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I push to the front of the group fighting off the other reporters trying to talk over their questions so mine was heard.
"Hawks! Do you have anything to say about the League of Villians!?" I ask.
Without a word, he took to the skies away from the group disappearing in the distance. I growl at yet another failed scoop.
This was gonna take a lot more secretive reporting. I had already requested an interview at his agency 8 times.
I had a theory that would be quite the scandal. A few weeks back I saw Hawks with a shady character in an alley. My quirk was actually a useful one for my job. I could focus and amplify one sense. In many cases, I'd amplify my hearing to pick up on conversations. The downfall was all my other senses stopped. I heard them talk about the LOV and recruitment.
I didn't have enough for a story but I was determined to crack this open. The research did nothing to aid me so now I was just trying to corner Hawks.
I went home after the long day only to see something on my porch. I flinch seeing a dead rat with a note on it. I took the note carefully.
'Back off the LoV or we'll end up with a little game of cat and mouse, spoiler alert the mouse NEVER wins"
I scoff at the threat and clean up the unsightly mess. I took the note inside and started comparing handwriting to documents in an attempt to find out who wrote it. I just felt more determined to crack this story wide open. If we are gonna play cat and mouse I was definitely gonna be the cat.
That's what I thought till a week later. Hawks had obviously made the threat and he crashed into my house and tried to capture me. A few weeks had gone by since then. Pro heros were trying to catch me and Hawks seemed determined to be the one to find me.
I escaped him for what felt like the 10th time. I had to be elaborate to escape him. I had to plant traps and know the area well enough to run. I also couldn't ever stay in the same area. Moving from district to district he always seemed to catch up at some point. I caught my breath and started hurrying out of my alley when sharp feathers struck the wall in front of me. I turn to see hawks glaring at me from a storefront passage.
I twisted around and sprinted back down the alley. Hawks looked pissed probably cause I used a Honey trap last time and took advantage of fresh cement this time.
I was about to turn the corner only to see him already there waiting. I tried to sprint back but feathers caught my arm pinning it to the wall. I reached to pull them out as Hawks caught my hand slamming it to the brick wall as well.
I tried to kick scream and bite but he placed a cloth over my mouth and everything went dizzy until I passed out.
I woke up blinking in the light. I tried to move but couldn't budge. I was bound to a chair.
"You awake?" A sing-song voice rang.
I looked up to lock eyes with Hawks
"Where am I? Aren't you supposed to turn me in to the police?" Look confused at my bindings
"No silly. I was actually gonna kill you" he smiled
"You son of A- untie me!" I rocked the chair slightly.
"That's why I'm not" he chuckled
I stared up at him confused
"You have spunk, you really had me. I spent 3 WEEKS chasing you. You seemed to always be one step ahead. What's, even more, is you've caught my eye before" he played with one of his feathers, "you always were cute. You're like a little hummingbird" he chuckled again darkly
I got goosebumps not liking this situation. Hawks had a dark Aura that scared me.
"Let me put it this way, I ALWAYS get what I want. I didn't get to number 2 for nothing. Now I think I want you" he licked his lips, "I spent weeks learning every detail about you. I am not gonna lie the hunt was very...satisfying" he leaned onto the arms of my chair staring down at me.
I growl and jerk forward to headbutt him but he caught it slamming my head back against the chair.
"If I were you I'd learn to behave, behave and I'll be gentle. You're so much prettier in person it just takes my breath away each time" he straddled my lap
"What the hell" I growl
"What? Haven't had a handsome rogue on your lap before? It's a shame you wear such baggy clothes now. Looking back I really liked those pencil skirts you wore when reporting sometimes"
"Get off" I yell
"You aren't being very well behave are you?" He squinted down at me losing his carefree attitude
I flinch with a whimper shutting my eyes hoping not to be hit.
"I wouldn't hurt you my little feather, I don't want to leave harsh marks on your beautiful skin" his hand cupped my face gently, "I can't tell if it's you or me who's trapped, cause I feel so trapped in your eyes"
"I'm definitely the trapped one" I deadpan not wanting to play his little game
"I tried to warn you. Left that note but you just couldn't back off could you?"
"Well I didn't think you'd attack me and put out a warrant for my arrest" I growl
"It was necessary. Doesn't matter now though. I cleared it and you're where you need to be now"
"Where I need to be?"
"Here with me" he smiled
"Let me go!" I growl
"You'll fall for me soon little birdie. It just takes time"
He gave me plenty of it. He untied me but I was still trapped in that room. A small bathroom was all I had for privacy. He would come in to taunt me or bring me food. I tried escaping 7 times now. Either I was caught or it was a dumb idea in the first place. Hawks never let his guard down around me.
He came in looking tired one day. He held a plate of food.
"How you doin' little dove?"
"Worse now that you're here" I huff.
"Don't be so difficult dove" he chuckled.
I reached for the food but he pulled it out of reach. He caught my wrist while his feathers took the plate away. He pulled me into his arms holding me close.
"Let me go you jackass!" I tried to pry him off but he didn't budge
"Shhh. I've had a hard day. Just let me hold you" he cooed.
I fought in his arms making him hold me tighter.
"Let me go" I tried kicking but he only growled in frustration. He moved and forced me against the wall
"Stop squirming" he threatened
"Let me go" I wormed my hands out from between us and grabbed the joint of his wing roughly.
He jolted his face blushing, "w-whoa there dove, easy on the wings" he shivered. His grip had loosened as well.
I took my chance. I rubbed his wings at the joint. He hissed in a breath before giving a shaky moan. I took this as my chance and ran for the door. I shut and locked him in. I heard him bang it angrily.
"You're making a mistake kid, you better open this door right fucking now!" He yelled through it.
I took off running. I made it outside seeing nothing but free grassland. I booked it in a direction hoping to god if he picked any other he wouldn't find me. My hopes came crashing down with my body when I hit the ground. Hawks held me down.
"You're gonna regret that little stunt miss reporter. You're damn lucky I am not taking you home in a bodybag"
"Let me go! Help!" I screamed trying to get out from under him. I managed to turn around to face him but his sickening smirk made me stop.
