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Jonghyuk had taken the night to himself, sitting at a bar listening to the quiet music and the whispers and chatters of everyone but a sober person filling the room.
He had been working overtime and looking after his sister for a long time, so he decided to drop his 10 year old sister off at his friend sooyoungs house, so they could have a girls day.
He looked to his right seeing a man looking tipsy and dazed reading a novel, when he asked for a drink from the bartender the man looked over at him, and smiled causing jonghyuks heart to stutter despite not knowing the man. "Hi there, my name is Kim dokja." He said looking giddy due to not being sober.
"My name is yoo jonghyuk" jonghyuk waiting expectantly for the man to recognize the name and ask him for a autograph, ruining the work free mood he wanted, but instead the man just smiled at him nicely before resting his head on his hand and ordering another drink.
Jonghyuk watched the man slowly get more drunk, every once in a while he'd learn little things about the man through small talk, that his favorite colour was white and how he giggled when jonghyuk told him that white was a shade, that he liked winter more than summer, that he worked at minsoft, that he lived alone but would sometimes babysit two younger kids and that he liked reading.
The man was interesting but not overwhelming, he had a nice smile and soft features that were easy on the eyes, he could blend in or he could be noticed for his long eyelashes and attractiveness.
Jonghyuk felt slightly embarrassed at being so interested in a man he just met.
After about 30 minutes someone sat the opposite side of dokja, "hey you look drunk, would you like me to buy you water?" The man said, "thank you I'd love water. I don't want to be too drunk today" dokja smiled.
Jonghyuk watched from the side as the man ordered strong alcohol and told dokja it was water.
But he did nothing like an idiot. As he watched dokja get more abd more drunk he felt bad for not Stepping in and stopping him from drinking the drink.
He decided that the next time something like that happened he'd stop him and offer to take him home.
Soon enough a man came over offering dokja a soda well calling him pretty, dokja smiled that beautiful smile well expecting. Jonghyuk watched expectantly, but the man handed over a fine drink that was exactly what he said it was.
Jonghyuk felt like a proud mother of this unknown man who was hitting on a man he had just met, after dokja took two sips and looked away for a split second the man popped a pill in the drink and acting as if he did nothing. Just as dokja went to drink it jonghyuk pushed it away.
"Why don't I get you a drive home, it's getting late" jonghyuk said standing up to hoist dokja up letting him fall limp on his shoulders obviously drunk out of his mind. Jonghyuk ended up taking him to his home, not knowing where the man lived and not wanting to be out any longer.
He put dokja in his large bed, as he sat down to cover him in a blanket, when the man pulled him close causing jonghyuk to laying down.
He just sighed also drunk and tired. He flipped the blanket over them both and drifted off to sleep letting the man have his arms around his body with a head on his chest.
When he woke up he felt a weight on his chest and the sound of light breathing, when he opened his eyes he saw the man chest to chest on top of him, with his head on jonghyuk collarbone area, well his hands rapped around jonghyuk torso and held his back for support.
With dokja on tip of him it was hard to get him off without waking him, when he did he waked to the kitchen making him breakfast to help with his and dokjas hangovers. The man walked into the kitchen looking confused. He sat down looking at jonghyuk.
"I'm sorry for bringing you here, you fell asleep before I could get your address." "Oh... im sorry. I didn't mean to get that drunk I'm really sorry jonghyuk" jonghyuk was surprised the man remembered his name, so he decided to tell Him why he'd brought him home.
"There was people spiking your drinks, I was worried for your safety so I intended to bring you to your home, but I couldn't get your address so I ordered an taxi for both of us" jonghyuk explained, surprised at how much he was talking. Dokja looked shocked then understanding, then thankfull.
They ate breakfast filling the room with nice conversations, they exchanged numbers and after that they would get coffee together, go to movies, visit almost every day and get to know eachother through long banter.
Dokja knew about his job and thought it was really cool, offen seeing a new account with his name sponsoring him money every once in a while during long streams, making it hard to keep himself from smiling.
He had known dokja for a long time, but he was worried about introducing him to Mia, he understands that it could be awkward for her and he doesn't want to force them to be friendly just because he finally got close to someone.
After inviting dokja over to have dinner with him and Mia he was pleasantly surprised at how they got along nicely despite Mia looking annoyed.
After that Mia and dokja interacted every once in a while, and when jonghyuk had to go into his office and work over time dokja would offer to babysit.
After jonghyuk came to dokjas house to pick up Mia, he walked in without knocking and came into the living room without announcing himself, he was struck with the sight of Mia sitting next to dokja snugged up with her head on his shoulder, well his head was lightly rested on top of her head.
