Archive of Our Own

Intro

At first, it was for aesthetics and his laziness to edit. Since he decided to create their own Instagram accounts, he tried to be consistent on what to do or what picture to post, however, Bright fails miserably. Maybe he cared about his feed but only a little. Knowing nothing about Instagram and its aesthetic, Bright decided to search on some how to’s in using Instagram. Then he stumbles on articles and accounts that use different filters and what not to make an Instagram feed, well he learned this one from researching too - aesthetically pleasing . He figured that it makes the feed more coherent and neat. He was busy enough to mix and match filters or find the easiest photo editing apps so Bright just opted to use the black and white filter. That’s the safest one and he needs no effort to do it when he posts a photo.


Fans seem to dig the black and white theme that he went for. While his boyfriend Win seems to love all the colors available and made his feed as colorfully pleasing as it could be. Not that Bright hates Win’s feed - he actually loves it. The more Win posts photo the more heart comments he leaves.


One night while casually scrolling on the discovery section of Instagram, Bright heard a knock on his door.


“B, open the door.” Win’s loud voice pierces through the doors of Bright’s door.


Not minding that he is wearing nothing but his boxers, he opened the door. There Bright saw his gorgeous boy with disheveled hair and a panicked pair of eyes.


Worry ran over Bright’s body.


“Hey, what’s wrong?” Bright said as he slowly brings his left hand to Win's face to caress it.


“B…” Win said while he closes his eyes and feels the warm touch that his boyfriend gives.


“Come in first. Let’s talk about this while sitting down.” Bright responded while ushering Win to the sofa.


“Now tell me what’s wrong?”


“Baby, I think you should stop commenting heart emojis on my Instagram posts,” Win said faster than Bright’s heartbeat.


Blinking his eyes with a lot of confusion in his mind, Bright is dumbfounded.


“Excuse me? I should what now?” He said louder than expected.


“Stop commenting on my Instagram posts,” Win repeated.


“Why should I do that exactly?” Bright said trying to emphasize the annoyance he feels.


No one tells him what to do. Not even Win.


“People are starting to notice how you’re the first one to comment on my posts and your comments mostly have heart emoji,” Win said in a panic knowing that Bright is pissed.


A small laugh escaped from Bright’s mouth


“Bright Vachirawit, don’t laugh. I am serious. This is serious.” Win said while slapping Bright’s arms who can’t stop laughing now.


“Babyyyyyyy~ why are you so cute?” Bright said while he pinches Win’s cheeks.


“I don’t want to do that. You know that I don’t like to be told on what to do and what not to do.” Bright replied.


“All the fans are assuming that we are together,” Win said as he heaps a sigh.


“Correction. Technically, they are not assuming. It is true, we are together. Fans just don’t know that it is true. We are together, Metawin.” Bright said while he intertwined his fingers in the gaps on Win’s hand.


“We are but they don’t know that. We can’t attract rumors or any bad publicity now. Our current series helped us a lot and I don’t want to see you burning bridges again just to save our couple from more hate.” Win replied with a lot of worries.


“I know where this is coming from. This isn’t about us together but it is about our couple and the team working for us. You don’t have to worry about it. We will be fine. And I will still comment whatever I like.” He answered with a mischievous look.


Win sighed.


“Are we okay now?” Bright asked while stroking Win’s hair.


Win nodded.


Win stood up to leave and go to his room and get some sleep before they leave for their schedule tomorrow.


“Just sleep here.” Bright nonchalantly said as he drags his boyfriend to bed.


Before Win could complain, he now finds himself in Bright’s bed being tucked by the owner himself.


Bright is now staring at Win. God, he is lucky to have Win in bed and in his life as well. The urge to kiss Win rushes into Bright’s mind. And he did, he exactly did what his mind tells him to do.


Cherry. As always, Win’s lips taste cherry. A few more seconds Win finally responded to his kiss. Slow, like always. It is filled with love. As always, Bright could never get enough.


“Are we done now?” Win said after parting his lips away from Bright’s.


“One more then we're done,” Bright said while showing his cheeky smile.


Win knew it will not be over but he opted to give Bright one more kiss. This time it is longer and maybe sweeter which gives Win an irregular heartbeat. He loves this man so much.


“I love you, babe,” Bright uttered while tucking himself beside Win.