"No one is gonna hear you out here. Now, what should your punishment be?" He smiled mischievously as he pinned my arms
"Please. Just let me go" I whimpered.
"I can't sweetheart. You'd run away" he pouted, "I think I know exactly what I wanna do" he held both my hands over my head with his one while he reached into one of his belt pockets.
He pulled out what was almost like a baby wipe until he pressed it to my face. I held my breath and pretended to pass out.
"Uh uh baby bird, no fooling me. Take a deep breath in" he chuckled at my attempt.
I finally was forced to suck in a breath losing consciousness.
I woke up with a pounding headache. I sit up only to hear a rattle. Chains?
Everything comes back to me as I follow the chain to a collar around my neck. Fucking hell. I look for a clasp but feel a heavy duty lock holding it on. I need a key.
Examining my location im surprised to see a bedroom. The bed is soft and has plenty of pillows and plush blankets. There is a vanity and a dresser in the room as well. The chain is long enough it goes out the door.
Red catches my eye as I lock eyes with my captor, "Let. Me. Go" I glare
"I will eventually dove" he sighed coming in with a plate of pancakes, "Do you like the room? I figure you'll be more comfortable here. I realised how trapped you must have felt in the old place. That's why you ran away isn't it? Trust me when I say I'm determined to fulfill ALL of your needs" he set the plate down on the dresser sitting on the bed, "Trust me I get it, when I was a kid I couldn't leave the house. So I brought you here! You have everything you could need. Food, water, shelter, and all the love you could ever want from yours truly!"
"Just let me go! I ran away cause you're fucking insane!" I huff backing as far away as I can from him
"Aw, you still scared dove? I promise I'm not here to hurt you. I won't let anyone hurt you" he grabbed the chain tugging me towards him.
I fought it but he was stronger pulling me into him. My body is weaker. How long have I been asleep? How long have I been his captive. I can't keep track of the days.
He pulled me into his lap with ease and held me there stroking my head lovingly.
"Can I get a kiss?" He caressed my cheek lightly
"No"
"Just a little one?" He pleaded
"Fuck no" I struggled in his arms but he didn't let me budge
"Pleeeease? With a cherry on top?"
"No!" I huff giving up on trying to get out of his grip feeling too weak.
His hand went from a brusing grip to gently massaging my hips. It felt good but so wrong. He layed a soft peck on my forehead, "I can settle for this then"
"Let me go" I huff lightly feeling tired and weak already
"Sorry little dove but I can't do that" he rested his head on my shoulder seeming content, "Don't worry, you'll get used to this. Feeling my hands on you, my lips. You'll crave it even. Then we can go outside. I can show off my beautiful little dove"
I set my hands in his chest and let my strength go all at once shoving out of his arms onto the floor with a harsh thud. I landed on some of the chain making me hiss in pain but it was fine. I stood up and left the room quickly nearly sprinting out.
Hawks followed lazily as I searched the penthouse for something, anything. To defend myself with, to escape with, just something.
"Sorry dove. I was thorough. I don't plan on letting you escape that easily" he chuckled grabbing the chain again pulling me back in with a large smile
"Let me go!" I fight back but he tugged me into his arms again
"But you're mine Dove, all mine"
"Fuck you Hawks!"
He hushed lightly, "No no no, its Keigo with just us. Can you say it for me? Please?"
"You psychopath I don't care about your fucking name!"
He clicked his tongue seeming annoyed, "Well if you can't remember it then... maybe ill just carve it into your skin" I flinch feeling him grip me tighter, "I could carve it deep into your back. People would also know you're mine. Then you won't see it though. Maybe on your thighs?"
He grabbed both my wrists in one hand holding me to him. He traced his other hand on my thigh lightly tracing the letters on my thigh, "That might work"
"Hawks please don-"
He pulled one of my arms out suddenly, "Still can't remember it eh? Then how about on your arm? So you can see it every day, don't worry I'll kiss the pain away once it's done"
I am fucking terrified. I feel myself crumble as I start to cry, "K-keigo please don't"
He hummed happily, "Now was that so hard dove?" He turned me around gently cupping my cheeks wiping at the tears, "No need to cry, I'm here for you"
Days of the same thing. He'd come back to give me my meals and try to stay as close to me as possible.
"Honey im home" he sang coming in with dinner, "Im here for my regular dose of cuddles and kisses" he hummed entering the livingroom where I was sitting
"Fuck off" I hiss.
"Am I so unloveable?" He sighed tossing the takeout on the coffee table before plopping next to me.
I move to get away but he easily dragged me onto his lap, "I wish you would just give in" he sighed nuzzling into my shoulder
"I wish you'd leave me the fuck alone"
"Why won't you love me? I love you so much my dove"
"I can't fucking stand you" I glare at him trying to struggle from him but his nails dig if I move.
He met my stare with one of equal violent intent, "I am VERY accommodating for you" my back hit the couch cushion roughly him suddenly pressing me down, "I feed, cloth, and shelter you" he growled
"You imprisoned me you psycho!" I spit
"You want to feel like a caged animal? Bite the hand that feeds you? Fine" he chuckled leaning his weight onto me, "Just know, I'm a preditor and you're my only prey"
A involuntary shiver ran up my spine. I'm going to die. This is the part where he mentally snaps and finally kills me.
"Don't look so scared my dove, i won't hurt you as long as you behave" he hummed caressing my cheek, "You're my mate after all"
What the absolute FUCK? Mate? Mate!?? What the fuck does that mean??
"I was doing some reading recently, I think you're stressed" he kissed my cheek, "I get it. Moving in together was really sudden. I think I know how to help you though"
He bit his lip lightly looking a bit flushed, "An orgasm could help"
My heart skipped as my chest tightened, "No...no no no" I feel the panic rising
"Shhh" he cooed lightly, "Don't worry, ill be real easy on you"
"Keigo please no" I squirm hoping to get out from under him feeling my eyes start to water
"You're stressing more baby bird, calm down. I will only use my hands if you want"
I shake my head not wanting this psycho anywhere near me.
"I do have a plan B if you want it" he pet my head, "I picked up a remote vibrater. If you put it in then I'll control it" he smiled lightly pressing his forehead to mine, "Will that make you feel better?"
