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It started like every Monday, Wednesday had introductory classes to the classical Spanish language, an advanced literature class, his bank partner Kent, a boy with long hair and yellow blue eyes, who himself was not annoying, just restless had to team up with Wednesday, Wednesday in herself was fine by herself, but this time I accept, Kent was not as irritating as the others, besides his twin sister studied at the same university, different degrees, if Wednesday is not mistaken the name of the girl It was Divina, the girl was studying marine biology, Wednesday and Kent left the room and outside of it was Wednesday's boyfriend, Tylerl, he had an unreadable face, but Wednesday knew him too well and knew that he was upset by Kent's approach to Wednesday the long -haired boy was stranger to Tylerl and kept talking to Wednesday, and gave him a piece of paper with his number on it before he went to meet his sister, Tyler snatched the number from his hands and questioned.
~ what is this? - he sounded arrogant - you're going to fool me
~ I don't know what you have right now -she says taking the paper away from him- but Ken is my project partner, I would appreciate your trust and respect, Tyler -she speaks harshly Wednesday
~okay, sorry
~It's the fifth time this week, and I don't want to count the other times, control yourself
~ha, see you Wen
Wednesday watched him leave, tired of Tyler's jealous outbursts, she even got jealous of her cousin Itt, it was exhausting and she wasn't up to shit, Wednesday had had enough and if she continued like this, she thinks she won't be able to bear that annoying attitude from Tyler ever again.
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Enid was in her introduction to the digital world class, the blonde was studying video game creation, and robotics, it was something she liked a lot, apart from being a fan of video games since she was a child, she loved mariokart and playing legend of zelda, Enid She worked hard to get there, she got a good scholarship, thanks to her excellent grades, she and her family hadn't seen each other for a long time, Enid got used to it, since she came out of the closet and confessed to being a lesbian, her mother kicked her out of the house telling her that he won't have a lesbian daughter, and well Enid told him that she didn't have a daughter then. Now the blonde was putting her things away, the class was suspended because the teacher Larissa suffered a mishap, Yoko was outside her classroom, Enid hugged her and Yoko smiled, they had been friends since elementary school, they adored each other, they were good friends and none of them separated much, even if Divina, Yoko's girlfriend was close, there were rumors that the three of them had polyamory, but they never denied or confirmed it, the three of them didn't care, Enid was tired of silencing rumors to around her, and she had too much to think about, in addition, the lawsuit against her parents was still standing, due to negligence, they refused to pay for her studies and stay, so Yoko convinced her to sue, to her astonishment her teacher Larissa help her a lot to manage the demand.
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Wednesday went to the cafeteria together with Tyler, the cafeteria was new, it also had many books, it was known as NeverMore coffee, Wednesday was fascinated with the idea of going, since Kent had told her that there were too many mystery and murder books , Kent's sister was the one who told Kent, and well Kent knew that Wednesday liked creepy and weird things, anyway according to Divina It was Enid who told him about the place, Enid was practically addicted to coffee with cocoa she had said Kent, and Wednesday wondered who this Enid was, because Kent and Divina always talked about her, Wednesday never paid attention to them, but apparently this Enid girl was interesting, Kent had said that even though Enid had hemaphobia She used to read crime books, and forensic anatomy, a hobby Wednesday thinks, but in another conversation she heard that this girl Enid was studying video game creation, Wednesday found the hobby of reading books strange where there were bloody scenes or descriptions of her having a phobia of that kind of things.
Wednesday stopped her train of thoughts when she saw that Tyler told her that they had arrived at the cafeteria, upon entering the place it smelled of coffee, lavender, cocoa, wood and slightly vanilla, the smell was striking, Wednesday sighs and approaches the counter, Ajax the barista greets friendly, and Wednesday orders his quadruple espresso with a foot of dark chocolate 87% cocoa, Tyler, seeing that Ajax smiled and was too flirtatious with Wednesday, gets angry and abruptly says his order, Wednesday already had enough with his toxic masculinity, so Wednesday only went to choose a table to sit at, and that's when he saw a girl with black hair, black glasses and red lips, very pale, she was drinking a rose tea, and next to her was a girl blonde with half-tied hair, white, he did not see her face completely, he only saw her profile, she had a shirt over another, the bottom one was striped green, brown and black, and the top one was black with the logo of a cat, Wednesday sat at a table behind them, and waited for Tyler with his orders, Wednesday was overwhelmed and irritated, Tyler always managed to overstimulate her limits and made her angry and irritated, he even managed to overwhelm her, but Wednesday had to continue the steps her therapist told her to take to achieve a more "normal" life, but it was rubbish, her therapist didn't even make an effort to find out about her autism, so Wednesday was thinking of quitting her therapies.
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Enid was sitting in her room drinking a hot chocolate with cream and marshmallows, while she looked out the window, she had to pay for the semester, although her scholarship covered 70% of her degree and tuition, she had to pay the other 30%, buy her accessories , materials, food and paying her part of the apartment rent, her part-time job was crap, she was not paid enough and she was having problems with her grades, which put her on an academic test, it means that if she kept failing or faltering In her attendance she could lose the scholarship and be expelled.
Enid sighs and leans her head against the wall, it was complicated for her, this situation made it very difficult for her, and talking to her parents was not an option, she sue them because she didn't feel like seeing them or starting a conversation, but is so difficult, her psychiatrist told the principle that her should stay away from people whose intentions were not good, even his psychologist filed a lawsuit against Enid's parents, which said that they were forbidden to approach her.
