here. If I close my eyes and focus hard enough I can almost feel your arm around me and your body against mine. But of course upon opening my eyes, the only thing that is touching me is a cold, bitter breeze.
There is this one star that has been shining so bright this past month. I’ve got a perfect view of it right now. I’m sure it’s making the sun jealous. Maybe that is where heaven is and maybe all of you angels get heavens premium telescopes that allow you to watch over your loved ones. If that is so then then maybe you saw me wave just now! That’s where I’ll address this letter, to the stars
Love, Joyce