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I just finished taunting Izuku for the day ready to go home. It was funny to throw his little hero notebook out the window that nerd needs to know he doesn't need to be a hero to earn anything from me. All he needs to do is let me take care of him as a boyfriend should. If he can just get that through his little skull then I won't have to bully him so much. I hate to do it but at the same time I love being the reason for all these emotions, just seeing this tearful face makes me happy but sad because his smile is so beautiful to me. Sometimes I wish there weren't such things as quirks then little asshole, young me, I wouldn't have to feel the need to bully him for not having one. It was between our first and second years of middle school that I realized I loved him and always will. Deku does have feelings for me I need him to realize it's more than just admiration it's love too.
Walking down the hallway I can see some of the students who stayed behind for clubs and other things start running to the front of the school. What is going on is there a hero fight out if there is then I need to see Izuku's cute little face. I love when he scrunches his little nose when writing in his notebook. Now I feel bad for throwing it out the window can he even write in it now? It is best to just calmly walk out the best I could since I love watching hero fights too. When getting outside I can see everyone gathering around something seeing it is not a hero fight since there are no heroes out here. I just want to see what they are seeing, is it another dead animal or a student project they are showing off?
When getting closer I can get a strong smell of copper as if something did die but what is it? Pushing past people to get even closer all I see was red and green. W-Why is there green in the red puddles I don't understand this. Feeling my chest getting heavy and tight it feels like I couldn't breathe. My cheeks feel wet all of a sudden as I can feel something run down my face. I couldn't believe what I was seeing and I refuse to believe he can't be. IZUKU CAN'T BE DEAD HE WOULDN'T DO THAT TO ME!! Running past everyone so they wouldn't see what could be on my face. It was hard to run my chest getting tighter, my breathing, even more, faster than when I normally run. I don't understand what's going on with my body I never felt like this before.
Seeing my house in the distance I could say relief has washed over me but it doesn't feel that way. Opening and slamming the door running past mom straight to my bedroom. Just to slam me onto the bed and scream. I just start flashbacking when I and Izuku were happy. The playground where we always played was when we were the happiest when it is just the two of us. Now I wish I can go back in time to kick my younger self ass for hitting his hand and abandoning him. Now I would gladly take his hand if it meant I could save him like I was supposed to. He should be happy with me not rotting in the ground why does life have to be cruel? Why did I have to be so cruel to him? Izuku deserves the world and I took that away from him. What kind of boyfriend does that? No boyfriend does that to their lover and I did.
There has to be a way to bring him back I know there has to be a way. With quirks, anything could be possible, right? Maybe there is someone out there who can bring the dead back to life. I know technology has advanced so much with quirks. Maybe I can bring him back as an android, they say in a couple of years they will be available to the public. I know with quirks you can download a person's memories to a computer. Now that I think about it Izuku doesn't need those bad memories of us, he only needs to good ones and the ones we are going to make together again. There could be so many ways to bring him back to me. He won't say down I know Deku and he never stays down. He just needs help getting back up this time so he can open his eyes again. I, Katsuki Bakugou, will be the first person he will see. Oh how he will love that, lovers reunited again after overcoming an obstacle in their way. That would be just so romantic don't you think? There is only one problem I really don't know about robotics and engineering. Well with the internet and me going to UA, I can learn and maybe take biology so I can know how the human body works. I know quirks can be unpredictable so I don't know if I can trust a quirk to bring him back. With robotics, I will be able to control everything when it comes to bringing him back to me.
Now I can't even wait to get started rushing to my computer so I can learn the basics. I am at the top of my class for a reason this shouldn't be hard at all to learn. Going to youtube and other robotics sites so I can get information on what I need to do so I don't fuck shit up. So far it isn't too bad it's only when getting to the more advanced stuff is when I don't understand it but that will come with time. It could be easy if you know where to put wires but what I didn't know and found out was you need programming too. This is going to be one long journey of learning and I am ready for it. Whatever it takes to get my Izuku back to me. Then forever he will stay by my side whatever it takes.