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"I can’t believe I blurted that out like an idiot. I can’t lose my best friend…I think I love him…"

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After a fun movie night with her best friend, they walk home. There are rumors they're seeing each other, but she has a boyfriend. When asked about it, she mistakenly blurts out that her feelings lie elsewhere. She breaks up with the boyfriend after her own realization, and goes to admit to her best friend how she's felt these past years, hoping their friendship won't be ruined...

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[F4M] I can’t believe I confessed like that. I can’t lose my best friend, but I think I love him… [Long preamble][Confession][Runs off after letting it slip][Romantic][Friends to lovers][Fingering][Blowjob] [Virginity][Cute, awkward sex][Creampie][Lots of L-bombs][Aftercare]

All characters in this script are 18+.

This is a nsfw variant of another sfw script. Check it out here:
https://www.reddit.com/r/pillowtalkaudio/comments/11btxyd/f4m_script_offer_your_best_friend_accidentally/

All sound effects are optional. Improv to your needs!

---BEGINNING---

(Quiet pattering of rain, footsteps)

Hey, thanks for walking me home after the movie. Isn’t it like, the opposite way from your house?

I had a fun time. Did you like it?

Did you have any favourite parts? Mine was honestly when the guy went out of the room to check something, and you saw the motion sensors go off...and then you just see this faint outline behind him. Like, oh my god. I was so freaked out. I might not sleep tonight.

Did you have a favourite?

(Laughs) “Definitely not the scream at the end?” Yeah, it was super intense. It was like...blood-curdling. I hope I won’t be hearing that in my head any time soon. The silence after was soooo creepy.

I know you’re not the biggest fan of horror movies. I don’t know, I’m just kind of into it. Like, the thrill of the scare, you know?

What, were you scared? (Giggling) You didn’t look scared when I basically jumped at you when the ghost or whatever could be seen in the background. God, that freaked me out so bad.

Hurt your arm? I did not! I barely touched you. I just needed to feel safe!

Oh my god (laughs), you’re bruising? I’m so sorry. I just grab onto you whenever that stuff happens. I mean, um, anything nearby, really.

Here, is that better?

Okay, good. I felt guilty.

How was work earlier? You still smell like burgers. You’re lucky I like the smell despite us both working there for so long.

It was just you and Damien?? Oh my god. Does he still hate you for the thing a month ago?

Yeah? I’ll be honest, I still laugh about it. I almost got written up just for laughing so hard. Like, he tapped you, and you were so jumpy that you flipped a burger into his face! (Laugh) I literally died.

(imitating gruff man) “You’re wasting food and being unprofessional! You’re getting written up!”

He can’t be that mad at you. You’re too useful to him to cause any other problems.

You’re the most fun to work around anyways. It’s basically just like recess forever ago when we’d walk around and talk about...nothing, really. Work is so boring when you aren’t there.

It’s not that, whenever you’re around it just doesn’t feel like I’m working. When you aren’t, I’m flipping burgers...I mean, it’s just a job. Once we’re finished College, we’ll have much more engaging work, probably. I really shouldn’t be talking about that since it’s our first year, but...still!

Honestly, I’m just glad we both got into the school in our hometown. I would have been so sad if we couldn’t hang out anymore.

(Shudders) It’s cold out tonight. Luckily it isn’t raining much.

Hey, I—oh, um, that’s nice of you. Are you sure you aren’t cold?

You’ve never been that good of a liar, but—thanks, your coat is really toasty.

I have to work so muuuuuch next week. What days are you on?

Oh okay, good. That means time will fly by!

How is my boyfriend doing? He’s, uh, fine I guess. Why?

Yeah, that’s true. I guess I don’t talk about it much. I don’t know, we’re hanging out tomorrow which is nice. He got me a weird gift for my birthday. Seemed more like a gift he likes than one I’d like.

Oh my god, do you remember when you made me that stupid card for my birthday last year? The one with the Llamas running around? (laughs) I can’t believe you actually cut them out. Like, they had fur and everything, and it seemed like so much work went into it.

