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I jerked up, my eyes snapping open only to blink rapidly as my brain took a moment to catch up. I slumped back against my pillows, sighing heavily.
Just a dream. I closed my eyes and steadied my heart rate. After a few moments, I swiped a hand over my face, physically trying to remove the remnants from my memory. I glanced around my room, the still darkness unnerving me.
I reached for my phone, immediately regretting it as the light blinded my vision. I squinted at the screen, groaning when I realized what time it was.
There was no way I was going to be able to go back to sleep anytime soon. I set my phone on my chest, my eyes rejoicing at the lack of light and bit my lip as I worried about what to do. I really wanted to talk to Fumikage, but if he was asleep I didn’t want to wake him up. I debated over it a bit longer and made a decision. I’d text him and if he didn’t respond in about 10 minutes, I’d throw some clothes on and go for a jog.
I scrunched my face up at the thought. I truly despised working out, but it was better than sitting alone in my room or downstairs in the common room where I might disturb someone. Plan made, I sat up and sent off a quick message to Fumikage.
The immediate buzzing from my phone made me jump. I could feel my eyes widen as I quickly swiped to answer with a very squeaky, “Hello?”
“What’s wrong?”
It took me a moment to get my heart rate back under control. Apparently, my nightmare bothered me more than I thought. “Oh, I, um, I just had a bad dream…”
“A bad dream?” The concern in his tone dropped slightly. “You mean a nightmare.”
A little feeling of guilt wiggled through me, “I didn’t wake you up did I?”
“Of course not. It’s the perfect hour for me. Besides, I told you to call me when this happened, did I not?”
I hummed in agreement, “You did…”
“Do you wish to talk about it?”
I bit my lip, thinking. “I do,” I started, “but not over the phone. I’d rather talk about it when we’re face to face and in the daylight.” I added quickly.
I heard him chuckle, “Well, I can do something about one of those things, but not the other.”
“What do-” A knocking on my window had me jerking forward again. I squeezed the phone in my hand tightly, “I really hope that that’s you outside my window, Fumikage.”
“Why don’t you go look and see?”
I pulled the phone from my ear and squinted at it before bringing it back up, “I really hate it when you do that.”
He gave a low laugh, making my chest warm even as I felt my heart pounding away in it. “It is and it's not me, but you will have to go check the window to see.”
“Seriously? Rhyming? Why can’t you just say it’s Dark Shadow?”
“Where's the fun in that?”
I rolled my eyes but smiled all the same as he ended the call. It never ceased to amaze me how good he was at making me feel better. I got up and threw back the curtain to the balcony, my smile growing as Dark Shadow floated in front of me.
“Hey there.”
“Heya! Fumikage thought you’d like a lift,” he held out his arms.
I glanced back over my shoulder into my room, the remnants of my dream flashing in my mind's eye and causing a wave of unease to settle in my stomach. I shook my head and moved towards Dark Shadow, gently closing the balcony doors behind me.
I gave him a small smile, “Thanks Dark Shadow.”
“Of course!” He gave me what I thought was a soft look before reaching out and gently lifting me up as he began moving toward our destination. I did my best not to move around too much. Even though I was positive that Dark Shadow wouldn’t drop me, it was still a little unnerving without Fumikage there.
As we drifted away from my balcony and floated towards the opposite side, I could just make out my boyfriend's silhouette leaning against the window frame of his room, arms crossed and head tilted watching us move steadily towards him. Warmth spread through my chest at seeing him, my smile growing the closer we got.
Dark Shadow set me down on my feet in front of Fumikage, squeezing my shoulder quickly before disappearing. I raised an eyebrow at his hasty retreat.
Fumikage shook his head, “He wished to give us some privacy.”
I made a noncommittal noise, my eyes sliding down toward my feet. I took in a breath, trying to dispel the unease that was still clinging to me. A moment passed and I saw another pair of slippers enter my field of vision before I felt Fumikage’s fingers touch my chin, lifting my gaze to his.
“Do you want to talk about it?”
“I-” I opened my mouth and quickly shut it, internally debating whether or not to talk about it. I eventually shook my head, “I’d really rather wait for daylight as silly as that sounds.”.
His fingers lightly stroked my cheek, “It’s not silly at all. Come on, let’s get inside before you catch a cold.” His hand moved to down to grasp my own, gently pulling me inside, and closing the door as I stepped through. I glanced around, taking in the familiar darkness of his room. He turned towards me, our hands still connected, “Do you wish for me to turn on a light?”
