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How long had Shuichi been there for? It had to have been at least an hour with how slowly everything that day seemed to tediously drag on. The blue haired boy took a look at his watch which was clipped around his left wrist. The vibrant, white numbers shined at him revealing that it was three o’clock on the dot.
There was no way it had only been twenty minutes since he arrived. He groaned to himself as he knew he wasn’t going to be leaving anytime soon and he would instead be stuck there with time going by twice as long as it usually did.
His boyfriend, Kaito had wanted to take him on a peaceful date as opposed to their usual training sessions. Kaito preferred more action packed activities, but he knew Shuichi wanted to do something more leisurely once in a while. And he wanted to show Shuichi some of the other things he was interested besides exercise training and space. That lead them to the local aquarium. Shuichi didn’t guess that Kaito was interested in this sort of thing, but he was full of surprises.
Shuichi didn’t find the aquarium boring or anything, that wasn’t the problem. He actually quite enjoyed checking out all of the aquatic creatures in their body of water behind the tall glass. He enjoyed spending time with his lover, and he would be glad to go anywhere with him.
There was just something that he really, really needed to take care of.
He shifted his posture once again, he couldn’t even count how many times he had done that since he had arrived at the aquarium. His legs wriggled up and down almost constantly and he wanted to grab himself, but he couldn’t be caught doing that in public, let alone in front of his boyfriend.
“You okay?” Kaito asked. “You seem tense.”
Damn it. He should’ve realized Kaito would notice something wrong with him eventually. He was good at noticing inconsistencies in the people he cared about.
Besides, the blue haired boy’s hand was intertwined with Kaito’s at the moment so he could feel his posture faltering every few minutes. Shuichi was so distracted by his problem that he forgot to consider that.
Shuichi couldn’t bring himself to tell Kaito about his urgent need for the bathroom. His bladder was pulsing so tightly at him and consuming his every thought, but he still couldn’t bring the words out of his mouth.
He had been needing to pee since Kaito picked him up. It wasn’t too bad at first, but once he had been in the car for a while, he really started to struggle. He mentally cursed at himself for forgetting to use the bathroom before leaving the house.
He was going to tell Kaito about his need once they got to the aquarium and was able to locate a bathroom. But once he found it after walking around for a while, there was an out of order sign taped to the door.
The sign said “We apologize for the inconvenience” at the bottom of it as if that would make up for him pissing himself when the urge that was eating him alive inevitably became too much for his body to handle.
His thought process was a bit dramatic, but he didn’t care. His need to pee had taken away his ability to think rationally. How did it get so bad this fast? Curse his small bladder.
With the out of order bathroom, Shuichi could no longer admit he needed to pee. It would only disrupt the date and make Kaito drop everything he was doing to leave and find a working bathroom somewhere else.
“I’m okay.” Shuichi forced himself to say. “Don’t worry about me.”
“Well, if you say so! Come on, let’s go to the next section!” Kaito responded cheerfully as he started leading Shuichi with their hands still interlocked together.
As Shuichi followed behind Kaito at the same pace as him, his bladder jostled inside of him at full force with every step he took. He wasn’t sure how much longer he could do this. How had he allowed himself to become so desperate?
He wondered if he should just tell Kaito he needed to pee. He needed to go so badly, this was the most desperate he had been in a while. But despite that, he couldn’t get the words to escape his mouth. Kaito was having fun exploring the aquarium and Shuichi didn’t want to be an inconvenience to him just because he couldn’t hold his urine. He wanted Kaito to enjoy himself, not worry about Shuichi’s needs for an extended period of time. He couldn’t do that no matter how bad he needed to go.
Eventually, he could get home and relieve himself. It would feel so good to just get into the bathroom, unzip and then release right into the-
No. He couldn’t think about that right now. Thinking about how good it would feel to release just made him want to do it even more.
He knew Kaito wanted to look at everything at the aquarium. Even when he was doing something that was supposed to be relaxing, he still had an adventurous attitude and wanted to experience the activity to its full potential. Though, Shuichi didn’t know how long it would take to achieve that. Could he even wait until the visit was over? Could he wait until he arrived back to his house?
