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Pete is guarding the door as always as a bodyguard of main family when he just got information that minor family is visiting today.
That means there will so much unnecessary tension in the house ..
Pete gets frustrated every time the Minor family visited….
" They are one family, for god's sake why can't they get along…..?" He mumbled to himself....
Even before he finished his thoughts ,the cars got parked one by one….
From one, Gun Theerapanyakul entered the door and Pete bowed…. honestly he doesn't have even an ounce of respect for this man…but it's his job…..so …
Next came the future heirs…but the one he has eyes on is Vegas theerapanyakul….
Pete bowed again in respect in full 90 degree, as Vegas walked through his hand touched Pete's cheek…
For anyone who see this, would think it was just a mistake ….
But Pete knows it's not and he knows Vegas uses every opportunity to touch him….
Because Vegas tried to get Pete into his bed…..
—---*---------
Everything for today's duty is over and Pete is extra exhausted today , only because of the minor family visit…
He doesn't know the purpose of the meeting If no family agrees on a damn single thing….They always fight with each other…
Pete took a long hot bath and got ready quickly, he went into the cafeteria for a quick snack….
" Going out early?" Pol asked first
" To get laid?" Arm continued before he gives an answer…
Pete just smiled…." Ofcourse, I worked all the weekdays and today frustrated me too much…. I need some reward on the weekends…."....
Pete entered the place he visited for the past ten months, it's not new to him….
He went through the quick security check, by not more than 2 guards who are in the backyard….
And he passed throught the next security check up tooo and entered into the bedroom, in which he's gonna spend the entire night…..
The room is calm doesn't indicate a human presence at the moment….
He stood infront of the mirror and looked at the skin care products…he tried to put them in a line , even though they are already in a line … just to pass the time….
But he felt some weight attached in the back…
Pete lifted his head and smiled through the mirror at Vegas theerapanyakul…
" You came early ....missed me that much….?" Vegas didn't wait for the answer he went for the kiss directly….and fucking hardly….
Yes like everyone Pete is not immune to Vegas charms and it all started 10 months ago…
—-----*--------
The thing is when Pete joined the work as a Bodyguard for main family, the primary instructions he received is stay away from Vegas theerapanyakul as much as possible
He heard Vegas often tends to fuck main family bodyguards. They say he has a sick joy in doing that. They say he has some sort of sadistic happiness of winning over a major family like this.
And Pete thinks it's true. If not,Then how do you explain Vegas trying to lure main family bodyguards everytime?. Everytime Pete sees Vegas he is trying to flirt with the bodyguard and smirking.
But what he doesn't understand why the bodyguards fell into his trap always…
Pete surprised came at "Big" , kinn's bodyguard who was with him more than anyone else…isn't immune to vegas charms…
" How Big, you too? "....Pete asked the curious question in conversation
Big just smiled " Vegas has that charm Pete"...
" But you already know it's fake"... Pete tried to understand….
Big looked at Pete with a serious expression….
" Pete let me ask you one question…when was the last time you felt loved? That you have someone's attention solely for you? "
Pete is silent… cause he doesn't have an answer to that question….cause no one loves Bodyguards who is ready to sacrifice their lives….
" What does love feel like?" Pete mumbled the question out loud….
" Vegas would give you answer to that…."
Pete didn't get what Big said…
" If that's true, then why did he dumped you…?"
Big laughed" Who said he dumped me?"
Pete widened his eyes
" That's wrong information you have , I was the one who walked away from him…because he is not the same person who I was attracted to. He is also a puppet in someone's hand not the king "...
Pete didn't understand this answer either…..
But when Vegas flirted with him one night, he couldn't stop the blush on his face…
Vegas makes you feel special. That part is damn true. He makes you think you are attractive…
Pete tried to resist for the first few times, but who is he to deny the feelings? He surrendered to Vegas of Minor family.
Vegas whispers both sweet and dirty words into Pete's ears on the bed. He treats Pete like a porcelain doll and at the same time he fucks like Pete is just a broken doll who deserves to be fucked…. thoroughly….
And Pete understood the first thing Big said….
Even Though Vegas's intention is wrong in getting main family Bodyguards, Vegas doesn't let that remind you with his attention…
And Pete basked in it every single moment….
After 3 months , Pete saw the next thing Big mentioned….the one where Vegas is not the king , he is just the puppet….That too in the hands of his father….
The initial thing that attracts everyone to Vegas is his masculinity….his dominant aura…when that aura decrease and vegas behaves like a normal human being, that's when things will start to change….
Usually Vegas is the one that makes bruises on Pete's skin, but one night when Vegas is the one came with bruises and didn't let Pete touch him….Pete cried in front of Vegas….