"I-im not stressed keigo, I swear"
"I know you are" he pet my side, "Plus there are other health benefits" he suddenly pulled away to look me in the eye, "Unless you'd rather me do it for you"
I shake my head vigorously making him smile and nod pulling a box out of his pocket. He had no issues sitting up and pulling me into his lap.
"Sit pretty while I get it in ok?" He nuzzled his nose against my neck.
He opened the box infront of me showing off the contraption. It has an egg part and a odd shaped part that curled forward.
"Now open your legs for me"
"Can't I just go put it in myself?" I felt my nerves building
He hummed with a sigh, "Fine, but you better put it in. The egg part goes in and the flat of this part needs to rest against your clit"
I scurried to the bathroom with it feeling awkward. Maybe if I just leave it here I could fake it? Keigo is smarter than that though. I can't escape. I stare at the toy. If I break it he'd kill me. Or worse.
I finally break down knowing I need to just do it. I can at least appreciate that he gave me the ability to put it in myself and save some of my dignity.
Once in I redress and open the door looking to the bird man for further instruction.
"Came sit here. I'll hold you while we do this. Make sure you're comfortable"
"I think I'd be more comfortable alone" I try shuffling in place not liking how even while off it pressed against my G-spot.
"Nonsense. Come cuddle and get all the oxytocin" he chuckled beckoning me to him.
If I disagree this could get worse. Pick my battles. I sit next to him on the couch letting him wrap an arm and a wing around me to help press me close to him.
"We are going to start slow"
It started vibrating lowly. It wasn't a terrible feeling but it was an odd sensation. Once I got used to it I felt it kick up a notch that had me squirming.
"You like that? Feels good right?" He cooed pulling me into his lap more so I could lean back on his chest, my head back on his shoulder.
"So this?" All the vibration moved intensly to the egg. My body keened back trying to arch, "Or this?" The vibration moved to the clit stimulater. My thighs closed harshly but that only pressed it further against me ripping a choked moan from my throat.
"Good girl" Keigo praised changing the settings to stimulate perfectly to make me writhing, "Come on, legs" he helped spread my legs to be on each side of his while I laid against his chest.
"Too much" I buck at nothing
"Too much? Let's fix that"
The vibration turned to wave like pulses getting more intense before lulling back.
"C-cant. I can't take. Can't take it" my legs started shaking.
"You're getting closer aren't you? You can do it dove. Come undone right here" his arms held my torso keeping my back pressed against him, "It'll make you feel so good. It can help you live longer, helps your immune system, and fertility" he hummed the last part lowly by my ear
The intensity was too much rocketing me towards the edge. Keigo held me firmly to his chest peppering kisses on my jaw and throat. I feel myself teetering on the edge when it suddenly shuts off tearing a whine from me.
"Im sorry dove, were you close?" He mocked
"Turn it b-ack on" I shivered everytime I moved feeling it shift in me.
"Turn around, I want to have you facing me"
"Haw-"
"Oi, you know my name so say it right" his nails dug lightly into my sides
"Keigo, Please just let me finish" i swallow my pride
"Turn around for me then" He helped me stand before making me straddle his leg, "you be my good girl and grind on my leg then ill let you cum"
Im so fucking frusterated I could cry. I huff feeling his hands land on my hips, "You're sick"
"I know, such a bastard taking care of your health and needs" he grabbed my hands setting them on his shoulders, "Now grind"
I do so feeling humiliated. It only took a second until I felt the vibrator flick back to life. The added grinding made it rock in and out of place putting more pressure on my clit and G-spot back and forth.
My body couldn't help but curl forward into his chest starting to shake. My hips couldn't keep the movement going but were aided by Keigos hands landing back on my hips to keep me grinding.
"Good girl. You look so pretty grinding on my leg" he praised nuzzling my face with his and burying his nose in my hair.
The final threads finally snapped as I felt bliss wash over me. Once the hazed cleared I realised the sudden sensitivity as the toy continued to buzz.
I try to speak but I can't seem to get anything out instead rapidly tapping Keigo until he shut it off. I immediately felt the exhaustion hit me like a bus. I lean forward more resting my body weight on Keigo as I relaxed.
"See? Not so bad was it?" He cooed lightly shifting me to instead straddle his lap while I laid on his chest my face in the crook of his neck.
"Shut up" I huff not wanting to think about what all just happened
"Can I get a kiss?"
"Go fuck yourself" I hiss
He pressed a kiss to my hairline then laid back on the couch leaving me to lay on top of him, "Should get that toy out before you sleep"
"Shut up"
He hummed petting my hair and playing with it soothingly.
Things could be worse. Keigo is batshit crazy but he does have some level of respect for me.
Keigo hasn't been coming home as often. I can only guess he's busy judging by how frazzled he looks when he does come home looking exhausted.
Tonight I worry though. I pace the livingroom awkwardly. He didn't come for lunch and it's 3 am with no sign of him.
If he never comes back... will I be left here to die? He is the one who gets me food, pays the bills. He has the keys.
If he dies im screwed.
Fuck if he's gone I can't get out. I'll starve to death. I won't see anyone ever again. If he doesn't get back... is there away to die more instantaneously? I don't want to slowly starve.
The door handle suddenly juggles as Keigo came in looking tired as hell. He stopped the minute we locked eyes, "Little Dove, what are you doing still awake? Are you crying?"
He had no issue coming to my aid wrapping me up in a tight hug and a cocoon of his feathers as his wings wrapped around me.
"What's wrong? Are you ok?" He cooed rubbing my back and pressing light kisses on my forehead
"I just, just got scared yo, you weren't coming back" I choked out between sudden sobs
"Aw, dove you don't need to worry. I'll always come back for you" he pet my head tucking it into the crook of his neck pulling me in closer.
For a long moment I stayed. I can't say why. Comfort? Feeling protected? Maybe fear of ruining the moment or making him angry. I stayed there for a long few minutes before finally pulling out of his arms.
"Come on little Dove, let's go to bed" he kissed my forehead lightly and sauntered to the bedroom.
