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Felix wakes surrounded by more warmth than he is used to. He isn’t sure how long he’s been out, he barely remembers falling asleep to begin with. He starts to turn over, with the intention of stretching and wiping the sleep from his eyes, before he realizes he’s a bit..trapped. His eyes open slowly, still incredibly groggy, as he suddenly notices the fingers gently massaging his scalp.
“Morning sleeping beauty. How was your nap?” A familiar, comforting voice sounds above him. Felix looks up, and is met with Changbin’s fond gaze. He smiles back, happy with how this post nap moment is shaping up.
Before everything comes flying back.
He had fallen asleep. With Changbin’s nipple…in his mouth. While sucking on it. Felix’s eyes snap open, and apologies begin to make their way out of his throat.
“Oh my god hyung, I’m really sorry about earlier, I didn’t mean to do that, I don't know what I was thinking. I was just so tired I must have just not been thinking straight I can’t believe I did that I’m so embarrassed please forgive me please please don't hate me I don’t know what I would do if things suddenly got weird between us I am so so sorry why are you letting me continue I’m making things worse aren’t I please say something..”
Changbins expression has morphed into one of mild amusement, but is still dominated by fondness. “I’m not mad, Bok-ah, hell I’m not even weirded out. I told you it was okay, I told you to keep going. It’s not like it wasn’t consensual either, I quite enjoyed the way it felt. You have literally nothing to be sorry about, sweet boy. You’re so cute. Hyung thinks you’re so precious.”
Felix flushes a deep crimson, embarrassed and a little endeared by the words his hyung is speaking. It’s only then that his sleep-addled brain finally processes where exactly he is. At some point, Changbin must have moved the two of them from the couch to his room, given the small bed he was currently sharing with the elder, and the familiar surroundings of Changbin’s personal haven.
“Hyung.. how long was I asleep?”
“Only about an hour, hour and a half? I’ve just been working on some lyrics and I’ve gotten a good chunk done but it wasn’t too long. The others aren’t even back yet, they aren’t scheduled to be back for another..” Changbin checks his phone, “ two hours minimum. We can still hang out if you want, we’ve got plenty of time for whatever.”
Felix hums. “When did we uh. Move in here?”
Changbin smiles, “Maybe 45 minutes ago. I wasn’t sure how long you’d nap for and I didn’t want to wake you, plus if you happened to still be sleeping when Chanie hyung and Jinnie got home I didn’t want them to, you know, disturb you or see you in a uhm. Compromising position. So I moved us in here, just in case.”
Felix’s heart swells at the implication. Changbin had kept him tucked up against his side the whole time, and from the sound of it, intended to hold Felix until he woke up, no matter how long he ended up sleeping. He had also been looking out for Felix’s privacy, and keeping the intimacy of their moment between the two of them since with Felix asleep, there was no way of knowing how he would respond knowing any of the other members had seen him latched onto Changbins chest.
Felix looks up at Changbin once more. The elder is smiling down at him with the sweetest, most heartfelt smile, and Felix feels like he might explode. Instead he returns the smile, albeit with a lot more shyness behind it. Changbin holds his gaze, his smile melting into something softer, more intimate. Felix doesn’t even notice the change until he catches Changbin’s eyes flick down, then back up. It was quick, he’d have missed it if he weren’t staring directly into the rapper’s eyes the entire time. But it was there.
Suddenly the air is thick, tension almost suffocating as both boys continue to stare. Felix then realizes just how close their faces suddenly are. They weren’t this close just a second ago, were they? Was he about to cross this line, and with his favorite hyung? Felix knew what he felt for the other wasn’t the same as what he felt for the rest of the members, but he had conveniently tucked those feelings off into deep crevices of his brain, to not be thought about or elaborated on. They were supposed to stay there and leave him to live a normal idol life, with normal idol relationships with his normal idol bandmates. Instead they were resurfacing, rearing their beautifully complicated heads, demanding to be acknowledged, released, acted upon.
“Hyung..” Felix breathes, hot and low.
“Lix-ah..” Changbin’s intonation mirrors his own, full of adoration, and what Felix could only describe as desire.
“Hyung… can I kis-“
Before Felix can even get the words all the way out, Changbin has surged forward, capturing the younger boy’s lips with his own. Felix’s surprise only lasts for a moment, before he’s melting into the kiss, creeping his hand up Changbin’s sturdy, sculpted chest to settle on the back of his neck, small fingers burying themselves in the soft, plush curls.