He couldn't stop himself from crying, ..Cause Pete knows the pain and he didn't forget the pain he experienced…
Vegas looked at him in shock the whole night, tears streaming down from Pete's eyes….but Vegas didn't let Pete touch him….
It continued for the two days and Pete didn't ask anything…he just sat infront of Vegas maintaining his distance…
And finally vegas let him touch…. the first thing Pete did was to kiss on the first bruise which already came to heal…
Pete still remembers the hitch in Vegas breath at the moment…. That night they both shared their demons ,
One's lost but still haunts in the memory….
One's alive, and causing excruciating pain everyday….
Unlike what Big said , Pete's attention didn't diminish, in fact it weaves itself with the new feeling that Pete could still feels in the bones….but he is too scared to put his feelings into the words….so he tried with Actions…
Pete paid extra attention to Vegas, he begged Nop to give him information if Vegas' father caused pain again. He wants to stay by Vegas side, he has no power to prevent the pain, the least he can do is stay with him…..
And Pete wanted to help him through the other ways. The main reason for Vegas father to show angry directly is , if Vegas didn't bring profit by sabotaging Main family…
Pete help on plans with Vegas that brings profits to the minor family, without causing any inconvenience to the major family. He is subtle in doing this. He couldn't sabotage the one's who is giving him shelter.
even when Vegas noticed this he didn't comment. The only outcome Pete wants is vegas to be happy and Pete achieved that…..
Everyone knows that Vegas is fucking some main family Bodyguard, so liitle know that it's Pete( only Nop). Pete's careful in not spreading the rumours,....
But he didn't expect his boss to ask him directly one day…
He was standing infront of Kinn….
" Pete, I know who you are with , and I don't want to question your relationship. I don't want to know what is it even. But I noticed some things are happening differently. "
Pete looked at him with fear
"Don't worry, I am happy with those. I always want our families to get along despite what our fathers think. And I know the trauma Vegas had gone through is so big and I know that's why he formed hatred towards me….and I lost hope that both families can be civil ".
''But these days I am having hope again and I have a hunch that you have a role in this. I want this generation to be close, not wanting to kill each other at every moment. Talk to Vegas, Pete…."
Pete nodded at the opportunity but Vegas didn't look at it like that …
" I don't need to beg alms in front of Kinn, don't bring your boss and your work here ….and if you want to be here with me don't talk about him again to me…."
And Pete didn't dare to bring that again…
—---"------
" Sorry khun kinn. I failed" Pete said to his boss with his head bowing down....
" I already know this is the one that would happen. But atleast we tried Pete".... Kinn is disappointed too …..
—---*--------
Pete looked at sleeping Vegas thinking of the relationship they had…
They never had a label on it,even after 10 months.
Pete is scared to even ask, what if Vegas says no?
Could he handle that? Vegas has his heart now. What about him…..?
Maybe it's good to be silent… They don't have any problem till now. Then why should he bring problems with unnecessary labels…
He should wait…..just the time would tell…
But that time came when Vegas showed interest in Porsche…..
—------*---------
Pete reached Vegas house like any other weekend, and was excited to tell Vegas about his new roommate….
But he was shocked to hear Porsche's name from Vegas mouth….
" Who is Porsche?" Vegas asked him
" How do you know him?"
" Papa said that uncle Directly appointed Porsche as a bodyguard…" Vegas gave his clarity….
" Yeah, porsche saved khun kinn when a group attacked him….that's why khun korn appointed Porsche…"
" It's unlikely my uncle would appoint someone that easily….or maybe…. whatever" Vegas just shrugged, but Pete can see in Vegas' face that the doubt never went away…..
Now , Porsche's name is travelling in Vegas mouth everytime Pete's in the house….
And when he suspected his boss khun kinn's attraction towards Porsche, Pete was relieved first…
but it turned to horror….when it reminds him of the Tawan situation….
Does Vegas leave Porsche ?, or it will just be the same as Tawan?…. To piss khun kinn...
Then what about him….?
These days Vegas is busy enquiring about something, and vegas and his father talks more frequently about something….
Pete is frequently visiting Vegas from the secret door, but most of the time he just sleeps alone on the bed….
—--*-------
One day after finishing the Minor family meeting with the major family, Pete spotted Vegas and Gun theerapanyakul talking to Porsche and lastly saw vegas giving his card to Porsche…..
Maybe it is the 1st crack for Pete, he felt a deja vu …
Isn't that how Vegas approached him?….is everything just repeating the same….?
He saw khun kinn standing on the balcony and saw them…and he looked at Pete….
Looking at him Pete thought maybe khun kinn is losing hope too …
—------*------
Today Porsche cleverly convinced Tankhun to take them outside to bar…. Thanks to his recent best friend Porsche, God…. they enjoyed it so much…they laughed and danced and drank fully…but Porsche is still sober after all the drinks….