I panic briefly at the thought of sharing a bed but those feelings quickly leave the minute I lay my head down and pass out.
Keigo seems to be happier. Friendlier. He even bought me some stuff so I can cook in the house. I work on making an omelet for lunch when arms slithered around my waist and a chest pressed to my back.
"What cha makin"
"Omelet"
"Can you please make me one little Dove?" He pouted
What do I look like? A house wife? "Keigo" I sigh turning off the burner to look at him directly, "Why are you so determined to play this game of house? Why don't you let me go?"
His arms locked on either side of the counter locking me in place, "Oh im not playing house" he invaded my personal space to nibble the shell of my ear before speaking lowly, "Otherwise you'd be my wife already and I'd have you every night and after ever meal" he made a point to look me in the eye while he licked his lips.
"Kei-"
"You didn't let me finish" he lifted a hand to hold my jaw to keep eye contact, "I see you as my girlfriend who i respect more than that. I would rather you be willing in whatever we do"
How... how do I respond to that? I hold his stare and he smiled lightly, "Can I get a kiss?"
I shake my head when his hand loosens his grip and he sighs kissing my forehead instead.
"You could let me go" I try
He hummed, "One day. Not today" he nuzzled his cheek to mine, "When I can trust you to not run"
"I want to see my family, my friends"
"Little Dove you will. In due time"
"But what about now? They're probably worried"
"Its ok. I'll fix that" he pulled me in closer by the hips resting his cheek on me.
"Keigo-"
"I hear ya, i hear ya. Don't worry I'll fix this. Now can I have a kiss?"
How is he going to fix this? Keigo is just unhinged enough to be unpredictable.
"I don't hear a no" he mused lightly ghosting his lips over mine pulling me back to reality
"Keigo-"
His lips meet mine laying gentle kisses. I kiss back enjoying the sweet kisses. I expected him to feverishly attack me but instead he's gentle and soft. Its so loving and grows more passionate as he hums into the kiss.
I shouldn't kiss back, I really shouldn't cause it just encourages him but it feels good. His lips are soft and skilled. I should have said no but the affection and contract feel good.
He finally pulled away lifting a hand to caress my cheek, "You're so good to me"
He makes it so hard to hate him when he is so gentle and caring! I give a huff going back to my omelet
The day was as usual as it could be. Keigo kept at home...home. I don't like that word. That's not the word I want but the word I have for it.
By the afternoon he was lounging on the couch watching me fret about. I want to do something but I don't want to cook, I don't want to watch a movie cause he's on the couch. I don't have many activities here.
"Someone looks a little stressed~" Keigo sang out
"No, no one is stressed im just...um...bored. yeah I'm bored" I panic
"Why didn't you tell me, I'm sure I could find ways to entertain you"
"No no no, its fine. I'm just thinking you know?"
"Come here. You don't need to be shy" he cooed
"Really keigo its-"
"I said, Come Here" he emphasized
I give in walking over to him letting him pull me into his lap. I should have just sucked it up and sat with him watching TV.
"Want me to make you feel good again?" He cooed
I shake my head quickly, "No I'm good"
He hummed seeming not to believe me but didn't further comment on it instead kneeding at my hips resting his chin over my shoulder, "How about some tv?"
"Sure" I relax a bit
A movie would be good. It keeps him entertained and I can not worry about what new plan he's concocting.
It wasn't till an hour in I realised this film wasn't as distracting as I had hoped as lips pressed wet kisses to my neck.
"Keigo-"
"Watch the movie" he continued adding light nibbles where he can.
I tried to just ignore him. If I don't react he'll grow bored and stop. That is until he started nipping at the more sensitive nerves of my neck causing a involuntary shiver that he noticed leading him to attack that spot.
"Keigo please, please not there" I shiver and shake not liking the normally pleasant feeling coming from him of all people.
"Not there? Then where else?" He hummed
"Anywhere but there" I flinch at a particularly rough bite he gave to that area
"Anywhere?"
The implication was heavy in his tone, "No"
I yelp when my back hits the couch cushions. I watched him scan over me double checking it was from being startled rather than pain, "You're sure?"
"Yes! I'm good, I just want to watch the movie!"
He gave a light pout but nodded moving away and standing, "Would you like some water?"
I sit up with my new freedom and nod, "Sure, water would be fine"
He left the room letting my panic subside. Keigo scares me. I've grown used to his presence but I can't read him. He could snap any moment.
He said he plays it like I'm his girlfriend. I don't know if it would be better to play the roll and appease him so I live or deny it and have the consequences.
He came back with 2 glasses setting them down and turning the movie back on. When I got the chance after he took a sip of his I switched the glasses knowing that it will be safe.
As the movie played I relaxed more on my side of the couch until i started feeling hot, "Keigo, did you turn up the heat?"
"No?" He sipped his water absently.
I drank more water but I felt hotter. What the hell is going on?? Next came the itch. It wasn't a normal itch like on my skin. Something more...internal. I try to remain calm not wanting to set Keigo off.
Did he poison the water? This was his drink though. And he drank it himself? He wouldn't poison himself right? Shit did i make the wrong move.
"You ok? You're looking a bit flushed" he commented as the movie ended
"Just fine just a bit hot" He has a gleam in his eye, he knows, "What did you put in my drink?"
"Yours? Oh nothing. Just water" he shrugged with a smirk
"And...yours?"
"Why do you ask? Feeling funny?" Hes toying with me
"What did you do to me?" I huff
"You did it to yourself. It's just a bit of an aphrodisiac of sorts" he shrugged, "Funny enough it doesn't affect me. Something about mutant genes causing a different hormonal response, but you on the other hand. You'd feel it" his smirk grew wider as he spoke, "First the heat. Itll eat at you for a bit. But slowly need will spread through you"
"Go fuck yourself!" I hiss hating the position he's put me in.
"You did this to yourself" he layed back comfortably on the couch, "But," he cracked open at eye at me, "I do know how to help you"
"An antidote?"
"More like home remedy. It'll get worse before it gets better" he shrugged
Its getting harder to focus because of the sheer heat I feel. It feels like my skeleton is also trying to escape my body wanting me to move.
