Archive of Our Own

The ticking of the clock resonates throughout the four corners of the dim-lit room. White noises of the air conditioner and the melancholic taps caused by the rain echo to the expanses of the space they are both in. Limbs intertwining on the sheets, the breath that is so shallow shows how solemn a person that is leaning on his thigh for almost an hour now has been currently asleep.

Taehyung caresses his long slender fingers to the raven locks of his so-called closest companion. A companion is what he addressed him yet it does not cross the line of being a partner or a lover for he is truly afraid. Afraid to admit the feeling he felt for the other or rather, is it admiration or deeper than that? That alone causes uneasiness now on his clouded mind. He is tired doing endless modelling projects these past few days for god's sake and his feelings are bothering him too.

Humming a sweet lullaby to the younger one who unexpectedly twitches because of a possible dream, or it may be he fell or just did something funny in his own world. That alone plasters a smile on Taehyung's face. He is so endeared with Jeongguk that he can't help but to trace his finger on the outline of the younger's sharp jawline. This somewhat became a habit of his that he slowly memorized this someone's beauty for the time that was only allotted for them to meet.

Despite them being friends for a long time and eventually turned into them benefiting by using one another as a company, Taehyung is still afraid of what time could possibly snatch for both of them. So being with Jeongguk, even in the meantime can make him feel somewhat seen as a person and for who he is rather than a vessel that is being dressed up by thousands of hands.

Taehyung thinks that their time could possibly be snatched if he will let his emotions overpower him, he's been thinking about this since he felt this kind of feelings towards the other.

"Mmmm.."

Jeongguk slowly shifts position from leaning only to Taehyung's thigh; he absent-mindedly crawls towards Taehyung's midriff, eyes still closed, puffy lips, disheveled hair but he is too good for Taehyung. Soon Jeongguk embraces him while slumping his face to the soft tummy of his now bewildered hyung. Taehyung, himself, noted that he should not be surprised by the sudden changes of actions that he keeps on receiving from Jeongguk. He is familiar more with the energetic unpredictable side rather than the innocent and soft part of him.

"Jeongguk-ah.." Taehyung calls but he is only answered by a muffled groan. Taehyung can feel the creeping numbness of his legs and made the older man readjust himself so that Jeongguk will be able to feel more comfortable, and so is he, while laying on top of his hyung. Taehyungs's face is now painted as red as a beet, he still feels shy for some reason though so he composed himself and started to fix his robe that now unveils his naked thighs due to the position they are both currently in. A cigarette tin along with Jeongguk's bunny lighter, which amusingly matches his aesthetic in a particular way, lying on top of their side table, despite its weakening state that can be seen on the tarnishes that are present on its sides, Taehyung doesn't hesitate to change for it holds a sentimental value for him. So is his feeling for the younger one that keeps on groaning and slightly shifting nonstop on his abdomen, like a kid who keeps rubbing his face on a pillow after being called out by creating a massive tantrum.

Reaching for a cigarette stick, he observes it first and then puts it into his mouth, Taehyung doesn't hesitate to light it for his own liking, he is tense about the emotions that roam inside of him. Once the nicotine replaced the blood that streamed his very existence, he felt so alive that resulted in him to lean back and bumped his head against the thin walls of their secret rendezvous.

"Mind sharing that cancer stick?"
Taehyung shrugs and smiles after hearing it.

"Oh, just reminding you that you have hands baby. Use them."

"But I want yours." muffled voice is what he can hear.

He finally awakes, Taehyung thought to himself.

Almond eyes soon meet with the hooded ones of someone who is now awakened from his deep slumber. Cigarette still stuck on Taehyung's plush lips, smoke lingering now between them.

"No," Taehyung answered plainly as he now had a staring contest with Jeongguk.

Silence indicates that Jeongguk doesn't agree with his answer, with a sigh Taehyung tried again because he himself knew he is a brat, but so is Jeongguk.

"Baby, you've just-"

"Enough with that." Jeongguk's deep voice cuts Taehyung off from what he was about to say. The younger adjusted himself again, face now inches away from Taehyung, smugness now present as his fingers slowly copied what Taehyung had been doing to him while he was resting earlier.

He is now faced with an angelic face but is actually a menace inside.

Taehyung knew since then that Jeongguk is a dangerous one but Taehyung can't blame himself, he is a risk-taker as he describes or better associates himself with. He is like a moth, willing to kill itself beacause of his own curiousity and just to feel the warmth of a fire, for all he felt was frigidness for a long time, so he chose instead to admire the beauty of danger that he became addicted to. Scars may exist, that both can and cannot be seen, but Taehyung doesn't care anymore, as long as he feels something. that alone is enough for him. That is why even though he is hurting while facing Jeongguk, it doesn't matter anymore for he will cherish it until his heart cannot take it anymore.

Inked which is now imprinted to a porcelain skin grabbed Taehyung's nape and made him groan from the pressure which made him to gripped the others’ shirt. He will not show it but upon touching it he realizes that Jeongguk had gone bigger than he was before, it was just a few months that they were both able to see each other but knowing this difference, made him feel such anticipation and hunger.