A wave of confidence overtakes Felix as he sits up, lifting himself up to throw the leg once tangled between the rapper’s to land on the other side of his hips, leaving him straddling the man beneath him. If Changbin’s low growl was anything to go by, Felix was reading the situation correctly. Another indication of this theory could also be the slowly growing hardness currently pressed into Felix’s own. Felix decides to go for it, taking the signals in stride, grinding down hesitantly.
Changbins hands fly to Felix's hips as twin groans leave both their mouths. “Fuck Lix..holy shit” he gasps into the younger’s mouth, fingers tightening their grip as their movements speed up.
Felix is the one to pull away, ending their kiss as his hands and mouth begin to wander, short fingers making their way from Changbin’s hair to his still shirtless torso. His fingers press into his arms, his waist, before they slowly make their way to his soft stomach, rubbing firm circles into the flesh. His hands are followed by his lips as he mouths at the sharp jawline, the strong neck, careful to avoid leaving any lasting marks moving downwards to mouth at Changbin’s chest for the second time today.
This time however is different. He scatters soft kisses all across his pecs, feeling the first muscle tensing under his lips as he moves, before he latches onto the right nipple and sucks hard. Changbin squirms, a pathetic whine leaving his mouth as his hands tense and squeeze around Felix’s waist.
Felix continues to play with his chest, switching between attacking with his mouth and his fingers, encouraged by the sweet whimpers and groans leaving the mouth of the gorgeous man pinned under him. He’s kneading them together, a hand on each side, when an idea hits him.
“Hyung…you can say no but…” He hesitates
“What is it Bok-ah?” Changbin regains a little composure to look the younger in the eye, but Felix is avoiding his gaze, looking away shyly. “You can tell hyung, I’m not going to judge you, and there’s not much I don't want to do with you right now, if I’m being honest baby”
Felix takes a deep breath. “Can I…Can I fuck your tits?” Felix would be lying if he said the thought hadn't crossed his mind multiple times before. He had never been much of a 'boob guy' until they all watched Changbin start to bulk up, his upper body becoming more and more defined as time went on, soft flesh ever tantalizing. The more his pecs grew, so did Felix's fantasies, imagining how they would feel around his cock.
Changbin’s eyes are suddenly wide as saucers. “Oh fuck. That’s. Yeah. Shit. Holy fuck that’s not what I expected you to say but yes you absolutely can. Fuck that’s.. shit. Take these off, please” Changbin tugs at the waistband of the smaller boy’s shorts, and Felix dismounts Changbin’s hips for long enough to rid himself of his shorts and boxers, throwing his leg back over as soon as the offending articles are gone. Changbin wastes no time, grabbing the hem of his t-shirt and tugging that up as well. “This too. Off,” And Felix complies.
Changbin grabs him by his thin waist, dragging him forward until he’s seated just over his sternum “Shit Lix you’re so gorgeous…”
“Hyung..do you have lube?” Felix asks.
“Left night stand. Top drawer,” Changbin's answer tumbles from his lips, unwilling to waste any time.
Felix reaches out to dig around in his drawer, securing the lube. He’s about to pour some onto his hands when Changbin stops him, grabbing him gently by the wrist. “…Can I? Please?”
The younger boy almost melts at that, he never expected having someone underneath him saying ‘please’ would be so endearing. Or so hot…why does that turn him on so much? He shakes off the thought as he passes the bottle to Changbin. “Yeah..yeah you can,”
Changbin takes the lube, warming some up in his hand before moving it closer to where Felix is bobbing hard against his own stomach. He looks the younger in the eyes as a last silent question, receiving a small nod in response before he’s wrapping long fingers around the shaft. Felix’s resulting gasp sends shivers down his spine when he begins to move his hand down, then back up, coating his cock with the lube. “Shit hyung, fuck that’s so good..” Changbin whines. Interesting.
After a few moments, Felix picks up the lube, opening the cap and drizzling some between Changbins pecs. “Squeeze 'em together for me hyung.” Changbin immediately moves his hand to spread the lube around on his chest, groaning at the delicious mess before wiping his hand on the sheets next to them. That’s a problem to deal with later. He then brings his arms in and flexes, the bulge of his biceps pushing his pecs together. He knows how much of a thing the younger has for his arms, plus this leaves his hands free to run across the younger’s lower back and waist.