Made my birthday, really. I love those silly things. They’re so funny. I love when we go to the petting zoos and see them. I wish I could just adopt one!

Yeah, I know. It’s not thaaat feasible. But, a woman can dream!

They’re fluffy like you.

What? You have a beard. That’s pretty fluffy to me! I’m just glad you shave your neck and trim it, god, unlike Norman who works with us? Ew. Like sure he wears a beard net, but like…I don’t know. I don’t like it when a guy doesn’t bother trimming or anything.

What? Like if a guy doesn’t take care of himself up there, chances are he won’t take care of himself down there. I don’t want it to be like a giant death bush. I mean, If I’m going to go down on a guy, I don’t want to get hair all over me, you know? I like some hair, but not TOO much.

Sorry, that was too gross. I know you don’t think about me like that.

Well that was an awkward pause. Trying to say something?

(Laughs) Oh come on, I’m just kidding. Take a joke!

(Relaxed sigh) Okay, this is me. Thanks for walking me home. I had a really fun time. Like I said, I really hope I don’t hear that blood-curdling scream when I go to bed. (laughs) It was so freaky.

Hm? Is something wrong?

Rumors? What are you talking about?

Oh my god, people are saying we’re dating?

Oh, it’s just Aaron. Yeah, he loves those kinds of things.

Is there any merit to the rumors?

But...I have a boyfriend.

Yeah...it kinda sucks.

(Kind of a …wait, what? From the guy)

Nothing.

I didn’t say anything.

No, I didn’t…I…I have to go home. Inside. I’m sorry I have to go. I have to go!

(Running, door slam)

Oh my god. Oh. My. GOD.

I can’t believe I just said that. I completely fucked everything up.

God, I...no...no...

Oh, mom, no, I’m fine.
Yeah, that was him. Oh, uh, yeah I borrowed his coat...

I’m not...I’m not crying.

I’m just really tired. I have to go to sleep.

(steps, door sound effect)

What am I going to do? Fuck, I even took his coat. I’ll have to give it back...

I totally embarrassed myself. He just asked if the rumors were true. He didn’t confess anything...and I just blurted that out like a moron.

“Yeah, it sucks.” Nice move. The look in his eyes was shock. It wasn’t interest or anything else. Just surprise.

I can’t believe I’m just thinking that about my own boyfriend. “He’s fine I guess.” I sound like a terrible person.

(Brittle sigh) I think I know what I have to do. It’s not fair to him.

But I can’t expect to jump into something new after I break up with him…

He might not even feel that way. I...I think I love him. God, I can’t believe I feel this way. What I if I ruin our friendship?

(Voice breaking) I might lose my boyfriend and my best friend in the same day.

(Quiet crying sounds)

I can’t believe I did that...

I can’t believe I not only blurted out to my best friend that I’m not into my boyfriend, but I basically confessed to the world that I’m in love with someone else. Into HIM.

(Quiet crying)

(Recovering) I have to...I have to stop. I have to figure this out.

Okay. I know I can’t leave my boyfriend in the dark. I have to break up with him. Doing anything else would just be awful.

And then...

And then I hope I don’t lose my best friend.

 

(break)

 

(Door knock)

(She has a quiet, worried voice. She just broke up with her boyfriend, and arrives at the listener’s/best friend’s house, worried that things are ruined)

Hey. Um. Can I come in?

Thanks. Uh, sure, I’ll have some water. Are your parents home?

Upstairs? Oh.

Can we, um, go downstairs to talk?

Yeah. Okay.

(Stair sounds, door sounds)

Oh, I’m sorry. I interrupted your movie. Yeah, I love this one. It’s kind of relaxing to have in the background, actually. You can keep watching if you want.

Oh, okay. Are you sure?

I look like I’ve been crying?

Yeah. We just broke up.

I guess I just realized it wasn’t working.

It just…felt wrong. I couldn’t lead him on like that.

I’m just worried that you might hate me.