His previous job helped him…
Tankhun is more drunk and they stayed to the limits, cause they have to escort Tankhun safely to the house….
Both him and Arm are supporting Tankhun by the shoulders , and trying to enter him into the car….
They placed Tankhun into the car with great difficulty and when they are entering into car they heard a bike roaring in the background and Vegas came on it and stopped directly in front of Porsche…
Porsche looked at the bike in amazement…
" Fuck, it so beautiful" Porsche said enthusiastically ...
" So you like bikes, Porsche? " Vegas asked him and porsche nodded fastly
" You like to drive? Or ride? Whatever your choice is?"
Porsche eyes widened…." You are giving me permission to drive this beautiful darling?....damn it" Porsche grabbed the keys and took the front and ready to Drive and vegas is at the back…….
Pete stood like a statue….. like his mind is processing what's happening infront of him, ….
" Pete" he heard his name from Tankhun mouth, and all looked at him…
Pete bent down into the car….looking at Thankhun....
" Come inside , I am cold…." Tankhun mumbled trying to cover himself…
And Pete wants to say he is cold too and he needs warmth from a particular person…
When he lifted his head up he saw the bike going away…and Pete is looking in that direction only…
Arm cleared his throat…
" Pete, should we go?"
Pete nodded and got into the car, he picked up the extra jacket and covered Tankhun… even though he wanted warmth...
Tankhun hugged him tightly, suddenly saying don't worry repeatedly like he understood Pete is sad….
" Don't worry ,Pete"....
But Pete is looking like a blank page….
" If it's yours, it will come to you. If it doesn't come , then it's not yours …just forget and move on". ….Arm said the words looking at Pete ….
—---*-------
Pete entered through the secret door again, Nop came to him in 5 min after Bodyguards informed him…..
" I am sorry to come unannounced, is Vegas here? Can I meet him? I called him and he didn't lift the phone…."
For Major family bodyguards,phones are not allowed but he is using the burner phone since the thing with Vegas …
Nop understands that Pete wants to meet Vegas but informed him vegas is not there tonight ..
" Oh….I am sorry…." Pete apologised….
When he returned and making the bed to sleep , Porsche asked him
" Do you think Vegas is trying to woo me?"
A chill ran down through Pete's spine...he is confused, did something happen?.....
" What, why do you think that?" Pete is looking directly at Porsche…
Porsche just shrugged his shoulders
" Some days back he allowed me to go on his bike and I heard he won't give his bikes easily to anyone, and today too…he talked to me sitting by the pool and we drank wine …He is a good company, let me tell you"
" He was with you today?..." Pete asked again, hoping it's not true … maybe his heart won't have a 2nd crack today….
"Ha" Porsche nodded and asked again
" What do you think about the question?"
Pete heard his inner voice maybe Porsche's doubt is right….
But he says " I don't Know….."....
—-----*-------
Pete wants to try even though he is losing hope in the relationship
He can't ask Vegas directly…. If Vegas says it's true….then they don't have anything…..
But sometimes when they are twisted in bedsheets, Pete thinks maybe its just his imagination regarding his confusions…. Vegas still treats Pete delicately….
Vegas is applying ointment on the bruises on Pete's hips, it's been so long he has these bruises….he craved those on him….with all the things that happening around him…
He asked for bruises today, cause he wants it to hurt….
He can't have marks on his visible area, that's why hips and thighs are the most viable…and vegas like to tie Pete's hips to the bed anyway….and like to hold him tightly when fucking him hardly...
Vegas finished applying ointment, and looked at his hips….
" You need to embrace your feminine side of you Pete, you will glow more then"
Maybe sleeping in Vegas arms that night, maybe It didn't change anything between them….. Pete has hope again....
—------*---------
When Pete returned to main family mansion, he got infromation that Porsche had an accident…
Upon reaching the hospital , he gets to know that Porsche has a small hairline fracture on toes and will be fine by resting for a week and he can't walk at present…
But as Porsche is Porsche he started hopping by one leg and Pete gave him a side eye…
" Come on you know I can't stay at one place …that too In hospital room…atleast take me outside to the garden…," Porsche showed him his puppy Dog eyes…and Pete is pliant….
Porsche spend an awful amount of time in the Garden but still sulking when Pete tried to take him to the room again….
They are walking to the room, Porsche placed his hand around Pete's waist and trying to hop…
Pete rolled his eyes….
" Wheelchair would be easy than this…." Pete said but it went into deaf ears…
Porsche is stubborn…" Wheelchair would make me look like a sick person, I don't want to be a sick person"....
Pete slightly winced when Porsche touched the bruise on his waist….it's still raw …from the previous night...
