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Summary:

Felix meets his infamous neighbour, Hwang Hyunjin.

Notes:

aah ok i actually wrote this oVER A MONTH AGO. but i've been sitting here microanalyzing it for the past month and editing it every once in a while. i even wrote a whole other one shot in between. and i finally decided i've been putting off for too long and should just post it.

so here is the sequel to check your window<3 please enjoy it!

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“Hi baby.” Jisung giggles as he greets his boyfriend through the phone. Felix rolls his eyes at the boy laying underneath him on the couch. That couple seriously makes him wanna puke.

“Okay but I’m with Felix right now so I’ll call you later and we can talk about it okay?.” Jisung ends the call after a quick “Love you too” and finally turns back to Felix who’s still laying on top of his body and staring right at his face.

“What’s up?” Felix questions, referring to the call Jisung just had. 

“Nothing, Minho just wanted to ask what our plans are for our date next Friday. I wanna go to this movie theater that’s doing a marathon of the Star Wars trilogy so we need to figure out our plans and buy tickets. It can wait though.” Jisung explains.

“You’re such a dork.” Felix replies lightheartedly and rolls his eyes with a smile. He really loves his best friend, and he’s so glad he has Minho. Even though they make him feel so lonely and occasionally sick to his stomach.

“Shut up.” Jisung scowls and turns back around to face the TV. They’re having another one of their movie marathons which they can never seem to get tired of.

“Did Minho tell you there’s some new guys starting on monday?” Felix asks Jisung, still looking at him despite his best friend looking away now. 

“Yes he did! Maybe one of them will be your prince charming” Jisung smirks and turns his head to wiggle his brows at Felix, earning him a scowl from the boy and a slap on his arm.

“You’re so annoying. I am a professional instructor and they’re nothing but my coworkers. It is strictly a professional relationship, no matter how charming they might be.” Felix tries his best to sound serious but ends up smiling at the end of his sentence. He would like to believe he is professional but if he did end up doing something with a coworker, well, it wouldn’t be the first time. But no one needed to know that.

“It’s just wishful thinking. I’m tired of seeing you alone! You deserve to have someone like I have Minho.” Jisung tries to reason.

Felix gets it. He really does. He’s been single ever since he and his ex broke up which was well over a year ago at this point. And his desperation and loneliness has led him to commit some humiliating acts involving a certain neighbour which he’d rather not think about because it was in the past. Well, the last time he thought about the guy was just last night, but that’s still the past as far as Felix is concerned. 

He would like to pretend he hasn’t thought about the boy every single day for the past two months since he first saw him. He’d like to pretend he doesn’t think of the boy everytime he touches himself. 

He’d also like to pretend he doesn’t keep his blinds wide open because a little part of him hoped to see him again.

But as much as he pretends it isn’t, it’s all his unfortunate reality. And despite his hopes, he hadn’t seen the guy since that night. Maybe their schedules don’t align, maybe the dude is simply too busy. Or maybe he really does have someone in his life. 

Felix is sure he hasn’t moved out because he still sees his bedroom on very rare occasions in the daytime when they both have their blinds open and he catches a glimpse of the boy’s latest painting. 

Over time, he’s realised just how incredibly talented this boy is. He doesn’t just paint for fun, he is absolutely amazing at what he does. Every splotch of paint on that canvas, every stroke, is perfectly calculated. He completes all types of paintings and drawings, ranging from sketches to oil paintings to watercolour. Felix wonders if he is perhaps an art student at college, or maybe even an art teacher. 

But all Felix can do is wonder about his neighbour because he’s given up all hopes of meeting the mysterious boy. He simply seems to have disappeared since that night. And Felix should be glad, because god was it embarrassing when he’d been caught jerking off to his neighbour. 

He hadn’t been able to get over the humiliation for weeks , because how can he? How does one recover from that? He can’t. And he hasn’t. And he shouldn’t want to meet this boy or ever make eye contact with him again.

But the boy has a certain aura to him. That night, when he locked eyes with Felix, it just left him wanting more. He felt like he missed him, despite not even knowing his name.

It was like Felix had devoured a poisoned apple and his neighbour was the antidote. He needed him. His neighbour knew the effect he had on him. Maybe that was why he disappeared. Maybe it was all a game to him, he was doing this to fuck with Felix and drive him crazy.

Well it was working. 

Because he was all Felix could think about.

His cherry red lips. So plump and so delicate and the way they parted slightly when he touched himself. His cute little button nose that looked perfect from the side and the front. His perfect jawline that was soft yet chiseled all at once. His body. His long legs, his toned thighs, his toned arms. Everything about this man was sculpted to perfection.

Felix didn’t realise he’d completely zoned out until he felt Jisung’s hand nudging his arm.

“Hey. Did you hear a word I said?” He hears Jisung asks as he finally brings himself back to reality.

“Sorry Sungie, I’m just so tired.” Felix half-lies because he is tired, but that’s obviously not why he was spaced out. And Jisung knows it.

“Thinking about your window boy again?” Jisung raises an eyebrow at him and Felix slumps against him, defeated.

Felix had told Jisung about the boy. Of course he did, they were best friends who told each other everything. Well, he did leave out the explicit part of the interaction and had just settled for telling Jisung he simply saw the boy painting and fell in love at first sight over his beauty. Jisung didn’t believe him and still doesn’t, claiming he needs to see the mythical boy before he believes a word Felix tells him. 

It makes sense, he guesses. If Ji had told him he had seen this greek-god like man living next door to him, he’s not so sure he’d believe him either. 

But nevertheless, Jisung still teased him about it, because he’s Jisung. He’ll take any excuse to tease his friend to the point where it drives him crazy. But Felix loved him for it.

“Maybe.” Is the simple reply Felix settles for and turns his head back to the tv before Jisung can react.

♡ 

When Felix arrived at the studio on Monday morning, he was greeted with Minho’s warm smile and an iced latte he held out for Felix which he graciously accepted. He’s grown a lot closer to Minho since he and Jisung started dating, which is great for Felix because he loves to make new friends. 

They get along really well since they have so much in common and are already coworkers, and Felix has grown to admire the older boy’s dancing. They stay back after work sometimes to dance together and just fuck around, and Felix really enjoys watching Minho dance. The way his body moves and his dance moves flow is just so satisfying and smooth. 

Felix and Minho put their coffee and bags aside while they warm up together in the empty dance room before they have to part ways and teach their own classes. Felix is exhausted from the weekend but he’s excited to see his students. 

He’s excited to see what they’ve come up with in their individual dance groups after he’d sent them home last week with the task of creating a choreo to a song of their choice. They had a while to finalise it, but he planned to check on their progress today.

