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I wake up in a nightmare, screaming as the darkest fire engulfs my heart.
I wish i could shine like the brightest star, but all i see is dark shades of waves.
I just go with the flow, doing things that people expect from me, wanting tear to their eyes out, wanting to cry out. I dont want to be like the other guys.
Im just wasting time, wasting space, crying. Instead i just hide, like the darkest flame i am, all black like a void.
Why?! Why cant i be bright?! The pain surges as the dark flame engulfs my heart, tearing it apart! Leave me be! I cant see straight! Just let me crawl, just let me sprawl! I need my freedom, i need my space, just all of you get outa my face! Let me be! Let me scream! Let my carve my eyes out!
I cry myself to sleep, waiting for time to run out. I look up to the brights, knowing that i belong with the darkest flames.
Let me scream! Let me cry! Let me die! Let me leave this hell!
There is no bright place, all brights gone. The darkest flames not close to the darkest can be.
I am the darkest flame, dark like the void. Hear my name. Feel my pain. Let me be carved.