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Yuta didn't realize he was crossing the door from his room and knocking at his neighbor' door until the said neighbor in gray sweatpants and a black t-shirt answered it, with puff eyes but an lovely dimple smile.
"Candy?" Yuta asked, shaking the bag with some of his favorites japanese candies that his mom send him for his quarantine time.
Jaehyun smiled.
Yuta's heart skipped a beat.
"I just come here left this, I-" Yuta started. All his courage had evaporative like the water from Jaehyun's humidifier that is the only thing he can lock his eyes with, instead of Jaehyun's eyes, like a coward.
"No," Jaehyun said, hands looking for Yuta's wrists, light griping the soft skin on his hand. He searched for Yuta eyes, "Stay.", he said, smiling when Yuta's courage give him the kick too look at Jaehyun's eyes.
Yuta smiled back.
Jaehyun's room smelled like him, the familiar fragrance clouding Yuta mind, and pushing him to Jaehyun's bed, sat side by side, and for a moment while they talk about everything and nothing Yuta finally relaxed, feeling the warmth of domestic take him away, take him to the comfort of the familiarity Jaehyun embrace brings him, take him to a place he tried hard to run away but that Jaehyun keeps bringing and pushing him without even realize, like a drug, it's not his fault though, Yuta can only blame himself for falls so easily, but who will judge him, it's so easy to fall in love with Jaehyun, and so natural that you not even notice, he didn't even notice.
"Tell me the true, why did you came here?" Jaehyun asked.
Yuta blurred his face on Jaehyun's pillow where he lay down, avoiding Jaehyun's eyes who examined him. Of course none of his acts would go unnoticed by Jaehyun, Jaehyun who is always paying attention, Jaehyun who is always asking if everything is okay when no one not even notice that you're down, Jaehyun who is always smiling at him as if the world isn't dying, and for the seconds Yuta looks that dimple smile and tiny eyes like a waning moon he believes that maybe the world has salvation.
"My mom tell me to share." He pointed to the candies. He lied.
"The truth, Yuta." Jaehyun clicked his tongue.
"Want to fuck?" He holded Jaehyun gaze for the first time in the night.
That's a half lie.
Jaehyun averted his eyes for the first time in the night, "Wow." He blushed, his ears getting rosy.
"What?" Yuta didn't hide his smile.
"Rude." Jaehyun laughed.
"Want to have sex with me?" Yuta tried, his smile getting bigger.
"Hmm, it can get better." Jaehyun pretended to be thinking, insisting, Yuta couldn't say no.
"Want to make love?" Even him cringe at his cheesy line.
"Better.", Jaehyun's smile was playful, "So you love me?"
"Of course, you're my friend." Yuta didn't even blink.
A lie.
Jaehyun snorts.
"What?" Yuta asked with words ready to drip from his tongue.
With his hands traveling up Yuta's legs, Jaehyun also lied, "Nothing."
Yuta swallowed everything.
Firm hands gripped his thighs and brought him close. Yuta sprawled on Jaehyun's lap, his hands went up to Jaehyun's hair, brushing the strands that fell over his eyes, smiling at him.
Jaehyun licked his lips, eyes locked on Yuta's lips, his pretty, rosy and plump lips. Yuta smiled. Maybe happiness wasn't so far away.
Yuta's hands cupped Jaehyun's face, he kissed his cute dimples when big hands held his waist. When the said hands slide down his shirt and firm held the warm skin of his waist, he kissed the tempting lips.
And kissed, and kissed again, until was impossible to not notice that Jaehyun was barely there. He wants him whole not just a body to touch and kiss, he wants his heart, his soul and feelings. Maybe Yuta was been selfish, how could he ask all this if his not giving in exchange, how could he want just receive, definitely selfish of his.
"Jae, stop thinking." Selfishness.
"I'm sorry, I can't." Jaehyun never walks with his heart in hand, unless he's with Yuta.
Jaehyun cupped his face this time.
"If we do it again, you will avoid me again too?" He whispered.
"I didn't avoid you." Another lie.
"You did."
"I didn't -"
"You did and I can't pass though this again, sorry Yuta." He's eyes avoided Yuta.
New words grew on Yuta's tongue, but got stuck when Jaehyun's words started to drip from his mouth like rain in summer.
"I'm sorry, but it was so hard to look for you and see that you're avoiding me," His voice was low, and his hands didn't leave Yuta's thighs, the touch was soft and warm even though the fabric of his pants.
"Was so hard live thinking what a did wrong, did the sex was bad, did my dick was small or-"
Yuta chucked.
"What?"
Jaehyun finally looked at his eyes a smile wanting to dance on his lips.
Yuta was so used to this, never walk in eggs around Jaehyun, at least when the topic wasn't feelings, but looks like Jaehyun change it.