" Vegas" Pete heard the name from Porsche's lips and Pete saw Vegas with flowers…in front him
" Vegas, You here?" Porsche said without any honorifics
" Khun vegas" Pete said and tried to bow in the weird position with Porsche….causing Porsche's hands on hips to rough it ...
He closed his eyes again wincing slightly….
Even Though Pete had and is in a weird relationship with Vegas, In front of everyone he is khun vegas to him and he never once crossed the line….
Maybe there are secret touches and glances but never in a direct way…..
But Porsche didn't use any honorifics and seeing Vegas, he doesn't have any objection too….
" I came to visit cause I heard you had an accident…." Vegas said and handed flowers to Porsche…
" We'll talk in the room"... Porsche said and looked at Pete to take him.... Pete took flowers from him...
" Come on... I'll walk you to the room…" Vegas said suddenly shocking both of them ..
" Khun Vegas, no need….I could take him to the room"... Pete tried to explain...
But vegas acts reluctant
" Pete , you would have so many works…"
" come on, …." Vegas insisted
Vegas took Porsche from Pete …and Pete just stood there with the flowers Vegas bought for Porsche…..
He looked at the flowers he didn't receive And maybe never in his life....His heart is not accepting what happened infront of him …
—--*-----
Pete went to Big that afternoon… his heart is going crazy...
" How did everything fall apart ? Has his attention got lower on you?"
" Vegas attention never lowers and that doesn't mean he likes you …. It feels like he just acts like that just for the sake of it….but on outwards his attention is same…"
" But his attention isn't there on me…" Pete mumbled without thinking..…
" You really are with him for a long period….maybe he is bored …I don't know tooo…."
Pete is silent ..
" But why did you think his attention got lowered on you?"... Big asked him ...
" He is showing his interest in someone "
" Who? That pretty new bodyguard Porsche?"
Pete looked at him
" It's not exactly a secret , you know? Gossip travels fast…."
Pete is silent …Big sighed
"why don't you ask him directly?"
Pete is silent again
" You are scared of rejection , aren't you.?"
Pete is still silent…
" But you have an advantage right, Pete? You are with him for what , 1 year?....as far as I know this is the longest relationship he's ever been with one…Ask him directly."
That's when he remembered their relationship is close to a year …..
Should he clarify their relationship? Whether or not Vegas has an interest in Porsche….
The thought prickled his eyes with tears but he had to accept whatever….
He came back to his room thinking....
He wants to spend one night with Vegas before everything falls apart if his hunch is true…
He decided to be bold for one night, he touched the lingerie on his bed contemplating whether he should wear this or not…
He knows Vegas Likes it, Vegas told him to embrace his feminine side… and he wants to be bold today….
He did some make up, hooded his eyes with Kohl, blushed the cheeks with pink and glistened his lips with gloss …
And lingerie under his bodyguard uniform…
Everything he is doing today is new to him , from top to bottom….He is nervous in new skin..... Hope he will comes with a smile from minor family compound….
—-------*---------
Pete went through the secret door and he couldn't stop the thoughts at the outcome…
Nop shook him asking what he was thinking?. He just shook his head….
Nop didn't comment on his appearance even when he looked at him for some seconds…
" Boss is there inside"....
Pete entered into the connecting room,
He saw Vegas stiiting infront of computer doing something with the papers around him, the glasses looked good on him and he seemed like a normal person working in front of laptop…
" Vegas" Pete called him….
" Had dinner?" Vegas asked him without lifting his head from the papers ..
" Yes"
" Pete, go into the room…I'll join in 5 min".... Vegas said still working….
" Ok" Pete said and turned around to take the coat off to place it on the hanger…
But because of nervousness, he couldn't…
He heard Vegas chuckle and felt Vegas near him , Pete felt his breath…and Vegas hand on his hips..
Pete's back is touching Vegas chest.....
" When did you became this clumsy Pete?" Vegas whispered in his ears and took the coat off and Pete just let his body loose and fell into Vegas arms immediately his back touching vegas front….
" Why is he so needy today….?"
Vegas' phone went off , Vegas turned around and Walked towards the laptop and attended the call ….
Pete back hugged him and kissed him on his neck….
" You don't have any lead?" Vegas raised his voice in the Phone…
Pete winced….
" Go to bed , I'll just join you In a minute"... Vegas said and Pete nodded…
" If I don't receive anything by the midnight, you won't be working for anymore,...you understand?" Pete heard Vegas words as he was entering the room...
Pete went inside to sit on the bed, and started to remove his clothes….
He felt so needy
He is sitting there almost naked anticipating and imagining Vegas reaction….