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It was Tuesday and Wednesday was tired of Tyler, she had put up with his damn toxic behavior for almost 8 months and she couldn't take it anymore, both Wednesday and Tyler's parents were friends, they introduced them and immediately Tyler asked her out, Wednesday only accepted because the guy It was great at first, but now what Wednesday wanted most was to get away.
Strange as it may seem, Kent was a good friend, he was nice and hung out with Ajax the barista, Kent spoke highly of people, he was a jerk sometimes, but the guy always helped, and now Wednesday was thankful that he was his friend, since Tyler became violent and Wednesday did not know how to react, and just when Tyler raised his hand to slap her, it was when Kent took it and twisted it, pushed Tyler back and told him to get away, Tyler wanted to fight with Kent , but he regretted it and walked away, since Kent had more muscles than Tyler
~are you alright? -The real concern in her voice make Wednesday look at him-Wednesday? ~yes, thanks Kent
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Wednesday after that Tuesday decided that he should end his relationship with Tyler, he was a danger and he was too toxic and controlling, Wednesday didn't even know why he put up with that behavior for so long.
She's here on a Thursday in front of the science lab waiting for Tyler, once she sees him come out she just says so.
~Tyler, our relationship is broken and you were the culprit, so it's over
She didn't wait for answers, she walked away without looking back, she was tired of all this business and if she was quick it was much better.
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Enid was in the library looking for a book on fantastic and mythological creatures, she had to make a demo of a video game, Enid had sketches of her characters and their stories, she just had to find out more about the strange and mythological creatures.
Enid actually found the book, took it out and put it in his name within 1 month, left the library and went to the cafeteria of his best friend Ajax.
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It was mid-October and Wednesday was looking for the book of strange and mythological creatures that she had to read for her presentation that week, 1 month had passed since the breakup, Tyler was still looking for her, but she ran away quickly or Kent helped her escape from him .
Now the librarian told her that this copy had been taken by a video game design student a week ago, and she had rented it for a month, Wednesday asked which student, the librarian smiled at her saying "Enid Sinclair" and there it is again name, he wondered if it was the same "Enid" that Kent always spoke, the last time he heard from her was because Kent's sister Divina told Kent that Enid was very depressed lately, and she felt tired all the time, Wednesday Her wondered if that Enid girl was real, because she never saw her near Divina or Kent, her wondered if she was really there, they clearly studied on different campuses, but they never bumped into each other and Wednesday bumped into almost everyone sometimes.
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Enid was in the cafeteria, it was Wednesday October 13, she was reading that book about fantastic and mythological creatures, when she felt a penetrating gaze from the table that was hexagonal towards her table, it was that girl, Enid had seen her many times, she was beautiful, braided black hair, a black beatle, in her hand a cup of coffee, and on her table a walnut cake with dark chocolate apparently, Enid looked away and continued reading, she was about to get up when she felt someone nearby, a shadow by his side
~I needed that book to finish my thesis -speaks in a monotone voice
~ wow -Enid looks at her astonished- well, sorry, you should have gone to the library earlier two weeks ago -she speaks ironically
~I really need it
~and I -Enid smiles - I have to prepare my demo
~my thesis turns out to be more important
~ of course -she says sarcastically- my demo is too, I'm at academic risk, are you at academic risk? -she asks ironically
~no -replies Wednesday looking to the side - can I sit down? She says looking away embarrassed.
~ if you like, she says, gesturing to the chair in front of her.
~ thank you -she says-I really didn't want to sound too blunt, but I really needed the book -she spoke looking towards the table
~ I know, you look sincere, -she says while she drinks from her cup- I propose a deal -she says smiling
~speaks
~I have to make a demo for a video game, create the characters, the story, and stuff
~what does it have to do with me?-
~ calm down, let me finish, you're a writer right?
~yes how do you know?
~ Divina's twin brother, my friend is your classmate Kent
Enid omits that she has seen him write and knows who he is.
*Oh, oh fuck, it's Enid, that Enid* thought Wednesday
~Are you Enid?- Wednesday asks incredulously-
~yes, Enid Sinclair, even though it's just Enid now -she speaks- then will you listen to my deal?
~forward
~I'll give you the book this afternoon, in exchange for your opinion of my demo, I wrote the story, I have it in my backpack and the video of the demo on my laptop
~ what do you win?
~ know if my demo is good and if it is interesting
~wow, so you want me to give you my opinion and you give me the book? -Enid nods- wow yes, we have a deal then, I'm Wednesday by the way, Wednesday Addams
~ I know, says Enid, hiding her smile behind her cup.
Wednesda looks at her and tries to hide her smile, this girl was strange, and she had something that made her feel her insides move pleasantly, in the most twistedly strange way she felt.
~do you mind if I show you the story now? - Enid says hopefully.
