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yet now i find i've grown into a tall child

Summary:

Luo Binghe and Shen Qingqiu have a conversation.

Notes:

title is from mitski's first love/late spring and WOW is that a bingbing song

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Work Text:

Luo Binghe walked through the halls of Cang Qiong Mountain, his heart heavy with the memory of his past. He had once been a disciple of this sect, but he had been cast aside and left to fend for himself. Now, as he walked past the familiar buildings and gardens, he couldn't help but feel a sense of bitterness and anger.

But then he saw him. Shen Qingqiu, the man who had once been his master and the cause of so much pain and suffering. Luo Binghe felt his heart skip a beat as he saw the elegant figure of the man he had loved from afar for so long.

Shen Qingqiu turned to face him, his eyes meeting Luo Binghe's with a cool detachment. But Luo Binghe saw something in those eyes, something that gave him hope.

"Shizun," Luo Binghe said, his voice soft and filled with longing.

Shen Qingqiu raised an eyebrow. "What do you want, Luo Binghe?"

Luo Binghe took a step closer, his eyes fixed on Shen Qingqiu's face. "I want you, Shizun. I've always wanted you."

Shen Qingqiu's expression softened slightly, and Luo Binghe felt a surge of hope in his chest. "You know that can never be, Binghe. I am your master, and nothing more."

Luo Binghe shook his head. "No, Shizun. You are more to me than that. You are the one I have loved for so long, the one I would give everything for."

Shen Qingqiu sighed, his eyes flickering with a mix of emotions. "You are not the same boy I once knew, Binghe. You have become something dark and dangerous, something I cannot condone or support."

Luo Binghe took another step closer, his eyes burning with passion. "I would do anything for you, Shizun. I would be the man you need me to be, if only you would give me a chance."

Shen Qingqiu hesitated for a moment, his eyes scanning Luo Binghe's face. Then he reached out a hand, gently touching Luo Binghe's cheek. "I cannot promise you anything, Binghe. But I will hear you out, if you are willing to listen to me."

Luo Binghe felt a surge of joy in his chest as he took Shen Qingqiu's hand, his heart filled with hope for the first time in years. He knew that it would be a long and difficult road, but he was willing to do whatever it took to win Shen Qingqiu's heart. For as long as he could remember, he had dreamed of this moment, of holding Shen Qingqiu in his arms and feeling the warmth of his body against his own.

As they walked away, Luo Binghe couldn't help but smile, knowing that he had a chance to win the heart of the man he loved more than anything else in the world. He knew that it would take time and patience, but he was willing to wait as long as it took to make Shen Qingqiu his own.

Notes:

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