“Did you meet the new guys yet?” Felix asks Minho as they sit with their backs pressed against the wall, both breathing heavily from the exercise. 

“Yeah! There’s two of them, Hyunjin and Jeongin.” Minho responds as he scrolls through his phone absentmindedly. “I think you’ll like Hyunjin.” He adds.

Felix raises an eyebrow at his comment and looks towards him, “What makes you think that, huh?” 

“I dunno, you’ll see when you meet him. He’s nice though, don’t worry. Jeongin’s cool too.” Felix rolls his eyes at Minho’s answer which told him absolutely nothing he wanted to know. He’ll probably run into one or the other on his way up to his studio so he’ll get to meet them sooner rather than later. 

“Okay, I’m gonna go up and set up now. Let me know if you need anything, yeah?” Felix tells Minho as he packs his bag up and gets ready to leave.

“Will do. I’ll see you after work? Jisung said you’re gonna come over and I’m making my famous beef wellington for dinner” Minho stands up as well to start getting ready for his students. 

“Yep. I might stay back for a bit though so don’t wait up, I’ll just meet you there!” Felix yells back as he exits the room, shutting the door behind him.

As he walks down the hallway that leads to the stairs he quickly pulls his phone out of his pocket and unlocks it. 

He’d fallen asleep last night and forgot to reply to a text from his mum and he didn’t want him to think he died or something since they text everyday. 

He tried to speak to his parents any chance he got because he knows they miss him since he’s not at home with them anymore. 

As he hits send on a message and goes to pocket his phone, the wind is suddenly knocked out of him as he feels his body collide with something, or someone, that sends him falling to the ground in a quarter of a second. 

“Ah fuck- I’m so sorry.” Is the first thing Felix blurts out when his ass collided with the hard floor of the hallway. He notices the guy he’d collided with was still standing up, so clearly he’d suffered most of the impact. Looking at the long legs in front of him, he can see why. This guy was much taller than him.

“It’s okay, should watch where you’re going.” The guy replies above him. Fair enough. Felix really should’ve been looking. 

The boy is still dazed when the stranger holds out his hand which Felix gratefully accepts and suddenly he’s hoisted up back on his feet in one swift movement. 

When he finally locks eyes with the stranger the world suddenly freezes around him. He feels like he’s about to fall to the ground again if he doesn’t focus on keeping his legs from giving in.

He has to do a double take, a triple take, to make sure he isn’t seeing things but no. It’s really him. 

His neighbour. 

The hot sexy painter neighbour. The one Felix fucking fantasised about despite not even knowing his name. 

The one who caught felix jerking off to him. Felix had still not recovered from that situation.

The guy looks just as shocked as Felix is, eyes blown wide as he takes in the fact that he’s staring right at his creepy perverted neighbour. And Felix feels sick to his stomach. 

He feels like there’s a spotlight on him at this moment and he’s just standing there with a big fat sign pointing to him that reads “PERVERT”. 

Then the other boy’s expression suddenly switches and he’s very subtly smirking. Fucking smirking

Felix could die of embarrassment right now, because any hopes he had that the stranger forgot about the situation or didn’t recognise him is gone. It gets worse when the boy finally speaks and says, “Look who it is.”

The freckled boy is standing there furiously blushing, staring at the taller boy like a deer caught in headlights. 

He has no idea what to even say. Does he own up to what he did and apologise? Does he say nothing and run in the opposite direction? Does he pretend he doesn’t know him?

Fuck. He just wants the ground to swallow him whole right now. He has racked his brain and can’t see a good outcome from this awkward confrontation. 

His neighbour is gonna call him out for being perverted. In his own workplace. He’s gonna get Felix fired. Minho will never speak to him again. He’s mentally mourning his new friend and his job.

As he stands there he notices just how much he’s staring up at the dude who’s literally towering over him. He did take note of how long his legs were when he’d seen him, but he never thought of how tall he’d be up close. And his face up close was a sight to behold too. If Felix thought he was gorgeous looking at him through the window, nothing could’ve prepared him to see the boy up close. 

Because from that distance, Felix couldn’t see the cute little mole under his eye. Or how clear his porcelain skin was. Or how puffy his lips were, not a single crack on them, unlike Felix’s. Felix could clearly see this guy takes care of himself really well.

He notices he’s been standing there for way too long at this point, just admiring the guy, and decides to settle for a shaky “Hi”. 

Hi? Is he fucking serious right now? Is that the best he could come up with?

“Hi.” The boy replies sweetly, although it feels a bit condescending. “Can you help me find this room please?” He adds, and shows Felix his phone that has the room number ‘25’ on it. Well that’s fucking convenient, seeing as Felix is heading to room 24. 

“Uh, sure! I’m actually headed to 24. Are you a student here?” Felix decides to just pretend he’s never met this guy before. That’ll be better for the both of them, he thinks. 

He walks past the boy and lets him follow as he leads him to the stairs. “Nah, teacher. My name’s Hyunjin.” He hears the boy, Hyunjin, answer from behind him. 

He nearly gasps while ascending the stairs as he remembers Minho telling him about Hyunjin earlier, saying Felix would like him. Now he understood why. Maybe Felix had a type and it was obvious, or maybe Hyunjin was everybody’s type. 

“Cat got your tongue, lix?” Hyunjin teases from behind when Felix forgets to reply to him. 

Felix blushes at the nickname and at the fact that he can practically hear the smirk still plastered on the boy’s face. He wasn’t making this whole pretending nothing happened thing easy. How did he even know Felix’s name? Minho probably told him, Felix realises. 

Felix finally turns to him when they reach the floor that both of their rooms are on and points to the room Hyunjin was going to. “That’s yours.” He informs him, “By the way there’s an elevator across the other end of the hallway. I just prefer to take the stairs.” 

He’s surprised he can even get full sentences out with Hyunjin’s piercing gaze on him. His intense stare made Felix feel like prey.

“Thanks, cutie.” Hyunjin gives him a wink before turning to enter the room. Felix turns immediately and speed walks to his own studio, closing the door behind him before he collapses onto the floor. 

What the actual fuck was happening. Is he dreaming? Is this a nightmare? Did he really just meet his neighbour, Hyunjin? That was so incredibly awkward. And why was he flirting with Felix? 

At this point Felix is convinced this ‘Hyunjin’ person wasn’t even really a person. He was probably an alien or a succubus or something sent to ruin Felix. 

Whatever he is, his plan is working, because as uncomfortable as he feels he can’t help but be so incredibly smitten over this guy.

He lets out a deep sigh as he forces his brain to shut off and his body to move. He stands up and moves across the room to put his bag down and start preparing for his class. He can worry about Hyunjin later. But at least when he’s dancing, he won’t be subjected to any thinking. 