" Why took you so long to share it with me, hyung?" Teasingly he asked his hyung and his thumb now making circles on Taehyung's nape.

Taehyung's brattiness is his advantage in terms of riling up Jeongguk, just like how he knows that they will soon play a game as time ticks regardless of what state they both are in. A game of who will be the first one to break.

They keep on staring, both have their competitive side kicking in but Taehyung, he is too tired for more bullshit that he got rid of the cigarette stick and then he trapped it in his fingers, Taehyung tilted his head to the side and let out the smoke he inhaled earlier. He doesn't miss the lingering stare of Jeongguk to his mouth going down to the junction of his neck connecting to his shoulder.

"As I was about to say, you've just woken up and that is bad for you," Taehyung stated acting unaware of how Jeongguk stared at him. That this is too much for him to handle that a headache seemingly starting to crawl to his system.

Jeongguk took his time to admire the beauty that is right in front of him, the dim-lit does not intervene him to do that rather it ignites something in him. The difference between both him and his Taehyung is evident, from the way they take things up since they met, and from what they have been doing for these past few months, occupying their minds by doing various activities such as Taehyung modeling while Jeongguk is absorbed by producing music along with his friends and hyungs. It is indeed an agony for him to be distant from Taehyung for quite some time in terms of work but Jeongguk knew that despite of their differences there is a hovering similarity between them. That alone made him smile for himself and he will make a way to do what he wanted for a long time.

After a lingering silence, it was then interrupted by a faint chuckle from Jeongguk that shifted Taehyung’s attention from looking outside the window towards Jeongguk.

"How bold of you, who doesn't bother lighting it up while there is someone sleeping on top of you." Jeongguk got a point in there but Taehyung just shrugs his shoulders and with that movement made the silk robe slide down even more.

"Still, have yourself a minute or two before inhaling toxic shits into your system, love," Taehyung said not even bothering to look again towards Jeongguk for he is getting trapped in his own world. The world with endless thoughts about how he is so smothered about Jeongguk regardless of how desperate it may be for his relationship with the younger in terms of making him his company whenever he felt so lonely.

That seems to be crushed down as soon as Taehyung builds his walls up when he feels the sudden wetness that drags from his neck going down to his clavicle. His hand is still on his nape to put him in his rightful place. It made Taehyung softly groan as if irritated and tried to push the younger away. For he knew that because this was the beginning of every situation that could lead to them being connected for days (Jeongguk will not let go of him for days). Taehyung will always be the moth and Jeongguk as the alluring brightness that can harm him but can make him also feel things. He craves it. They both crave the presence of one another and who are they to resist that temptation

"Mmm…can't get enough of you, hyung," Jeongguk said while burying more of his face and started to nib the skin of Taehyung's neck. That made Taehyung accidentally buck his hips upwards because of the ticklish feeling accompanied by the heat that started to burn inside.

"Gguk…just-" he groaned trying to push again but what kind of human is this right in front of him, who doesn't even budge. Is he a rock or what? Taehyung thought that maybe it is just Jeongguk indicating that he is able to take down the pieces of Taehyung that are scattered whenever they are together. Someone who will be able to make him feel whole despite him being broken, it may be through Jeongguk's kisses and touches left on his body.

"You've been distracting me with your beauty since I entered here, Taehyung. " Voice hoarse, hyung long forgotten, Jeongguk is now hovering on Taehyung despite the similarities in their figures.

"Undressing yourself to take a bath and now going out just in a flimsy robe?" Jeongguk boldly lays his eyes on Taehyung and checks him out, looking at every inch of his body.

He chuckled, raven hair that he took time to be this long, enclosing some of his beautiful features as he duck down his head admiring the expanse of skin that is on display just for him. Jeongguk sometimes can’t believe that he could do anything with Taehyung.

"I just got back from a trip, gguk and I'm sticky as hell so I better get myself time to freshen up, duh."

He really got himself a brat, Jeongguk talked to himself.

"But is it necessary for you to slowly strip those clothes of yours? Not even bothering to hide it from me?" Now Jeongguk tries to look at Taehyung.

Eyes rolled meets Jeongguk instead, and a puff of smoke that the other lets out and Jeongguk just inhales it.

"Jeonggukie, this is my little place where I can consider rest properly after working my ass off, so why would I be bothered to strip naked here? As if you never saw my body before…" Boldness can be heard in Taehyung's voice yet he tries to whisper the words at the end, and Jeongguk wants to kiss that shitty attitude out of him, leaving Taehyung panting and wanting more. To feel and want him more, Jeongguk will make sure that Taehyung will know where to place himself as the conceited brat that he is.

"Baby…" using his ever so calming voice, Jeongguk just now leaning on him.

"What?" Such a brat indeed.

"Let me correct you about something." Jeongguk fixed his eyes on the almond eyes that somewhat held too much desperation that was waiting to be unleashed.