"Give it" I glare
"You sure?" He mused
"What is it?" I check not liking his tone
"Just need to wear you out. Trust me. After you cum for the 4th time you'll feel amazing"
"Go fuck yourself!" I spit getting off the couch to pace.
"I'll be waiting here for when you need me" he closed his eyes again relaxing with hands behind his head
The cocky ass thinks I'll just go running to him? Well he's got another thing coming. I can take care of myself. I don't need him.
I head to the room but the door is locked. Checking i find all the doors are locked to anywhere private in the house.
That's fine plan B. I sit back on the couch and activate my quirk. By heightening 1 sense the others dull.
I heighten my sense of hearing. Relief washed over me as the heat dulled. I could hear my own heart beat in my chest. It's loud in my ears. I can also hear Hawks next to me. His heart seemed calm. Asshole.
The issue I have most is the sound of electronics. The loud electrical hum of the TV finally drove me mad and I had to stop. Its fine. I have 4 other senses. Minus touch only 3.
Smell. Smell is one that shouldn't be too bad. Once I activate it I see the issue though. Musk the cologne. If Hawks wasn't fucking here that would work.
Fine. Sight. I soon found that I couldn't keep it activated with a lack of visual stimulation.
Fine. Final one. Taste. There can't be anything linked to taste to piss me off. Without smell you can't taste much so this is the most useless only giving the flavors that are salty or metallic. To my surprise though a salt flavor became too much.
I sigh frusterated.
"Just say the word" Keigo sang
"Where is the vibrator?" I huff
"Oh? Sorry but it's locked away. This is more hands on"
My thoughts feel fogged. My body is so tense it's driving me insane. Need is a good word for it.
"Fucking hell ill do it on my own" I huff grabbing a blanket
"Not so fast, come on. I promise it'll be better if I do it"
"I don't want you to touch me!" I growl
He didn't seem to care letting a hand rest on my thigh. It felt so warm. It momentarily soothed the heat but fanned the flames to the molten desire that had settled in me.
"Well sweetheart don't say I didn't tell you so. It's going to be a long time for that to wear off if you insist on nursing it yourself"
"How would you participating make it easier?"
"Easy, I don't give breaks" he shrugged, "Your body will tire and may even be too weakened to continue but the pain of it will"
"How do you suppose on helping?" I grimace feeling myself twitch
"Im a man of many talents. You'll have to agree before you know"
My brain is begging me to currently jump his bones right now so if I can get an option that isn't that it would be best, "Promise we won't fuck"
"Scouts honor" he smirked
"Fine then, help me"
No sooner did the words leave my mouth than I was on my back on the couch. Keigo had a hungry look already peeling off my jeans.
I panic clamping my legs shut but he just tutted, "You want me to help or not little dove?"
"I don't want you to see me" I hold my jeans in place from where the rested at my knees.
"Im going to sooner or later. I promise it'll be worth it. I'll be real easy and gentle with you" he cupped my cheek in a hand lightly caressing.
Im so fucking mad at him but feel like I'm going to cry from frustration. I let go of my jeans and he easily pulled them off.
I cover my eyes embarrassed and just wanting to disassociate. My favorite character is here. Its not Keigo. Anyone else.
Light kisses peppered my thighs. I tense at first but after a while slowly relax. He's going slow and being gentle like he said. Its starting to feel good. He lightly sucked a spot leaving what I can imagine is the lightest hickey.
As he switches thighs he starts to make a point of exhaling over the most sensitive area.
Finally I felt a wet pressure press against the fabric of my underwear. I peek down curiously and a bit scared of what is causing it to meet his eyes as he slowly licks up.
I cover my eyes again but now that image is seared into my brain. His honey eyes boring into mine with his tongue on me.
My underwear is peeled to the side when a wet heat started to explore. My body is already so excited but im mentally horrified.
The sensation stops and a whimper betrays me. He pulled off the restricting cloth and my legs twitched wanting to shut but one of his hands held a thigh in place.
I felt my thighs slip over his shoulders and his hot breath hover over me. Everything was still for a long moment. I finally couldn't take it flexing my thigh to urge him closer.
That seemed to be what he was waiting for diving in with his tongue. I could deal until he groaned the vibration of it making me feel like I was on fire. My hands left my eyes finding his ash blonde locks to curl into.
My brain felt so hazy I couldn't focus on anything but keigo. I took one hand back to grip the couch cushion so I had a better view of him.
The realization hit me hard. He's not the one in control. I am.
I grind on his tongue watching his expression. His cheeks darkened when he met my gaze. I gave an experimental tug to his hair feeling him groan again.
I took total control at that point grinding on his face and directing his movements. It kicked up a notch when he started to play with my clit swirling and stimulating it. He continued until it was too much and I continued to grind on his tongue.
Feeling so hot I still have that itch in me. I finally received relief from it when his tongue slipped in causing a vocal response.
It was all over then. I locked my thighs around him keeping him in place while his tongue worked its magic.
When his tongue got deeper it just made me want more. It's when his thumb landed on my clit rubbing tight circles that finally did me in.
My hand that previously gripped the couch covered my mouth hating how vocal I was for him as I finally came undone. I couldn't hear my own thoughts from the ringing in my ears or the lewd gulping noise from Keigo.
When he finally did sit up he was flushed and panting harshly. Slick and spit covering his lower face which he wiped off with his forearm. He looked more like a mess then I probably did right now.
I tried to stay calm but another flash of heat and need flared up. Keigo seemed to notice from my expression because his eyes widened a fraction.
When I imagined how today would go I never would have imagined me riding my captors face. Yet here we are. I try not to grind down too roughly but with a second finger its getting harder for me to have any sense of restraint.
I didn't realise just how bad I needed his fingers in me until they were petting all the right spots. I just want to feel full and it's driving me crazy.
The final threads snapped in probably my 5th orgasm. Finally I felt myself cool. My body felt like it was on the verge of collapse oversensitive and heavy.
Keigo helped me move to sit on his lap. He's talking but I can't make out what he's saying. My ears are still ringing and my brain is fuzzy.
He brought up a glass of water to my lips and I couldn't fight it. I drank the cool liquid realising just how refreshing it was.