Shuichi wanted to believe that he could wait that long, but realistically he knew that was only wishful thinking. But what else could he do besides telling Kaito they had to leave? He knew Kaito would drop what he was doing, but he’d just feel bad making him do that. He didn’t feel right interrupting their date for this.
The blue haired boy tried to distract himself with the scenery in front of him. Small fish of all different colors and species swam around with each other in the spacious tanks of water.
Oh god, water. Shuichi was fine using this as a distraction until he started to process the fact that he was literally being exposed to liquids which just became a constant reminder of the ones he was currently harboring in his bladder causing him to feel constant, agonizing pressure.
“Look, Shuichi!” Kaito exclaimed as he pointed to the tank. “Those two fish remind me of us.”
Shuichi continued to look in front of him, trying to ignore the water which basically resembled what it looked like in his full, aching bladder. Albeit it was easier said than done.
One of the fish Kaito pointed to had a dark blue hue to it. Its scales were shiny as it eagerly waved its tail, treading through the water. Swimming alongside it was a similar looking one, but this one was purple. They both resembled Shuichi and Kaito’s respective hair colors. It was indeed a cute comparison.
“That’s so cool.” Shuichi responded, shifting his weight to his other foot for the umpteenth time.
“Are you sure you’re okay?” Kaito asked. “You seem out of it.”
Damn, was it really that obvious something was wrong? All he did was reply to what Kaito said, but there he was, finding the most minor inconsistency in Shuichi’s tone of voice.
“I’m fine.” Shuichi lied.
“Well if you need anything, you can just tell me, okay?” Kaito reassured.
I do need something, more than anything… but I can’t tell you without being an inconvenience… Shuichi thought.
But how long could he really hide it for? He had to go so badly and the pressure inducing liquid inside him was corrupting his entire being. He was going to burst before he even got home, but he tried to convince himself he wouldn’t, even if his bladder knew the truth.
Kaito started to lead the way to the next section of the aquarium which was in a different room, though the door was already open. This room was darker than the rest of the aquarium, and the tanks were filled with rocks and other things that illuminated in the unlit room as the small marine creatures splashed around.
“This is so cool!” Kaito exclaimed. “It reminds me of space in a way.”
There was no doubt that the sights in front of Shuichi were cool to look at, but he couldn’t completely enjoy it with the persistent, excruciating nagging inside his lower abdomen. He had let go of the hope that he could distract himself from it long ago. If he did, he would risk losing control.
He was glad he was currently in a dark room where it was hard to clearly see surroundings other than the glow in the dark features in front of him. That was because he felt a leak spring free, and he immediately shoved his free hand in between his legs like he had been dying to do for a while. His grip became tight as he cut the flow off the jet of warmth that gave him a personal preview of what it would feel like to completely let go. He couldn’t, though.
He whimpered to himself as the sharp, panging pressure came back full force once the momentarily pleasuring yet shameful leak was cut off. He hoped Kaito didn’t hear it. Luckily, he didn’t say anything so he probably didn’t.
Shuichi and Kaito stayed in the same spot for several more minutes, which felt like hours for the former. He felt so on edge, like he was going to wet himself right then and there. He almost couldn’t stay still. God, he had to piss so bad. That’s all he could think about.
Eventually, him and Kaito started to walk away out of the room and into a different one. As they stepped into the new room which wasn’t dark, Shuichi hoped there wasn’t a visible wet spot on the front of his pants.
The blue haired boy continued walking which kept sending acute jolts through his lower abdomen. He just stayed silent the entire time. There was nothing on his mind he could talk about except his desperate need to pee.
“Hey, Shuichi.” Kaito tried to get his boyfriend’s attention as he stopped in his tracks.
Shuichi’s mind was so clouded with how urgently he needed to relieve himself that it took him longer than it should’ve to realize that Kaito was talking to him, but he eventually turned around to face him.