He removed his pants too and he has an urge to cover himself, he felt so naked…
He took a bedsheet near him... But stopped whether to cover himself or not but he decided to be bold and left the bedsheet...beside....
He heard footsteps coming into the bedroom….He closed his eyes, clutching the bed sheet tightly…
And waited for Vegas reaction….but it's silent….
He heard a question….but not the one he wants…. Not the one he imagined when Vegas sees him naked on the bed….
" Do you know Porsche's schedule tomorrow? I need to talk to him, you Bodyguards don't have phones…."
Pete opened his eyes, looking at Vegas shocked expression….
Pete felt degraded at the moment hearing Vegas question… he needs to get away from here fastly
Pete slowly moved the bedsheet upwards to cover himself…
" Pete" Vegas whispered…
Pete tried covering himself with the bedsheet slowly first.... looking nervous at his no modesty
He panicked raised the bedsheet to his chest in an instant …
" Ha, Porsche is going to yok's bar tomorrow, he said he has some work there…if you want to meet him, you can go there….".... Pete answered Vegas question like nothing is wrong in the room...
Vegas' phone went off again and Pete desperately wanted to escape from there….
" You seem busy today Vegas, I'll come another day"....Pete bent down to pick up clothes and started to dress himself fastly, even though his hands were shaking uncontrollably ….he couldn't even button up his shirt properly ….but he did ….
He picked up his coat and didn't wait for Vegas permission,
He went outside and entered into corridor of Minor family compound and some Bodyguards spotted him…
Pete forgot to use the back door
Nop called his name " Pete"....
Pete stopped….
" You are going through the main corridor, " that's when Pete's understand his mistake…
" Sorry I was in a hurry and didn't think properly…." Pete tried to answer without crack in his voice…
He is so controlling himself….not to let his tears fall….
Nop followed him outside and he doesn't want to leave Pete like that...
" Pete, is everything ok? Should I drop you?"
" No need , I'll go by bus….you too have so much work na…. Bye"...
Pete didn't hear Nop answer and went away….. hurriedly
—---------*---------
The moment Pete went out from the door, Vegas for sometime didn't understand what happened….
" Did Pete just covered his body in front of him?"
The look in Pete's eyes when he stormed away from the room is scaring Vegas…
His entire life flashed infront of Vegas eyes…..
Vegas was raised from childhood, as his father said he is always 2nd and is not enough to compete kinn…
Unknowingly he harbour hatred towards kinn and nothing's gonna change that now….
Whatever he does the credit and profit always goes to the major family, if he wants to prove himself he always has to go behind the major family to impress his father…..
Nothing he does to sabotage kinn impress his father. His father would be happy in one moment if vegas sabotage a major family deal. The next moment when his uncle scolded him , his father punished him , his words hurt more than the wounds on his body….
Anything he does, doesn't get his results against Kinn.
But for the first time he got a result when he had an affair with Tawan. When Tawan came on to him he didn't refuse.
It's not like he respects kinn….but the looks on kinn's face knowing what happened behind him and the business losses he faced in wallowing gave praise to Vegas by his father.
But kinn recovered from heart break and never loved again. So vegas doesn't know how to hurt him now to make his father happy….that's when he saw anger in kinn's eyes when a Major bodyguard flirted with him….and vegas reciprocated ….
Unlike with Tawan, Vegas never looks down on major family bodyguards. He treated them nicely….
But In the process he was hurt…the fact they left him when they came to know he is just a puppet with a baggage in the hands of his father, not the macho man they want ..they left him one by one….
But Pete, Pete came like the tightest hug in the darkness. He thought Pete is the same like everyone…
He came to the bedroom with a bruise anticipating Pete to be shocked and starts to lecture him to go against his father …
But what Pete did was…..
he cried….he cried for Vegas….
Somebody cried for Vegas…he didn't believe it ….he couldn't…he was still vary and didn't let Pete touch him…but Pete's tears didn't go and he didn't want to see his tears again in his life…
Pete shared his past and Vegas wanted to kill Pete's father….for hurting him…
From that day onwards the dynamics between them changed,Pete started to give inputs into his work and Vegas knows Pete has some intention behind that but his ideas are peaceful to say.
Everyone gets what they want without hurting others. Maybe for the first time in his life started to love his work , without the thought to hurt kinn every single time to please his father. Honestly he didn't even know that was possible till now….
But when Pete brought the topic of him and kinn working together he want to scoff. Their fathers are not passive leaders to sit and let their sons do the work. And the hatred he harbours for kinn from childhood wouldn't go away suddenly. He outrightly dismissed the idea mocking Main family but the truth is the that idea never left his mind….