~sure, but first, I have to order another coffee
~let me invite you -Enid speaks- and something to eat if you like
~thank you, a vegan sandwich would be perfect
~of course
Enid approaches the counter, apparently the young man knows her and smiles at her, they both laugh at her and he gives her a ticket
~Ajax says that he will bring us our order soon, so- Enid says taking out her folder with the story
Wednesday opens it and sees the drawing sketches, they were beautiful, the light and abrupt strokes, the shading, the werewolves, the gorgons, vampires, even mermaids, all with a story, even if it was minimal, and Wednesday was enthralled to see the drawings. drawings and the macabre stories created, especially that of the werewolf, "a girl with the gift of howling at the moon, fled from her pack due to heteronormative rules, she flees and takes refuge in an old abandoned cathedral, where she meets a psychic witch, and a vampire, the wolf girl is reluctant at first, however the vampire manages to break down her walls, the psychic witch and the wolf had a rather strange relationship, the wolf could not transform, however the psychic managed to make her It will become a blood moon, the nocturnal lunar eclipse, where the sun dances on the moon, a courtship of the universe, where the sun dares to cross that slight line of prohibition and dares to cover the moon with its heat who lives in the cold shadows of space, and where the wolf destroys a supernatural being that threatens to take the girl's life, where the girl hears her bones creak, break and grow, her skin open and tear her muscles, torture where your skin is ripped and flayed, severed, where the wolf stands tall and proud, where the she-wolf emerges triumphant and swears her undying allegiance to a certain witch."
Wednesday smiles, it was a good story for a demo, the vampire story was good too, it was magical, it was as if Enid knew what it felt like to be like that, the way to describe the transformation, it's as if she lived it, Wednesday was amazed, The story of the vampire was bloody, raw, full of torture and worthy of the true Count Dracula, it was exciting to read, it made Wednesday's bowels feel like the caterpillars came out of their cocoon releasing the thousand infernal butterflies, Enid had something intriguing, it was different, and for having hemaphobia it was pretty descriptive, but amazing. Enid looks at her, intrigued and worried, anxiety gnawed at her, even Ajax who came up and gave her his order, did it quickly and ran when he saw the tension.
~the food is here -Enid spoke tensely- what do you think of the story?
~it's fascinating -speak captivated by reading- it's rich in plot and the scenes are so deliciously descriptive that they make me feel such a devoted emotion towards your writing, I want to see the video with the graphic images to delight myself even more
~Are you serious? -says Enid amazed-don't you just say it because you want the book? -she says unsure
~of course I'm serious, if it's true that it lacks more mystery, the description of some characters is magnificent, I really love how you talk about werewolves or vampires, especially the transformation of wolves, it's like you know what it feels
~ wow, yes, I really like her story, I've researched a lot about them -she speaks, scratching her cheek with her index finger-
~that's interesting, I've never met a girl interested in it, only my brother, who doesn't shut up about them, -contracts a smile- so, will you show me that video?
~oh of course -Enid speaks taking out her laptop and opens it- the graphics is still not good, she have to improve it, it's only the demo- she spoke while she put the password and looked for the demo- however the character designs are quite good she think , like the drawings in the folder- she says clicking on the video and showing it to Wednesday- will you tell me the truth?
~ because of her Enid, I'll tell you the truth
Enid smiles nervously as she plays with her hands, watches as Wednesday watches the demo video, and grits her teeth in her anxiety, lowering her hands to her lap, to hide her nerves, she tries to hold it back so the girl in front of her doesn't see it note.
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Wednesday doesn't know how her ended up here, or well yes, her saw a girl with the book her needed, she had the ticket from the campus library, Enid, the name came to hers head, the girl her had been anxious to meet, because of her nature strange, the way hers friends described, or rather the way Kent talked about her with his sister, Wednesday could swear that the girl was different from what she saw, the description her had in his head was nothing like what her had seen. she saw in front of her, and Wednesday also does not know how she ended up sitting in front of Enid reading and watching her demos of her video game, she also does not know how Enid's writing was so incredible, and here watching her video it was clear that the girl knew what she was doing, it was perfect, and Wednesday wondered if it was normal to fall in love with a faceless girl, until now that she saw it, because yes, Wednesday was excited to meet Enid, she hadn't told Kent or Divina, she fell for Enid, a very realistic descriptive image, but the real Enid, who was in front of her, was much more than Wednesday thought, the girl was precious, beautiful, rosing the divinity of the earth, Enid who looks insecure, and drank a coffee with chocolate and mint, which for Wednesday is sure must be gross, but the girl in front of her drinks it like it's the best thing ever.
Wednesday sighs when she finishes watching the video and looks at Enid, Wednesday's face is hard to read, Enid was nervous and anxious, she wasn't very sure with her things, she was always afraid of failing or giving up.
~I'll be honest with you -Wednesday begins- for being your first demo it's very good, it has that magic that surrounds you and that morbidity that seduces anyone who dares to see it, I'd like to see what you're capable of doing in the future, this being you first demo, leaves you wanting more
~ honestly? -Enid doesn't trust her voice, it's the best thing she's been told in years- I'm always very suspicious, sorry if I ask too much to make sure
~don't worry, I get it, you know what's funny about this
~ what?