He took a picture well walking closer, noticing the drawings on the table. A kidish drawing of Mia, dokja and jonghyuk as stick figures holding hands, like a drawing the teachers at school tell you to make to show your family. And a better made drawing of jonghyuk with a gaming headset on.
He admired the drawings with a smile before he hit the table and dokja woke up, "jonghyuk?" He tiredly asked. Dokja picked up Mia As she snugged in close to him, "I'll bring Mia to the car" he smiled.
Dokja walked out with jonghyuk, he opened the door for dokja so he could set Mia down and put on her seatbelt. "Have a good night jonghyuk" dokja said kindly. "Have a good night dokja" jonghyuk smiled out of character but genuine.
After that day he felt more ok with letting Mia be around dokja, to the point where Mia would ask when dokja was coming over excitedly.
Dokja was over there so often it felt like he lived there, he would read Mia books to sleep, help her with homework and he even thought her how to ride a bike, she looked happier, jonghyuk was glad he met dokja.
Not only did he brighten up his little sisters world but jonghyuk had never felt as happy as he did nowadays. Putting more effort into work, talking more.
He hadn't realized how his unhappiness had effected those around him until he wasn't unhappy anymore.
His co workers joked about him getting a girlfriend, but all he had was dokja. He was like a star, shinning and making all those around him shine too.
Dokja came over to watch a movie with him and Mia and to stay the night, as the movie finish and everyone got ready for bed; Mia and dokja sitting in the living room as dokja braided her hair well jonghyuk cleaned up the kitchen.
Jonghyuk thought, he wouldn't mind spending every day like this. When dokja went upstairs to change Mia walked up to him.
"Oppa, will dokja live with us one day?" She asked looking serious. "I hope" he said as he pat her head. "Does that mean that you like him..?" She asked once more. Jonghyuk paused and than noted.
Mia smiled "it's ok I approve" she smirked. Jonghyuk rolled his eyes and patted her head once more, falling asleep with a smile.
The next day he asked dokja to get coffee with him. Dokja showed up looking nice with a smile. "Hey jonghyuk! How have you been? Missed me that much?" Dokja laughed with a grin.
"Yes." Jonghyuk stated. Dokja paused "what.." he asked confused
"I missed you" Dokjas eyes widened, but jonghyuk went on. "It would be better, if you lived with us. So we could see you everyday." Dokja blinked, "really? Um... well if it's ok with you." Jonghyuk let out a sigh "of course you're welcomed"
Moving day was easy, dokja barely owned anything. Only books casual clothes and sheets. "Is this all you own?" Jonghyuk grumbled looking at the 3 boxes. "Yeah.. im sorry" dokja said embarrassed.
"Let's go." Jonghyuk said stacking the boxes and putting them in his car. "Where?" "To a clothing store" jonghyuk explained with a blank stare, dokja just gave him a slightly awkward smile and got into the car.
Letting jonghyuk force him to pick out clothes and insisted he paid because he was the one who drove and picked out everything.
"You're treating me too well, what are you going to do if I fall inlove" dokja laughed strangly, "it's ok" jonghyuk said quietly causing dokja to miss it.
After a few months with dokja living with him everything had been perfect, he'd never felt so complete; listening to dokja explain math to Mia well he cooked them food.
Having conversations well eating dinner, instead of the usual quiet.
Mia looked brighter, happier, her grades were better, she was smiling more and acting like a real kid. She didn't act so much like jonghyuk anymore and he was ok with it, he was happy dokja was rubbing off on them. That he was making them happy.
He'd never smiled this much, or really ever, he'd never had long conversations with Mia, he'd never learned new hobbies or enjoyed someone's long banters and slightly overwhelming presents.
But dokja like the angel he is, fixed everything. Dokja was what he needed, his knight and shinning armor, his salvation.
He'd never gotten along with Mia as much as he did now, he always loved her, but he had trouble having conversations, but it flowed naturally with dokja around stearing the conversations and encouraging jonghyuk to talk to Mia more.
Fuck... he was Inlove with dokja.
Obviously he was inlove, what else could it be? He was so happy he felt like a giddy teenager. God dokja made him so happy, he'd never felt so happy.
Mias aunt visited the country and took Mia for a week excited to hang out with her after so long.
Jonghyuk and dokja kept up Their normal routines, jonghyuk cooking well dokja reads, them doing the dishes together, sitting shoulder to shoulder well watching a movie or a TV show or sleepily talking about a novel.
The only difference was that they got closer. They'd always been pretty physically intimate, despite being "friends" they'd hug and sometimes fall asleep cuddling. But jonghyuk could hear dokjas every breath he liked it, smelling his shampoo, hearing his soft breathes and feeling his body heat.