Why would you hate me? Um, well, we’ve been friends for so long, and I just...worried that I might have ruined everything. I just blurted out that having a boyfriend sucks. I guess it made me realize that I wasn’t happy with him. I sounded like a terrible person.

Thanks. I just...do you remember when I’d like, stay over, and lie down in your bed? I can’t believe our parents allowed that. Nothing ever happened, obviously.

Did you ever wish something did?

I guess that’s weird since we were younger. But we’re older now, and it’s been on my mind the past couple days.

I’ve been combing through my mess of feelings over the past couple days since we talked. I just like being around you.

I don’t know, you make me laugh, and I always have fun spending time with you.

(Brittle words, on the verge of crying due to worry) I just, well...I think…um…I think I have...feelings...for you.

You probably don’t want to talk to me anymore.

(Shock) What?

You...have feelings for me?

Are you sure?

I mean I didn’t know, obviously...but why did you never say anything?

I guess that’s fair...I know you didn’t want to mess up other relationships.

Can I lie my head on your chest? Okay. Helps me think.

(Clothing sounds) Thanks.

We’ve been friends for so long, I, like, didn’t want to mess up what we have.

But things just feel different when I’m around you.

They feel...right. Like if time stopped.

(Relaxed sigh) I like it when you rub my back. It feels nice.

I just...

I, um...

Please don’t find this weird, but...

I think I might love you.

No, it’s okay. You don’t have to say anything.

You...you do? Are you sure?

(Brittle giggle) Thanks. I was so scared that you wouldn’t feel the same way. I was so afraid that I’d mess everything up. I just...ran away when I blurted that out a couple nights ago. I’ve just felt so crazy. We’re not even dating, so why would I feel that far ahead? Because We’ve been hanging out all this time?

It does sound nice to say...

I guess I just feel that strongly because we’ve known each other for like, what, 10 years?

Can you...say it again?

(Relaxed sigh) I love you too.

Can we just lay here and watch the movie? It feels nice.

I feel so relaxed, and safe. As if the worries from today are gone.

(Pause for a time, background sounds if possible)

(Whispers) Do you think it’s going to be weird? Like...us being a thing?

I didn’t think so either. Honestly it felt like we’ve been a thing for awhile, and we just didn’t notice it.

Is something wrong?

You have a weird look in your eyes. It’s...different.

(Breathing, as if she’s working up to something, worried about it)

Oh, stop. You have the nicer eyes. You have like...a golden ring around the brown.

Me? There’s more colour in there than the plain one. Here, look closer.

(More breathing) I...

I...

(Single emotional, passionate kiss)

Wow…I…I worried this would feel wrong, but...it doesn’t.

It feels like the whole world is perfect.

(Another lengthy kiss)

Like time stands still.

Wow. I just...my heart’s beating like crazy. (Kiss) I just (kiss) can’t stop.

(Kissing continues, heavy breathing and passionate, light moans continue between sentences)

I feel like I always knew.

Like I always wanted this.

Did you?

We’ve been friends for so long...

I know you joked that you were a good kisser, but I didn’t think it was this true.

(Stops for a moment, catching breath)

I just feel so...safe. (Light kiss) And I don’t want to stop.

(Kissing resumes)

Mmm, I love when you run your fingers through my hair. It feels so nice...

When you pull me in with your strong arms... (light moan) Being so close to you…

(Kissing stops)

(Catching breath) Is something wrong?

It’s okay, don’t worry about that. We don’t have to do anything.

No, my ex, we never did. I’ve never had sex before.

But I love you. I just, I’ve always worried that my first time will be with someone I barely care about. But now, well, I care about you.

Do you...want to?

I think I do. I feel like I always have, but I’ve been so afraid of mentioning it, or pushed the thought away because I was with someone else.

But now...I want this.

Wow. (clothing sounds) Do you…do you it when I caress your chest? You’re really growing.

(Giggle) No, I’ve given a blowjob, like, a couple times before with, y’know. Does that bother you?

Okay. I’m glad, I was worried you might think badly about it.

Can you…can you touch me? (Kiss) (Whispering) I want you to touch me.

