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Neither of them knows how it all started. The carnal desire, the need, the lust, the lies, the passion……..the sex.
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Keigo lost his mate soon after their wedding and no one’s ever been able to fill in that empty void he felt each and every night he went to bed. It was just so difficult to forget when his whole life revolved around Touya.
Touya who always hugged him to sleep.
Touya who knew he hated the dark so he’d always make sure to leave the light on in the hallway.
Touya who always kissed and made him feel better after a harsh day at patrol work.
Touya who made his life complete each and every night whenever they'd connect their bodies to make love.
One of the perks about being with a fire based hero was that the alpha was always incredibly warm compared to his cold body. It was a perk he missed dearly. The night his mate died so did he not physically but internally. Keigo wasn’t ready to give up on Touya, he had searched weeks for any traces of his body, but all he found was a small piece of jaw that was later confirmed to be Touya’s through a DNA sample. The alpha’s family hosted a funeral service that Keigo didn’t attend to, there was no body! What exactly were they gonna bury?! Besides, Touya could’ve still been out there! But the more time passed by, the less hopeful the omega was……at this point Keigo at least wanted a body to mourn. But nothing ever appeared on the battle field, just ash, despair and sorrow.
After two year’s of desperately searching and asking around for his lost lover, Keigo eventually gave up, on the search, not the love he had for his late husband. That could never go away…….
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Infiltrating the league was a mission that had been assigned to him by the commission in hopes of helping him cope with the loss of his alpha and hopefully also distract him. They didn’t succeed. If anything he was hurting even more. Because despite being villains some members from the league had managed to find love. There was a total of four mated pairs. Keigo envied them all. They’d stare lovingly at one another, their scents were also calming and you could just feel the love that radiated from their bodies…..it reminded him an awful lot of when he was with Touya.
During meetings he’d often excuse himself to go cry in the bathroom. Why couldn’t he just forget?……Find someone else and move on. He has tried. Even tried to have sex with a complete stranger when he had gone into a bar late one night to drink away his sorrows, but once both their clothes came off he felt nothing! Absolutely nothing! He couldn’t even pretend, so he just left, luckily the man didn’t pressure or try to force him into anything.
Then something strange happened on one particular night when he was called in for a meeting. Keigo had momentarily stepped out the building for some fresh air, on his way back in he encountered Dabi. Ever since he met him the fire user had always been a mystery, he never spoke or even moved a muscle, he’d simply sit there staring at the winged hero whenever he came over.
‘You smell.” He had muttered under his breath.
“Excuse me?”
It wasn’t rude and Keigo knew exactly what the alpha was talking about. Shit! Hawks had his head all over the gutters in the morning that he had completely forgotten to put on his scent patches to cover up that divine scent he had, a scent Touya loved to sniff and suck on. Cherries and—
“Apples.”
“What?”
“You smell like apples.”
“I’ll leave if it bothers you.” Dabi doesn’t say anything simply pushes him towards the wall placing both arms on either side of his face. For the first time Keigo actually stares at the villain……and his eyes! They reminded him so much of Touya. How come he’s never noticed how beautiful the villains eyes were. And speaking of similarities Dabi also had a fire based quirk.
“It doesn’t bother me. I like it. It’s—“
fresh and just the right amount of sweet…..
Hawks suddenly found himself crashing their lips together! Dabi is quick to stop him, Keigo was about to apologize when the villain guides him further down the hall and straight into his bedroom.
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This was a mistake but his soaking panties didn’t lie! He wanted it just as much as Dabi did! The villain was making him feel stuff! Making him feel things he hadn’t felt since Touya! This was wrong! But he couldn’t stop his mouth from bobbing up and down the alphas thick shaft.
And then it happened…….they were having sex. It was hot and very rough, but felt incredible! Plus Dabi didn’t seem to mind that the hero moaned Touyas name instead of his! Keigo couldn’t help it! The sex felt just like it did with his alpha. Dabi was warm like Touya……and held him close…..just like Touya would.
It was only suppose to happen once but the next time he’s called to another meeting he finds himself pressed against the kitchen counter while the villain hungrily slurps on his sopping entrance, making him arch his back and moan in pleasure.
“You taste so good.”
Touya………
Two times turned to four, then five, ten……Keigo’s literally lost count. The only thing he does know is that Dabi fills in that empty void at nights. The villain eagerly fucks him, always carves his mark on his body, always replaces fading hickies with new ones, no piece of skin is ever left untouched……. Dabi had even tried to bite him once, but Keigo quickly stopped him, it felt too invasive and allowing someone else to place their bite over Touyas was most definitely not in the cards.