"-me on little Dove, come back to me" he cooed lightly petting my face, "I need you to say something so I know you're ok"
"Im ok" I barely mumbled. I feel weak.
"Good girl" he praised lightly continuing to gently pet.
"I need sleep"
Keigo was on it immediately taking me to the bedroom and helping my underwear back on before tucking me into the bed. I snuggled into the soft sheets until Keigo joined me a few minutes later in pj's and pulled me in to cuddle.
Too tired to fight I fell asleep.
I poke at the lock trying to pick it best I can. I've done this plenty unfortunately and it never works. I don't know how to lock pick nor do I have the supplies if I did, just a trusty bobbypin.
That's when something amazing happened, a faint click sounded and the lock fell open. I quickly take off the collar and rush to the door to do the same thing.
Rushing may be an exaggeration since it took an hour to pick that lock but once free I booked it. I found an elevator and rapidly clicked the button.
To my horror I realized the stairs would have been the better choice as the doors opened to a sea of red wings.
Hawks looked surprised at first but that only lasted a second before a darker look settled in, "Well, I sure hope you came out here to greet me"
Fuck fuck fuck. If I say yes maybe he won't freak, "Im sorry, I missed you"
His eyes softened as he stepped out of the elevator towards me, "Hm, of course" he hummed, "You know this means ill have to up security"
At this rate I'm going to get locked back up forever. Suddenly an idea.
"Kei, are you embarrassed of me?" I take one of his hands in both of mine
His expression changed to worry and concern, "Never, what would make you think that?"
"I never get to go out with you. I doubt you talk about me"
"Honey i talk about you all the time" his free hand cupped my cheek lovingly
"So its how I look?"
"You're beautiful, I'd show you off if I could" he started walking back to the apartment holding my hand in his, firm but gently
"Why don't you?"
"Its not safe" he shut the door as we went in relocking it.
Fuck, back where I started.
He picked up the collar but I flinched looking at the shackle. He frowned looking at it in his hands before dropping it.
"I need a hairtie" he smirked
I feel confused as he leads me to the couch one of his feathers having fetched a small hair band. He then grabbed a chunk of my hair braiding it.
"Kei what-"
"This should be more comfortable" he hummed tieing the hair tie.
I am about to question it when I see him pluck one of his smaller feathers and grab a second tie. It wasn't long until a red feather was in my hair making Keigo show a wide smile, "Look at that, so cute"
His forehead pressed against mine while he cupped my jaw with both hands, "Now ill always know where you are"
I need to remain calm. I can take this out easier. If I accept it I won't get collared, "Thank you"
"No problem little dove" he gave me a soft peck on the lips, "You're going to be such a good mate"
My heart dropped into my stomach. Mate? He is fucking crazy. He gave me fucking aphrodisiacs. He has drugged me and taken advantage of me.
I need to escape.
"Your heart is hammering. You excited for kids too" he cooed, "Spring is just around the corner" his hand grabbed mine.
"Spring?" My voice shook
"Mhm" he hummed, "I think that'll be the best time don't you?"
Wait is he- no no no- fuck no- he's gonna...he doesn't know, oh thank God. I have the birth control arm implant so he can't get me pregnant at least
"Kei I do-"
"I know it's soon but im sure it'll be fine"
"I don't want-"
"You will, it'll feel so good, you'll look so pretty all round. Plus since you've been here you've gained some good weight" he moved to grabbing my thigh, "You just look so-" he sighed flexing his hand on my thigh, "Breedable, perfect for it really"
Nope! Fuck this! We are done trying to be sneaky and pliant to convince him to let us out.
"No" I remove his hand getting up
"No?" He raised an eyebrow
"Wanna hear it in Spanish? No" I back up towards the door
He took a deep breath before standing, "Have you forgotten who you belong to dove?"
I back up looking for escape. If I try to pick the lock I don't have time and he'll catch me. He'd probably take the Bobby as well.
Before I can further evaluate he is leaning over me looking pissed, "Look, I can be nice. I can be real nice, but don't forget who you belong to" he growled
"Just... can't you let me go? That would be nice" Always worth a shot
He chuckled shaking his head, "I have a better idea"
He grabbed me tossing me over his shoulder. In panic I pull at his wings and smack at him but it has minimal affect.
He tossed me in the bed as we got into the bedroom, "You just keep forgetting who you belong to don't you?" He chuckled to himself pulling a feather from his wings.
"Keigo, what are you- look I'm sorry, I didn't mean to!" I flinch as I watch it harden to a blade.
"Dove, can you do me a favor? Pants off. I don't want to get blood on them"
"Keigo please! I'll be good! I promise!" I shuffle away but scream when he grabs my ankle dragging me back.
Feathers pinned my wrists down and helped hold me still before cutting the pants away, "Sorry little bird but I don't think I trust that promise"
He pulled at my thigh pushing my leg to the side so he had space holding his feather.
"Wait wait wait!" I fought the feathers but a longer one wrapped around my eyes and forced my head back.
The feeling of the sharp feathers edge dragged across my skin and I could feel the sting. It was when he got to the 'E' that I realised he is carving his name into my thigh.
My eyes welled up with tears from the pain but he kept cooing softly about how well I was doing and kissing at the fresh letter once it was done.
"Itll be over soon dove, I know it hurts. Just focus on my voice"
Everything started going fuzzy as my ears rang and my head felt heavy. Suddenly everything went black.
I wake up warm and tightly held in Keigos arms. He bandaged my thigh it seems and although it seems to be numbed its not enough that I can't still feel the dull ache.
"My little dove" I heard him coo sickeningly sweet
I try to pretend to be asleep.
"I know you're awake" he chuckled kissing my forehead
"Please... let me go" I let myself beg, pray for his pity maybe he'll find someone else to torture then
"Dont be silly dove. Give me a kiss?"
"No" I shake my head.
His hand moved quickly gripping my injured thigh pressing the dressed wound.
Pain shot up my leg making me bare my teeth in pain hissing on a breath.
