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Once in the dorms, which were blessedly empty, they straight to Remus’s bed, lips connecting again. They felt exhilarated, being able to touch and be touched, without restrictions. When Sirius was unhooking Remus’ tie, he detached their lips, looking up at the younger boy. Remus was following his every move with eyes filled with lust, pupils blown out, almost black in its intensity. That gave Sirius a pause. ‘Were they going to really do this?’
When Remus started unhooking his own tie, and unbuttoning his shirt in a rush, Sirius stopped him.
“Moony?” He called quietly. “Are you sure about this? Like, one hundred percent sure?” He asked, a little afraid of the answer.
“Yeah. Want to feel all of you Pads.” Remus answered, touching the tip of his fingers to Sirius’ cheek. Sirius leaned into the touch, seeking more of the contact, like a lazy cat.
“Have you ever done something like this?” Sirius asked quietly.
“Not really.” He said shyly. “I’ve done some things, but not like this.” He averted his eyes. “Have you?” He wasn’t sure he wanted to know the answer. A small tendril of jealousy tightening his gut.
“Same, I’ve done some things, with girls and boys, but never proper sex.” He said sincerely, sitting on the bed. “Can you tell me what you’ve done already? So, we can see where we stand, what we’re comfortable doing?” Remus sat in front of him, crossing his legs.
“Hm, yeah. I’ve hm, I’ve kissed some boys, here and at home.” Suddenly, he blushed more intensely. “Alsoblowjobsandhandjobs.” He said in a hush.
“What was that Moonshine?” Sirius said confused, Remus had talked so quickly that he couldn’t
understand what the boy had said.
“Blowjobs and hand jobs.” He said, looking down.
“Ah. So, the same as I did, so far.” Sirius said, smiling agreeably. “What do you want to do, then?”
“I- I want… whatever you want?” Remus said uncertainly.
“Moony, Moony, Moony. I want to do so much with you, but only if you’re comfortable with it. So, I need you to tell me, what do you want?” Remus uncrossed his legs, and scooted over to where Sirius was sitting down.
“I just want to be as close to you as possible.” He said timidly.
“Oh, my lovely Moonbeam, I want that too. I want to love you, will you let me?” The sand haired boy nodded. “Lay down for me, love.” He asked the younger boy, who was quickly complied. As soon as Remus was laid down on the bed, Sirius started to unbutton the boy's shirt, taking his time exposing his lover, maintaining eye contact the entire time. When he was done, he helped him discard the shirt to the side of the bed and started to take off his own shirt. When they were both naked from the waist up, Sirius laid his body on top of Remus’, kissing the boy gently on the lips. Remus reacted immediately, trying to rush the kiss, deepen it, but Sirius only laughed lowly in his throat and pushed away. “Calm down, love, we have time.”
“I want you.” Remus responded wantonly.
“I know, my love, but I’ll take my time with you. I want this to last, and to be special. I want you to never forget this moment, never forget me.” Sirius stated earnestly.
“I’ll never forget it Pads, nor will I forget you. I love you, Sirius.” Remus said sincerely, and Sirius felt his heart grow in his chest. He lowered his head again, and kissed the other boy fiercely, trying to convey his feelings into the kiss. When he pulled away again, they were both winded.
“I love you too, Moony of mine.” He whispered into the boy’s ear. He heard when Remus’s breath hitched, and lowering his head, he started to map a trail of kisses from the lobe of his ear to his neck, ending up on the boy’s collarbone. Not only that, but he lifted his head, and looked up at Remus, seeing the boy biting his lips with closed eyes. “Moony?” He called, and the boy just whimpered. “Open your eyes for me, love.” He tried to coax Remus to open his eyes, and within a few breaths, he opened his eyes. They were even darker now, and it made Sirius cock twitch inside his pants, a shudder running through his body. “May I touch you?” He asked earnestly.