It began to nag him always. Who doesn't want to be happy in life? Who wants to be a puppet in the hands of his father all of their lives? But the consequences of failing to outsmart his father are the worst. He can't risk Macau's safety along with him,,,,,
But the thought is bugging him,,,,,,
"could he have a happy life?" Vegas thought seeing pete next to him sleeping… The happy life he imagines always has Pete in it….
Should he try for that happy life?
On one day he received information from his father that main family hired a new bodyguard. His father says that his uncle korn hired his bodyguard cause he saved kinn. His father said this to mock the main family, That's not fascinating to him as mocking is one thing his father always does …
But the thing that fascinated him is his uncle recruited a normal man this easily . yeah his father's think its because porsche saved kinn. But he has a suspicion that his uncle got an opportunity and lured porsche into the circle. That thought fascinated him more. The thought provides him leverage against his uncle and it is giving him some hope. He didn't forget the offer from his cousin.
He has to know about porsche. He appointed some one ,his top spy, to enquire Porsche and his family's past. And he has to know anything from porsche in the mean time…..
He asked Pete and from Pete's words Porsche became a good friend to him in a short time.
He has to talk to porsche but nobody should doubt him unnecessarily.
Porsche is smoking outside on one day when they are in the main family compound for a meeting.
“We shouldn't slack in the work, right? Vegas came to him smirking…
“As meeting is over my work is over right?, that's means i am not slacking”
Porsche answered
" This one is work" Vegas thought to himself….
“ work smart not hard. Well someone finally who thinks like that in the main family. I am surprised "... Vegas father joined beside him
Porsche smirked at the compliment….
“Or maybe you belong in the minor family”
Porsche took the card from vegas…..
Walking away from there Vegas saw Kinn glaring at him.
Wow his cousin likes this one ha?
Vegas tried to get Porsche's schedule,he likes to get some information from him.
The bike ride he let him or trying to sympathise his pain are the part of the plans but gave no results.
He was frustrated at the unfruitful attempts, he felt like he was loosing control….
He needs that control….and pete gave his control to on that day like he understood him. What vegas didn't think that why pete is ready to give up control on that day….for the similar reasons as him…
Pete wants Vegas to see him…he wants Vegas attention…
Vegas can't give bruises to Pete in visible places, he can't tie his wrists, he can't choke his neck. He is always tempted to, but he can't because of Pete's work place…
Vegas wants to worship Pete in the bed, he wants to convey this to Pete every time they are in bed. Especially the time when Pete gives up his control on his body and let him do what he wants.
By the morning Pete's hips and thighs are painted with red marks and they made Vegas damn proud. He applied the ointment to the bruises, they are beautiful because of pete…..pete is so beautiful in his bed beside him
" I know you don't agree but you have this feminine side to you pete…embrace it…."
He said to Pete on that day…
—-----*--------
His thoughts came to halt when he heard a knock on the door
“Come in” he said involuntarily
“Boss…everything is fine? Pete…..” Nop stopped the question cause he doesn't know what to ask.
Cause pete is not his boss lover or anything to ask, is there something wrong?
But he knows pete is different to his boss, he knows pete matters to him.
“Pete entered into the hallway corridor , not through a secret door. He never did that till now….is he ok? Are you ok?” Nop asked hesitantly….
Vegas at that moment remembers the expression in pete's eyes again when he stormed out of the room….
Pete's expression is blank and Pete tried to cover himself in front of vegas
Pete who never ever felt shy in the broad daylight with him on numerous times they had sex, but tried to frantically cover himself….in front of vegas….tonight….
Pete went away from him and Vegas didn't stop that……
" Where's pete now?" He asked Nop hoping Pete is still in the mansion….
"He said he'll go by bus even though I offered to drop him…..
Vegas got up and maybe he recovered from the shock from the long day
“ I need to talk to Pete now"
" But he went away already "
" I need to talk to him before he got on that main family compound at any cost tonight" Vegas said and just both went from the minor family compound….
—------*—----
Pete sat in the back seat in the bus still not wearing his coat despite the cold outside…
He tried to blink his tears away continuously…
Not many people are in the bus, maybe it's 5 along with the driver and him….
He felt like the lingerie on his body is poking like a needle and mocking him….
Salt tears are streaming down and he wiped them away angrily, smudging the khol…
He can do the crying in the room after removed all the clothes on his body….
he just had to endure it for sometime….
But the thoughts are not stopping in his head….
It just ended right?, literally on the bed…trying to cover himself from vegas….never he thought it would be like that….
Maybe he shouldn't have hoped in the first place, Vegas wants someone to piss kinn off….and Pete knows that….
They fucked even after knowing everything…..but it changed….but only for Pete…
When someone new arrives , Pete became the old one….
Now Vegas and khun Kinn could all fight for his friend….for all he cares….