“I love you too. Now let’s sleep, we have a long day tomorrow.” Win said.


“Bright, I said sleep. Not touch my dick.” Win protested while keeping his eyes closed.


Bright is teasing him.

"Can't I have both?" Bright says cutely while still stroking the hardening bulge of his boyfriend.

"Bright. Please. Stop." A stern voice came from an annoyed Win.

"Winnnnnn~!" Bright is starting to cutely please his favorite man for a sexy time.

"No." Win sternly answered. "Let's sleep peacefully. Please."

Bright is confused as to why Win has been so hard to please these days. Asking for a kiss was easier than saying hi but now even if he tries to annoy him, it wouldn't get through.

"Okay, Metawin. WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?" Bright said in an annoyed voice now.

"I just want to sleep. I am tired." Win said while keeping his eyes closed. He doesn't want to open his eyes and look at Bright. He might cry and bawl his eyes out. He is physically tired and maybe emotionally too. He needs a break, he wants a break.

"I said nothing."

"If it is nothing then why can't you have sex with me?" Bright softly asked.

"Bright, we have a schedule tomorrow. You know that I would get exhausted if we have sex tonight." Win reasoned out while sitting up.

"We are okay, right?" Bright asked.

"Yes Bright, we are okay." Or Win thought so. He answers as he reaches for the younger male to give him a hug.

The hug was tight, tight enough to confuse and suffocate Bright. After hugging, Win then put his palms on Bright's cheek and started caressing it. His thumb touching Bright's lower lip, he loves this man so much. He loves Bright so much that it suffocates him. It gets harder each to be Bright Vachirawit's lover - from living in his shadows and dating in secret - Win didn't want his life to be a thin glass that anytime he would get pushed, he'll break. Two years in the relationship, Win knows better. He is just Metawin, a less popular another half of a famous duo and he is the   Bright fucking Vachirawit that everyone adores and loves. He is Bright Vachirawit while he is just somebody.

Win then pulled in Bright's face so could kiss the other. A short yet meaningful taste one after the other. Then it gets longer and better and sweeter. Bright returns the kisses passionately, and then it gets hotter that they both feel the heat rising up in the middle of spring.

Bright moved his hands under Win's shirt, admiring the sculpted body of his partner despite his thin figure. Bright slowly fondled while tracing the lines of Win's body. He can feel the heat. Win doesn't have any plans of stopping the kiss as well.

Confused and horny at the same time, that's what Bright feels. A while ago, Win keeps on saying no but now it seemed that he'll finally get what he wants.

Bright slowly undressed Win, starting with his shirt. He paused the kiss for a bit trying to catch if he'll get stopped by the older. However, it didn't happen.

Bright continued, touching and feeling Win's body. Then moved his touches down to Win's member - it was hard. Harder than Bright imagined. He then stroked while waiting for the latter's permission and when he saw Win nodding so he continued and inserted his hands into Win's pajamas. Bright released Win's manhood from his suffocating brief, stroking it slowly. Up and down he was feeling Win's cock. Win's soft moans are music to Bright's ears - he knows Win’s spots. He knows exactly where to hit it.

"B..Brig..ht" Win called. "Just go with it, stop torturing me." He continued.

Bright obeys. Among every other request, this is the only request that he follows.

Placing his mouth on Win's member while tasting the oozing precum.

"Damn, you keep saying no earlier but you are this wet," Bright said before continuing on sucking his boyfriend's dick.

"Shut up and just eat me up will you." Win's irritated voice jumped as Bright's mouth keeps on going up and down to massage his member. He feels the pleasure. Damn, there is nothing that Bright Vachirawit is worst at - he thought.

The night continued with their bodies feeling each other’s heat. Exchanging the sweat and cums that each of their body produces. Holes are being filled, moans are being cried out loud and kisses were flying everywhere. Touches and traces give enough to both of them. Sensitive enough to cry each other’s names out loud.

Closing to its peak, Win's eyes are now filled with tears while crying out Bright's name while the latter continues to stroke his dick in and out. Bright can feel Win's tears and his growing worry that he might be hurting the elder too much. His thoughts were interrupted when Win shouted that he is coming. With the burst of release, Bright removes his member and cleans up the mess, then kisses Win's tears away as he hears the older speak.

"I love you so much, Bright Vachirawit," Win said with exhaustion present in his voice. As he tries to get up and find his clothes and put them on.