~I've heard about you a lot
~Really? -looks embarrassed
~ yes, Kent talks about you a lot along with his sister Divina
~oh yeah Ken and Divina are one of my best friends, Divina is my best friend Yoko's girlfriend, I hope you heard good things and not embarrassing
~Well, it's interesting that you have hemaphobia and read graphic books on forensic medicine, and real atrocious crimes, also that you usually spend most of your afternoons here, or and that you don't get along with your parents -he ends up putting his lips together
~wow that's a lot, I guess it's not a good impression -Enid looks down nervously- I usually cause bad impressions
~Of course not, I'm interested in people who torture themselves with their own fears or phobias, and the fact that you moved away from your parents says a lot
~thank you, i think
Enid looks at Wednesday who smiles indirectly at her, both of them inadvertently end up talking until it's time to close, Wednesday is the one who says goodbye first and leaves, Enid remains sitting there without saying or doing anything, she didn't ask for her number Wednesday, nor did she ask to meet again, Enid wanted to see that girl again
~oh girl, that really made you bad -Ajax talks laughing- it's not for nothing, but ugh, it seems that the tension was very evident here
~ shut up Ajax -Enid blushes- it's not like that, she will never see me like that, I don't even know her number
~ Don't kid around, you and her spent about five hours talking and that, and you weren't able to ask her for her number -he mocks- if you like her, you're always stunned watching her go through the halls
~ yes I know, but she never sees me, she didn't even ask me for the book I told her I'd lend her, she just left
~ well Wednesday Addams is a rarity, Kent tells me that he is great in his style
~I imagine
~ she dating Tyler
~Oh -Enid is disappointed- Tyler Galpin, like Bianca's ex?
~himself
~ The same one who called Bianca a "cheating bitch" just because Bianca and her friend Lucas went for coffee?
~ yes him, the Tyler Galpin who also called you a freak and threw strawberry milkshake on your head at the anniversary party of Yoko and Div's engagement yes
~ fuck -she says rubbing her hands on her face-damn
~yes, that guy is crazy
~I know, Mmm here -he says handing the book to Ajax- if she comes tell her to leave this for her
~don't you want to see her again?
~yes, but you know, Tyler and I don't get along and I don't want to risk it
~I know -ajax smiles- I wouldn't let him touch you, you know - Ajax winks at him
~Ajax you are my hero -she jokes
~see you nidi- he smiles affectionately
~see you Jax, say hi to Kent for me
Enid says goodbye and leaves the cafe and goes home and when she enters she sees Yoko and Divina asleep on the sofa, Enid quietly goes to her room, and sighs relaxing her body, Wednesday Addams was a beautiful girl, Enid I was amazed by her beauty
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Wednesday arrived at her apartment and gasped, for the first time she felt different, her heart beat strong, and the image of Enid laughing and smiling remained very stuck in her mind, she was a different girl, she was beautiful, and after a long time the emotion she is more anxious than before to meet someone new, Wednesday did not plan to stay with Enid for so long, but the girl's charm was attractive and enveloping, Wednesday could not help but stay and get to know her a little more, after what happened with Tyler she She didn't think she would be interested in someone else, but Enid was different, she felt attracted to her since she heard her name Kent, it was strange because she didn't even know her and the girl already caused her that feeling of wanting to see her and know more.
Enid woke up on Thursday with a headache, she stayed the night before perfecting the demo and improving the graphics, Enid let out a slight pained howl that caused Yoko to run to see her worried
~puppy what happened?, are you okay?
~yes, I didn't mean to scare you, I just have a really bad headache and feel nauseous
~dammit, you're going to get sick, you have to stay in bed, I'll bring you a ginger tea with honey and a cake -talk- you have to stop drinking that disgusting thing you ask for with mint, coffee and chocolate
~thanks Yoki-says sorely
Enid sighs and hits her head on her pillow.
Wednesday got up early that day, cursing himself for forgetting to ask Enid for the book yesterday, and now he would have to see her again, it was what he wanted to avoid, the blonde girl made him feel things that Wednesday didn't want to feel, even deeper things, feelings that she has never felt, just by seeing her once she already imagined scenarios that did not make her feel herself, she remembers when she went out with Joel and could never go beyond a kiss, going beyond made her feel repulsive, and then with Jack, I kiss him more times, however, as with Tyler, I didn't go any further, the idea of going further with a man causes him a strange nausea, but with Enid not really knowing her, the idea of kissing her and going further made her the cocoons of caterpillars in its entrails blossomed and butterflies came out.
Now dressed and groomed, she sets out for that cafeteria hoping to find Enid and ask her for her book, but when she arrives she sees Ajax and an empty cafeteria, the young man in the hat smiles at him and bends down to get something under the counter, he tells Her motions for her to come closer and she does.
~Enid left it last night, she said she forgot to give it to you and she wasn't sure if she would see you again
~wow, thanks -she responds disappointed- we'll see you
Ajax says goodbye and Wednesday starts her way to class, although she denied it, she felt a little disappointed when she didn't find Enid, she hoped that she was the one who taught her the book.
Enid spent her sick days perfecting her demo and the story behind the game, it was Sunday, she had spent almost 4 days already at home trying to feel better, but she hasn't made it, her mind only thinks of Wednesday and she has to be honest, wanted to talk to that girl since she saw her, clearly Wednesday didn't remember her, they met once at a stupid pelegrinos event, where they glorify a colonizer and land thief, and Enid remembers her playing her cello, Enid was mesmerized listening to her It's possible that Wednesday doesn't even remember Enid's dance routine, since she didn't recognize it or say anything in reference to that day.