“Y-yeah?” Shuichi asked as he squeezed his thighs together and kept them that way, hoping he was being subtle enough about it.
“Are you bored, my sidekick?” Kaito asked. “It’s okay, you don’t have to pretend to enjoy yourself for me.”
Shit. Shuichi didn’t think Kaito would interpret his constant zoning out and uneasiness as a sign of boredom. That wasn’t the case, if he didn’t need to pee then he would be completely enjoying himself. He didn’t know how he should respond. Did he admit he was absolutely bursting for a piss and needed to get to a bathroom as soon as possible and that was why he was acting like this? Did he say he was actually just bored? Did he deny everything completely? He was so unsure about what direction to take that he ended up just standing there silently for a lot longer than he should’ve been.
Shuichi’s bladder pulsed at him so tightly that he wanted to cry. There was no way in hell he would be able to stay there any longer. Another leak forced its way out of him, causing him to squeeze his legs together even tighter. He couldn’t handle anymore delays or he would explode. He was so desperate that it hurt. He had to tell Kaito, didn’t he?
“I-it’s not that…” Shuichi choked out.
“Then what’s wrong?” Kaito asked. Please tell me, I just want to help you…”
“I need to pee…” Shuichi quietly admitted, blush permeating across his complexion.
“Oh, is that all? You know you can just go, right? You wouldn’t have bothered me.”
“I would’ve gone earlier, but the bathroom here is out of order.”
“Oh… well, how bad is it? We can leave to get you to a bathroom.”
“It’s… really bad. I need to go very urgently and it’s all I can think about. But I’d feel bad cutting our visit short just because of this…”
Shuichi’s heart raced as he processed the fact that he really did just admit his urgent need to Kaito. And he was still expressing guilt too, despite the fact that he knew for a fact he couldn’t go any longer without looking for a bathroom…
“Shuichi! Are you really putting off your need because of what I might want? Because what I want is for you to take care of yourself.” Kaito began. “I want you to be healthy and I don’t want you to be in pain. That’s what’s most important. We’ve already been here for a while, anyway. Let’s go, I’ll get you to the closest bathroom we can find.”
Shuichi continued to blush profusely as he just nodded at Kaito, who proceeded to lead him out of the aquarium.
Once Shuichi made it outside, he fantasized about darting behind the building and just peeing there. But he couldn’t do that, there were people around and there was a huge chance he would get caught. He mentally berated himself for even thinking about it.
As he sat down in the passenger’s seat of Kaito’s car, he was in even more pain as he felt a sharp pang shoot through him. Even an act as simple as sitting down aggravated his overfilled bladder. Once he put his seatbelt on, he could feel the leather of it digging into it making him feel worse, which he was surprised was even a possibility at this point.
Usually, Shuichi didn’t want to show such obvious signs of needing to pee, but he didn’t care at this point. All rational thought was thrown out the window as he shamelessly shoved his hands in between his thighs, gripping on as tightly as he could because he knew he would wet himself if he didn’t.
It didn’t ease the pain because he was so goddamn full, and he whimpered upon realizing that nothing would help him except the obvious. But how much longer did he have to wait for that?
Kaito started up the engine of the car and started to drive off without hesitation. Shuichi kept his hands shoved in between himself at full grip.
“I checked the map on my phone and it said the closest building from here is only five minutes away.” Kaito informed.
Five minutes… it wasn’t a large amount of time, but with how tightly and severely Shuichi’s bladder was aching, he knew it was going to feel like hours. It would take all the strength he had left in him to make it that long without wetting himself. He didn’t think he even could. The rational side of him wanted to tell him that he was just being dramatic and that he could wait a mere five minutes. But his desperate side overpowered his every thought.
God, he had never been so desperate before. What did he do to deserve this torturous feeling?
“Alright, thank you…” Shuichi responded, his eye contact averted away from Kaito and rather focused straight in front of him.
