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Cherry blossoms are starting to be visible now, the fresh air combined with dust feel incredible to you. You arrived in Seoul in the perfect weather, you are so happy about it. But, you are also kinda scared of such a big city and not being near your family.
When you decided to move to another whole country across the world you never imagined how it would actually feel when you get there, until now. You have been in Seoul for about a week and you already feel kinda lonely.
You never took yourself on walks, say less, early morning walks in your hometown but today you decided it was a good idea and the time zone difference was still messing your schedule, your apartment was near the Han River so you went for it even though it was 5 a.m.
Y/n couldn’t let go on this feeling on her chest, it was almost painful. She felt very stupid for thinking about it, thinking about her finding her soulmate in another country. Her having some extra money leaded to this, she decided to leave it all and just follow her instincts, which to her favor they were almost always right.
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Jungkook just finished a live on Weverse at 5 a.m., these days he haven’t been sleeping at all, his feelings were all over the place and there were only 2 things that would make him feel a little better: ARMY and alcohol.
He stayed in the couch trying to push the depression away but he slowly felt it coming back after turning the live off.
The burning candle and the music made it all so much more dramatic but he literally felt like a whole was growing on his chest. He felt there was no air in the room at all making it hard to breathe for him, he took himself to one of the balconies and felt the fresh weather for a bit just to decide to go on a walk.
Han River was a long walk so he took a cab and stoped a few blocks near to walk a bit. He was wearing his usual costume to go out: hat and mask, hiding completely his eyes and hair. Wanting to rip the hat and mask off to breathe the fresh air he pushed to thought and with tears on his eyes he started overthinking again if this life was worth it for him to feel so empty.
Jungkook took a seat on the nearest bench he found, his legs not responding and his sight blurry, he was having a anxiety attack again, at this point he felt he was used to it. Remembering his brother counting with him to calm down he started the exercise of counting and breathing: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5…
After a while breathing he finally felt he was okay to walk again, and calling a taxi he was home again after 15 minutes only. Lately it felt hard for him even to go out.
To distract himself he went on his PC and started playing Overwatch 2 for hours but he became very frustrated when he started to loose too much he turned Overwatch off. Jungkook went on some internet pages and then remembered he had a Twitch account, one he made a long time ago when Tae introduced him to the “most popular streaming platform”
He logged in and realized no one knew it was him, so he could talk to people there. After a few minutes following channels and looking at the Overwatch 2 section he followed a cute girl that caught his eye, she was speaking English so he couldn’t understand much but he was amazed at how good of a player she was. He did some stalking and confirmed she was a pro player.
He watched for a while and he was simping hard, the girl was not only cute and good player, she was also very very kind and nice to her followers, making a lot of interaction with the chat.
Jungkook grew some courage and wrote a simple “Hi” on chat and when she noticed him he felt so happy and overjoyed, he felt like a fangirl at the moment but he didn’t care since it’s been a while since he felt interest on something like this…