He wiped the angry tears away now…
But the bus suddenly stopped and the 3 people started to curse the driver…
" A car stopped in front of the bus, what should I do.? " Bus driver is angry too
Pete doesn't have any interest in the conversation….and he leaned on the window to look at the street lights on the outside …
He heard footsteps of someone getting on the bus….
He heard a voice familiar to him….
" Vegas " he whispered and turned around….
There, Vegas is standing inside the bus. And Nop behind him…..
" Pete ," Pete was surprised at first but glared at him….
" I want to talk to you".... Vegas asked still standing near the driver…
" I don't want to " Pete defied Vegas and both vegas and Nop are surprised at the answer…
Pete never defied him at anytime, that means Vegas screwed up badly…..
" Pete, Come with me ,we will talk and i'll drop you".... Vegas voice is filled with softness
" I am not getting down from this bus till I reach main family compound. You can go away Vegas…no need to waste your time for …me.".. his voice lowered down at the end
Vegas doesn't know what to do….he can't talk to Pete everyone surrounding them.
He doesn't know what the problem is and Pete's low voice is giving him anxiety that everything is wrong ….
Vegas got down from the bus looking at the driver….but started to talk to Nop…
"There are 3 people in there , arrange cabs and send them to their destination and I will talk to Pete and the bus won't reach the main family compound till we wouldn't solve the issue….
Bus would be running in circles only…"
Pete saw Nop took the passengers with them ,and he looks at them confusingly….
He saw Vegas getting on the bus again… this time from the back door
" You can start now" Vegas said from the back and the driver nodded…
Nop came to him at the door " Porcshe rain is calling you about the information he had on porsche, he said you told him to call him"
Pete this time glared at both of them …and Nop just shut up….
" I will talk to him after this" Vegas looked at Nop with disappointment….
" No need to waste your time on me " he heard from pete
" Go…." Vegas is just done ..
Vegas looked at the vacant seat beside Pete and Pete just put his coat on the seat….
Vegas sighed and sat on the other side parallel to him…
" You never acted like this till now"... Vegas started….
" I never felt like this till now"...Pete countered with a harsh tone….
" Pete, is there something I did wrong? I was just frustrated because of something….and I came into the room thinking about that and asked about Porsche "....
Pete felt his little heart break again
" Porsche is from Bangkok only, he has a little brother and his parents died in the car accident. He was recruited directly because he saved khun kinn 2 months ago. He is naughty but he is a good person. " Pete paused for a second…
" That's all I know about Porsche, you can go now and learn new information about Porsche from Nop…."
" I am not here to talk about porsche ,Pete. I want to talk about what I did wrong for you to act like this, for you to get hurt this much…please"...
" You never did anything wrong Vegas, I just came to spend the night with you like any other time and you were busy so I came back and going to main family compound…. There is nothing out of ordinary here, you are just making it as a big thing…. I am not hurt Vegas"
Pete said, looking away from Vegas, head leaning on the window….
" Look at me and say you are not hurt Pete"
Pete didn't look at him…
" There is a difference Pete, you…." Vegas stopped talking for a second contemplating his words…
His voice became so low to speak further words
" You…you covered yourself ……Pete …you frantically covered yourself in front of me " Vegas voice started to crack…
Pete's right hand moved to his shirt and he clutched his first button when Vegas said the words….
Vegas heart clenched seeing that
" Your eyes screamed pain before they went blank…….it felt like someone punched me so brutally Pete"...
Pete knuckles got hard around his shirt………
" Pete, look at me…." Vegas asked slowly….
Pete shook his head….
" Pete…..please….I really don't know what I did wrong , you came for me….you came for me dressed in what I wanted to see you in….but I wronged you….I somehow did….and Pete please tell me ….I want to know…."
" You want to know?" Pete spoke the words still looking outside….
Vegas Nodded even though Pete couldn't see….
Pete turned towards him with his eyes glistening….
For the first time in the night Vegas properly looked at Pete
He could have mistaken the blush on his cheeks as cold, but the smudged eyeliner and the cherry lip gloss screamed otherwise…
And the tear stains on his blush cheeks…
Vegas is feeling more worse and worse by the minute ….
Pete got ready for him to spend a beautiful night with him, but he …..
" Pete" Vegas tried to come to him but Pete shook his head…
" I came to you today anticipating your reaction, I just got ready for you only for you….this khol , this lip stick, this …." Pete placed his hand on his chest and felt the inner fabric….
" I know what we had is not commitment, what we had would be remained in the four walls for the rest of our lives, but it's been an year we are together and I want to celebrate that….I was naked in your bed, waiting for you….but all I heard is name Porsche from your lips …
I don't want to embarrass myself in front of you anymore…that's why I ran away from you…"
" No, no,no…Pete you got it wrong…..I didn't see you upon entering the room, I was looking at my phone and asked a question , I didn't saw you how you were on the bed…but the time I finished my question I looked at you….and I was surprised….pete…I didn't ask question after seeing you….Pete….you got it wrong Pete…."Vegas tried to explain...