"Come on, bring me those lips" he laughed lightly as if his hand wasn't squeezing my wounds
I give in pressing my lips to his relieved when his hand let go to rest on my hip instead. He leaned into the kiss his other hand cupping my jaw before letting it slide back into my hair keeping me from tearing away from him.
He turned his head and forced his tongue in my mouth letting it caress over mine. I have half a mind not to bite it but know it would just land me in more trouble.
"All mine" he sighed switching to giving quick kisses that traveled to my jaw.
"Kei" I try to warn him of how sore my leg is
"I love you so much" he tried to bring me closer but moving my leg made me yelp and Keigo flinch.
He looked at my injury suddenly looking very concerned, "I...I hurt you...i..." his voice started to crack, "I didn't mean to- but i-"
He started to cry seeming very upset. Admittedly beyond confused i let him hold me close and loosely hold him letting him sob.
"I didn't mean to be a bad boyfriwnd" he sniffled, "I just wanted to punish you so you knew better"
Keigos POV
I did this! What the hell is wrong with me! I hurt my little dove!
She was trying to leave though. I know it. Then she was being such a brat. A part of me loves the fact my name is carved into her skin, another part of me hates that I hurt her.
She fainted from that. So fragile, that's why I should protect her. So little caused such a big reaction.
She has her arm around me and I sink into her.
I still have memories, back when I was real young. Back when both mom and dad were around. Mom never left the house, if she did it was on rare occasions to get groceries. I remember that so well. Dad used to keep us inside. Mostly me. When dad got angry and hit me mom said it was to help me learn my lesson...
So why? Why doesn't she just want to stay at the house? Its huge compared to where I grew up. She has a roof and food. I try to be the most attentive boyfriend so why does she want to leave me!?
Its fine...she can't now. I get it. Dad had me to keep mom. No chains or collars. It makes sense. I just need to love her more. Then she'll understand. She loves me too, she just doesn't know it yet.
I slowly calm down kissing at her shoulder.
"Keig-"
"Im sorry little dove. I haven't been thinking straight. I get it now" I hug her tighter careful of her thigh.
"You, you do?" She questioned
"I just need to love you more" I clarify with a hum squeezing and starting to nip at her neck. Love bites are what would be good. Its not till I start to bite she squeaked
"Gentle!!"
"Gentle?" I stop and look at her
"That fucking hurt" she rubbed her neck.
Gentle. Ok gentle. That makes sense. She's communicating what she wants and how. I can't stop the smile from splitting my lips.
I move and press her hip down so she moved to her back. I need to be careful of her thigh, keigo you idiot, why did I have to do it on her thigh. Now I'm scared to hurt her.
"Kei-"
"Shh, I know" I hush her with a gentle kiss. She looked up at me wide eyed and I couldn't help but smirk. This is what I have to do. Of course.
I start kissing her gently while laying over her. I let my lips caress her jaw and neck. Nothing compares to the moment she shivered under me.
Gentle, why the hell didn't I think of that? Then again dad wasn't the gentle type. He'd kick me and mom around all the time. The commission always said I needed tough love.
Thinking on it she was so compliant when I was gentle, it was only when I pushed that line she got so bratty.
This works cause I like being gentle. I want to be gentle to my little dove. There is also something... Exhilarating about being in Control. Having one thing in my life that is just mine.
Readers POV
How the fuck do I get him to stop??? He isn't crying anymore, thank God or trying to harm me but he's too overwhelming.
"Kei"
"Yes my dove" he practically purred
"Can we just cuddle?"
His eyes practically sparkled as he frantically nodded. Everything was calmer.
I need to get out soon. Very soon. Or things are going to go bad real soon. Fortunately I'm starting to understand. I can manipulate him in small ways. If I can continue to do so I may get out of this unscathed.
Keigo scares me. He terrifies me. I can't show a hint of that terror though.
I sigh into his chest as he snuggles closer. Cuddling has been my go to distraction. If I need to tell him no to something I offer to cuddle instead and be jumps at the opportunity. If he suggests I'm stressed i say I just need cuddles.
The only thing that doesn't seem to work with is food. Ever since that...disturbing, confession I have been determined to not eat and lose weight.
Keigo of course did not take this kindly. It resulted a lot of yelling that ended with me kissing him on the cheek and telling him I'm just not hungry. He would then drop it.
Now I feel like my life is on a count down. I need to leave before spring. This took time and patience though.
First, I needed to practice ditching the feather. It got easier. I made it a little game. Before Hawks got home I ditched the tracker and hid. When he found me I'd give him a hug and he would be overjoyed
Though this didn't give me all the results I wanted. The side effect I've noticed is I can't hide for too long. If I hide anywhere good and Hawks can't find me within the initial sweep it gives me...less than ideal results.
I cover my mouth hiding in the closet.
"I can hear you~" he sang out, "I know you're in this room. I can hear your heart beat"
I feel like I'm getting flashbacks to those weeks of being on the run from him. He gets...figity while searching for me. Its honestly scary.
I can see through one of the slots in the closet as Hawks look around the room. He is starting to shuffle his wings more. I've also noticed a new feather pattern growing in. What's more terrifying is how his eyes seem to almost glow in the pale light of the evening.
"You shouldn't tease me like this Dove, its not going to go well for you" he chuckled looking under the bed
I about screamed when his head snapped to look at the closet, "I think I found you~"
I gather every shread of courage I have as he opens the door to smile, "Yup, you found me"
"What's my prize" he cooed kneeling down infront of me
"Prize?" I take my chance to stand feeling less crowded
"Of course since I won"
"How about we get extra sweets tonight? Or i can do the dishes"
"No, I think I want you" he playfully growled picking me up walking toward the bed
Shit! "Cuddles?" I force the shakiness out of my voice
He hummed seeming to think about it, which is already a bad sign.
"No I have a better idea" he leaned back while holding my thighs, careful of the still healing injury and let us fall back onto the bed with me on top of him, "I want you to prove yourself"
Although his face is carefree as ever the look in his eyes shows how suspicious he is of me, "I noticed how much you suggest cuddling, you have been acting very oddly affectionate, I want you to prove it"
"How?" I gulp
"If you love me you should know" his hand settled on my hip letting his thumb pet my side
Prove my affection??? What the hell does that mean. How the fuck do I prove it?