Jaehyun brings him a lot of things. Friendship. Fun. Affection. Desire. Love. And today he brought Yuta courage.
Yuta inhaled, "First, you didn't did nothing wrong, you're perfect, second, the sex was amazing, and last-"
Yuta held Jaehyun shoulds and grind his hips down Jaehyun's crotch, he lowered his voice, getting close to Jaehyun's red ears, "We can't call this a small dick, Jae, you're huge and fits me so-"
"Ok- Ok-" Jaehyun stopped him, taking a giggle from Yuta.
"So you love me?" Jaehyun asked with a peck on Yuta's lips.
"Like I've never been before."
Yuta pecked Jaehyun's lips and with strong arms Jaehyun was pushing him down the mattress like he weigh as a leaf — no, Yuta didn't has a manhandle kink, he just found really sex how Jaehyun pin him on the white sheets, ok maybe he has.
Jaehyun tilted Yuta's head and drank from the moans that dripped from his mouth while he kissed him deeply. He explore Yuta's mouth, he enjoyed the parted lips and slip his tongue inside, he drank more.
For minutes they kissed, getting increasingly aroused by the warmth that exhaled from their bodies pressed together on the mattress. Jaehyun's hands explored Yuta's body like he was used to each patch of Yuta's skin, maybe he was — never passed unnoticed by Yuta the way Jaehyun's hands are smooth everytime they cuddled, never passed from cuddles through, taking that time but that was a long time ago, and now Yuta was desperate from the idea of feel Jaehyun's body on his and remember every little thing the next day.
Jaehyun toke Yuta's shirt over his head, he kissed the way down Yuta's neck, stopping at his chest and sucking on his nipples, his pretty brown nipples, already hard and now wet from Jaehyun's mouth.
Slow hands travelled down his clotted legs, so Jaehyun fulfilled his wish, he slid Yuta's sweatpants down his legs and finally touched the smooth skin, worshiping his tan and plump thighs and bringing shivers down Yuta's spine. He jerked his hips trying to get some friction but was in vain, Jaehyun's hands were strong on his hips putting him down, so he whined pathetically and Jaehyun's smile against his lips was worth it.
"Jaehyun-ah." Yuta whined again, tangling his legs around Jaehyun's hips and bringing him close, as if it's possible.
Their lips were wet, sweet by the candy from earlier, dripping spit from their lips as they moaned in each other's mouth.
"Do you have lube? Condom?" A line of spit connected their mouths as Yuta separated to ask, scratching his well-done nails on Jaehyun's nape, leaving him whimpering and leaking on his pants.
Jaehyun hands are quickly in open the bedside table drawer and throw the things on the bed, he smiled while his hands were still caressing Yuta's skin.
He took Yuta's boxers, leaving him naked and frustrated against the white sheets and dim light from the room, a pretty color of red colored his face, neck, chest, and hard dick which was leaking against his stomach, his face was a mirror of Jaehyun's, red, frustrated, and dripping desire making Yuta smile back to the pretty boy above him.
"I'm so happy that I will remember this tomorrow." Jaehyun said between breathes, while his fingers are curving inside Yuta, also breathless from the view below him, an sweat and exposed Yuta, sprawled on the white sheets of his bed and dripping soft moans from his pretty mouth and all this because of him.
"Me too." Yuta smiled, catching Jaehyun's nape to bring him close and kiss him, already addictive from the taste and the feeling of Jaehyun's soft and sweet lips, drinking from the moans Jaehyun drop on his mouth, drunk from it and the way Jaehyun's fingers are stretching him, letting Yuta loose and ready for him.
Jaehyun's fingers are provocatives, hitting intentionally Yuta's prostate as he kissed his mouth — they not even could called that a kiss, they are just moaning in each others mouth, with Yuta grinding against Jaehyun's fingers and Jaehyun against his thigh, they were both desperate, addicted two the feeling of each others body together and warm, sweat glued on their skin, and fluids staining fabrics.
The room was full of husky moans, names being called like prays, and praises being throw up on the air like leaves falling from the trees in autumn, it was spring so new feelings and desires are planted and blooming like the cherry trees that was coloring outside.
Jaehyun sinks into him was Yuta's mouth hang open dripping moans and nails scratched Jaehyun's back hard, he was slow and almost provocative, his dimples popped and he held Yuta's hips strong, slowly marking the milky skin.
This time they are not doing it fast like the first time, they are doing it slow, maybe to remember, maybe to mark each patch of each other body and could describe it with eyes closed, maybe to feel and never forget how their bodies fit so sure that it is almost a sin, something that should be forbidden by God or they are faded to be sinners.