"Dokja... I really need to thank you" jonghyuk whispered "you've saved me, fixed me, it's like you sniffed out my weaknesses, what I was doing wrong, the cracks in my life; you just existed enough to make them all better, to make me... better, I know it's weird, I know you didn't mean to. But I feel... happy" jonghyuk softly explained his voice bulky scary looking self, caring a soft blush and a soft caring gentle expression. "Thank you.."
he smiled. Dokja looked a little stunned, opening his mouth to speak before closing it again.
"You don't understand jonghyuk, I feel the same. I was alone with no one, living in an endless loop, tired with no purpose. But you came, opening up to me, letting me.. take care of you, letting me be happy and feel like I'm worth it. Thank you" dokja smiled looking slightly embarrassed yet appreciative.
They just stared at eachother, not noticing the gap between them closing. When jonghyuk noticed he put on a firm face, before gently pressing his lips against dokjas, softly.
When dokja returned the soft chaste kiss, when they backed apart dokjas head fell on jonghyuks shoulder, he let out a laugh.
Grabbing the alcohol beside him drinking it swiftly before smashing his face against jonghyuks once more.
It wasn't fast, they took their time kissing, tongues danced around eachother, they both licked and sucked every corner of eachothers mouths, learning what made eachother feel good for the first time.
They would break apart panting before latching onto Eachother once more. Jonghyuk devoured dokja hungrily.
Dokja panted into the kiss, making jonghyuk feel so good. Jonghyuk pulled dokja onto his lap kissing deeper into dokjas mouth, they started panting harder as they grinded onto eachother eagerly, both aware of how turned on the other was, filing them both with pleasure.
Dokja palmed at jonghyuks length causing him to let his lips come off dokjas lips well he let out a rough whine, he saw dokja flush harder and try to bring his legs closer together, causing jonghyuk to spread them, well dokja still sat facing him on his lap.
Jonghyuk put his arms over his head taking off his shirt before a quickly took off dokjas pants as dokja unbuttoned his own shirt and peeled off jonghyuks pants from onto of him.
They were both extremely hard, now that they were both naked they could see every muscle spasm or twitch they cause the other, making their pleasure endless.
It felt like they were made for eachother, like only they could satisfy eachother.
"Ughh, mghhh.. jonghyuk" dokja whimpered as jonghyuks large hand stroked them both as he licked down dokjas jaw, not leaving any hickeys but causing dokja to get shivers of pleasure.
"What baby, aren't you so needy" jonghyuk smirked with a horny raspy voice, he felt dokja twitch and laughed.
"I can satisfy you, hm? Don't you want that?" "Yes! Oh God.. you have no idea what you're doing to me" dokja laughed, hitting his head against jonghyuks,
causing jonghyuk to burst into laugher too, they sat for the next few minutes holding onto eachother intimately well laughing.
Making them both less nervous and more comfortable.
"I'm sorry if that was awkward.. I'm new to this" dokja smiled "me too don't worry we'll take it slow" jonghyuk whispered kissing dokjas ear, trailing the kisses down to his collar bone, he flipped dokja over on the couch, keeling before him, he looked at dokjas flushed face.
"Can I?" Jonghyuk leaned up to whisper into dokjas ear. Dokja let out a yip and nodded
"Thank you" dokja smiled looking conformable yet still turned on. Jonghyuk lowered back down, licking on dokjas inner thighs, bitting lightly and leaving hickeys.
Before he reached into the side cabnet pulling out lube and a condom.
He put the condom on his finger and than dipped the finger in lube. He kissed dokjas rim, causing dokja to moan.
He looked up at dokja again, waiting for a signal to continue, dokja smiled and jonghyuk lightly stuck the finger in. Dokja let out a wheeze leaning forward to hold onto jonghyuks shoulders for support.
Once the one finger was in he lightly twisted it and prodded the soft walls. Dokja let out all kinds of moans.
"Good boy, you're doing well. You can do it" jonghyuk whispered praises to dokja as he added another finger, looking in dokjas eyes to make sure they were both comfortable and ok with everything, when he saw no hesitation he scissored his finger inside.
Muttering soft praises, telling dokja he was doing well. Kissing his thighs and rubbing his thigh to comfort him.
Once the 4th finger was In he popped out. "Is it good?" He asked as he kissed dokja. "Mhhh mghhh yes" dokja said in-between kissing, moaning, panting and gasping. Jonghyuk trailed his hands up dokjas thighs stopping at his hips, he lightly spread them apart.
Watching dokja flush, without another glance he took off the condom from his finger, sticking his two rough fingers back in dokja, spreading them apart before sticking his tongue, lapping at the rim well he wiggled his fingers and stroked dokjas prostate.
After a few moments dokja came and jonghyuk slipped his fingers and tongue out, licking dokjas stomach, cleaning the small amount of cum. Dokja blushed, pulling jonghyuk to sit on the couch so he could be the one keeling.
