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Hello little prince,
I Can't believe you actually got me to do this but here we go, You ask me how it felt like to kiss you so here we go;
It felt like a dream, Like a glimpse of what time could be, Of how fast it can pass, And how blurry it can get.
The way it flies in a blink, And stretches for centuries, It felt like I never had you Or maybe I had you and we morphed in each other to the point that we became inseparable, unrecognizable from one other.
It felt like possibilities, like a secret whispered from your lips to mine as if scared that the air molecules is going to share me with you.
It marked me yours more than my blood on your hands and yours on mine, who could've thought that so much softness and gentleness can exist between two savages like us.
I wanted to do it so many times believe me but I was too stubborn, too proud to let you win but I've been the one losing everytime I missed a chance to know how you felt like when you weren't being a brat.
I won't deny I was planning to resist a little more, till when I wasn't sure but I was determined to not fall, But a cheek kiss ?! Who could've a thought you can be that tender, that young ?! Oh my love it gutted me to see the smugness in your face after you did it, the cheer happiness I have been denying you, the cheer happiness I have been denying me.
Time works in a strange way that I won't claim to understand even in my old age, But then it was irrelevant the moment I decided to kiss you again - Funny how I kissed you two times and you are claiming to be the bold one - Coming home would be so much of a cliche so I am going to spare you that but I will just say it felt like nothing has ever happened before, and nothing was going to ever happen again, It felt like a seed I wanted so fiercely to plant in your heart to seal it and water it and secure it down deep so that we can grow in unison in this forest and never go back again, Would you have liked that ?!
Only lovers live forever but we never fitted in any of our assigned roles so why do that now ?! Stopping felt like being ripped of water after being so thirsty, I wonder how it felt like to you ?!
Forgive me for being so sentimental when I should be composed and mature but you got me kissing you in the middle of the street, what a bad influence you are!!
The nerd in me would have written pages on the silkiness of your skin, the warmth of your tongue, the featherlight touch of your fingers on my cheekbones, the way you smiled once you knew that I was yours to take, the way you poured in me until I was filled with every human sensation I ever craved but what use are my words now when I can paint my love on your skin over and over again with an ink only you can read ?!
You wanted to know how it felt for me and I hope these words can explain it to you and yet I doubt their ability to capture any of the meanings they were intended for, Now it's your turn to tell me how it was for you ?! I doubt it was that grand knowing your track record, I won't be offended I promise you that, just open yourself to me one more time beloved V.
Yours Willingly
Eve.