“Yeah, of course.” Remus eyes glistened in the secure dark of his canopy bed, eager for Sirius’ touch. The black-haired boy, slowly, touched his fingertips to the boy beneath him, rearranging their legs, so they were slotted. He started slowly, following the touches of his fingers with small caresses with his lips. Sirius started with the boy’s neck, kissing wetly, and leaving a small mark on the hollow of his throat that made Remus grip his hair. Sirius moaned faintly at the hard clasp in his hair, encouraging Remus to keep going. He lowered his touches to the boy’s chest, pausing at each nipple, to coax them into two hard buds. His lips followed suit, abusing the sensitive flesh there. Remus’ moans were growing louder, his urgency clear in the way his chest strained, his hands keeping to their position in Sirius head, pushing his closer. When Sirius deemed that the boy’s nipples were swollen and red enough, he kept moving. Running his fingers to the side of the boy’s torso and his mouth to the centre of it, leaving small marks along the way, causing goose pimples to appear on his skin. Remus’ hands trembled as Sirius kept going lower, kissing the ‘V’ of his belly sensuously, his breath getting caught in his throat. Leisurely, Sirius started to unbutton the trousers of the boy beneath him, he was enjoying having his precious Moonbeam at his mercy like that. Before he could take the boy’s pants off, and really see the bulge that was in front of him, he heard a small cry of “Sirius.” He lifted his head, hands stilling in their task to undress the boy fully.
“Yes?” Sirius said, observing that Remus was flushed.
“I-hm. Come here?” He said hesitant. He wanted Sirius appraising touch on his body, but he was feeling slightly self-conscious of his body suddenly. Sirius rapidly went back up, until he was face to face with Remus.
“You okay Re?” He asked, worried he had somehow pushed Remus’s boundaries.
“Yeah, I just…” He didn’t know how to finish the sentence. Sirius had already seen him naked, they lived in a dorm for the love of Morgana.
“Want to do me first?” Sirius said, sensing his hesitation. That was an idea that froze Remus’s brain. He had never thought he would be able to touch Sirius like that, let alone undress him. Not trusting his voice, he simply nodded. Sirius got off him, and laid on the bed, waiting. Ever so slowly, Remus got on top of the boy, kissing him on the lips, to calm his nerves. He could feel the hard press of Sirius' erection against his. He started to move slowly, in small circles, testing it. Sirius deepened the kiss as a response, breathing harder. The little noises echoing in their confined space only embolden Remus to increase the pressure and keep going. With the movements, Remus could feel his trousers lowering in his hips. He stopped his movements, opening Sirius’s trousers, making their erections rub together more forcefully, only with the thin fabric of their pants on the way. After a few minutes, Sirius moaned loudly and parted their lips.
“Re, I-I, please. Oh, Merlin!!” He panted heavily, and it only encouraged Remus to grind harder and slower at the same time. “I need you to stop, or I’ll gonna come on my pants.” Sirius finished, placing both hands on Remus’ lower back, trying to keep him still. Remus started to slow even more, releasing the pressure he had on the other boy.
“Sorry Pads.” He said quietly, seeming ashamed somehow.
“No, babe. It was great, I just want this to last more than a few minutes.” Sirius said.
“Yeah, you’re right.” Remus continued his exploration of Sirius’s body then, noticing something on the edge of Sirius’ trousers. “Sirius? What’s this?” He had a black curved line next to his right hip.
“A tattoo?” Sirius said confused. “I’ve had for the last two months or so. I did it on the Christmas break, near Prongs’ house.” And he dipped his fingers on the hem of the trouser, lowering it, so Remus could see it better. It was a magical tattoo of the moon. It was a crescent moon. “It changes accordingly to the moon phase, so I can always remember when the full moon will be.” Sirius said quietly. Remus felt a lump of emotion choke him. He touched the tattoo lightly, reverently.
“Pads, that’s lovely.” And then, he lowered his head and kissed the tattoo gently. It made Sirius shiver, so Remus kept kissing his hip line, going to the middle of the boy’s body. He looked up at Sirius, who was observing his every move patiently. He hooked both index fingers in Sirius’s pants and trousers. “May I?”