(Clothing sounds) Oh…(moaning) that feels really nice. Can you move a little high—yes...like that.

How...how do you know what you’re doing?

Oh my…oh my god. That feels…wow...

Kiss me. Please. (Kissing, muffled moans while kissing) Touch me. Rub my—(cut off by moaning)

Sorry, sorry, I’ll be quiet. (laughs) God your parents are upstairs. Shh. I won’t moan as much if I’m distracted.

I…I want to put you in my mouth.

Don’t act like you don’t want me to. I haven’t done it much…but I want to try.

Don’t feel bad. I want to do it. You make me feel safe.

Here. Let me.

(Zipper sounds) Oh wow. It’s really nice.

(Giggle) What do I mean? I don’t know. It’s a good size, it has a nice shape, it’s not weird or anything. I’ve kind of wondered what It looked like.

What, are you saying you’ve never wondered what my pussy looked like?

(Giggles) you’re saying you’ve never imagined what it would be like, seeing my face right by it, breathing on it, waiting...

That’s what I thought.

Mmm, your hands feel nice on my ass…(laughs) it feels so weird saying that.

(Licking sounds) Do does this feel good? (Giggles) Yeah? I barely know what I’m doing. (More licking) You seem to enjoy it though. (Moaning) yes...finger me while I lick you...take my pants off.

(Clothing sounds)

(Licking sounds continue, but she moans lightly, and lets out an intense, suppressed moan)

Your fingers feel so good inside me. I don’t know if I’ve ever felt so ready.

Sorry, sorry, I’ll stop being so lo—(cut off by loud moan, covered by a hand covering her mouth)

Maybe I should...suck it. (Laughs) Maybe if I have your cock in my mouth, I won’t yelp like that.

I thought it would feel weird saying that. But I like it.

Here. (Sucking and wet blowjob sounds between words) Does that feel good? Does my mouth feel like you always wondered?

(Laughs) Do you want my top off? Would that make it better?

Wow, that nod. You look so dumbfounded. Take off my sweater. I’ll lift your shirt off too. I want to see you.

(Clothing sounds) There we go. Now take my bra off.

(Pause, brief fumbling) (giggling) Having trouble? Boys are so helpless. I’ll—oh! You did it. Took a bit, but you got it.

Do you like them? They aren’t much to look at, but I remember you telling me you thought they were nice, but I thought you were just trying to make me feel better.

(Gasp and moan) Oh...yes, feel them...lick my nipples.

(She begins stroking him again) If you keep licking, you won’t get my mouth...

It feels so nice. It feels really good knowing it’s you. Do you like it when I press my hand on the back of your head? (light moan) Forcing you into them?

(Giggle) Okay. I want you back in my mouth again. Sorry, I didn’t think I’d get so distracted. I don’t really know what I’m doing. Psh, neither do you!

Here. Fondle my tits while I suck it.

(Sucking sounds) Keep touching me. (Moaning with his cock in her mouth)

Yes, inside. Rub your thumb on my clit. Yes, your fingers inside doing...that...move slightl—yessss there...

(The muffled moaning grows slowly as she sucks, working up to an intense, squealy moan, as she cums from him fingering her)

(Catching breath) Oh my...oh my god. What was that?

Did I just cum? It was so intense. It felt like my whole body tensed up all at once, I couldn’t even breathe, and (laugh) not because of the cock in my mouth...

I...I want more.

I want you.

We can be quiet.

Do you want to?

Here, let me pull your pants off.

There we go.

Now kiss me. (Kissing resumes, between words and sentences) I feel your heart pound like mine. I want to do this.

It’s okay. I’m on birth control. I promise.

Do you trust me?

Okay. Let me sit in your lap.

Here, I’ll just (kiss) grind against you. Do you feel how wet I am?

(Passionate, long kisses between phrases and words)

I just never got that wet before with others. But you, It’s like second nature. Being with you.

(Bonks heads) Ow! Oh my god, are you okay? (Laughs) Oh my, here, I’ll kiss it better. (Kiss) Kiss mine.

