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“If Jesus died for all our sins he left one behind the body I’m in”
Matt sobbed and clenched the ground air seeming to running out.
Matt gulped tears down and managed to pull himself up and leaned against a wall and let out a gut wrenching scream. This couldn’t be happening this was just some fucked up nightmare that he can’t seem to wake up from. It’s been so long… since he had proper sleep.
How could you if you were in his place. He was holding him he was about to fucking do it he was going to kiss him in that building that dreaded building. Why was he there he there in the first place he doesn’t know.
But he was holding Foggy he heard his heart beat felt his soft face. Oh God was a joke wasn’t he. He’d just come back from the church where he’d been recovering for who knows how long.
He remembers his laughter was louder than any cracking around them it was like there was nothing in the world besides them.
Matt slide down the wall and gasped for air. He exhaled the memory of foggy the flash backs bringing him right back to the moment. He could feel the pain in his body.
He missed him so much. He was his missing puzzle piece and with out his buddy he was alone all alone and incomplete there would be no Murdock without Nelson.
Why had this happened to him he knew what it was it was the stupid fucking war he’s been fighting the suit Daredevil it was all to blame it was an easy fall. But nothing stopped him from it not even Foggy.
He wished their kiss had been more formal and not end in one of them dead. He sniffed intensely and stood up stumbling to his room he didn’t wanna deal with anything anymore. He was cursed forever to live in this vessel on earth when his best friend and lover was up in Heaven.
What he’d do to see him once more or get revenge somehow to make up for it. But nothing would come of it and nothing would be the same not without Foggy.