“No, that’s ok.”
“Are you sure?”
I glanced back up into his face, hearing the concern in his voice. My heart squeezed with affection as I gave him a small smile, “Yeah, I’m sure.” I motioned around us, “The dark in here doesn’t feel as…” I trailed off, tilting my head from side to side as I thought of the best way to describe it. “Suffocating? Oppressive? Scary?” I focused back on him, “I don’t know, it just…feels more comfortable, I guess.”
He smiled gently, “Well, I’m glad that it does. But now that you are here-” He quickly spun, pulling me into his arms and wrapping me in a tight hug.
It only took a moment for me to shake off the surprise before I returned his hug just as tightly. “Thank you,” I whispered into the crook of his neck.
His arms tightened briefly before he gently pulled back, “I just wish there was more that I could do. Unfortunately, I can’t fight nightmares.”
“Relvery in the dark?” I teased.
He snorted, rolling his eyes at me but I still saw the smirk that he tried to hide as he turned away from me, “No, but I certainly won’t deny you that if you so wish. Come on.” He led me to his bed, letting go of my hand to crawl into it, and patted the space beside him. “We can sit and snuggle for a little while?” He tilted his head, waiting for my response.
My heart did a little flip in my chest, “Sounds good to me.”
It didn’t take me long to get comfortable beside him, laying my head on his chest and wrapping my arms around him. He pulled me snugly against him as he wrapped his own arms around my shoulders.
“Good?” I heard him ask above me.
“Mm-hmm, though I don’t think I’ll be able to sleep for a while yet.”
I felt him chuckle, “Good thing I wasn’t planning on sleeping then.”
“Oh?” I shifted, craning my neck so that I could look at him, “What were you planning on doing then?”
He shifted under me, adjusting into a more comfortable position so that we were more face-to-face. He stared at me for a long moment before looking away, “What I want to tell you is that I was planning on doing whatever it took to make you feel better, but if I’m being honest with you…”
“Yes?” I prompted.
He glanced back at me again, swallowing before he finally said, “If I’m being honest, then I would have to admit that what I would like to do is rather selfish of me.”
I blinked at him, knowing that my eyebrows had risen to my hairline, “What-”
He huffed, flopping onto his back and throwing an arm across his face, his words tumbling out, “I was thinking of ways to take your mind off of your nightmare and when you showed up in your adorable sleep shirt and too-short pajama bottoms, my mind went places that were not appropriate to the situation.”
It took a minute for me to process what he had said and when I did, I was glad of the fact that Fumikage wasn’t looking at me because I knew that my whole face was red. I opened my mouth to say something but he began talking again.
“I’m sorry. I really just want to make you feel better and take your mind off things.” He finally moved his arm off his face, turning to look at me, “I wanted to be honest with you. And you are extremely cute in your PJs.” He gave me a sheepish grin.
It was my turn to stare at him, gathering my thoughts at his admission. “Well, umm…thank you for being honest with me.” I cleared my throat, “And to be honest, I think you’re extremely cute as well.” I glanced up with a smirk when I heard him chuckle.
“Well, since that’s out of the way, what can I do to make you feel better?” He gave me a warm smile, repositioning so that we were face to face again.
I took a breath, “Maybe you could show me what you were thinking of?”
Fumikage’s mouth dropped open, his eyes widening with shock, “Wha-what?”
I shifted a little closer, “I said, you could show me what you were thinking of.” I gently placed my hand on his arm, “I already told you that I didn’t want to talk about my nightmare and-,” I paused, making sure that I had his attention, “I would like to know what you had in mind.”
He closed his mouth, a flash of something crossing his eyes that was too fast for me to figure out before he closed them with an audible swallow. He took a deep breath in, finally opening his eyes, and asked, “Are you sure?”
My heart warmed with affection and I leaned forward to press a light kiss on his beak, “Yes. And to be clear,” I pulled back with a serious expression, “I don’t want to do this just to take my mind off things. I want to do this because I want to. With you.”
Fumikage searched my expression for a moment before giving me the same warm smile from before, “When you ask me like that, how can I say no?” He pressed his head against mine gently, “And to be clear, I don’t want to do this just to distract you.”
I giggled, “Well now that everything is cleared up.”
