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How Can I be Enough
I thought if I gave all of my heart,
you’d stay by my side.
I believed that if I poured and poured,
I’d fill your vase.
I thought if I broke down every essence of my being,
you’d see me.
But I am not enough.
I willingly offered every ounce of me.
My spirit ready and waiting to take your hand into mine…
But I am not enough.
And I sit.
And wait.
And wonder.
Will you ever love me?
…
I understand
But it still hurts
So I look away
Because I have become too shameful to swallow.
Cut myself up and blended them together.
And still I choke.
I choked.
I am suffocating.
You.