♡ 

After his class ends, just as he told Minho, Felix ends up staying back. Initially he spends some time helping one of his students, Seungmin, practice some difficult moves he’d like to incorporate into his choreo. 

Seungmin is a quick learner, and he ends up taking less than thirty minutes of Felix’s time before he’s off and leaves Felix alone with the empty studio to himself. 

The boy pulls out his phone that’s connected to the speakers in the studio and puts on one of his favourite songs so he can do one last dance practice before calling it a day. 

He puts all his passion and emotion into his dancing, which he seems to have a lot of today. Especially after that interaction with Hyunjin.

When Felix finishes off the choreo he slumps to the ground and lays on his back in a starfish position, limbs splayed out and eyes closed panting as he catches his breath. 

When he opens his eyes, he’s startled to see a pair of pretty eyes looking down into his own. Belonging to none other than Hyunjin. Speak of the devil. 

“I like the way you move.” The boy simply says to Felix as he situates himself cross-legged on Felix’s side. Felix turns his head to look at him but doesn’t change the position he’s in. 

“You were watching me?” Felix raises an eyebrow and Hyunjin nods. He realises the irony of that question after he’s asked but thankfully Hyunjin doesn’t take notice.

“I saw you through the window as I was leaving. You dance so well, you know? I like the way you move your body” He confirms and Felix blushes at the compliment. He knows he’s a good dancer but he still thinks he has a lot to learn. It’s still nice to hear though, especially coming from Hyunjin. He doesn’t know anything about Hyunjin’s dancing abilities but the boy is clearly talented enough to be teaching. 

“Thank you.” Felix blushes at the thought of Hyunjin watching him without his knowledge. The thought gives him déjà vu but he brushes it off. He did decide that he’d pretend it never happened. Hyunjin, on the other hand, has other plans.

“So do you jerk off to all your neighbours, or should I be honoured?” Hyunjin asks bluntly with a teasing smile and Felix feels his stomach drop. 

Unprovoked?! 

How was this guy so blunt? Where did that even come from? , he asks himself. His whole body feels like it’s on fire at the question and he sits up with his knees to his chest to hide his face in his hands and burning red ears. 

He didn’t know what to even say to that. ‘ No, it’s just you I jerk off to?’ or would it be better if he said ‘ Yes, I jerk off to all my neighbours.’ There was no right answer. He was doomed.

Felix just shakes his head, not knowing what to say, which makes Hyunjin giggle at him. God, his laugh was so cute. It makes Felix forget about his embarrassment and the current confrontation for a moment. Only for a moment though.

“Words, baby. Or are you too embarrassed to say?” Hyunjin cooes at him and Felix could die then and there because this is the worst situation he’s ever gotten himself into and he’s sure he won’t make it out. 

He should text his mum and say goodbye because he will surely die with his face in his hands in this dance studio. And why the fuck was Hyunjin calling him baby? He doesn’t know, but he has to admit it drove him a little crazy. 

“I’m sorry.” Is all Felix can say because what else can he say? He feels bad for perving on his neighbour and clearly Hyunjin won’t let him live it down.

“Nothing to be sorry about. You know I was putting on a show for you, right? You think I couldn’t see you staring right at me that entire time?” Hyunjin giggles again at Felix’s stupidity and leans into the boy’s ear to whisper suggestively, “I liked having you watch me.” 

Felix freezes at this confession and his hands leave his face. On one hand, he’s humiliated that Hyunjin knew Felix was watching him the entire time. But on the other hand, he’s somehow a little relieved knowing Hyunjin wasn’t completely unaware of what he was doing the entire time. Somehow he feels less like a perv.

Felix questions Hyunjin’s intentions now. Why was he telling him this? What did he want from Felix? Was he mad, upset? Wanted to embarrass him? Seduce him? If that was his intention, he’s doing a good job at it. 

He feels Hyunjin’s long fingers firmly wrap around both of his wrists as he pulls them down and away from Felix’s face. He’s now squatting in front of Felix, looking directly into his eyes with a small smile lingering on his face.

“Stop hiding that pretty face from me.” Hyunjin almost whispers. Felix is so confused. Why is he flirting with Felix? It was undeniable at this point. He was definitely flirting, Felix wasn’t just imagining his seductive tone earlier. The thought makes Felix’s heart flutter and beat impossibly faster. 

“You’re pretty.” The younger blurts out and looks up to meet Hyunjin’s eyes. He wants to cover his face again but Hyunjin’s grip on his wrist is unforgiving, still holding his hands down in his lap. God, this boy was strong. Is it weird that it kind of turned Felix on.

Oh he’s so sick. 

Hyunjin giggles at Felix’s confession which makes Felix’s heart do backflips. He is so fucking cute, Felix thinks. How is he so sexy and cute at the same time?. 

It’s not looking good for Felix. He’s so obsessed with this guy already. 

He finally pulls his hands away from Hyunjin’s grip and stands up to leave. He’s scared to be alone with Hyunjin for any longer at this point. He might accidentally try to kiss the poor guy, or worse, what if he pops a boner when he gets lost in his dirty thoughts again? That can’t happen. He can’t control himself around this guy, he can’t be trusted to stay any longer.

“I need to get going.” He simply states as he picks his bag up and makes a beeline for the door to get the fuck away from this guy. Hyunjin just sits on the floor and watches him for a moment.

Just when Felix reaches the door and starts to open it, suddenly there’s a presence behind him and a hand comes up behind him to slam the door shut. What the fuck.

“What’s the rush?” Hyunjin’s voice sounds deeper suddenly, sending shivers down Felix’s spine. He sounds sexy. He doesn’t know what changed, but it gives him a strange feeling in his gut. He isn’t sure whether to be scared or turned on. His body decides for him when he feels a little heat pooling in the pit of his stomach.

This is exactly what he was afraid of.

He turns around to face Hyunjin now, the older boy’s arm still extended above Felix’s shoulder and essentially pinning him to the door. This position is awfully suggestive. 

“I-I need to get home. I have a dinner date with Minho and my best friend.” He tries to sound stable but his voice comes out shaky. He’s so nervous under Hyunjin’s gaze so it’s no surprise. 

“That’s not until later tonight, isn’t it?” Hyunjin raises an eyebrow at him to ask. He’s right, it’s only 4pm and the dinner was not till 7. How the fuck did he know that? Did Minho tell him? Screw that, when did Hyunjin get so close to Felix? Why can he feel his breath ghosting against his lips? Felix’s brain is going into overdrive as he’s overthinking every single thing. Hyunjin might just be the death of him. 