He snorted at my teasing, his smile turning into a smirk as he leaned back to look at me, “So you want to know what I was thinking of?”
Something zinged through me at the expression on his face, and I nodded. He gave me one last look before he moved closer. I bit my lip as I felt his hand slide down my side, the tips of his fingers hesitating a moment before sliding under my shirt. I opened my eyes only to find myself looking directly into Fumikage’s. My breath caught as his hand trailed across the bare skin of my stomach, an ache beginning to start between my legs.
I let my own hand slide down his chest, feeling his muscles jerk under my touch. I slipped my hand underneath his top, resting my palm on his warm skin. I leaned forward, slowly pressing my face into the crook of his neck, and gently kissed him. I heard him swallow and I let out a quiet gasp as his hand dipped under the waistband of my underwear.
He slowly moved his hand lower, inching closer and closer to my core. Every moment that he took only heightened the ache, turning it into an intense throb that sent heat through my whole body. Finally, I felt his finger gently slide against the bundle of nerves, a shock of pleasure bursting through me, making me groan.
Fumikage continued to gently brush his finger against me, light touches that teased and made me want more. At one sudden stroke, I rocked my hips against his finger, chasing the feeling and he firmly placed his other hand on my side, holding me in place. I caught my lower lip in my teeth, trying to stifle the whimper that was threatening to spill out.
He paused, his own breathing ragged near my ear before he slipped a finger inside me. I gasped just as he gave a small groan.
“You are so wet,” he murmured.
“What did you expect? You’ve been teasing me for hours.”
He let out a breathy chuckle, “Hours? More like a few minutes, but I can tease you for hours if that’s what you want.” He slowly slid his finger back out just to slide it back in just as slowly.
My breath hitched and I arched my back, bliss coursing through me. “Don’t you dare,” I moaned out.
Suddenly he stopped, removing his hand completely. I opened my eyes and moved back to ask what he was doing when he pressed me onto my back, kneeling over me.
“I want to watch,” he answered my unspoken question as his hand resumed its position, his finger sliding back inside me.
I opened my mouth to tease him when he added another finger, making me gasp instead. I closed my eyes in pleasure, relaxing back into the bed. Fumikage continued his slow, deliberate pace. His fingers slid in and out of me with controlled movements, making me shudder with every stroke.
I began to rock my hips in time with his strokes and I heard Fumikage make a low noise above me. I cracked my eyes open only to see him staring at me with a hot look on his face.
“Come for me,” he demanded, pressing his thumb directly onto my clit.
His words, combined with the pressure of his fingers made everything inside me burst with hot pleasure. I slapped a hand over my mouth, not wanting to wake anyone with my cries.
After a few moments, I let out a long breath. Fumikage leaned down, nuzzling his face gently against mine. “That was incredibly hot.”
I gave a low laugh, “Well thank you.” He leaned back, giving me a smirk, and began to shuffle back onto his side of the bed. I grabbed his arm, “What are you doing?”
He tilted his head at me, “Moving to lay down?”
“You-” I stopped myself, heat rising up into my cheeks, “-you don’t want to continue?”
I could feel the muscles in his arm tense. He took a deep breath, “You want to keep going?”
“Yes,” I answered honestly, “I definitely want to keep going. But…if you want to stop here, then we’ll stop.”
He studied me for a moment then moved back so that he was kneeling over me. “Just to be clear, again, you want to go all the way with me…right now?”
I swallowed, not once taking my eyes off of his, and whispered, “Yes. I want you Fumikage. Please.”
He closed his eyes with a groan, pressing his head into the crook of my neck. I wrapped my arms around him, holding him to me. He gently pulled back, giving me one last glance before he stepped off the bed and began to strip. I sat up, pulling off my clothes before lying back down on the bed. A flash of embarrassment whipped through me and I briefly considered covering myself until I glanced back at Fumikage.
He was staring at me with such adoration that my doubts melted, replaced with a warmth that started in my chest and made my heart squeeze. I took a deep breath and reached out a hand to him. Fumikage eyes flicked back up to my face and after a brief moment, he kneeled back onto the mattress, the bed dipping under his weight as he moved over me.
“Are you really sure about this?”
I nodded, “You know me, Fumikage. Would I suggest something I wasn’t certain about?”