“Yeah.” Came a breathy reply. Remus didn’t waste any time, lowering the raven haired boy’s undergarments, exposing his hard cock, which bobbed and slapped him on the cheek. He just looked at the cock in front of him, hard and curving slightly to the left, a bead of pre come on the head. He then, leisurely, spread his hand on it, touching it and feeling its weight. It was almost the same size as his, if only a little larger, with a dichotomy of hard as steel and velvety. He kept staring at it, ignoring the noises of frustration coming from Sirius.
“Moony.” The boy said with impatience, but Remus was mesmerized. He had seen, touched and sucked a few cocks, but none of them were as pretty as the one in front of him. He didn’t even notice that he had shared that thought aloud until Sirius said: “You’ll make me blush, Moony.” At that, he looked up, seeing that Sirius was, in fact, blushing. Then Sirius moved his hips, seeking more friction from the barely there touch Remus had on his cock. That jump started Remus brain, and gripping it tighter, he started to masturbate the boy beneath him. “Hmm, Moony. It feels so good. Your warm hands on my cock. You have such pretty hands, so big, with long fingers. I want to suck those fingers. Feel them opening me up. Oh, Moony.” He moaned as Remus tightened his grip, losing a bit of his control over Sirius’s filthy mouth. He started to rub Sirius cock properly, leaning forward, so he could suck the pre come leaking from the tip. He hummed into the taste, Sirius was sweeter than he thought, and the texture wasn’t so bad as well. Remus kept stroking his cock, while sucking on the spongy head, making it produce more pre come. Then, to help his hand slide easier, he licked the whole shaft. Base to head, going back down to suck on the heavy balls as well. Sirius continued to babble, but Remus was hyper focusing on his task, adoring every second of it. Sirius hands found his hair, gripping it. That made him pause his licking route, looking up. Sirius was the image of a debauched angel. Eyes hooded, mouth open, lips glistening with saliva and red from biting into it. With that pretty image, Remus went back to sucking his dick, this time wrapping his lips around it. He gagged a bit at first, it had been a while since he’d done this, almost a year.
“Re-Remus.” Sirius breathed, tightening his grip on the boy’s head. Remus looked up again, this time keeping his mouth where it was, focused on making Sirius moan louder. “Oh, babe. Your mouth!” Sirius almost screamed. He continued, feeling it get harder, leaking even more pre come. Then, more used to the feeling of a cock in his mouth, he started to let it go deeper and deeper, causing Sirius to stifle a gasp. Funny, he was the one with a cock deep in his throat and Sirius was the one gagging. He huffed a small laugh, smiling at the thought. Suddenly, Sirius was pulling his hair even harder, and Remus moaned loud around his cock.
“Re. Moony. I’ll… Please.” Sirius wasn’t making any sense any more, but Remus got the general idea. Sirius was going to come. In his mouth. Because Remus was sucking him off. “I’m go-gonna come.” He breathed. And after a few seconds of bobbing his head up and down on the hard length, Remus started to focus his attention solely on the head, stimulating the rest of the length with his hand. It didn’t take long for Sirius to start spurting his come, and Remus deep throated him, making the older boy roll his eyes to the back of his head and groan loudly, lost in the ecstasy of his orgasm. Remus swallowed every single drop that was offered to him, avid for his lover’s release.
When Sirius came down from his bliss, he looked at Remus and found the boy sitting near his hips, wearing too many clothes still.
“C’mere Moony.” He requested, strangely shy suddenly. Sirius could not believe Remus had done that to him, had touched him, sucked him and swallowed the result of his orgasm. And oh boy! What an orgasm it was, he had never come so easily, nor so energetically. His Moony was a pro at giving head. He was full on for more of that, and he could feel his cock trying to harden at the thought of Remus buggering him. He was gagging for it. Remus crawled up to him, the minx. Once he got face to face with Sirius, he lowered his head and kissed him chastely on the lips, and Sirius could feel the taste of himself on Remus’s lips faintly. He deepened the kiss, chasing the taste, aroused by it. He clutched Remus by the neck, and in return, Remus pulled his hair. They were as close as possible.
“Gods, you were remarkable.” Sirius said between kisses. “Your mouth, your hands, it all felt so good.”
“I noticed.” Remus chuckled.
“I want to make you feel as good as you made me feel.” He batted his eyes at Remus, getting hotter. “I want you to fuck me, Re. Like properly.”