"But I think, we need to break up. No. Let's break up." Win said as he opened and walk out of Bright's room.

Pre-Chorus

It has been a week since Win dropped the bomb to Bright’s plate - break up with no absolute reason of why. After being horny and fucked up, Win still has the audacity say break up on Bright’s face. It seemed like a joke, hell yeah it is a joke. However, it seems like the joke isn’t funny anymore since Win’s been true to his words.

They are currently practicing and preparing for a concert performance. They have been invited to a music festival after the success of their current series. And he hasn’t had the right time to talk to his boyfriend turned ex after sex partner. They still haven’t settled the situation. And Win hasn’t spoken a word to him except when it is time for practice or recordings. Other than that, nothing meaningful happened.

Maybe he’ll make sure to corner Win when they go to Chiang Mai. They will have a lot of free time, so there will be no excuse of being too busy to talk. Bright just has to deal with it. For now, yes he will endure.

Win isn’t doing well either. He was the one who suggested the break but he is not taking it easy as well. He missed bickering with Bright. He missed taking care of him, he missed cooking food and he missed Bright. For the past 2 years besides Bright’s night escapade to the football field with his Monday Knight buddies, they are never apart for long. They made sure to check on each other, except when Bright is working on things. Even he can’t escape tiger Bright’s scary scolding - they’ve always kept it professional. Leave their personal problems behind them and talked about them when they’re done with work.

In a week they’ll be going to Chiang Mai for a vacation and he can’t wait to clear off his mind. Win planned well to tag along with Jumpol since they seem to have the same interest. Going to extremes and enjoying the extremes as well. A free time after a long time, he can’t really wait. Win doesn’t worry about Bright since Ohm is coming with them so his ex will probably be busy playing and taking good care of the younger boy or Bright will just spend their Chiang Mai vacation sleeping. He doesn’t need to have post break up conversation with his ex, that would be awkward. Win thought.

However, what Win thought would be an adventure-filled vacation seems like will never happen. He is now stuck with Ohm and Bright. He can’t believe he fell for the trap.

Win tried calling Jumpol but to no avail, his same-aged friend seems to be an accomplice and doesn’t answer his phone. Even with Gun who is with Jumpol at the moment. Gulf ain’t a good choice as well since he said he’ll be exploring the foods of Chiang Mai and goes fishing. Earth went to watch a baseball game and Tawan left to visit his grandmother. Now Win is with Ohm who he can really get along with since he is Bright’s close friend and has worked with them a few times before.

“Ohm ~ can you leave me and Win alone for a while?” Bright cutely asked Ohm.

Ohm just looked at both men with confusion as to what is happening. Maybe they are having bumps in their relationship so the young boy opted to leave the room.

“Alright. Just don’t fuck around. I’m still a minor you know.” Ohm said while giving a toothy smile.

Upon hearing this Win choked on his water. Trying to build his composure and trying to hide that being left with Bright only is a pure disaster.

Ohm left the two confused and maybe smitten men behind. He thinks this is for the better, his P’Bright has been annoying and extra scary when he gets pissed so Ohm figured Win was involved. Also during the dinner with the CEO, they weren’t talking as they used to.

After Ohm’s departure, Bright made sure to lock the door. They are the only ones left in the room. Then Ohm and P’Eed their manager is outside.

“Why are you locking the door?” Win asked as he is confused about what Bright is doing.

“Why? Are you that afraid to be in the same room as me?” Bright asked not hinting Win that he is badly hurt by how Win sees him at the moment.

“That’s not what I meant. I --” Win’s words were cut off because of Bright’s sudden interruption.

“You don’t love me anymore?” Bright asked, now putting his guard down and leaving the mask of being okay.

Win couldn’t speak.

“Why are you breaking up with me?” Bright asked again.

Win is still silent.

“What did I do wrong? Is this still about might get caught because of my heart emoji?” Bright persisted on asking. “Answer me, please. Babe.”

“Don’t call me that. We’re not together anymore.” Win reminded as he tries to avoid the questions.

“I never agreed on breaking up with you, so, we are still together…” Bright paused. “Babe.” And end up slightly teasing Win again.

“Bright. Just don’t make this any harder for me. Please.” Win said in a soft voice.