“Come on, I have a better idea.” Hyunjin’s voice is deeper again as he leans even closer to Felix. And their lips are practically touching. And Felix is confused, turned on, and nervous all at the same time. 

Mostly turned on, he realises, because his body moves faster than his brain and suddenly his lips are on Hyunjin’s. Hyunjin is startled at first, not expecting Felix to be the one to initiate it, but he kisses back with just as much energy. The kiss starts off slow as they ease into it and Felix is in his own head freaking the fuck out, because what the fuck is happening, and is this real?.

Thankfully for the boy, for once it is real . And his lips are really on Hyunjin’s. Just like he’d fantasised about for the past few months. The same lips he’s been thinking about, wondering what they feel and taste like. They feel amazing and Hyunjin tastes like strawberries and honey, Felix can now confirm. 

The kiss gets hungrier and Felix opens his mouth to allow the older boy’s tongue to slide in. And now the kiss is getting messier and more heated, and Felix’s body is on fire. The way Hyunjin’s lips moved against his own made his head spin and his thoughts were breaching a dangerous territory when he feels Hyunjin’s chest press up against his own. 

His heart pounded; when he’d walked into work this morning he had no idea this is where he would end up. Trapped under Hyunjin, mouth against his, bodies flush together. He gasps against Hyunjin’s lips when he remembers that the blinds were still open. Anyone who walked past could see them right now. 

Hyunjin pulls away for a moment when he notices Felix suddenly hesitating. “Is this okay?” He whispers, panting against his mouth and searching Felix’s eyes for any signs of discomfort. Felix nods his head quickly to let him know that he wasn’t reacting negatively to the kiss. That was more than okay.

“Blinds.” He simply replies, making Hyunjin raise an eyebrow at the single word response. “The blinds are open. What if someone walks past?” The younger explains. Hyunjin nods his head to confirm he understands and pulls away from Felix for a moment to find the string that he pulls to shut the blinds. Now they’re really alone. 

Hyunjin returns to his position on top of Felix and digs his fingernails into his waist firmly as he leans in again. “Is this okay? Use your words baby.” He asks again. “Yes.” Felix finally replies, he appreciates Hyunjin checking in. Maybe he should’ve been the one to ask since he kissed Hyunjin first. 

Upon receiving verbal confirmation, Hyunjin locks their lips together again and presses into the younger’s mouth. Felix feels so pliant in Hyunjin’s arms. He feels so out of control, after being alone for so long he isn’t sure whether he loves it or hates it. Hyunjin could seriously do anything to him and Felix would happily let him. 

He holds back an embarrassing noise when Hyunjin unlocks their lips to kiss along his neck. He peppers kisses from a spot under his ear down to his collarbone. Felix is undeniably turned on at this point. There’s no doubt he’s sporting a bulge under his sweatpants but he’s scared to look down. Hyunjin’s top half is still pressed against his own but he still craves the friction against his crotch.

He lets a moan slip with eyes screwed shut when Hyunjin starts sucking a hickey into a sensitive part of his neck. Felix bites his lip so hard he draws blood, tasting the metallic substance as he licks his lips clean. Hyunjin notices and chuckles at Felix and his extreme attempts to keep quiet, reminding him, “There’s not gonna be anyone on this floor but us, Lix. You don’t have to hold back.”

He’s right, Felix knows that, but he can’t help but still be embarrassed by the sounds falling from his own lips. Especially with how it echoes in the empty dance room.

He’s now realising how much easier this would’ve been if Hyunjin had just come to his house instead of doing this here. It’s not like it would’ve taken Hyunjin any time and effort to get home. They’re literally neighbours. 

But maybe he’s impatient. And Felix is too. So he understands. 

Felix tugs on Hyunjin’s sleeveless shirt in a silent question. “Oh? Eager baby”, Hyunjin raises an eyebrow with a smirk which makes Felix’s face feel hot as he blushes at his own eagerness. 

Well can you blame him? He’s got the man of his dreams right in front of him, they’re making out, and things aren’t moving fast enough for his liking. Like he said, he’s impatient. 

He’s waited long enough.

Despite Hyunjin’s teasing, he pulls his shirt over his head and Felix takes a second to admire his toned chest before their lips are locked and bodies are flush together again. But it’s worse this time because he can feel Hyunjin’s bare chest. And worse, Hyunjin’s lower body is pressed against his, his thigh slotted in between Felix’s own, pressed right against his bulge. He feels Hyunjin everywhere. On his lips, on his thighs, on his mind. 

He lets out another embarrassingly loud moan at the sudden friction he’s been craving this whole time which makes Hyunjin smile against his lips. 

“Cute.” He mutters against his lips.

Felix blushes furiously but he can’t bring himself to tell the boy to shut up, because he’s too busy being devoured. His whole body is on fire. He feels so good. 

His hips start to rut up against Hyunjin’s thigh subconsciously but the boy grips Felix’s hips to stop him, making the younger let out an unsatisfied groan as he desperately tries to rock his hips. 

He needs more. He needs to feel Hyunjin. His cock is painfully hard and the older boy won’t let him get himself off on his thigh. Why is he being such a tease? Didn’t he want to make Felix feel good? Now Felix was questioning his intentions again.

“Please.” Felix begs against the boy’s lips. He doesn’t even care that he’s acting desperate anymore. He wants Hyunjin more than anything, it’s the only thing he cares about right now. He’s wanted him for months , and now he has the boy right in front of him, but he’s not even being allowed to enjoy it. It’s frustrating. Felix is frustrated.

“No.” Hyunjin replies. Felix can hear the smile on his lips. His own face falls at the response. “What do you mean no?” Felix is whining in desperation. Why was Hyunjin denying him? Did he change his mind after all? 

“I want you to watch me.” The older responds and pulls away from Felix, putting space between them and leaving him feeling cold and empty. Felix whines at the loss, watching the string of saliva between them break apart when Hyunjin pulls away. The skin on the back of his neck pricks up at Hyunjin’s words. Watch him? What did he mean by that? Felix thinks he’d done enough watching. It was time for him to get what he wanted. And that was Hyunjin. 

He takes a step towards the taller boy but Hyunjin takes a step back to keep the distance between them. What the fuck?

“What.” Felix finally says. He’s so confused what Hyunjin means and why he’s suddenly cutting physical contact. Felix needs him right now. He might die if Hyunjin doesn’t get back on him in the next 5 minutes. He’s been waiting too long to be blue balled like this.

Hyunjin doesn’t answer him for a while, instead moving back to grab his shirt where he’d thrown it on the floor earlier and shoves it back over his head. He grabs his bag as well and Felix’s brain can hardly keep up. Is he leaving?