Enid sighs and gets up for a while, walks around the apartment in slippers and pajamas and prepares cereal with oat milk, Enid looks at the clock, Yoko and Divina went on a date, she was alone and didn't feel like going out, apparently stop eating meat if it affects a lot if you do not take supplements, basically no iron or vitamin b12, and Enid defies the logic of her food chain, and now she is anemic, and only eats cereal with oat milk, since her stomach only receives that for now, she is also taking a syrup for her appetite, Enid has not been eating anything, for months, she was too obsorted in her mind and in her homework, her late payments in tuition and especially in what her mother apparently decided being a mother and has been calling her leaving messages, although most of them are to criticize and tell her that she is disappointed and that Enid was spoiled and that she will never be anything in life, and Enid fears that she is right, she is terrified that her mother always be right about her.
~stop those thoughts -he hears Yoko speak who enters the door- I can hear them from the elevator
~Yoki, Div, they came back early-she says
~Enid it's ten o'clock at night
~ what? -she says looking at the clock- damn I spent the rest of the afternoon thinking
~yes, and thinking things that are lies
~How can you know what I'm thinking?
~you have that face
~ what face?
~the one about "my mother is right, I'm a failure", and it's not real, Esther's words are false, she's a frigid bitch who doesn't deserve you as a daughter
~Your mother- Divina speaks- your mother has never deserved to have a daughter like you, in fact when I met her I asked myself how someone as special as you came from her
Divina and Yoko stayed there with Enid, giving her words of support and encouragement, joking with her and making her feel better.
Wednesday had gone to the cafe every day, she denied Thing the truth, she didn't want to admit that she wanted to see Enid as a surprise, but even though she went in her free time, she didn't see her after classes, and she even asked Kent the hours of the girl and her waited for her outside some classes, however she never went out or saw her, and now it was Tuesday and she did the same thing again and nothing, but she saw Divina, Kent and the girl with dark glasses and black hair and pale complexion, she approaches, if he remembers correctly Kent told him that Divina lived with Enid, Wednesday swallows before daring to speak
~Kent, Divine and...
~Yoko -speaks
~Yoko, hi, I'm Wednesday by the way, for those of you who don't know me, do any of you know anything about Enid?
~ Enid -says Yoko- my puppy is sick -she says sadly- she won't come to class for a while, do you want me to give her a message?
Wednesday ignores the pang of jealousy caused by hearing Yoko call Enid "my pup", and instead responds
~no, I wanted to know if you would give me his address, is there something I should return to him
~ sure, but I recommend you go tomorrow, today is not a good day -Yoko speaks- her mother came to visit yesterday, Enid is struggling with her anger and believe me you don't want to be there
~ as you say -she says sliding a piece of paper and a pencil- would you give me the address
Yoko writes down her address and Wednesday says goodbye.
Wednesday for the first time pays attention to someone, and decides to wait a day before going to see Enid, Thing is amazed that she respects that, on other occasions she would go regardless of the person's feelings, but for a strange reason Enid It was important and Wednesday didn't want to disturb her any more than it already was, so now Wednesday was standing there in front of the door of Enid's apartment with a cocoa and mint coffee along with a redvelvet cake, Wednesday knocks and waits, a few minutes pass. seconds and the door reveals a haggard and tired-looking Enid
~Wednesday-she says amazed -what are you doing here?
~Enid, hello, I came to return the book
~ have you read it yet?
~ if twice -she speaks- can I come in?
~oh, yeah right, sorry, come in
Enid steps aside and lets Wednesday pass, the girl enters and waits for Enid to close the door, and tells her where to sit.
~you can leave your things on the rack and sit at the table or sofa
~thank you
Enid sees her leave her backpack and coat on the coat rack and then the coffee glasses on her table, and the same bag, Wednesday returns to her backpack, opens it and takes out the book and hands it to Enid who leaves it on the coffee table. Coffee
~what brings you here, you know you could have left the book with Ajax or Kent, you shouldn't have bothered, how did you get the address anyway?
~ your friend Yoko, she gave it to me and answering your first question, she told me that you will not go to class for a while because you are sick
~oh wow, in that case thanks for coming
~ I brought you your regular one -she says pointing to the glass of chocolate- with a red velvet cake, and I brought one for myself, to keep you company
~ wow -Enid feels her heart beat a thousand per second- that's sweet of you- Enid looks at her and closes her eyes- I'm sorry I forgot that you don't like tender compliments
~ok Enid -she says surprising herself- it doesn't bother me that... You say it
~That did surprise me -enid jokes- how have you been?
~well, I finished the thesis of what I had to write, that's why I returned the book to your hands
~wow, that's amazing, you're amazing, it's only been a few days, I couldn't have done it - praises the blonde- you always surprise me Wednesday
~ thank you -Wednesday speaks feeling her heart beating a thousand times- I'm sure you would have done it anyway, you made a demo and an incredible character writing
~yes, but it takes a long time
~ Enid -she begins- that's not important, it doesn't matter how long you delay, it matters how much of you put into it
Enid looks at her intently, her blue eyes pierce her soul and Wednesday is trying to be neutral and pretend her heart isn't pounding against her ribcage at full throttle threatening to jump out of her chest and into Enid's, Wednesday doesn't want relationships, her spent eight months in a toxic relationship full of atrocities, and her doesn't want to go through that again, her doesn't need that.
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After that day Wednesday finds herself more and more time with Enid they meet at the library cafe, and they talk about everything and nothing, Wednesday loves the way Enid laughs and throws her head back, it reminds her of little children , she loves that out of Enid talks about her favorite Christmas and Halloween movies, she loves that Enid loves the movie the promised gift, and she loves the HellRaiser movies even though they contain a lot of blood, Wednesday discovers that Enid laughs at her very sadistic jokes, Nobody ever laughed at them, but Enid did, Wednesday loves how Enid brushes her hand every time she gets nervous, and Wednesday loves how Enid is passionate about her tastes.