The sound of skin against skin was also filling the room, at each slowly thrust of Jaehyun inside him. Jaehyun reaches to Yuta's hands who were scratching his back to brings to the side of his head, interlacing their fingers and sinking into him, this time setting a pace that Yuta's thinks will drive him crazy if he didn't come soon.
Their bodies are covered by a thin layer of sweat, Jaehyun's hair are sticking on his forehead, he looked amazing, his arm's muscles popping at his movements, the normally adorable dimples, making him look like a forbidden sin this time.
Jaehyun watched Yuta looking at him and smiled, kissing him almost too chaste for their actions, almost knowing that leave the kiss bitting Yuta's bottom lip was ask him for deeply it — what Jaehyun of course knew — his thrusts lost their pace as Yuta give him a breathless kiss, as all the others, Jaehyun could call all Yuta's kisses, breathlessly kisses, because was impossible to him to not lose himself when Yuta's lips are smacking his, was addictive, like each Yuta's details, you just have to pay attention to get lost in him, and Jaehyun passed a lot of his life paying attention to him, and he could never regret it.
Yuta's moans drip desire as Jaehyun strokes his dick. Jaehyun's fingers slide on the slit, he collects all the precum leaking from the head and uses it as a lube. It doesn't work as much as a real lube, but Yuta wouldn't complain when the so expect high he was waiting was so close.
Sex is always intimate, Yuta had some along his life days for could difference it, and this time Yuta could say, he feel different, more intimate, than he was ever been with someone. Jaehyun wasn't just trying cum or make him cum, he was enjoying his time with Yuta, inside Yuta, kissing him, worshiping his body like he has the most precious body in the world, praising him like he was the most precious person in the world.
Usually Yuta would feel scary, so much was going on in his heart, and he would, he thought, but he wasn't, because was Jaehyun, and this Jaehyun wasn't new to him, he wasn't trying to just hook up with Yuta, he said, no, he showed, he loves Yuta so much that words never been need, was so clear, Jaehyun would die and kill for him, and Yuta would do the same.
The velvet walls were tight around Jaehyun, he tried to set a pace again but was impossible, Yuta's moans are too much for him to handle, his pretty and dirty moans fell from his mouth like the precum from his dick, he was so close, Jaehyun was so close.
Yuta's back arched when his orgasm hit him, dripping and painting his stomach, his moan was loud and Jaehyun thanks God for they were in a hotel and not at their house — Jaehyun jealous ass couldn't think about other people listening to Yuta's pretty moans.
"Kiss me," Yuta whispered, bringing Jaehyun close and kissing him, this time a real kiss and not just opening mouths together, "Come to me." He whispered again, and who was Jaehyun to not do what Yuta asked.
He felt Yuta tighten and suck on his bottom lip, his hips jerking to meet Jaehyun's, and Jaehyun finally let it go, when he looked at Yuta's face adorned with a pretty smile, lips red from his kisses and bits, hair sprawled against the mattress, looking like an angel, or an falling angel who just taked the worse from him, or the best, Jaehyun thought, when he comes hot inside the condom, a husky moan close to Yuta's ear and hips still jerking.
Going down from his orgasm cloud and kissing Yuta's temples, Jaehyun moves, takes the used condom and lays at Yuta's side, looking at the ceiling and feeling warm at Yuta's gaze on him.
Yuta's head was propped on his hands, his skin was shining, the after orgasm growl just making him more godlike, maybe Jaehyun doesn't deserve it, maybe Jaehyun doesn't deserve Yuta's eyes on him, eyes who dropped desire and adoration, maybe he doesn't deserve Yuta's kisses, his pretty lips against his, maybe he doesn't deserve the next words that fell from Yuta's mouth.
"I really like you." Yuta whispered, "Maybe... we can try to make it work." He said almost shy.
Was impossible for Jaehyun to hold his smile, so he smiled, big and all dimples, taking all Yuta's embarrassment away with a little peak on his rounded and rosy lips.
Maybe he didn't deserve it, maybe he was asking too much when he decided to put Yuta on this position, maybe he didn't deserved the feeling of Yuta's skin against him, but Jaehyun was always been a little selfish, and the feeling of Yuta's lips against his worth all the sins Jaehyun is ready to commit.
"We can make it work."
Yuta smiled.
He closed his eyes and brought Yuta close to him, "I really like you too." Jaehyun whispered against Yuta's hair, feeling his smile on the skin of his collarbones.
Jaehyun would start wars for that smile, a sin or another is nothing, selfishness suited Jaehyun well when it comes to Yuta. That sweet lips are worth that selfishness, if he could feel it today, tomorrow and perhaps forever, he would never regret burning in hell for living a sinful life, never. If Yuta was with him, of course it was worth all of it.