The car ride was agony. All Shuichi could focus on was how much pain he was in from the copious amounts of liquid weighing on his bladder. He needed to piss so bad that it was painful and nothing in the face of the universe would be able to distract him from that.
His legs were vigorously moving around at a force and speed which he didn’t know was possible. He shakily breathed in through his mouth as he could feel tears start to prick at his eyes and drip down his face. Strained and muffled gasps and sobs escaped his throat as the warm tears streamed down his cheeks.
Shuichi had never gone as far as crying because just he needed to pee, except for maybe when he was in single digits. And here he was now, showing vulnerability in front of his boyfriend. He would’ve been fine unmasking moments of vulnerability in front of Kaito eventually, but he never imagined it would be because of a bodily function.
Kaito couldn’t help but overhear Shuichi’s painful sobs. His heart sunk hearing his boyfriend in so much pain and he felt awful. He never imagined Shuichi needed to pee this much to the point where he was audibly crying. Kaito wished he could’ve picked up on the problem earlier because maybe the suffering wouldn’t have gotten to this level if that were the case. Seeing his boyfriend in pain hurt him too.
“It hurts…” Shuichi breathily cried out, digging his hands into his crotch with enough force to turn his fingers red.
Kaito’s heart broken even more when Shuichi explicitly confirmed he was in pain from this whole thing. The weakness he showed was a strong indicator that it really was serious, and that he was close to losing control. All Kaito wanted was for Shuichi to get relief, to tell him he would get it soon, that everything would be okay.
When someone was struggling, Kaito usually wanted to try and cheer them up and get them active to try and distract themselves. But from Shuichi’s body language, he knew that couldn’t be done for this situation. So he took a gentler approach.
“I’m sorry, Shuichi…” Kaito consoled. “We’ll be there soon.”
Shuichi stayed silent as he felt another leak spring free, but this one lasted longer than the other ones. He was able to stop it, but he had to actively try and it hurt. It was going to take everything in him to make it to whatever building Kaito was driving to.
His hopes of making it started to severely dwindle, it felt like his control could completely slip any second now. He thought for sure he was going to have an accident, but then he felt the car turn and come to a halt. He looked up from the car floor his eyes were fixated on and saw that Kaito had pulled into the closest building he could find, which was a sit down restaurant.
Oh thank god. I’m actually about to explode. Shuichi thought as he frantically unbuckled his seatbelt, which took the slightest bit of weight off his bladder.
Once he got out of the car, he was physically unable to stand up completely or else he would’ve lost complete control, but not before the most agonizing jolt of pressure shot through his abdomen. So he had to settle for walking while he was slightly arched forward. He thought he looked foolish while doing that, but it wouldn’t be as mortifying as wetting himself.
Once Shuichi got to the front door, he saw something that made him feel his heart drop and made more tears want to fall down his eyes.
There was a sign taped to one of the windows that read “Restroom for customers only”.
He knew he wouldn’t make it to another place before he wet himself, there was no point in even trying to.
But… luck was finally on his side for once that day as Kaito noticed the sign attatched to the window.
“Oh… we can just eat here! I don’t mind spending extra money.” Kaito offered.
Shuichi naturally wanted to ask Kaito if he was really okay spending extra money just so he could take of of his need that he wasn’t competent enough to handle. He felt like he was being an inconvenience yet again and he couldn’t help but feel guilty. But a piercing pounding shot through him, which he knew would be the last one before he entirely lost control. That showed him that he wasn’t in any position in the slightest to even protest the offer. He was extremely grateful that Kaito had offered to do that and he knew his bladder couldn’t handle any other course of action besides that. He was at his limit.
“Okay, thank you so much.” Shuichi uttered out.
“No need to thank me.” Kaito said as he opened the door for Shuichi. “Let’s go!”
Once the two got inside, their eyes were met with a sign that said to wait to be seated by the employees. Shuichi immediately started to squirm again as he stood there. He couldn’t go through even the slightest of delays anymore.
“I can’t wait anymore.” Shuichi admitted quietly. “Just tell them to get a table for two.”