"It's ok, thank you.. but let me treat you too" dokja smiled, pressing his hand against jonghyuks dick that was angry red and leaking extreme amounts of precum.
Jonghyuks breath hitched as dokja licked up and down jonghyuks length, Savoring the salty taste and the moans and pants coming from jonghyuk.
Dokja licked the tip and then shoved the whole thing to his mouth, causing jonghyuk to buckle his hips up.
thrusting harshly into dokjas mouth. Dokja gasped sending vibrations down jonghyuk dick, making him moan loudm dokja sucked hard, it hurt, it felt so good. "Mhhh dokja too rough" jonghyuk moaned losing control but not wanting to overwhelm dokja.
With one last suck jonghyuk cummed in dokjas mouth, feeling the last bit sucked out of him and shallowed hungrily. Dokja let go of jonghyuks dick with a pop, before he licked up and down for good measure.
Lubing up his penis and slowly causing it to spring back to life. Dokjas dick was also getting hard again.
He blushed and he sat back down on jonghyuks lap.
Jonghyuk grabbed dokjas dock stroking it a few times before letting go making dokja whine. "Shh it's ok.. do you want to keep going?" Jonghyuk said reassuringly.
"Yes" dokja said hiding his face, obviously flustered. He's so adorable, he wants to go crazy.
"Deep breathes ok" jonghyuk whispered into dokjas ear as he lifted his lower body up. Jonghyuk breathed in and out waiting until dokjas breathes were in sync.
He knew slow wasn't better and would hurt more so he slammed his hips down on the 10th breathe causing dokja to scream and moan.
"Shhh, it's ok it's ok. Deep breathes. Shhh" jonghyuk whispered letting go of dokjas hips and instead rubbing circles on this waist and lower back.
Dokja moaned softly at the treatment. It felt so good to be cared about... to be treated like someone worth something.
Dokja smashed his lips against jonghyuk for the nths time that night, once he felt better and more comfortable he stopped the kiss and nodded at jonghyuk.
Jonghyuk kissed dokjas temple softly as he lightly without taking out his dick, flipped dokja to the 'cowgirl' position, using his legs to keep dokjas open.
He lightly lifted dokja up, letting the tip of his dick desperately hook onto the rim of dokjas hole before he light slammed back in, he waited a second and when he didn't hear any protests he did it again.
Each time dokja would moans and whimpers and throw his head back onto jonghyuks shoulders. "Does it feel good? Do you want to switch positions?" Jonghyuk said gently into dokjas ear.
"It's good.. mghh it's good" dokja said reassuringly as he reached his hand backwards to stroke jonghyuk cheek.
Jonghyuk blushed and continued thrusting, causing dokja to let out little 'ah ah ah ah' noises with each thrust. He was so adorable whinning amd clinging to him.
When dokja threw his head back and came, jonghyuk released inside dokja at the same time. Dokja fell limp on jonghyuk's stomach.
Jonghyuk flipped dokja over so he was laying with his back on the couch and Jonghyuk was above him. Dokja gasped, "again" dokja said shocked "are you crazy." Jonghyuk frowned and slowly pulled out,
before dokja grabbed his arm and pull him close whispering. "One more time okay" shyly. Jonghyuk smirked and slammed in causing dokja to scream in pleasure.
"Oh Goddd.. mhhhh its good so good. I love you ngh aghh I reall- GUHHH like you" dokja said trying to get the praise past his moans. Jonghyuk squinted, as his hips stuttered, 'shit he almost came immediately'.
As If dokja knew it was his weakness he kept shouting praises, calling him good, calling him pet names, yelling his name, stroking his cheek and kissing kis neck and collar when jonghyuk was close enough.
Fuck is he a sex God or something.
Jonghyuks hips stuttered again as he came and collapsed onto dokja. Snuggling into him without care of the sweat, cum amd drool covering everywhere.
When he woke up he was sleeping on the bed, all cleaned up, with clean hair and a clean body. With dokja curled up beside him sleeping soundly, also clean.
He really... cleaned up the house carried jonghyuk to bed, washed them down with cloths and washed his hair somehow.
God he was perfect, whyd he do someone so... much. Shouldn't it be jonghyuk who did this stuff. He felt dokja shuffle close to him "goodmorning" dokja blinked looking up at him from the spot he buried himself on his chest, keeping his hands rapped around his torsos tightly. "Goodmorning" jonghyuk smiled.
He looked at the man beside him, Kim dokja.
He looked at the man who helped him be happy.
Made others around him happy.
Feel giddy and normal. He didnt feel like a monster or creepy, He felt loved.
That's all jonghyuk needed.
Love, To be loved.