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In the Beginning
My sister, Eleanor, introduced me to sexual pleasures at the tender age of seven.
My sister and I were both adopted when we were only days old. We weren't related by blood. She was two years older them me. I remember how much I looked up to her when I was very young. When I was seven and she was nine she towered over me. I loved her and would do anything she asked me to do just to please her. On weekends we would both sit next to each other on a easy chair and watch cartoons. I can still remember the feeling of her warm soft body beside me as we laughed at Bugs Bunny, our favorite, and all the other characters that paraded across the black and white tv screen of our Philco, round screen tv. You had to let it warm up and it smelled like melted crayons when you got close.
One Saturday morning our normal routine was interrupted by a non-working tv. One of the tubes had Apparently blown and cartoons were not to be had that day. My sister suggested we build a blanket fort in my room. A blanket fort is made by putting blankets and sheets over furniture in such a way as to create "secret" rooms behind twisting tunnels that block all view inside the "castle".
We fussed over the design for a few minutes, enjoying the process of creating our own world. Elly kept shushing me so I wouldn't wake our parents. After the walls were up, we concentrated on making a soft 'nest' inside with pillows and a spare blanket from the closet. At that time my sister lay down on the pillows and pulled off her pajama bottoms. I didn't know why, but the sight of her bald pussy excited me in a way I never experienced before. I got a funny but excited feeling in my belly as I stared at her pussy. She smiled as she looked at me and spread her legs wide open to my gaze.
Sitting up, she grabbed my arm and pulled me between her legs. Her hand went to my crotch and gently squeezed my little stiffy, massaging it through my PJs. The feeling transfixed me. It was the best thing I ever felt. I remember being frozen in place with my mouth open and my eyes popping in amazement at the magic my lovely sister was making with my little boy penis.
Elly took my hand and placed it on her slit and instructed me how to rub her up and down on both the outside and inside. She showed me her clit and guiding my fingers on it with her own hand.
She pulled me closer and yanked my pajamas down before guiding me on top of her, directing my willie into her. Of course, at that age I didn't penetrate very far and her coaching my movement up and down only served to constantly pop me out of her vagina. Frustrated, she had me put all my weight behind my pelvis and grind against her. This worked for her, and she began to react with soft moans saying, "Yeah, like that. Just like that. Don't stop......please don't stop." And in short order I witnessed a female orgasm for the first time. I could tell how much she like it and was so happy to make her feel good. I loved the sensation of having our genitals together but was still too young to experience an orgasm. Still, I would do it all day if she let me and needed little coaxing whenever we were able to sneak some quality time together.
I don't know where she got it from but one day, she produced a standard 1960's six-inch white vibrator. The batteries were dead, and we didn't have any replacements at the time, but she had me fuck her cunt with it for what seemed like forever before she came. My arms had just about given up when she stiffened and began to shake as her orgasm washed over her. The next time we used the vibrator she had a whole box of batteries. It wasn't until I was older that I put the pieces together and realized that someone older had taught her and supplied her with the vibrator and the batteries. I narrowed it down to only two possibilities. Either it was my dad or the music teacher she had.
I couldn't rule out my dad because one time when my parents weren't home, I was looking through stuff in their closet that was meant to be private. I found several reels of 8mm film. When I held them up to the light I could see some nudity. I pulled out the projector and got ready for an intense wanking session. I put a sheet up for screen and got the first reel threaded. Sitting back, I turned the projector on and waited for the porn.
It opened up with four men standing over the four sides of a crib looking down at the child inside. It was a girl, probably three years old, dressed only in a diaper. One of the men reached in and began to remove the diaper. As he did so, the little girl began to cry. There was no soundtrack, but the camera moved to the man and the words he was speaking appeared on the screen.
"Shut the fuck up or I'll give you something to cry about".
With that the man slaps the little girl across the face so hard you can see that she is stunned almost to unconsciousness. The four men laugh as they begin to remove their pants. Their cocks are hard, and they stroke them over the girl.
A deck of cards is produced, and they cut for high card.
The winner lifts the child out of the crib and puts her in a highchair. The height of the chair is adjusted until the girl's mouth is at his cock level. Roughly grabbing a handful of the toddler's hair, he shoves her down on his crotch. Her mouth fills with his cock as he pushes deep enough to make her gag violently. you can see the outline of his cock in the child's throat as he brutally fucks her mouth, giving her only short breaks to try to catch her breath before renewing his assault time and time again. Suddenly, with an animalistic howl, he cums and pumps his load directly down the girl's throat.
That's how the first reel ended. I was shocked and yet very turned on by the violent abuse heaped on that poor tiny waif. That being said...I wished I could take the place of the man in the film.
I got scared that I would get caught and quickly put everything back exactly as I had found them. It was a good thing too because soon after, my parents came home.
I hung out in my room thinking about the film I just watched. I wanted to watch it again. I wondered if he had the rest of the episodes and what did those men do. I wondered about it for a long time. The next opportunity I had to watch a film, I found that they had been moved. And even though I looked just about everywhere, I couldn't find them.
What I did find though, was a magazine with hardcore child pornography. It specialized in infant girls and boys. There was plenty of cocks in babies' mouths, Cumming in their faces and filling their mouths.
There was a picture of a four-month-old boy. The age was stated with the pick. There were many men around him in a walker. They had apparently all just blown their loads all over him. His whole body was dripping with spunk. It ran so thick down his face that it dragged his eyelids down.
There were a few children somewhere between one and two years old. These were subjected to anal intercourse. They all ended up with close ups, their faces screaming in agony as they were sodomized.
On the very last page there was a child that I swear was dead. There were several pictures of a cock in its mouth, ass and ripped vagina. It's arms and legs limp and bruised.
But, back to the subject at hand. We had fooled around several times when she requested me to lick her pussy. I balked at the suggestion thinking that area to be unclean no matter how good it felt. She said that she had just showered, which she had, and that if I did it for her, she would do 'this' and took my dick in her mouth. She rolled it with her tongue for a few seconds and then released me. Well, that convinced me, and I received my first lessons in oral sex. Both giving and receiving.
While receiving I finally reached what I was striving for. I had my first orgasm. Elly was so pleased with herself for bringing on my climax that she sucked me again as soon as I could take it.
End of Chapter 1