“Sure thing!” Kaito replied.
Shuichi looked straight ahead and saw the sight of sign that pointed to where the restrooms were. Shuichi darted towards it and took a turn in the direction the sign said to. That’s when he saw something that made him want to cry again, but this time it was of tears of joy. He was finally near a working bathroom.
Shuichi pushed open the door like his entire life and future depended on it. He was the only one there which he was rather glad about. He was also glad the pair of pants he was wearing were dark, since one last jet of warmth escaped and started to form a small wet patch on the front of them.
His control was slipping more and more with each second that passed by, so he grabbed himself just long enough to scramble to the nearest urinal. Once he made it there, he used one hand to unzip his pants and get his aim steady, while he used the other hand to grab onto the wall since his legs felt like they would collapse if he didn’t. Once his aim was steady enough, he finally let go.
His stream started off weakly trickling into the urinal, still feeling the ache in his lower abdomen. He had trouble getting his stream steady at first but once the gushing became more forceful, the relief kicked in and took over. A deep sigh emerging from him filled the bathroom.
The euphoric sensation he got from finally peeing after what felt like ages of holding wiped his mind blank and took over his entire body. He wasn’t paying attention the world around him, he was in his own little world of bliss, bliss from his bladder emptying itself which was all he could feel at that moment.
Though he was snapped out of his mental world after a little bit once he heard the door behind him swing open with a creak, footsteps following it. Usually, he probably would’ve stopped peeing upon knowing someone was entering the same space as him while he did so, but at this point his body was too weak to stop, so it continued doing what it needed to do.
Shuichi turned his head around to see Kaito walking in before the door shut behind him.
“Kaito? What are you doing here?” Shuichi asked, but then mentally facepalmed at himself for it.
That was such a stupid question… Shuichi thought.
The sensation of relief was still taking over his brain and hindering his ability to think before he spoke, it seemed…
“I’m sure you can guess.” Kaito chuckled sarcastically yet playfully.
Kaito walked over to a urinal that was two spaces away from the one Shuichi was at and proceeded to relieve himself as well. Shuichi just focused on his own stream that was still going strong. He tilted his head back and continued to take in the alleviating sensation of the pressure dying down more and more with each second that passed.
After a certain amount of time, Shuichi heard the sound of a stream tapering off and a urinal flushing, but it wasn’t his own. Kaito shook himself a couple times and zipped his pants back up before going over to the sinks to wash his hands.
Shuichi, however, was still peeing. This was a bit awkward…
Kaito looked in the mirror to see a look of disbelief on his own face as he put his hands under the warm, running water.
“Woah, you really had to go!” Kaito blurted out as if that weren’t obvious from the signs shown earlier.
Shuichi’s face turned red as a tomato as he could feel heat permeate across his face. He would’ve covered it if both his hands weren’t already occupied.
“Wait, I’m sorry, Shuichi… that was rather impulsive of me to say out loud.” Kaito apologized.
“No, it’s fine.” Shuichi reassured. “I’m just a bit flustered by this whole thing…”
Shuichi stayed silent until his stream tapered off into one last drop and finished up with one last sigh of relief. He had almost forgotten how it felt to have an empty bladder since the feeling of a full one had previously took over his whole body. But he was so relieved now.
Once he adjusted his pants back into place, he went over to the sinks to wash his hands, where Kaito was waiting for him.
“Are you feeling better now?” Kaito asked.
Shuichi blushed again, but only slightly this time. Having his need on someone else’s mind flustered him, but he was more than grateful for Kaito’s care.
“Yeah, a lot better…” Shuichi answered sheepishly.
“I’m glad.” Kaito smiled warmly as he looked Shuichi in the eye. “Now let’s eat.”
Once the two left the bathroom, Kaito held out his hand for Shuichi to take as they walked back to the table they were assigned.
Shuichi had just got the thought that maybe he should work on being less shy about his needs. But hey, he didn’t have to rush it. For now, he just wanted to enjoy the rest of the day with Kaito.