Wednesday meets Enid in the bedroom of Enid's apartment watching a documentary about a murder, Enid says that she doesn't like it very much, because they make her nervous, there are times when she stays alone and listens to things, Wednesday laughed at the way she said so, but promised to stay with her that night.
Wednesday was asleep in Enid's room when she woke up and couldn't find the girl, she rubs her eyes, gets up, looks around and hears a noise, Wednesday leaves the room and sees Enid in the kitchen, she approaches and looks at her
~what are you doing?- says Wednesday causing Enid to jump and scream-
~ Wednesday, hi-she says with a hand on her chest- you scared me, I'm making vegan cupcakes, I thought you'd be hungry or something like that, um I made coffee
~ Well, if you make them, I would love to eat them- she speaks looking into Enid's eyes- and the coffee sounds good, I'll drink a little
Enid baked the cupcakes and once they were cool she served one to Wednesday, it was dark purple in color, it had a black icing and a mini skull, Wednesday smiles, and Enid serves hers, it's pastel pink, its icing is light yellow and it has a icing, Wednesday smiles and steals the icing from Enid, chewing half of it before returning it to the cupcake, Enid looks at her with adoring eyes and rosy cheeks, Wednesday looks at her intently trying to read Enid's mind, Enid looks away and chews on her cupcake, smearing her upper lip with frosting. Wednesday, seeing this, wipes it with her thumb, causing them both to blush and look away.
They ate in silence, both giving each other nervous, longing glances, but neither daring to speak or do anything.
Wednesday was in her high heels, 4-inch heels, Enid looked at her smiling, it was the frat party, Wednesday attended because Enid asked her to
~You look so beautiful Weds, and those shoes suit you well, I love it
Wednesday averts her gaze a little blushing, It's strange how Enid makes her feel, her ex never complimented her when she wore high heels, she said it was silly for her to wear them, but she liked wearing them, and now Enid tells her that she looks good , and Wednesday feels his fast pace.
A song that Wednesday loved sounded, and hardly anyone could understand it, Wednesday gets excited and drags Enid along, Enid blushes but follows him, they both dance and laugh, Wednesday loves that Enid understands the song, and loves how she jokes with her, and Wednesday knows she's in love and fucked.
That night passed quietly, Enid and Wednesday were outside the premises that were rented, both talking about how they had fun with the other, after that Enid didn't control herself anymore and kissed Wednesday, the girl responded enthusiastically, but they separated, they they look blushed and Enid invited Wednesday to spend the night at her apartment since it was late, Wednesday declined the idea, saying that she had to do some things the next morning, Enid tried to camouflage her ddisappointment
Wednesday began to avoid Enid, leaving her on hold when she received messages from the blonde, asking her to go together, out or do something, Wednesday felt bad for doing so, but she didn't want to feel like her parents did, or fall in love like them.
Within two months Enid had given up on her messages, fewer and fewer of her were coming, and Wednesday found herself fighting the urge to run to the young woman's apartment and kiss her.
One of the last messages sent by Enid was
*Wednesday, we haven't talked much, did I do something that bothered you? If so, I'm so sorry, I never wanted to bother you*
Another one of them was
*It's been about a month I think, Wednesday if I was too intense with my feelings I beg your pardon, my mother has always told me that I'm weird when expressing myself and very intense, I'm sorry to bother you*
Wednesday felt bad, and he did not know how to remedy that, her still had two more unread messages for she and her prepared to do it
*Wednesday I think it's clear that you don't want to keep doing this, I misread the whole situation and I'm sorry for what happened, I shouldn't have assumed that you felt the same way, I shouldn't have kissed you, I'm sorry for all that, but Wednesday please say something, whatever *
Wednesday feels guilty, imagining Enid feeling guilty and regrettable for that night and for being away from her, made her feel repulsive, but Wednesday was afraid of how overwhelming those feelings for Enid were, she set out to read the last one, It was the largest of all.
