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A bored Renjun is dangerous, and that sets off a red flag in Jaehyun's head in an urgent warning that he needs to find methods to keep Renjun distracted and prevent those around him from getting hurt.
The point is: Jaehyun never it achieves to keep him distracted for a long time, It is eventually someone will get hurt.
This is an ordinary Tuesday like any other, well… it would be ordinary, if Renjun didn't get irritated with the guy at the next table who wouldn't stop looking at him for a single second.
"He's bothering me, you should do something about it." says Renjun after putting a piece of meat in his mouth.
''Are you sure?'' Jaehyun asks, he doesn't want to waste the rest of his day doing Renjun's most disturbing wishes.
''Are you saying I'm lying?''
Jaehyun gasps for air, and Renjun smiles at his bodyguard's predicament.
''No sir.''
''So just hear me out, if you're unhappy, you can leave.''
''I'm not leaving, just tell me what to do.''
"Kill him." Says Renjun, taking the last sip of his wine to finally leave the table.
When Jaehyun took that job, he believed that he would just be a bodyguard in charge of directing and protecting the son of one of the most influential guys in that country.
Things started to get out of hand on Christmas 2018, when a boy tried to forcefully kiss Renjun while no one was looking, Jaehyun was the only one who noticed, and at Renjun's request, Jaehyun got blood on his hands for the first time.
Jaehyun would do whatever Renjun commanded, whether it be beating whoever was bothering him, or simply creating a trail with the bodies of everyone who Renjun believed deserve to die.
When Jaehyun took that job, he didn't imagine that things would be like they are, but he doesn't regret his choice, he loves that job, he loves Renjun , and no matter what the request, Jaehyun does everything without question, after all, Renjun's happiness is also his happiness.
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Renjun lets out an irritated huff when Jaehyun gets in the car, and Jaehyun knows he made a mistake, he still doesn't know what it was, but he made a mistake.
"Are you an amateur?" Renjun asks rhetorically from the passenger seat. "Do you want to get me in trouble?"
Jaehyun looks to Renjun for answers, and Renjun rolls his eyes before smirking at Jaehyun's pathetic expression.
"There's blood on your shoes, idiot!" Renjun doesn't wait for an answer, he just jumps into the backseat, and as he sits down, he watches Jaehyun's desperation to clean his own shoes. "Before you dump the body in the trunk, take me home, I'm tired." Renjun stretches out in the backseat, and Jaehyun immediately starts the car to get them out.
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The punishment for the mistake is not being able to touch Renjun for a whole week, and Jaehyun tries hard not to upset him, because an angry Renjun can be more dangerous than a bored Renjun.
Even though Jaehyun tries very hard to keep Renjun in a good mood, there are plenty of people around who could piss him off, which is why Jaehyun is sitting in the passenger seat pleading with the deities for his life as Renjun drives at 180 km per hour.
Renjun is very angry, he holds the steering wheel so tightly, totally focused on the road, and not because he wants to avoid hitting cars, but because he wants to go faster and faster.
It's not the first time that happens, Renjun doesn't even have a driver's license, but Jaehyun never dares to ignore Renjun when he demands his car keys.
When Renjun has a spike in stress, he always ends up on a dangerous adventure that could end his own life.
Jaehyun never understood the logic behind it, and he doesn't even dare to ask why Renjun behaves that way, but if that's what calms him down and makes him happy, then Jaehyun gladly accepts having a near brush with death.
When Renjun finally breaks, the car stops abruptly, and the force is so intense, that Jaehyun feels his body almost being thrown against the glass, and what keeps him alive and inside the car, is the seat belt.
Jaehyun wants to ask if Renjun is okay, if he feels better, and if Renjun needs anything else to finally relax, but before Jaehyun can ask, Renjun starts having a meltdown inside the car, he struggles in the driver's seat and kick everything his feet can reach, and he only stops when he feels tired enough to start crying like a child who has just had all his fun cut short.
If Jaehyun ventures to say, that it is related with Renjun's father, and if Jaehyun once again ventures to say, Renjun is irritated by the stupidest thing in the world, but Jaehyun is blinded by love, and even if Renjun is wrong, Jaehyun will always play on Renjun's team.
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Renjun screams, curses, breaks things, cries, breaks down, and even hurts himself when he thrashes around in rage.
He's tired, on edge, and Jaehyun just wants him to relax and get a good night's sleep.
Nobody knows that version of Renjun, not even his father, the only one who had access to all that horror was the own Jaehyun, what same seeing the worst version of Renjun, he was still hopelessly charmed by him.
Renjun is like a spell, and Jaehyun couldn't escape.
Renjun is tired, and Jaehyun takes care of preparing a nice relaxing bath for his sleep well that night.
The bath lasts about an hour, Renjun even gets a massage after getting out of the bathtub, and when he is finally in his own bed ready to sleep, the request for Jaehyun to stay comes up.
Renjun doesn't want to be alone that night, so he asks Jaehyun to stay, and moved by need and need for affection, Renjun asks to be touched, to be kissed, to be caressed and cared for in Jaehyun's arms, and when they finish, Renjun ends up on Jaehyun's chest with hundreds of questions with unsatisfactory answers, but that is Jaehyun, and he will never say anything to Renjun that could hurt him.
"Am I a bad person?" Renjun asks in a weak voice.
If Jaehyun is going to consider the seven bodies he buried that year at Renjun's request, maybe he should consider Renjun a bad person, but those bodies they were only buried because it was Jaehyun who killed those people, so he's not much different than Renjun.