“Are you certain? I mean, I’ve never done this, neither did you.” Remus sat on his haunches, looking at Sirius intently. He felt elated, and anxious at the same time. “What if I hurt you? Or if I’m bad at it?” It was Sirius time to chuckle.
“Two very reasonable fears. I know we’re both inexperienced Re, but I want you to. Only if you want it too, of course.” He spoke. “I read a few things about it, and my guess is: You did too?” Sirius inquired. Remus nodded, a bit embarrassed. “So, we both know how to prepare for it, so to speak. And you won’t be bad at it, Re. It may be awkward at first, but for all we know, I can be bad at it. And I trust you with my life, if you shag as you suck a cock, you’ll be spectacular at it.” He leered, making Remus blush. But somehow, the statement made Remus relax to the idea. He trusted Sirius, loved him, maybe even more than as a friend, if he was saying he wanted it, he must’ve been damn sure.
“Okay, but we’ll take it slow.” He agreed.
“Anything you want, Moonbeam. But can you at least undress?” Sirius asked, touching the boy's trousers and raising his eyebrow. Remus looked down, almost surprise to find he was still wearing his trousers and pants, he had somehow forgotten about them. Now that Sirius had come and was naked already, he felt more comfortable taking his clothes off. He took his trousers off, along with his pants, feeling not sexy at all doing it. Once he was naked, he looked a Sirius, who was unblinkingly looking at his bits. He looked down, he was hard as fuck, the bell-end red and swollen. Looking up at Sirius, he saw the blue eyes, hooded and filled with lust, looking back up at him.
“Moony?” Sirius said softly.
“Yes?”
“May I touch you? I mean, your cock. May I touch your cock?” Sirius spluttered, sitting on the bed.
Remus just got closer, offering himself for Sirius to touch. Sirius looked elated, outside himself with happiness. He started low, touching Remus’ knees and going up his tight, making they both shiver. He held on to Remus hips, leaning towards it, then he kissed the tip of the younger’s boy cock lightly, just to tease a bit. Remus smelled and tasted wonderfully, musky and masculine, with a hint of his rosemary and sage, from his body wash. Sirius was hooked.
Leaning closer, Sirius encased the tip of the sandy haired boy into his lips, sucking tenderly. Remus moaned above him, pushing Sirius’ away from his penis.
“Pads.” Remus mumbled. “I want to come inside you.” He looked into Sirius eyes, seeing it dilate, his lips parting and his half hard cock stiffen to fullness.
“Yeah, how do you want to do this?” Sirius asked.
“Hm, let me.” Remus reached for his trousers and picked up his wand. He pointed it to Sirius’s bum.
“Hey, hey. Calm down. What will you do with that?” Sirius asked, startled, sitting straighter.
“It is just a cleaning charm Pads.” Remus said calmly.
“What for?” He inquired dumbly. Remus just raised one eyebrow, sceptical of the boy in front of him. And then, realization hit him. “Oh. Oh!”
“Yeah, now stay still, please. I’ve never done this to someone else.”
“Have you done it in yourself, Moonpie?” Sirius teased.
“Once or twice.” Remus answered, seriously. Sirius’ jaw dropped, apparently his Moony wasn’t so innocent. “I was testing it.” Remus explained.
“Okay.” Sirius laid down again, staying as still as possible. Remus muttered the charm, and the black-haired boy felt a cold tingle in his anus and loins. “It tingles.” He spoke. Remus just breathed a laugh.
“I’ll open you up now, so it won’t hurt so much when I enter you.” Sirius nodded, trying to hold back the slight fear that was growing inside of him. “I’ll need you to turn around. Supposedly, it’s more comfortable that way.”
“Sure.” Sirius rolled around, getting with his belly plastered to the bed. Remus stared at it. Sirius Black had a bum to die for, round and firm, kind of like a girl’s bum. It was milky white and unmarked, smooth. Remus touched it, feeling the soft skin under his palm, then he squeezed it. Sirius moaned and ground against the bed. Apparently, he liked it, so Remus brought his other hand to it and squeezed harder. The answer was instant, and this time, Sirius also raised his bum into the touch, letting Remus get a glimpse of his pink, clean-shaved hole. Remus pulled on Sirius’ hips, making him stand on his knees, chest to the bed, exposing his hole fully. It looked so tight, and Remus doubted he would fit inside. Almost in a trance, Remus lifted a finger, and touched the wrinkly skin. Sirius stilled and panted hard into the pillow.