*Dear Wednesday, two months have passed, I don't know anything about you, when we meet in a hallway you run away from me, you haven't gone to the cafeteria and you haven't talked to Kent either, I assume it's because of me, and I'm sorry for everything, the reason for This last message is to tell you not to be afraid to find me in the cafe, since I won't be going anymore, it's not for you, calm down, and don't worry, you won't find me anywhere else, Wednesday I'm saying goodbye right now, I ruined what ours and I don't know how to repair it, and I'm not running away, just giving a way out, and the most viable option is for me to step aside, it hurts a little, but loving you made me know that I'm not broken, and it makes me happy, A year ago I got out of an abusive relationship, my girlfriend was a daughter of a bitch in Yoko's words, and I know you've also gotten out of one like that, Wednesday I know what it's like to feel hurt by someone to whom you give all your trust... I I don't know how you felt when you broke up with him, but I know that you felt something when you met me and I know that, just like me, you felt something more than a friendship, and damn Wednesday it's not right, it's not right that you push me away and make me think that It meant nothing, because Wednesday was everything to me, and it made me believe that I could love again, it hurts and it's breaking me, and I accept your decision, but I thought you would have the courage to tell me that you didn't want it, I'm moving , and I froze my degree, I can't keep paying my tuition or anything, so I'm moving away a bit and thinking, I thought I should let you know that I'm leaving, but you don't read my messages so I don't know why I bothered, I love you Wednesday, and I think you love me too, but I guess it's just my imagination...bye Wednesday*
Wednesday finishes reading and falls on her sofa, Enid will leave, Enid is moving away, Enid won't come back, her Enid will go away and she won't see her again, and Enid loves her, Enid told her that she loves her and that she She's afraid too, but she'll face it because she loves Wednesday, in all her weirdness and all her sadistic bullshit, and Wednesday doesn't understand how a being of light like Enid can love her, all she knows is that she's running up the street to the apartment. of Enid, he only understands what happens when he sees the open door of the apartment and a young woman from behind with a cap and blonde hair and brown streaks on her back, with a dark blue shirt and a sweater tied around her waist, and he only knows that It's Enid seeing her turn around with a cardboard box while, she screaming into the door
~ only this one and two more left
~okay Nidie, do you need help?- Yoko speaks
Enid seems surprised to see Wednesday there, and stares at her without blinking, admiring a sweaty Wednesday with her bangs plastered to her forehead, panting and wearing a long-sleeved black T-shirt and black canvas shorts, loafers
~Enid? -Yoko speaks- are you still here?
Yoko appears and sees Wednesday,
~I'm sorry -Wednesday speaks- Enid I'm so sorry, but please don't go
~It's too late Weds- Enid speaks- I... I have to go, I didn't understand it until a few days, and now I understand it
~ what are you talking about?
~we, Wednesday, we should never have done this, I'm so sorry, I... I didn't know that you, you know, so it's the best for both of us, bye Wednesday
Enid walks past her and walks to the stairs to take down one of her last boxes.
~ Yoko, what is she talking about?-Wednesday asks her-
~ Wednesday, look you should spend a moment I'll leave the other two boxes for Enid downstairs with Div, and then i explained you
Wednesday does as Yoko says and sits on a couch still in shock from what Enid said.
Downstairs Enid says goodbye to Yoko and Divina, they both hug her and Enid promises to take care of herself and stay safe, although for Yoko that she returned to her parents was terrifying, Enid had already suffered a lot because of Esther and Murray Sinclair, not counting the morons of his brothers.
~If something bad happens, don't hesitate to come back Enid, you know I don't care-Yoko speaks- I don't even know why you're leaving
~Yoko, I don't want to live at your expense or Div, I don't want to feel useless or a nuisance, besides Wednesday... I don't want to see her, not after what I know
~You should talk to her
~I can't -Enid cries
Yoko hugs her and tries to talk to her who stays when the truck horn sounds
~Enid, mom is waiting for us, hurry up -Enid's brother speaks
~I'm going Luke... Bye Yoki, Div, I love you both
Enid gets into the truck and drives away, Yoko stares at the truck worried and full of uncertainty, the Sinclair family was shit and letting her friend come back made her feel disgusted, she could stop her, but she ccouldn't
Yoko went back up with Divina and Wednesday looks at them
~ why did he leave? -She seemed anguished and hurt-I came to apologize and she left, I know it took a long time but...
~Wednesday -Yoko speaks- We know you're back with Tyler, and damn this is not good, you must decide and not play with Enid's feelings
~What? I haven't returned with that idiot, why...
~He told us -Divine speaking- he told Enid to stay away from you because they got back together and well, you know, he said horrible things to her and made her feel...
~Enid has attachment and abandonment problems, -Yoko tells her- she felt horrible after she found out about that, he also said that you were experimenting and opening yourself up to new things, he said that you wanted to find someone to make a trio, and they faked everything, so that she would fall into the trap, Enid is someone special and empathetic, she is sweet and kind, just... Wednesday, why would you do that?
~I haven't gotten back together with him, I haven't, he's stupid, I like Enid, I met her, I approached her on my own because of a stupid book, then I found out she was amazing, I would never hurt her like that, I was scared of what I felt The night we kissed, I was terrified because my first relationship sucked, and I didn't know what to do, because I felt different, stronger, more overwhelming and I didn't know how to react, Enid made me feel loved and accepted
~Damn -says Yoko rubbing her face with her hands- so why did you take so long?- Yoko says desperate and sad
~ I'm scared -she confesses- I'm terrified of loving someone like that, Enid made me feel all that, and I just ran away scared, I was overwhelmed
~Wednesday, she is moving back in with her family
~ What? Her parents are idiots
~I know
~ do you have a car? -hopeful question
~yes
~ I need you to lend it to me, or take me
~where? - Yoko says confused.
~ To Enid -Divine speaks- obviously, she wants to follow the truck, right?
~Yes
Yoko smiles and takes the keys, the three get into the car. Wednesday is the co-driver and Yoko is the driver, Divina is behind while encouraging Yoko to drive fast and go through the traffic lights.
Enid was leaning her head against the window, with her headphones, listening over and over again to the same song that she danced with Wednesday that day, while her tears ran down her cheeks, her brother looked at her sympathetically, her sister would live hell in her house, her mother was angry with her, and the others disowned her for being a lesbian and running away from home, but Luke was the one who protected her the most and would do it if things got difficult.
Enid wipes her tears with force and grabs her hair in despair, she is overwhelmed with feeling those feelings, she knows that she loves Wednesday and she has done so for a long time, and it hurt, it hurt so much that Enid wanted to rip her heart out to stop feeling and live.