"No, you're not a bad person, you're a good boy, a little misunderstood, but it's not your fault." Jaehyun responds to the sleepy boy lying on his chest, he lightly strokes Renjun's hair, and he knows it's a matter of minutes before he falls asleep.
''Do you like spending time like this with me?''
That night they were kind to each other, they made love, and even though Jaehyun finds someone like Renjun difficult to get loving anyone other than himself, he still prefers to believe the lie that they are sharing love, because any crumbs Renjun gives him, he will take without complaint.
''I love spend time with you.''
"I would be happier if my dad weren't here." Renjun confesses, and Jaehyun knows where this conversation is going.
He wants to believe that Renjun is driven by sleep, but if Jaehyun knows Renjun well, he knows that Renjun doesn't back down when he decides someone must die.
"What should I do?" Jaehyun asks. He knows the answer, what he doesn't know is how he should do it.
Renjun's father has to suffer, and only Renjun knows how painful it must be.
"For now nothing, let's wait a little longer."
As always, Jaehyun complies, and when Renjun makes the decision, Jaehyun is more prepared than ever.
If the death of Renjun's father is the only thing that will make Renjun happy, then Jaehyun will do that, after all, he lives for one thing only: Renjun's happiness.
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Renjun destroyed everything, he literally destroyed everything around him, and all he needed was a golf club.
Jaehyun looks at all the damage, calculating all the damage Renjun has done in a few minutes of rage.
The grand piano is the most significant loss for Jaehyun, the Bösendorfer is all destroyed, the strings are all ripped out, and it pains Jaehyun to see that damage.
When they finished having sex and Renjun felt inspired, he would play them a song. There were times Jaehyun himself would play something, just to calm Renjun down and keep him distracted.
The piano is indeed the most lost significant for Jaehyun, because even if he spent his whole life-saving his salary, he would never would get to buy a piano like that.
The vases handicrafts are also destroyed, leaving only the shards of what were once vases made by the most skilled hands of the century before last.
The frames are torn, the feathers on the pillow are flying everywhere, Renjun even destroyed the setup that was worth a whole year of Jaehyun's salary, and all Jaehyun could do was silently mourn without Renjun noticing, because although all of that meant a lot to Jaehyun, it meant nothing to Renjun.
Being born into the richest family in the country and into one of the most influential families can create one child completely incapable to calculate expenses, and Renjun is that child.
He never had to choose between one expensive thing or another, whatever he wanted, he had it, and for Renjun, the phrase in which 'the money can't buy everything' is the biggest lie ever invented, because Renjun has everything, absolutely everything he wants.
"Hyung." Renjun calls out, face full of tears and a tearful tone. Instantly, nothing around matters anymore, Jaehyun just wants to go to Renjun to hug and calm him down, and he does.
He goes to Renjun hugs him, kisses the top of his head, and tells him everything will be fine.
The damage around doesn't bother Jaehyun anymore, he wants to protect Renjun from all of that, even if it means going over his own feelings.
"I hate my father." Renjun says in a low voice, fairy by Jaehyun's hug. "Then you already know what to do."
Jaehyun doesn't need Renjun to repeat it, the order is clear, and if that's going to make Renjun happy, then Jaehyun will go to great lengths to be Successful on this mission.
''I hate him, kill him.''
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Renjun feels the car shake when Jaehyun finally closes the trunk, and in a few seconds, Jaehyun is in the driver's seat smilingly looking at Renjun, who returns the smile and advances on Jaehyun to sit on his lap.
''Should I reward you?'' Renjun asks, and the mention of a reward makes Jaehyun excited.
They are like that, every time Jaehyun concludes a clean, traceless murder, they fuck like crazy, and this time will be no different, maybe it will be more exciting, because the body in the trunk is the body of Renjun's father.
''I'm finally free of that old bastard, and it's all thanks to you.'' says Renjun, caressing the Jaehyun's hair and then kiss him. ''You know, hyung, you were the best thing that ever happened to my life, thank you so much for staying here, even though the job is hard, you do everything so well, and I'll make sure you don't get in trouble.'' He will, Jaehyun knows he will. '' I love you.''
Jaehyun doesn't believe a single word said except that Renjun will make sure he doesn't get found out, but that's only until Renjun has had enough of him and until the same contribute to Jaehyun getting caught, but Jaehyun loves Renjun, and as long as Renjun wants him around, he will be there for him.
''I love you, baby.'' Jaehyun kisses him, and they fuck in the backseat of the car, and for Renjun, it becomes more pleasurable because his father's dead body is there, and Renjun feels pleasure immeasurable in the death of everyone who he hates.
Renjun comes, Jaehyun follows soon after, and as they rest to follow the path of dumping the body, so they can finally return home, Renjun makes yet another empty statement.
''Hyung, I love you, thank you for today.'' Jaehyun doesn't respond, he just pats Renjun's back, leaving a tender kiss on the top of his head. ''Please, never leave me.''
''I won't, but you will let me, and one day it will be me in the trunk.''
Renjun gets up from Jaehyun's chest in disbelief, but it doesn't take long before he smiles.
''You're so smart, hyung. Maybe I should reward you for that too.
That's the way it is, and as much as Jaehyun is afraid of one day being killed by Renjun's hands, or spending the rest of his life in jail, he can't get away, Renjun is like a spell, and Jaehyun is stuck with it.