“I’ll see you tonight, okay? Watch me.” Hyunjin gives him one last passionate kiss before he pulls away and pushes past Felix to leave the room. 

What. The. Fuck.

Felix is left with his mouth gaping in shock at the audacity of this guy. He’s still having a hard time believing that wasn’t just some silly dream just then. There’s no way Hyunjin just blue balled him like that in real life. 

Devoured him and got him so hard and so needy and so wet, just to fucking leave. Did he enjoy seeing Felix in pain? Was this just his sick way of punishing Felix for getting caught watching him?

Felix had so many questions but Hyunjin had already left. He pulls his phone out of his front pocket to check the time. 

4:59PM

They’d been kissing for a while. All that time just for Hyunjin to fucking ditch him . Felix was pissed to say the least.

And the worst part about it was he was still sporting a semi under his sweatpants. He cursed Hyunjin and his stupid perfect body and stupid fucking perfect face as he collected his things to finally leave the stupid studio. 

He thinks back to what Hyunjin said to him before he left. ‘ Watch me.’ Felix knew what he meant, and a small part of him wanted to keep his blinds closed that night just to piss Hyunjin off like the boy had done to him. But an even bigger part of him wanted to watch. 

Because as dirty and disgusting and perverted as it made him feel, the thought made his heart skip a beat. I’ll see him tonight. He thinks to himself. 

♡ 

Felix doesn’t get home until late that night. It’s well past 12AM when Minho drops him off, his head lightly spinning from all the drinking he and Jisung did. He didn’t usually drink much, but a wine pairs well with Minho’s beef wellington. 

And he and Jisung can’t control themselves sometimes, which leaves them tipsy and giggling to themselves as Minho rolls his eyes at them the whole night but is secretly endeared by his boyfriend.

Felix was in bed now, having already showered and dressed in his pajamas (which consisted of baggy sweatpants and no shirt). 

He lays in bed with his eyes shut for a moment before he jolts awake at the memory of what Hyunjin had said to him. He can’t believe he almost forgot. 

He’d literally been thinking about it all night, and even left the door unlocked for the boy when he entered his house despite knowing he wasn’t actually coming over. 

Luckily, he’d left the blinds open, which had recently become a regular thing for him. This meant that thankfully he could look into the other boy’s room without having to get out of bed. 

When he looks out however, the boy isn’t in bed. He can see multiple paintings and sketches scattered in the desk visible, as well as clothes thrown around on the floor. There’s a lamp on so he’s able to see into the room, but no Hyunjin is visible.

Strange , he thinks. It’s late now and they both have work in the morning, so he’s not sure where he could be. 

Just as he starts to overthink, the boy comes into his vision through the window and Felix can’t help but smile at the sight. He was once again in disbelief at the fact that he was kissing those lips earlier that day.

He studies Hyunjin’s face and realises he must be fresh out the shower, his hair still slightly damp just like the first time he saw him, except this time he was wearing sweatpants instead of a measly white towel. Although he’s not sure the sweats will last very long on those hips either. 

Hyunjin looks right at Felix and gives him a little finger wave with a smile on his face mirroring Felix’s. 

Damn, Felix really wanted to fuck him. 

He looked so good . Bare faced, with his damp hair framing his face beautifully. He looked as beautiful as always. How did Felix get so lucky?

He watches as the blonde boy props himself up in bed against the headboard just like Felix had done. Felix was completely and utterly fucked, because he knew where this was heading. He’d known since Hyunjin left him by himself in that studio, cock still half-hard from the older boy’s intense teasing. He knew what he was about to witness. 

Just then, he sees Hyunjin grab his phone from the nightstand and suddenly, Felix’s own phone is buzzing beside him in bed. Was Hyunjin calling him? How the fuck did he get his number?

Felix’s thoughts are cut off as he finally picks up the phone and puts the other boy on speaker. His heart is beating out of his chest at the thought of what was about to happen. 

“Hi sweetie.” He hears his sweet voice echoing through the phone at the same time he sees his lips move to the form the words. 

“Hi.” Felix is sweating as he tried to sound composed, although he’s sure the blonde can see him freaking out so there’s no point in trying to hide it. 

He fucking hates how flustered he gets around him. It’s like he’s a teenage girl with a crush. His hands start to sweat, his heart beats out of his chest, he has fucking butterflies in his stomach. All that cliché shit. 

“I want you to watch me but don’t touch yourself just yet. Just listen to what I say. You got that?” He accounts his little rules to Felix who just nods at him. Hyunjin smiles when he sees how flustered and gone Felix already looks.

No touching himself? . He tries to convince himself he can do that, but when he thinks back to how he felt earlier that day he isn’t so sure it’s possible. But he has to try at least, for Hyunjin. “Okay Jinnie.” He finally responds verbally after he’s thought about it. He doesn’t know where the nickname comes from, but it brings out a smile from the boy across from him, so he reminds himself to use that more often. 

“So cute.” Hyunjin’s praise sent a shiver up his spine and he felt a blush creep up to his cheeks. Why does he seriously feel like a stupid teenage girl around this man. 

His thoughts are disrupted when he hears some shuffling around on the phone and looks to see Hyunjin shifting around to pull his sweatpants down and off his body completely, leaving just his boxers. He starts to trail his hands down his body just like that night, this time stopping his hand at his nipple to play with it a little. 

The sight made Felix’s cock twitch in his pants. He wants his lips on Hyunjin’s nipples. He wants his lips on Hyunjin. Everywhere. 

Hyunjin continues to rub his nipple with one hand while his other one trails down his body and stops at his waistband.

“Fuck.” Felix lets out in a breathy moan. He feels like he’s being edged again with all this teasing. What the fuck was Hyunjin’s problem? This guy seriously loved to tease. Felix is thankful he’s at least in his room so he can’t just be left blue balled this time. 

Hyunjin smirks at Felix’s reaction as he slides his hand under his waistband to grope his cock which was slowly growing in his boxers. He palms at his crotch as Felix watches him get harder and harder, staring directly into Felix’s eyes across the space between them. 

Felix feels himself grow harder at the sight and he starts to reach for his own crotch when he remembers Hyunjin’s words from earlier. ‘ Don’t touch yourself just yet. ’ He’d told the younger. He digs his fingernails into his palms as he tries his best to remind himself not to move.

“You’re really not touching yourself huh? Such a good boy for me.” Felix’s brain short circuits at the praise and his face turns beet red. He can feel his cock leaking , making an uncomfortable wet patch in his underwear. 