“Alright there, Padfoot?”
“Yeah, it’s a weird feeling, but good. Keep going, please.” He answered truthfully, so Remus obliged. He kept his touches light, increasing the pressure after a few moments of exploration, attentive to Sirius’ reactions. Not only that, but he stopped, grabbing the bottle of lube under his pillow, adding it to his fingers, making the slide of his fingers easier. Soon enough, he was breaching Sirius’ hole with the tip of his index finger, Sirius moaned louder. The lube was easing his finger’s way inside, and before he knew it, he was inside to the last knuckle, and Sirius was panting and writing on the bed, hips high in the air.
“How does it feel, Pads?”
“Feels odd, but good. Give me more Re.” Sirius pleaded, breathless, and Remus obliged. He now had two fingers inside Sirius, scissoring them to loosen his hole further. Sirius was now moving along his fingers.
“Gods, Sirius, you look so sexy, fucking yourself on my fingers. Is it good, babe?” Remus was slowly losing his mind, getting more instinctive with it, he added another finger.
“Ye-yeah. So good.” The only sound, aside from their occasional talking, was the obscene sound of Remus fingers squelching into Sirius’ tight hole.
“You’re so tight around my fingers, babe.” He leaned into Sirius, putting his mouth near his ear. “Can’t wait to feel you around my cock.” The beast inside him purring his approval of Sirius’ compliance.
“Re!” Remus had touched something inside of Sirius that made his spine curve upwards, his voice caught in his throat and a strangled moan echoed in the room. “Do that again.” He pleaded, and Remus did it, extracting another loud moan from the boy. He kept touching that rubbery spot inside Sirius, making him squirm and pant louder, losing himself in the feeling. “Re, I need you to fuck me, please.” Sirius looked over his shoulder. “I need your cock inside of me, love.”
“Yeah, shit. Okay.” Remus fumbled to take his fingers out of Remus and coat his cock with lube. He hissed when the cool liquid touched his warm skin. Once he was slick enough, he tapped Sirius’ leg. “Turn around, love. I want to watch while I enter you.” And with trembling limbs, Sirius did as he was told. “You look so beautiful, Pads.” He said, kissing the older boy passionately. He lowered himself and aligned the bell-end of his cock to Sirius’ hole. Keeping eye contact, Remus started to push his way inside, feeling every inch of the wet and narrow passage opening for him. “You’re tight still, love. You had three of my fingers up your bum, and you’re still so tight.” Sirius just moaned and kissed his jaw.
“Re, you feel so good. So big, filling me up so good.” He murmured, putting his legs around Remus. Holding him closer still. They were both moving in synchrony, kissing and moaning into one another. It didn’t take long for them both to reach the point of no return, grounding together. Their breaths mingling as they peaked and reached orgasm almost simultaneously. They stayed locked together during it, and only when their high passed, they disconnected their lips, still attached from their parts. After a few minutes of lingering gaze, Remus extracted himself from inside Sirius, lying next to him.
“That was… Wow.” Sirius broke the silence.
“Yeah.” Remus answered.
“Yeah, great show you guys, just remember to put up some privacy charms.” Came James’ voice from outside the canopy bed. Both boys sat upright, feeling caught. They stayed quiet, until they heard a snicker and the door closing.
“Oh my God. I think my brother was here. How much do you think they heard Moony?” Sirius was embarrassed.
“I don’t know.” Remus spoke quietly and reaching for his wand he cast the necessary privacy charms. “But right now, I would rather not worry. I just want to hold you and have a nap.”
“Sounds good.” They got side by side, spooning, and closed their eyes. “I love you, Moonshine.” Sirius whispered into the dark.
“I love you too, Pads.”
Within a few moments, they were both asleep, content and satiated.