(Giggle) Thank you.

Yes, you can put it in. Please.

What are you…doing?

It feels so nice...your cock running along my pussy lips, my ass...

You’re teasing me!

Stop, don’t tease. I just want it.

Okay, okay, lets go slow. I’ve never done it before. But with you fingering me, I’m ready.

No, not there. It’s further back. Hey! (Laughs) that’s my butt, you dummy. Here, let me guide it.

H—holy shit. It’s—wow. It feels…so strange. No, no. keep going. I can take it. Up a bit. Up.

Okay. Phew. Down more...wow. I need to like, stretch myself for you. I’m super tight. (Laughs) (Whispers) Do you like it? Do you like how tight I am?

Shut up, you’re terrible with dirty talk, too. “I want to fuck you.” Isn’t dirty talk.

THIS is dirty talk. (Desperate voice) Please, please fuck my tight, little pussy. Please give me your hot sticky load, fuck me deeper, deeper...

There. (Giggle) I can tell it worked. You have that look. That needy look...

Ohhhh wow. You’re all the way in. (Kiss) Mmm, this feels really nice. You, inside me as I sit in your lap. (Kiss) I love it.

Did you think I’d be the first woman taking your cock?

(Giggling) Well, I never thought you’d be the first one to fuck me. I only wanted to do it with someone I truly care about, and...well, now I am.

Are you ready to keep going?

(Giggle) Shut up! It’s not that weird to ask when you’re already inside me. Thrust into me!

Oh, right, you can’t really do that when I’m on top. (Wet sounds, moaning) There we go...

It feels really nice. I felt so full.

I want more. Let me just put you back in. Each time I move up and down, it’s like I’m whole again.

I just love looking into your eyes as you enter me.

I never thought sex would be like this.

Everyone at school told me it wouldn’t be something big. (Kissing) That it wouldn’t feel so passionate.

(Moaning, wet sounds) I love looking into your eyes while we fuck. I feel so hot, like there’s a fire in my chest…

(Sex sounds continue between phrases/sentences to your liking)

Your cock feels so good. Does—does my pussy feel good?

(Happy) Yeah? (Giggle) I’m glad. I was so nervous that it wouldn’t be good for you. Hold me close,

Closer.

(Light moan) I love feeling you hold me while you fuck me...

(Whispering) Tell me you love me.

Yes. Yes, like that! Oh my god, harder. Please. Say it more.

I love you, I love you too!

(Moaning continues and grows with each thrust. Moaning between each word or sentence, to your liking)

Tell me. Tell me you love my pussy. Tell me you want to be with me. Tell me you’ve always wanted this.

Thank you...

Fuck, you feel so good, it’s like when you were fingering me...thrust up into me, please, harder, harder, please harder. Lift me and push me back down on you. Fuck me like you’ve waited years for this. Fuck me like you’ve wanted me for your whole life.

Yes, yes, yes! Kiss me to cover the noise. (kissing, moaning within)

I want you to cum in me. Please, I’ve realized how bad I’ve wanted this. How bad I wanted us to be this close. (Whispering) I want your load in me. I want to feel you fill me...

Yes! I can tell you’re close. (Gasping, moaning between words) Oh my god. Yes. Look into my eyes. Please, fill me. Tell me you love me. Yes. I love you, I love you, I love you! I—

(Her words cut off, leading to an intense silent orgasm as her whole body quivers, and he cums inside her)

Oh my, oh my, oh my god...I feel you. (Kiss) I feel your warmth spray into me. (Kiss) I—(giggle) We came at the same time. I just, I’ve had past boyfriends do things for me before, but it never got me that far. I just feel so close to you. I always have.

(long, sensuous kiss) If that’s not a sign, I don’t know what is...

Hold me. (Kissing) I feel so warm. So safe. So full.

I feel like we’ve been dancing around this for years, but now we’re here.

(Giggle) I love you too. Let’s just stay like this.

I wish we could stay like this forever. I feel so connected to you.

(Relaxed sigh of relief)

I love you.