I sigh and meet his piercing gaze when he speaks up, "So?"
I lean down running my fingers through his hair. Its silkier than I thought, then again he has some top of the line stuff here, "So?" I repeat back at him
He looked a bit peeved so I gave him a gentle kiss which he greedily returned. I use my other hand to scratch light circles into his jaw, "you don't need to worry so much kei"
He relaxed in my hold seeming to buy it, "Dove?"
"Hm?" I hum hiding my face in the crook of his neck knowing it keeps him happy
"You're losing weight, everything ok?"
"Yup, I just haven't been eating as much. I was over eating before" I let the lie roll off my tongue
He sighed sitting up with me pulling me back and looking into my eyes, "Please don't lie to me" he lightly tapped my nose against his
"Kei, its complicated. Its a woman thing" called i don't want you to try to fuck me. Or try to get me pregnant.
"I just want you healthy" he pouted
"I know kei" I rest my forehead against his.
Lieing to him is hard, not morally but physically. I have to be careful because he is good at catching lies, any twitch of my brows and he knows. Half truths are best but even then he'll figure them out given enough time to think on it.
I let a hand rest on his chest running it up to rest on his shoulder. The smallest distraction to get his mind off my words and back on me.
"I love you so much" he sighed playing with the hem of my shorts.
Since the injury i haven't been able to wear pants. Keigos baggy shorts have been my main wardrobe as of late.
"We should change your bandages"
I nod and get up to sit comfortably on the bed while he got the med kit. He has been really good about taking care of the wound. He apologizes every time he does it. Though it's hard to forgive him when he gets that look on his face everytime he recognizes his name there.
"Its healing nicely" he commented putting fresh bandages on
"Do you think it'll scar?"
"Probably"
I didn't miss the little smirk he has. Fucking psycho.
"I hope you heal in time for spring. I'd hate to hurt you" he finished looking up at me
"If it isnt...I really don't want it to hurt" its so hard to sound concerned over it when I'm fucking terrified.
"Dont worry little dove. I'll be gentle" he kissed the newly bandaged wound before sitting back on the bed to peck my lips, "I don't want to hurt you either. I'm a bit nervous" he chuckled.
"If you're nervous I wouldn't mind putting it off" please please please. I will fucking pray!
"Im nervous but im excited too" he grabbed my hands petting my knuckles affectionately, "You're my life mate"
That word again, I dread that word, "Im really nervous. I don't think ill be able to-"
"Dont worry about it dove. No need to be nervous. I'll take good care of you" he smiled so brightly. How can someone so bad look so innocently good, "I love you"
"Mhm" I hum awkwardly. I hate that phrase. I don't want something so special to be directed at him.
A few weeks passed that I spent trying to think of a way out. The hiding works great for a bit but he finds me too fast. I'm scared I won't be able to get away in enough time.
I've been trying to understand the city line. If I know the area I'm in I will know where to go. The only issue is I'm unsure who I COULD go to. Keigo has connections.
Yes, hello, police I want to report that I was kidnapped by the number 2 pro hero. That'll go great. Who would believe that?? He would just pick me up from them, no problem.
I don't know any pro heros. Maybe if I went to an agency? Then again i don't know who I could go to who would care or have the time. I could get there and Keigo could say he'll take care of me.
Push comes to shove I could be on the run again. But that really sucked.
My thoughts are interrupted by an excited bird boy wrapping his arms around me. He set his head on my shoulder looking at the same cityscape, "Pretty view right? It's one of the reasons I got this place. That and the sound proofing"
"Very pretty...there seems to be a nice park over there. Maybe we can visit it?"
"One day" he hummed
"Kei, I've felt real claustrophobic locked up here"
"I know dove but not much longer. I promise" he kissed my shoulder, "You feeling stressed?"
I fucking hate that question. He has tried it ever since that one time. He tries to press but I try to keep away from the topic, "No, just wanting to go out and get fresh air. I'm going stir crazy here"
I could feel his jaw tense but he sighed, "I'll see what I can do"
"Thank you" I smile at him letting him peck my cheek.
"Anything for you my little dove"
Anything. Anything bullshit. Though I do like how much more... complacent he's been. He's less pushy but other traits have pushed to the forefront. He's more touchy in a cuddley way. Drowning me in a wave of kisses and hugs.
His feathers are a different pattern and have turned an even more vibrant red. Its mesmerizing but horrifying knowing why. Spring is just around the corner.
"Kei... would you really do anything for me?" Its worth a try at least? He can be reasonable...sometimes.
"Of course little dove" he squished his cheek against mine hugging me tighter
"I...im not comfortable with uh..." you? No. I need to be convincing and direct but not set him off, "-with having kids yet. I would rather wait until we are older and you have more time to be with them"
Keigo had a frusterated look but it softened as he closed his eyes before nodding, "I can understand that...but ill be here"
"Kei, you have your hero work. Also I don't think I could mentally deal with a child right now. It would also put so much stress on my body"
His hands found my stomach rubbing it lightly. He remained quiet in thought for a few long moments before chuckling to himself, "wouldn't want it to get Totoroki'd. Ok little dove. I can wait"
Wait...Holy shit did that actually work??? I look up to see any signs he's fucking with me but he held sincerity in his features.
"Under one condition"
There it is, "That is?"
"You have to let me take care of you throughout spring. I get to check your health and being at all times. I also get to prepare your meals"
After the water incident I haven't let him make my meals or pour me a drink without me watching him carefully. I don't want to give him this access. Compromise would be better, "Only if I see you prepare them"
"I don't want you leaving the room during that time" he hummed starting to gently rock us back and forth
"I will feel even more claustrophobic"
"I know but it's only for a few weeks. Then we can go out"
What does he have planned that will change so we can leave??? "Why wait until after spring?"
"Cause I won't be as possessive. I don't want to kill anyone in jealousy" he laughed like what he said wasn't fucking insane, "I don't like knowing rivals are around my mate. Its better to keep you here"
"And after?"
"After they will know you're mine" he nuzzled me lightly, "Cause ill make sure of it"
What the fuck does that mean???