“You like that? You like being my good boy, Lixie?” He hears Hyunjin’s voice through the phone again. “Getting hard from watching me touch myself? Just like last time.” He teases and Felix’s cock twitches again at his voice paired with the view he has of Hyunjin. This was a wet dream come true. The only thing that was missing was him touching Hyunjin. He hoped that would come later. 

“You want me to take these off?” He raised his eyebrows as he tugged at his boxers and Felix nodded furiously at the question. Hyunjin laughs, actually laughs this time, and shakes his head. “Eager baby. I’ve teased you enough.” He decides, and Felix hears some more shuffling around and watches Hyunjin finally slide his boxers off. 

He throws them to the side of the bed and when he settles back down on his back, Felix now has a view of his fully erect cock. And nothing could’ve prepared him for how big Hyunjin was. He whimpers quietly at the sight.

It wasn’t exactly the thickest, but it was probably the longest Felix had seen with his own two eyes. His own dick was now fully hard as well, pressed up against the confines of his own clothing. His mouth watered seeing Hyunjin’s dick bobbing against his stomach as it sat there untouched for a moment. He needed to touch. Needed to feel him. Wanted him in his mouth. Inside him. He just wanted and needed Hyunjin so badly at this moment. He wanted to devour him. 

“Jinnie.” His mouth moves before his brain, and he’s not entirely even sure what he wants to say. 

“Yes sweetie?.” Hyunjin replies almost immediately as he starts to stroke his shaft lightly with his fingers. 

“Want you.” Is the only Felix answer can give in his fucked up state of mind. He doesn’t even fully know what he wants from Hyunjin. 

“Later. I just want you to watch for now, okay? You can touch yourself now. Just go slowly.” Hyunjin seems to take pity on the boy who’s nearly fucking the air without even realising as he watches across from him. 

He can hear Hyunjin’s labored breathing and his quiet moans when he flicks his thumb over the tip of his cock. Felix immediately frees his cock from his clothing and starts to stroke himself slowly. He’s already fully hard so he doesn’t even need to tease himself. 

He’s leaking from his pink tip from the amount of teasing Hyunjin has subjected him to. He reaches over to his bedside table to grab his bottle of lube to make the glide easier and applies some to the head of his cock.

It feels cold against his warm skin and Felix has to bite his lip to hold back a moan that threatens to escape as he strokes himself at a slow pace. 

“Let me hear you.” Hyunjin says, no, demands. And who is Felix to disobey him? He lets himself moan into the phone as he matches the pace of his strokes to Hyunjin’s who has now set a steady slow pace. 

Hyunjin moans through the phone and it’s the hottest thing Felix has ever heard. He feels fucking stupid and dumbed out as the only thing on his mind is Hyunjin. He doesn’t think he can get any more turned on right now. 

But he’s wrong, because of course Hyunjin always has something else up his sleeve. 

He suddenly stops stroking himself and reaches over to grab his lube and applies some to his fingers. And Felix doesn’t even comprehend what’s happening until Hyunjin’s pointer and middle finger are lubed up, he’s spread out completely for Felix to see and he’s slowly circling his rim. 

No fucking way , Felix thinks. He’s stopped his strokes and his leaking cock sits in his still hand as he watches with his eyes blown wide open, Hyunjin just looking back at him with a knowing smile on his face, fingers teasing around his pretty pink hole. 

“Wish this was you.” Is what he breathes out through the phone before he pushes in a finger. The slide is easy, smooth, and Hyunjin lets out a groan which drives Felix crazy. He wanted that to be him so bad. He doesn’t know how much longer he can take this before he fucking jumps out the window or something. He needed Hyunjin. 

Hyunjin fingers himself slowly with his single digit, maintaining eye contact with Felix who’s back to stroking his leaking wet cock. Then Hyunjin groans again as he slides in a second finger and starts to scissor himself open. He doesn’t seem to be in too much pain, leading Felix to believe he might’ve stretched himself open earlier. 

“Did you-“ He starts but he cuts himself off with a moan before he can continue, “Did you stretch yourself earlier?” He can’t help but to ask. The thought of Hyunjin fucking himself open earlier, perhaps in the shower, turns Felix on so much. He can’t help but picture what he would look like. 

“Yeah.” Hyunjin groans back as he adds a third finger. And Felix can’t help but speed his hand up. He already feels dangerously close and honestly, he’s surprised he hasn’t come yet. 

“I’m- I’m close.” He announces to Hyunjin. “I want you so bad Jinnie- so bad.” He moans as he paces his strokes to match Hyunjin’s movement who is fingering himself open on the bed right in front of him. 

“You can cum now, baby. I’m sure you can go again.” Hyunjin tells him in between his own moans, and Felix isn’t sure how he hasn’t cum yet.

He decides he’d let himself come because with the way Hyunjin drives him crazy, he can go a thousand times just for him. He doesn’t care how dry or painful it is. He’ll do anything for the older boy. 

“Thank you J-Jinnie.” He whines as he feels his climax building and the heat in his stomach becoming overwhelming. His strokes speed up and his eyes are now clenched shut as he uses his other hand to play with his balls. “Come for me, baby. Be a good boy and come for me.” Hyunjin’s words are what send him over the edge. 

“C-Coming. I’m coming- fuck-” Felix finally moans and suddenly he’s spilling all over his hand and stomach, fucking his hand as he rides it out. He lets the high wash over, pleasure overcoming him. 

He lays there panting, oversensitive, until he’s back to normal - or as close to normal as possible - and he looks up to see Hyunjin had also came all over his own stomach. He’s a little upset he didn’t get to see that but still so blissed out from his intense orgasm that he can't bring himself to care too much.

Hyunjin looks so fucking hot, Felix want so badly to have his own white liquid painting the boy’s torso. 

“Baby.” Felix whines, and Hyunjin hums through the phone as he looks up through lidded eyes and locks eyes with Felix.

“Please. I want you.” Felix whines. He already feels himself starting to grow hard again at the mere sight of Hyunjin. But this time he wants to feel him. “Please, Jinnie. I’ve been good. I’m right here.” He’s practically begging at this point and he has desperate tears in his eyes threatening to spill over but he doesn’t care. He doesn’t care how pathetic or dumb he sounds.

“You’re right, baby, you’ve been a good boy tonight.” Hyunjin hums as he pretends to think about his answer. “I’ll come to you. Open the door for me, okay?” Hyunjin says as he moves to put on some clothes before leaving his house.

“I actually left it unlocked earlier.” Felix admits quietly and hides his face behind his hands in embarrassment at the confession. He hears a quiet laugh from Hyunjin and some shuffling around before the phone was beeping indicating the call had ended. 

When he moves his hands from his eyes he sees Hyunjin’s light was off now and the boy was nowhere to be seen. He quickly grabs his boxers from where he threw them to the side and slides them on before settling back in his position. 