“Do you like it?” Keigo moans loudly while nodding his head. Of course he liked it! This was exactly how Touya would finger him open before they did anal. The villain was surprisingly gentle, more than once Hawks found himself staring deep into those sapphire eyes as Dabi fucked him missionary style.
“I’m ready……please fuck me.”
“As you wish.” Dabi simply muttered immediately straddling him to sink right into that enveloping heat.
Hawks never once needed to close his eyes in order to imagine this was his Touya because, heck, even Dabis voice sounded like his husband. The avian suddenly cries out when a particular thrust has him digging his toes deep into the mattress while wrapping his arms tightly around the alpha’s broad frame. Dabi was being gentle, rough, nailing all the sweet spots that drove Keigo crazy to the point he couldn’t even remember his own damn name!
“I love you Touya….” He whispered into the alphas ear. Hawks didn’t know if it was anger the villain felt but now every time he’d bring up his husband’s name into the mix the villain would deepen his thrusts. Kisses turned to bites, touches turned to pinches as he was pushed further into the mattress. Keigo dares to look at the villains eyes, he didn’t look mad, if anything he looked sad……..
After months of steamy unprotected sex Keigo found out he was expecting. The commission wasn’t at all happy about this and as for him, he had mixed feelings. When he married Touya they dreamed of having a big family to love and take care of plus support every decision they ever made, even be grandparents if their kids ever married, and then grow old together until death due them apart.
The avian stares at the small dot in the middle of the sonogram photo. That was a baby. His baby and Dabi’s. Speaking of Dabi how would the man even react. Not good, he’d probably blame it all on the omega. Keigo sighs heavily unsure of what to do. He didn’t exactly plan to get knocked up by a villain……Dabi just made him remember the gold old times when he was happy with Touya. They were oddly very similar. But you can’t be with someone just because they remind you of that person whom you once loved with all your heart, still do in Keigos case……its honestly not fair to Dabi or their baby. Keigo feels selfish! So selfish for not wanting to tell the villain! Selfish, for assuming Dabi wouldn’t want anything to do with it!
This will probably bite the omega in the ass later on but for now Keigo cuts all ties with everyone except the Todorokis and some hero friends.
For six whole months Keigo lives worry free, happily and healthily eating for three because yeah, Dabi knocked him up with freaking twins!!
The omega enjoyed every part about being pregnant especially the food! He also treated himself to weekly massages, mani and pedicures! Everything was going smoothly that is until Dabi appeared sitting on his couch late one evening when Keigo had unexpectedly woken up to make himself a sandwich.
“So is it mine or have you been fucking anyone else on the side?”
“Dabi? I—what are you talking about?” Keigo stammers nervously, quickly trying to hide his protruding belly, but with twins cooking up in there…….that idea was impossible! Not to mention Dabi wouldn’t stop looking at it!
“I ain’t stupid you know. So? Is it mine?” Hawks sighs heavily but manages to nod his head.
“They’re yours. I’ve never been with anyone else.”
“You’re having more than one?” Dabi smiles, immediately making his way towards the blonde.
“Twins. And they are very healthy.”
“I bet they are. But why did you hide it from me?”
“Dabi not now. Please……..” Keigo groans.
“Why?”
“Because this wasn’t supposed to happen! We can never even be together. I don’t love you, I’m sorry.”
“Then why did you sleep with me numerous amount of times?”
“Because…….you remind me so much of my late husband.”
“You mean Touya?” The villain whispers, now only centimeters away from the omega.
“Its okay, I can keep being your Touya…..” the villain teases, wrapping one large arm around Keigo’s engorged frame. There it was again……that powerful and invisible urge pulling them both into each other’s arms. Once again while looking deep into the alpha’s blue eyes Keigo only sees Touya.
This time it isn’t just sex, they are making love. Dabi gently but deeply thrusts in and out of him. They hold hands, kiss, the villain even sucks on his scent gland and it makes Keigo mewl………
“I love you Touya.” Dabi only smiles, cumming deep inside that messy pussy that kept on squirting all over his cock. The alpha then gets up, Keigo gets sad thinking he’s about to leave but Dabi surprises him when he suddenly turns on the hallway light and walks back in without saying a single word………neither does Keigo he simply let’s himself get scooped into those loving warm arms he remembers dearly and for the first time in years finally sleeps peacefully………