His eyes softened, “No, you would not. I just, want you to be-”
“I know,” I cut him off softly, “and I promise that you are what I want. Right here, right now. Is this what you want?”
“I know that when I’m alone in the dark, you’re the only one I think about. When I dream about this moment, you are the person that’s with me.”
I could feel the heat climb up the back of my neck to the tips of my ears, “Fumikage-”
“Sorry,” he leaned down, nuzzling against my cheek with a light laugh.
“No, you’re not.”
“No, I’m not.” He pulled back, looking into my face again with a smirk only to turn into something sweeter, “I want you too.” He flicked his eyes down to my exposed chest, the smile fading as his gaze became heated. I watched as he lifted his hand from beside me to hover over my breast, lifting his head to ask, “May I touch you?”
“Yes, please.”
I held my breath as he lowered his hand, the warmth of his palm sending a spark of pleasure through me. He sat back on his heels, bringing his other hand up to do the same to the other side. I closed my eyes with a sigh, enjoying the feeling.
Something hot and wet slid up in the valley of my breasts, making me snap my eyes open. Fumikage’s head was lowered, his tongue tracing a design on my skin as his fingers began pinching my nipples. Heat shot through me, the ache from before returning to throb between my legs.
I let my head fall back with a groan, “Are you going to tease me again? Because I don’t think I can take it.”
I heard him give a low chuckle, “No, I don’t think I can wait that long.”
I lifted my head back up, watching as his hands moved from my chest to slide down and grip my own. He brought our intertwined hands over my head, shifting and bringing us face to face as he settled his body over mine. I opened my legs allowing our hips to align and I felt the length of his arousal against my inner thigh, making a wave of liquid heat pool in my core.
I swallowed, my emotions going haywire as I stared up at Fumikage. I opened my mouth to speak but nothing came out.
He gave me a concerned look, “Should we stop?”
I shook my head, taking a minute to find my voice, “No. Don’t stop.”
“Then-”
“Fumikage.” He stopped, his attention fully focused on me. “Don’t make me wait any longer, please.”
His breath stuttered out before he took a deep breath, his hands tightening around mine and then I felt his length press inside. Pain pierced through me, knocking the breath from my lungs.
Fumikage halted his movement, his eyes widening, “Wha-”
I shook my head quickly, taking shallow breaths as I tried to speak, “Just-just wait. Please.”
He cast a worried glance into my eyes but nodded, clenching my hands in his. I returned the motion, closing my eyes and letting my body get used to the sensation. When the initial pain passed, I gave a small sigh, relaxing a bit.
“O-ok. I think you can keep going.” I opened my eyes and looked back up into Fumikage’s face.
He hesitated before giving me a small nod, slowly pressing further inside. Another round of pain flared through me, but I was expecting it this time. I breathed through it, trying to force my body to relax even as the feeling of being stretched too tight wanted to overwhelm me.
Inch by inch, Fumikage slowly filled me. When his hips were fully flush against mine, I finally let out the sigh that I had been holding. The pain had dulled with each careful push, still there but now only a slight twinge of discomfort.
“Are you ok?” he whispered.
I opened my eyes, “Yeah…yeah I think so.”
He squeezed my hands in his, “Tell me what I can do.”
I squeezed back, “Move?”
“Move?”
I gently rocked my hips against his, making the two of us gasp as pleasure rocketed through me at the slight motion. “Yes, definitely move,” I moaned out.
Fumikage dropped his head onto mine, groaning out, “I agree, but slow, ok? I don’t want to hurt you.”
My heart did a little flip in my chest and I tilted my head, pressing a light kiss to his cheek, “Ok.”
He let out a breath and slowly pulled his hips back, dragging himself out before slowly pressing back in. We began a careful, steady rhythm, creating waves of bliss that cascaded within me. Every stroke built upon the last, shooting sparks of pleasure through my veins.
I arched my body upwards, causing him to slide faster within me. Fumikage let out a noise near my ear that made me shudder around him. His hands gripped mine hard and then he pressed inside me with a single hard thrust that made me stiffen around him as everything snapped. Pleasure erupted through me, waves of bliss that made me moan aloud. He stuttered out a breath as I felt his body shake above mine before we both collapsed against each other.
We lay there, panting as we came back to reality. I let out a happy sigh, “Just to be clear, that was amazing.”
He choked out a laugh before he lifted his head to look into my face, “Just to be clear, I thought so too.”