Felix feels a heat in the pit of his stomach in anticipation. He can’t believe they just had fucking phone sex, and now Hyunjin was on his way to his house. Felix had really had the craziest twenty-four hours of his life. 

How did they go from being strangers to strangers with benefits in such a short time frame? Felix wonders if perhaps Hyunjin had noticed him before that night. 

Maybe he wanted Felix before Felix wanted him. He shakes his head, that’s ridiculous .

He’s lost in his thoughts of the older boy when he hears his bedroom door creak open. He looks towards it and sees Hyunjin’s tall figure entering towards him. He can tell he was rushing over, because his shirt is on backwards and his hair is all messed up from fucking himself earlier. 

Clearly he didn’t seem to care though as he flashes Felix a smile and jumps onto the bed, engulfing Felix in an embrace. “Hi” He whispers into Felix’s ear with his face buried in the younger’s neck. 

“Hi. I missed you.” Felix replies as Hyunjin pulls away to look into his eyes and smiles at his response. They’d been apart for only a few hours but he really did miss Hyunjin’s touch. 

“Let me make it up to you, cutie.” Hyunjin says as he kisses along Felix’s neck. The younger’s breath hitches at the sudden feeling of Hyunjin’s lips on him. He forgot what the boy had even come over for, he was just happy to be in his presence. 

Hyunjin pauses on the base of his neck and sucks a mark just above his collarbone. Felix gasps at the feeling, making Hyunjin smile against his skin.

He knew he’d have trouble covering that up, but is it weird that he didn’t want to hide it? He wanted to leave an identical mark on Hyunjin so everyone knew that it was his doing. That they did that to each other. That Hyunjin belonged to Felix, and Felix belonged to Hyunjin. 

Ok, maybe he was getting ahead of himself. But it’s clear by now that he’s head over heels for this guy. And he needs everyone at their work to know he’s already claimed him. 

Hyunjin pulls away for a second and smiles to himself as he appreciates the art he’s made on Felix’s neck. His lips look so kissable, all plump and red from kissing and sucking on the younger’s neck. 

“Kiss me.” Felix whines and Hyunjin immediately leans in and locks their lips. God, he missed this. It had only been a few hours since their little make out session and he’d missed the boy’s lips so much. He doesn’t know if he can ever let him leave this room. Maybe he shouldn’t. Maybe he should hold Hyunjin hostage and kiss him forever. 

Hyunjin adjusts himself to straddle Felix and the younger lets out a strained moan against his lips at the friction when Hyunjin slots his thigh in between Felix’s. Just like he had earlier that day. But this time, Felix shamelessly ruts up against his thigh as they kiss each other desperately. Hyunjin doesn’t stop him. 

Felix feels so fucking good. He could cum just from humping Hyunjin’s thigh and could still be satisfied. Anything this man did drove him crazy. Really.

Hyunjin breaks the kiss again and holds himself up over Felix, looking into his eyes with their lips still connected by a thin string of saliva. They just stay like that for a second, both admiring each other. “Lemme suck you off.” Hyunjin is moving and suddenly his lips are on Felix’s thighs. Felix’s eyes widen

He leaves kisses on his inner thighs, creeping closer and closer to where Felix needed him most. “Is this okay?” He checks in with Felix who nods furiously from where he’s freaking out above Hyunjin. But Hyunjin doesn’t move and raises an eyebrow at Felix, clearly not satisfied with a non-verbal answer.

“Yes. Please, Jinnie. Fuck.” Felix breathes out. He doesn’t think he's ever wanted anything so bad in his life. He can’t believe he’s gotten this lucky. Hyunjin wanted to suck him off, and Felix is wondering what he did in his past life to deserve this. 

Hyunjin kisses just above the waistband of his boxers as he pulls them down to Felix’s knees. His cock springs free and leaks precum against his stomach, making him blush at his own eagerness. He’s throbbing. 

Hyunjin doesn’t seem to care, handling the younger’s cock with one hand while he licks a stripe up his length. His seductive eyes lock with Felix’s own while he slaps the tip of his cock against his tongue. Fuck, Hyunjin was so hot.

“Please.” Felix moans. Hyunjin knows exactly what he wants, he licks is shaft up and down a couple more times before he finally brings his head up and takes Felix’s entire leaking cock into the warm heat of his mouth. 

Hyunjin moans around him, looking up at Felix again with his siren eyes as he holds his position for a moment. Felix isn’t big, definitely not as big as Hyunjin, but he’s still impressed how easily Hyunjin just takes him

He moves his hands to wrap them in Hyunjin’s messy blonde locks and tugs lightly, making the boy moan against his cock again. The vibrations make his cock twitch and send a shiver down his spine. He could cum just from this. 

Hyunjin starts to move, coming off for a breath before he returns to start a steady rhythm, bobbing his head up and down as he takes Felix into his mouth so easily.

“F-fuck Jinnie, feels so good.” He moans, his fingers in the boy’s hair tightening as he guides his head up and down. Hyunjin bobs his head a few more times before he pulls off. There’s a string of saliva mixed with precum that connects his puffy pink lips to the tip of Felix’s leaking cock that drives Felix crazy. Hyunjin’s lips were so perfect for this. He knew this the moment he laid eyes on the gorgeous boy. 

“You wanna fuck me, pretty baby?” Hyunjin asks, moving up to kiss down Felix’s neck and chest again. Felix’s heart beat speeds up at the idea. He thinks back to how pretty Hyunjin’s hole looked earlier, how it clenched around his fingers as he fucked into it.

“Fuck, Hyunjin. Yes. Please.” He breathes out, feeling out of breath. He was getting close before Hyunjin had pulled off his cock, so he isn’t sure he’ll last very long inside him.

“Wanna fuck you so bad. Ruin your pretty little hole.” Felix doesn’t know where the sudden confidence comes from, but Hyunjin doesn’t seem to mind. In fact, he seems a little surprised too at first but then he’s blushing . And now Felix is a little surprised, because he didn’t think Hyunjin would be into that as much as he was. He decided to entertain it.

“You want that, baby?” He teases and Hyunjin gasps as Felix suddenly grabs them and flips them over on the bed so he’s straddling Hyunjin. He leans down to kiss Hyunjin’s neck the same way the boy had done to him, sucking a hickey on the side of his neck where it was the most visible. 

“Want me to ruin you? Make you take it?” Felix mumbles against his skin. He expects Hyunjin to call him a brat and switch them back over, but the older boy just whimpers. Fucking whimpers .

Oh how the tables have turned. 