" It's not the first time… Vegas"
"What?" Vegas is confused now….
Pete gave a tearful smile
" It's not the first time that I noticed your interest in him….I just tried to convince myself till now that it's not what it was, but today it became clear to me….
I had doubts ….so many doubts…. They growed day by day….
I know I am not that noticeable Vegas….but I became practically invisible to you when you are with Porsche….
You let your bike to let him drive, you won't do that to anyone Vegas, you started to spend time with him and….
You didn't even let me help him in the hospital. You dragged me forcefully and didn't let me touch him , you wanted to do it yourself….you acted like you are jealous that I touched him…. You acted like my touch would stain him or something....You became possessive of him…
If you are thinking maybe I am in competition with you in getting him , I am not vegas….you can try him all you want…and I don't have any…….."
" I love you " Pete stopped his rant at Vegas swords….
" What?" ….
"I love you Pete "
" What?"
" I love you so much Pete"
Pete's face became angry…he wiped his tears fastly…
" Am I a joke ,Vegas? Why are you playing with me?"
" No, Pete…it's not ….you are never a joke to me….l Love you…..
Do you think I just realised that I Love you? No…I loved you for a long time….and I never had the courage to say the words to you….but now you are doubting me and yourself too….I can't…….I love you Pete, not Porsche , not anyone….You….only you…"
Pete burst into tears….
" Pete" Vegas came near him and sit beside him, grabbing the coat . Vegas tried to touch him but Pete moved away….
Pete didn't let vegas to touch him…
" Don't say there is nothing, Vegas… you didn't let me touch him because of jealousy…. Maybe you fell out of love with me after Porsche came…maybe…maybe…"
" Pete "....Vegas raised his voice and Pete stopped his words…
" Listen to me…there is no maybe….I was not jealous, I was angry not at you but at him…."
" What? Angry at him?"
" Yes, we fucked hard before that night and I know every bruise on your body, and when porcshe touched you even for help on your hips ..I couldn't watch it, I was so angry at him …you are mine, Pete....I was possesive of the marks on your body Pete
Really Pete….
And I don't have any interest in Porsche,but Porsche's background. There is something about his background that interested my uncle korn. I want to find that out. That's why I am trying to extract the information out of him…."
Pete looked at him without saying anything
Veags raised his hand to touch Pete cheek, this time he didn't scorch away, and the relief that showed on Vegas face ,Pete can see that too…
"Please, Don't you ever reject my touch,I can't Pete…I can't "....Vegas eyes glistened too…
" I am sorry….".. Pete said wiping his tears….
" Actually I couldn't stop thinking about what kinn said…" Pete widened his eyes .
" Yeah….I will talk to kinn , we will try to work together…."
Pete gave him a big smile….
" Khun kinn said if you agree to his proposal, contact Khun kim. He said if you work together it'll done fastly"
Vegas nodded….Pete looked outside….
" This bus is running in circles, I should have reached the main family compound by now if it's not…."
" Couldn't you come with me?" Vegas asked pete with a hope…
" I already made a scene there, I don't want to trouble you further…let's our love be a secret as of now"....
" Driver, you can follow the original path as of now" Vegas said ….
Vegas and Pete both got up and went to the front door….
Vegas hugged Pete tightly and moved his hands in the back, he felt the inner material through the shirt …. Pete's breath hitched….
" I am sorry to make you feel like this, especially when you are vulnerable and beautiful for me today …I am really sorry I didn't appreciate you"....
Pete broke the hug…." Vegas it's ok, we can't change what happened, I am happy at the end of the day, that's what that counts….All's well that ends well, right?"
Bus halted and Vegas got down from the bus….
Pete stood on the steps….Vegas is going away....
"Vegas "….Pete called him… Vegas turned around…
Pete signalled him to come closer …
Vegas moved towards the bus again….
Pete bends down till he is facing Vegas….
And pecked him on his lips….
" I love you too…" Pete said looking into his eyes….
Vegas blinked ….
" Your eyes…." Vegas whispered…
"What?"
Vegas shook his head " Nothing…go" and kissed Pete's cheek…
Vegas stood there even when the bus went away…
More than the kiss , more than the words, Vegas saw the glint in Pete's eyes. He never saw that in Pete's eyes till now….
And he vowed at the moment he will try his whole life not to let anyone remove that from Pete's eyes for him…..
" We need to talk" he said into the burner phone….to his dangerous cousin ….kim…. Theerapanyakul….
