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“Do you ever think about what we’d be without all the shit that happened to us as kids?”
Billy glanced down at this, hand pausing briefly in Marcus’ hair. “Well yeah, dude, all the time. I mean I try, it’s kind of hard to imagine when the fucked up stuff ‘sall you’ve ever known.” He resumed running his fingers through soft curls.
Marcus shifted his head in Billy’s lap. “Yeah, guess so. It’d be nice though.” Billy frowned at this momentarily before sitting up properly and lifting the other off of him.
Marcus shivered slightly at the loss of warmth. It was icy out on the rooftop. Petra and Lex had already given up on trying to keep warm but Billy and Marcus were used to it. Everything was quieter up there. It was nice.
“Hey, why don’t we pretend for a bit? Pretend like we don’t have shit and that we’re living happily ever after.” Marcus scoffed at this. “And do what, act like we’re the rich white fucks who live uptown sipping tea in their mansions? Yeah, no thanks.”
“Well, it doesn’t have to be their perfect. It can just be ours.” Billy grinned lopsidedly at Marcus like a little kid.
“Our perfect?” He snickered. “Remind me, sweetheart, what exactly is our perfect?”
“No adults,” Billy said blankly, “No one to have to kill, no one trying to kill us, just us, up here.” His eyes were focused on Marcus, glancing down at his lips every so often.
Marcus had a good second and a half to open his mouth before Billy leaned in and kissed him. He was confused; it wasn’t like the other kisses he’d had. Not like the ones with Maria or Saya, no, they were hungry. Billy was gentle. He was gentle and soft and he melted into Marcus’ hands when he threaded them into fluffy green hair. Billy was safe; he smelled like home, and he made the tiniest noises when Marcus nipped lightly at his lips.
Marcus was quickly pulled out of his daze when the other boy broke the kiss and dropped his head onto his shoulder. His blazer was dampening, and oh my god, Billy was crying . He held him tightly, even after the shaking stopped.
They stayed like that for a while until Billy’s teeth started chattering and it was time to go inside. Marcus led the other boy to his and Lex’s room and helped him get into comfier clothes. Lex was drooling happily into his own pillow, an obvious porno still in his left hand. They were both silent the entire time until Marcus turned to leave and Billy whispered, “Stay.”
So he did.
Dressed down to his boxers, Marcus joined Billy in his bed, draping an arm over his waist and pulling him close.
“I’m sorry.”
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“You literally could not have been more obvious, you absolute wankers.”
Marcus’ eyes were bleary with sleep. Yeah, he could imagine what this looked like.
“Fuck off, Lex,” Billy groaned loudly.
“Yeah, I actually think I would rather stay here and tease you. Sounds way more fun.”
Lex earned a pillow to a face after that.
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It seemed like Shabnam was having his way with the girls, because Marcus had not seen him come back to the dorm to sleep for a good three days now. Not that he was complaining.
This allowed for Billy to basically waltz in and coddle Marcus whenever he wanted. This usually ended in them kissing and cuddling each other to sleep.
This particular visit just so happened to be interrupting some… personal time.
Billy had slammed open the door to find a red faced Marcus with his hand down his pants.
“Bad time?”
“Yeah, Billy, I would consider this a pretty inconvenient time for you to barge into my room.”
“Well, do you want help?”
Marcus was taken aback at this. “Seriously?”
“Yeah.”
“You’re offering to get me off because… why?”
“Because you’re hot and I wanna help.”
Marcus shrugged. “Can’t argue with that.”
At that, Billy walked over like he was absolutely not about to give his best friend, whom he’d kissed many times, a blowjob, and helped Marcus pull down his jeans. He pulled out the other boy’s length and stopped. Marcus panicked at this, but before he could pull away to apologise, Billy spoke, “‘S real pretty, you know.”
“What?”
He twisted his hand and Marcus whimpered. “Your dick. Haven’t touched one before. ‘Sides my own of course,” he grinned, “Yours is nice.” The boy’s face flushed an even deeper red and Billy looked proud. “You okay to keep going, man?” Marcus nodded almost too quickly.
So Billy went in. He sucked slightly at the head of the boy’s dripping cock and Marcus couldn’t help but moan. Billy licked a long, wet, stripe from the base to the tip, sending shivers down his spine, before taking the entire head into his mouth.
“Billy-“ Marcus was already whimpering at the smaller boy’s kisses.
In response, Billy took as much as he could into his mouth, which was fucking stupid because he’d never done this before; he’d only let the other guys do it and it would be over. He immediately choked and had to pull away.
“Shit, I’m so sorry, Billy we can stop if you’d like-“
“No it’s okay! I want to keep going.” Billy breathed in and took it slower this time, keeping eye contact with Marcus as his lips wrapped around his length and he started to bob up and down.
And Marcus was in heaven. He came quickly, forgetting to warn Billy, who was soon leaning over coughing at the bitterness in his throat. “Not opposed to swallowing your jizz darlin’, but give a man a warning next time you decide to do it.” He licked his lips before grinning widely at Marcus.
The door clicked open and Shabnam stopped as soon as he saw the two boys in the position they were in.
“Okay, so this is the part where we run.”