“What happened to all that confidence? Where’s the Jinnie who fucked himself on his fingers in front of me and made me watch?” He knows he’s getting a little too brave but somehow Hyunjin seems to enjoy it. A little too much, because he moans and Felix isn’t even touching him yet. 

“Please just fuck me.” Hyunjin whines. Felix smirks at how submissive he was being. He liked this. The feeling of overpowering the same man who had so much power over him. 

“Get naked.” Felix orders him and moves off of Hyunjin to reach over and grab the lube and condoms he stores in his bedside table as the boy follows Felix’s orders. Once Hyunjin is naked Felix gets back on top of him and catches his lips in a quick passionate kiss before he continues. 

“Is this okay baby? If you need to stop just tell me, okay?” He’s the one to ask this time and Hyunjin breathes back a “Yes. Please fuck me”. Felix smiles at his eagerness which reminds him of his own just moments earlier. “We need a safe word just in case, okay? How about ‘Vegemite’?” Felix suggests which makes Hyunjin burst out in a real laugh. 

“That’s so random.” He giggles and Felix blushes. “No, it’s cute.” Hyunjin clarifies, “Just so random. But yes that works.” 

“Shut up and spread your legs for me.” Felix orders him, feigning annoyance. Hyunjin stops teasing Felix to spread his legs and Felix gets down to kiss his inner thighs. 

“Good boy.” He says as a joke to mock Hyunjin’s words earlier, but he notices the boy’s cock twitch at the praise. Interesting. That would come in handy.

“I’m already stretched, just fuck me already.” He whines which earns him a harsh slap to his inner thigh from Felix. 

“Patience, brat.” 

That shuts him right up.

Hyunjin is blushing and Felix moves back up to peck his lips again before he finally grabs the lube and decides he’s tired of teasing. He needs to be in Hyunjin. Now. 

He squirts the cold substance on two of his fingers and circles Hyunjin’s rim, sitting back to get a view of his gaping hole. He slides the two fingers in easily, earning him a strained moan from Hyunjin. His favourite sound in the world, he thinks.

He scissors his fingers open although there really was no need for any prep since Hyunjin had done it for him earlier. And Felix’s fingers were way smaller than Hyunjin’s. His cock wasn’t too big either. He just enjoyed watching his fingers slide in and out of his wet hole. 

“Your hole is so pretty, Jinnie.” He says, earning a blush and a moan falling from Hyunjin’s lips. “Gonna fuck it so good”

He grabs the condom wrapper from where he’d set it aside and tears it open. He rolls the condom on, making sure it’s secure before he positions himself over Hyunjin to prepare to go in. “Ready, baby?” He asks and Hyunjin nods. 

He starts off just teasing Hyunjin’s hole with the tip of his cock as he feels him clench against it. Fuck, he wasn’t gonna last inside him. He leans down to take his lips into a soft kiss as he pushes in the rest of the way. He’s met with close to no resistance since Hyunjin was well stretched, but the way the boy clenched around his cock makes him moan against Hyunjin’s lips. 

Hyunjin lets out a string of moans when Felix separates their lips to start fucking into him slowly. “Fuck.” Felix groans under his breath. Being inside Hyunjin felt incredible. He was so wet and warm and tight with the way he clenched around him. 

“Faster.” Hyunjin begged, looking up into Felix’s eyes who started to move faster inside the boy. As much as he liked being in power, he still couldn’t help but obey every command that came from Hyunjin’s lips. If Hyunjin asked him to move a mountain he’d find a way. He could drain all the oceans for the boy if that’s what he asked of him. He’d find a way. 

“So wet, Jinnie.” Felix groaned, “Like your hole was made for my cock, baby”

Hyunjin moans louder at the words paired with the movement of Felix’s hips which gradually speed up until he’s fucking into Hyunjin relentlessly. He grabs Hyunjin’s legs with his arms and pulls them up above him, practically folding him in half as he drills into him. He can feel himself getting close already from how amazing this feels. 

“Close- I’m close” He announces to Hyunjin who didn’t seem to be doing any better than him. His cock which bobbed against his stomach with felix’s thrusts is leaking precum, looking like he’s ready to burst at any second. 

He decides to help Hyunjin out so he can cum first, mostly because he wants him to feel good but also because he wants to feel his hole clench around his cock when he cums. 

His hand wraps around the boy’s larger cock and he pumps him along with his thrusts, making the boy scream in pleasure. “F-Felix. Fuck- I’m gonna cum.” He moans. 

“Cum for me baby, just let go.” Felix encourages him and he pumps him faster until Hyunjin’s white liquid is spurting all over his own stomach and Felix’s hand which continues to jerk him off through his orgasm. 

He can feel Hyunjin’s hole clenching around his cock as he cums with a muted moan. Felix pumps him a couple of times as he fucks into him hard and fast. And soon he follows behind Hyunjin, spilling into the condom inside him. 

Hyunjin is crying now, from the intense orgasm he just had and from the oversensitivity as Felix continues to jerk him off afterwards. 

“H-hurts.” He whispers and Felix stops touching him and stops his own movements to lean down and kiss him. “Sorry baby.” He feels bad but Hyunjin smiles against his lips and assures him it’s fine. 

He lies down on top of Hyunjin, both boys in silence with their eyes closed as they try to recover from their intense orgasms. He can feel Hyunjin’s chest under him moving up and down as his frantic breathing starts to even out. 

“You can sleep here.” Felix whispers, face tucked into the older boy’s neck. 

“I mean, I don't live far.” Hyunjin chuckles, the vibrations of his voice sending shivers down Felix’s spine. 

Felix whines at his answer, not satisfied. “Please stay.” He pleads. He doesn’t want to let Hyunjin go yet. Not anytime soon. He’s afraid if he goes back home he might never see the boy again. Like he might wake up from the best dream he’s ever had.

“Don’t worry, angel. I’m not going anywhere.” The older reassures Felix which makes the freckled boy smile against his skin. 

Felix finally gets up and grabs a towel from his bathroom to clean them both off. Once he’s done they cuddle back up in bed, both still completely naked. And they fall asleep with their limbs tangled, nothing but each other on their minds. 

They both knew they had a lot to talk about tomorrow. Hell, he didn’t even know how old Hyunjin was. But he figured they’d get there.

They had all the time in the world.

 

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Notes:

i hope that was what u guys expected!! i was kinda doubting the plot bc i couldn't decide how to make them meet but i didn't want it to be too cliche. so I hope this was good PLSS lmk ur thoughts!!

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also also i really had an idea for a PREQUEL. i probably won’t be weiting it but if anyone has any theories i’d love to hear it hehe bc i do have a backstory that involves these 2 that i thought of while writing this ! some of the stuff hints towards it but idk if anyone picked up on it.

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