Felix nearly chokes at the sight. “Shit hyung, fuck that’s so hot. You’re so hot. So good, you’re so fucking good”
Changbin keens . He’s always loved being praised, told he’s doing well, that he’s attractive. But he’s never responded to it quite like this . Felix notices, of course he does, it wasn’t exactly subtle. He grins. This is fun information to work with.
“You like that? You like being good for me?” Changbin lets out a pathetic whimper, nodding frantically. “Shh baby, it's okay. Im gonna fuck your tits now, hold them just like that. God you’re so fucking gorgeous hyung, just for me.” Changbin continues to let out small whines as Felix lines himself up to push between the soft flesh of his chest. He throws his head back letting out a deep, reverberating groan as Changbins pecs engulf him.
Felix starts to move, pulling back to push back in again, watching in fascination as the warm, slippery flesh molds around his cock. He sets a slow pace, not entirely familiar with fucking another mans chest, but it feels good nonetheless. Changbin squirms slightly under him, breathing shallow as he whines.
Felix stills when he nearly slips out as a result of all the wiggling Changbin is doing. “Baby sit still. Stop squirming and let me fuck your pretty chest, yeah? Behave.”
The rappers face flushes as he sputters. “Fuck. Yes. Sorry. Oh fuck, Felix please keep going-“
“Good boy~” Felix resumes his thrusts, moving a little faster as he finds his rhythm. “Fuck hyung you feel so good around me. You’re so beautiful like this. Just for me. I want to be the only one who sees you like this baby,” he groans, placing his hands on either side of Changbin’s chest, next to where his arms are squishing the flesh. He pinches at the perky nipples, tweaking and pulling until Changbin is practically sobbing underneath him. He feels his hands pressing incessantly at his lower back, nails scratching as the Changbin tries to keep himself grounded.
Felix feels his climax quickly approaching, between the sinful sight of the older beneath him and the delicious feeling of his warm pecs around his cock. He speeds up a bit more, panting. “Fuck baby im close. Im so fucking close.”
“Cum on me, please, fuck Bokkie cum for hyung, wanna see -”
Felix pulls back before shoving in one last time, shooting his release all over Changbin, his chin, neck and collarbones painted sticky and white.
Both boys are left breathing hard, Felix lost in his post-orgasm haze. He's quickly brought back to reality though, by the whine that tears its way out of Changbin’s throat. He’s still hard and leaking, and he hasn’t even removed his sweatpants. Upon realizing this, Felix coos at him. “Oh baby…let’s get you out of those hm?” Changbin can only squirm and nod in desperation. “Let me clean you up first hyung or that’s going to get uncomfortable really fast.”
After giving him a cursory wipe down using his own previously discarded shirt, Felix leans down, leaving a soft kiss to his lips before continuing lower. He takes his time, pressing soft kisses down Changbin’s sternum, stopping to focus briefly on his stomach, paying extra love to the soft curves of his hips, before meeting his waistband, leaving little teasing kisses all over the older’s lower tummy.
“Felix please, please pleasepleaseplease-“ he's not even begging for anything in particular, he probably doesn’t even know what he’s begging for either.
“You’re so cute and needy baby. So whiny and adorable. Is this all for me?” Felix teases, as he dips his fingers into Changbin’s waistband, slowly pulling both his sweats and underwear down. Another desperate nod is all he gets in response, and he can’t help but giggle. His hyung is so cute. He finally gets his pants lower, Changbin’s cock bouncing as it’s finally freed from its confines.
Felix’s mouth waters at the sight, Changbin isn’t too long, but he's definitely on the girthier side. All Felix can think about is getting in his mouth.
“Can I suck you off?
Changbin nearly chokes. “Jesus Lix if you keep talking i'm going to cum from that alone, good god. Yes, fuck, please. Fuck.”
The smaller boy grinned as he swiftly tugged Changbins sweats the rest of the way off, tossing them to the side. Starting just above his knee, he resumes his trail of tiny kisses up Changbin’s inner thigh, leaving tiny bites and licks in his wake. He rubs his hands up and down the firm muscle, appreciating the strength and power he knows they hold. He takes a few moments, just groping and massaging the smooth flesh
“Your thighs are so pretty, hyung. All of you is pretty, you know that?” One of Felix’s small hands wraps around his throbbing length, and Changbin instantly bucks into his fist as he begins slowly stroking him. “You’re fucking beautiful. I don’t think you even realize what you do to me. You’re so fucking hot. You keep getting beefier and I think my brain might explode one of these days, and I love seeing you so confident in yourself, confidence is so sexy on you.”