“How did this issue suddenly be my fault? You are the one breaking up with me for no fucking reason. Now you are saying that I make it hard for you. Never knew you are this selfish, Metawin.” Bright spoke with a hint of annoyance in his tone

“That’s not it.” Now, Win is getting annoyed too.

“You don’t understand.” He added.

“Then make me understand. Don’t let me feel like a fool, please.” Bright pleaded.

“I am dating you.” Win started while letting out a big sigh. He is masking his true feelings right now. The urge of running away and cry is too strong. Anytime he will break.

“Yes, obviously you are dating me,” Bright answered with a sarcastic tone.

“Let me finish.” Now, Win’s voice is starting to shake. It is getting obvious that he is too weak for this kind of conversation.

“I am not enough for you. You are Bright Vachirawit, I am nothing.” And with the end of his sentence, he felt his eyes warming up and tears instantly fall. This is the torn that keeps on digging Win to the lowest.

With the words Win uttered and the tears falling from his eyes, Bright finally understood that this isn’t about him - this is about Win and his low self-esteem.

Bright wants to hug Win but knows that it was already tricky for Win to admit his insecurities. He doesn’t want to push it any further.

“Of course, you are never enough,” Bright answered. “You are way beyond of being enough. No one can measure how you fill in every gap and space of my fucked up life.” He continued.

Slowly, Bright was walking to where Win was seated. He knelt down, leveling his eyes to Win’s who kept his head down.

“Hey, look at me,” Bright said while holding Win’s cheeks.

“Listen, Metawin. Don’t ever think that you are not enough, because that’s entirely a false assumption. You are more than enough. You are the one who keeps tabs on me whenever I go to my studio late at night, you are the one who cooks food for me every chance that you could, you who waits up for me until I finished my work, you – who sacrificed too many things for me and it is also you who makes me complete.” Bright reassured and explained to Win.

“But you are Bright Vachirawit, the most famous actor in Thailand, a genius producer, a sold-out brand endorser, and a talented artist. And I am just Metawin.” Win protested.

Bright knows that his Win can be a little stubborn but he gives it today, he must’ve felt so small and insecure about everything.

“I am Bright Vachirawit, your Bright Vachirawit. And you are Metawin, just my Metawin.” Bright uttered.

“Bright. I don’t deserve you. I don’t deserve this. You are far better off than having a secret relationship with me.” This is a never-ending confession of Win to Bright of all the insecurities that he has.

Bright knows. He knows this will take a while. He wanted to wrap Win with all the love that he feels for me. God, if he can even give the world to Win he would probably do it.

“Yeah, you don’t deserve me,” Bright said. “How could you deserve someone like me when you could have a much better man than me. Someone that would hold your arms freely without hesitation. Someone that could protect you from all the bad that this world could give. Someone who’ll be there to care and love you more than I could. Someone who deserves you, someone that is not me.” Bright finished while wiping the drying tears from Win’s cheeks.

“Bright, that’s not true. You are perfect and you give me too much that I don’t even know if I deserve - that I don’t know how to return it. You’ve been the best and always will be.” Win said while reaching out snaking his arms to Bright’s neck. 

“Then don’t break up with me. I know I don’t deserve you but could you at least put up with my annoying and undeserving ass?” Bright pleaded once again.

Win looked at Bright’s eyes long enough for the latter to go crazy that he might get a no from the older.

After a while, Win spoke and only said, “okay.”

Upon hearing Win’s okay, Bright breathe out a huge amount of sigh that he has been keeping while waiting for Win’s answer.

“Oh my gosh! Metawin, you’re gonna be my death.” Bright then stood while pulling Win up as well.

“I love you, I love you so much. More than you know and more than I show. Don’t give up on me, please.” Bright said while hugging Win tighter than usual.

They stayed hugging each other for a while when they heard a knock.

“Phi, are you done now? It’s almost lunchtime, I am hungry.”

And that’s how they were reminded that they had company waiting.

Both looked at each other and smiled. Knowing it will be a long while to keep this relationship stronger and better.

“We’re coming, Ohm,” Bright replied before reaching out to plant a kiss on Win’s lips.

It’s cherry. Always cherry. It means that it is really Metawin’s lips that he is kissing - the cherry-flavored lips that he is addicted to.

“Let’s go and explore Chiang Mai, Love,” Bright said while holding Win’s hand.