~I keep thinking -Divina speaking- that it's funny
~ what? -Wednesday asks
~ that you do not remember us
~ have we met before?
~yes -speaks Yoko honking -Damn idiot be careful -her yells at a motorbike driver
~ from where?
~the Crackstone celebration or whatever you call it -says Yoko
~Enid and Yoko did a dance routine, you played the cello, Enid fell in love with you then
~Wait a second- Wednesday speaks- Enid had blonde hair with some pink and blue streaks?
~ yes -Yoko responds- it was my fucking lane -she yells again- yes that was her
Now Wednesday remembers it perfectly, the girl who danced an urban and street dance, she looked beautiful, Wednesday remembers it perfectly now, then everyone fled because Thing burned the statue.
~there is the truck -Divina speaks- Let's go Yoko quickly
~you must get ahead of them -speaks Wednesday
~yup -says Yoko
Yoko gets ahead of the truck, Luke honks scaring Enid who had fallen asleep, she clears the sleep from her eyes and looks ahead
~it's Yoko's car -whispers
~what?
~Watch out!
Luke brakes in time and Enid looks ahead and sees Wednesday getting out of the car while other cars hit the horn behind the truck that was left horizontal on the road, blocking the way.
~Enid! -screams- please can you come down? -a little plea
Enid looks at her and looks at Luke, Enid opens the door and gets down with difficulty since the height of the truck was quite high, Enid walks slowly towards Wednesday, but the girl runs towards Enid and hugs her, Enid is still waiting, then Wednesday puts her hands on Enid's cheeks and kisses her, deep and passionate, Enid now processes it and kisses her in the same way, circling Wednesday's waist.
Some drivers began to yell at them and offend tthe
~Shut the fuck up!- Yoko spoke furiously to the drivers who were honking their horns-
Wednesday pulls away from Enid for air.
~Wednesday what...
~I'm sorry -he speaks- I got scared and ran away, but I didn't go back with my ex, I wouldn't, ever, because I love you, and I just got terrified, I felt a lot, and I was afraid of this because I haven't felt it Never before, I just felt a lot of fear and I didn't want to accept that it was you who I wanted, I didn't want to do it because I didn't want to hurt you, and I just had never felt this, until you appeared, and you're right, I felt it too, I don't know How to express how much I love you Enid, please don't go, don't go back to your fucking family, stay with me, please
~I love you Weds, always, I was hurt because I thought you didn't love me and I just... I'm so sorry I didn't listen to you sooner -she gasps for air- I just got scared too
~don't apologize, I caused this, I just need you to stay with me and never leave
Enid smiles at her and nods, kissing her again.
A week later Enid woke up next to Wednesday in the latter's apartment, they were both holding each other, Wednesday caressing Enid's bare arm, Enid hummed in acknowledgment and then opened her eyes to see Wednesday smile slightly, Enid rises slightly to manage to kiss Wednesday on the lips, Wednesday looks at her and her eyes shine when she sees Enid's smile, it was magical to wake up like this, next to the person she knew was the love of her life, Enid knew it too, Enid chased the Wednesday's lips to kiss her better, knowing Wednesday's lap to be able to kiss her better and feel her close, Wednesday loved when Enid did that, it had only been a week, but for both girls it was difficult to control themselves, especially Wednesday the girl loved Enid and she loved how Enid hugged her and kissed her, Enid took advantage of looking for a job now that her career was frozen, she wanted to save to pay for her semester when she was able to reintegrate, Wednesday had offered to help her, however Enid refused saying that she was fine and that anyway Anyway, she needed to rest and improve her health, anemia was something that Enid suffered from constantly, it was difficult to deal with it constantly Yoko helped her a lot along with Divina, and now she had Wednesday, who forced her to take her medicines no matter what Enid said they tasted bad.
Enid moved in with Wednesday the same day Wednesday stopped the moving truck, threatening Enid's brother to go back and take Enid's things up to his apartment. Enid was going to protest, but Wednesday gave her a deadly glare, one that said she to shut up and accept, Yoko bothered her all that week and she was still doing it, Enid was happy and Wednesday was in love, she knew that Enid was her world now, and Wednesday was Enid's world, they both loved and adored each other, they both did everything for each other and Enid just wanted to be with Wednesday twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week.
Enid remembers punching Tyler when she was waiting for Wednesday outside Wednesday's university, the boy began to bother her, Enid controlled herself by ignoring him, but when Wednesday came out Tyler grabbed her by the waist, Enid took Tyler's hand, told him to let go, Wednesday got out of the grip, stood next to Enid, Tyler started to fight and Enid hit him in the face, the boy was knocked out and Wednesday looked at Enid, it was strange to see that look on Wednesday, adoration, Enid looked at her and was about to apologize when Wednesday kissed her fiercely, Kent just clapped like the idiot he was sometimes, Enid blushed when she felt that Wednesday took her by the waist and kept kissing her.
Both Wednesday and Enid were happy living together, it was fantastic, and they were both happy, Enid looked more enlightened and Wednesday looked much less tired and exhausted, they both gave each other strength and love and it was the best thing that could happen to them, both Wednesday and Enid. Wednesday were for each other, they loved each other and that was enough, their love was pure and full of sincerity, it was real and they loved each other more than anything.
End