Changbin doesn’t even have time to respond, before wet heat engulfs him. He cries out, hands flying to tangle in Felix’s hair. Felix wastes no time, taking Changbin as deep as his throat will allow, hollowing his cheeks and sucking hard on the way back up.
“FUCK! Felix fuck oh fuck fuck-“ Changbin bucks his hips, nearly choking the younger boy, but he’s stopped by a gentle arm across his waist. Felix pulls off. “Baby hold still. Lie there and let me do the work. Be a good boy for me, okay?” Changbin bites his lip and whines. He could easily overpower Felix’s hold on him, but his words keep him firmly in place, unwilling to disobey.
Felix takes him back into his mouth, swirling his tongue around the tip before sinking back down, practically sucking his soul out through his cock. Changbins hands clench and unclench in his hair as he does his best to behave and not rush Felix. Not that he needs to, given that he's flying towards his own climax at breakneck speeds.
“Felix fuck I’m close, please, please fuck baby I’m gonna cum—" Felix shows no sign of pulling off, so Changbin gives a small tug to his hair. Instead of responding, Felix just looks up at him through his eyelashes, before swallowing him deeper, humming deep in his throat.
“Shit Lix—!” Changbin throws his head back as his orgasm slams into him, shooting straight down Felix’s waiting throat. Changbin groans as he looks down, watching as Felix swallows dutifully, pulling off and licking his lips as if he’d just eaten the tastiest of dishes. The rapper grabs him by the face, hauling him up into a searing kiss, shoving his tongue into Felix’s mouth, tasting himself. After a few minutes the pair pull away, panting into each others’ mouths.
“Holy fuck.”
Felix throws his head back with a laugh, before coming back down, pressing their foreheads together. “You are really hot, you know that right?”
“Says you!” Changbin smiles. “What in the fuck was that? I’ve never cum that hard in my life Felix, I think you broke me. I wasn’t planning on napping today but I just might have to after what you just pulled baby, that was absolutely insane.”
“Hyung..that makes me realize, we gotta talk about this. What is this? What are we? Because I don’t know about you but I don't know if i want to go back to normal after today. I really, really like you hyung. I kinda wanna see where this goes if that’s okay with you? Only if you want to of course! I don't want you to agree to it out of -“
“Lix. Relax. I feel the same way. I’d like to explore this more too, I want to. I really do, don’t overthink it. We don’t have to label it yet if you don't feel ready for that but I wanna try.”
Felix smiles, thankful that Changbin hadn’t let him ramble this time. “Yeah. Yeah I'd like that.” He leans down, pressing his body to Changbin’s and burying his face in his neck as the elder wraps his arms around his lithe frame. Felix feels safe here, surrounded by his hyung’s strong arms. Realizing they’ve still got a few hours to nap, another thought pops into his mind.
“Hey hyung…can I ask a favor? It’s..a little weird..”
“Anything, Yongbok-ah. I’m perfectly fine with weird, try me.”
“If we’re going to take a nap, can I cockwarm you? I really liked the feeling of you in my mouth..” Felix trails off, suddenly shy again.
“..You’re going to be the death of me, you know that?” Changbin chuckles. “Yeah. You can cockwarm me baby. Don’t be surprised if I get hard again, that mouth of yours is fucking sinful you know. I'll probably fall asleep before then though.”
Felix pushes himself onto his hands, grinning down at the older before moving down to his previous position. He gets himself comfortable, laying on his side between Changbin’s legs, head resting on his hip, before taking his still soft cock into his mouth. He hears him hiss from oversensitivity, and he's about to pull off to make sure he’s okay, but then a hand comes down to card through his hair.
“Sorry baby I’m still a tad sensitive, but you’re okay.” Changbin gently reassures. “Are you comfortable? Do you need me to move at all?”
Felix shakes his head subtly, wrapping his arms around Changbins thigh in front of him and settling in. He can already feel his eyelids getting heavy, drifting shut as sleep overtakes him once more.
“Have a good nap sweet boy. I’ll be here when you wake up.”
And with that, Felix is off to dreamland once more.