"This ain't your little place no more and you know that… because no matter how you lie it to me or to yourself, we both know that this place is ours, hyung.” Taken aback by what Jeongguk said to him, Taehyung just closed his eyes and tries to calm himself.

“Also…this place knows our secret too well.”

Hands suddenly gripped Taehyung's thighs which made him groan because he didn't expect it to get hurt but soon it was replaced with pleasure because of the weight that made him slowly lose his mind. A demon incarnate is now pushing his buttons, making Taehyung feel something different, such a desire that he will voluntarily neglect all his values so Jeongguk could wreck him like he wanted to for a long time since they have been together.

“Fuck you Jeongguk” Taehyung thought.

"Yah!" Taehyung exclaims as Jeongguk's hand tightly grips his thighs and pushes him towards him, so now there is no space in between when their lower bodies met. He can feel the heat even better now. How perfectly warm Jeongguk is to him. Jeongguk just snickers made him look even younger which contradicts what he was a minute ago, he doesn't look like a deranged person anymore, who will not hesitate to eat the meal he keeps on staring at right in front of him. Rather he looks more youthful than before.

"I'm so tired of this kind of game you have, gukk! Can you please let me rest?"

Taehyung is indeed tired. He made himself look unbothered by the contact that they have now and decided to support himself with his elbow planted on the bed so now he could look up towards Jeongguk who just smirks as if everything lying under him is a present that he is eager to open. Well, where is the lie to that when he is indeed impatient to destroy and build his hyung for his own liking? For he to use his beloved-looking hyung for as much as he wants, nothing will stop him because he likes him too much. Too much.

"I'm just asking for you to share a cigar with me but weren't you just turned into hyung mode a while ago? That made me so annoyed with you, so let me be a younger brother that will annoy you then." There was a sarcasm lace with Jeongguk’s tone and the audacity of the younger to pout. A teasing smile and a quirked eyebrow of the other greeted Taehyung as he was about to protest.

That made Taehyung roll his eyes because what the hell Jeongguk was trying to play now, he side glanced at the other who has now his attention fixed on the hems of his robe. He should be embarrassed because he can see and feel how delicate the touch Jeongguk is leaving on his skin. He hates it because he knows that this is wrong, but will it be considered wrong if it feels so right? Sidetracked by his thoughts, he didn't expect Jeongguk to push aside the other side of his robe, which is now revealing Taehyung’s honey skin. It is like a blank canvas that if a painter who will see it might consider it as an invitation, Taehyung can see through his eyes, the present hunger in Jeongguk’s eyes. As he was a painter and he is about to put his dark art to it.

"Do you let anyone fuck you hyung?" Jeongguk questions as he now put the faintest to the darkest patches of reds on the honey-toned skin that illuminates once sun-kissed it too. Jeongguk is eager to see the patches of love bites that he will leave for his hyung, Taehyung will make up random excuses why he could not do photoshoots because of marks littering his body.

Chokes on the smoke that Taehyung just inhales, he keeps on thinking that Jeongguk may be an open book but that said the book does not consist of the same contexts, you will be baffled to know that each chapter somewhat does not connect but by thoroughly looking at it, you can see the tiniest dots connecting. That is how Taehyung can describe him, a complicated yet interesting one who again is worth taking risks. Taehyung was about to answer but it was replaced by a moan slipping out of his lips, cigar on hand, as Jeongguk who was still gripping his parted thighs slowly moved his hips causing friction on both of their lower halves.

"You sound so good, hyung. You like what I’m doing to you, right now?" And another roll of his hips made Taehyung close his eyes. Yes, he likes this but can Jeongguk give him a break, that is what he keeps on thinking as the younger keeps on doing his mischievous act, he is tired and just wants to have small ounces of sleep in his system. He didn’t do any of that because Jeongguk was all over him before he could undress and dive into his bed earlier, but he was able to get away from the strong embrace after scolding and pinching Jeongguk’s sensitive nipple.

Taehyung who is trying to compose himself, looked at Jeongguk, who seemingly loves teasing him as he stated before because he just keeps on locking their eyes while expertly rolling his hips. Freaking annoying but why does it makes him look so hot?.

"I thought you ju-" A hard thrust cuts him. Taehyung inhales his needed oxygen because Jeongguk seems to take it away every now and then from what he is doing.

"Ughh, Jeongguk…I thought you just want a cigar but how come you-"

"I seemingly forgot that cigar a while now, hyung. As I saw those thighs of yours, I just wanted to nib it…”

A pregnant pause and then Jeongguk continues-

“ I just want to fuck you all over again hyung. Like we used to, remember?" And he keeps on rolling his hips off but this time he aligned his hardening cock to Taehyung's ass, its form brushed so perfectly that Taehyung could feel his asshole clench to nothing and made the older male make the most explicit noise he ever let out that night.

The courage of this human being cracking a smile above him while doing one of the sinful things to him, made Taehyung's head filled with annoyance and excitement. Fire burning on the lowest pit of his body he wants to control it but it is funny how he cannot take it down even though it is his own.

"What are you doing to me, baby?" Taehyung slowly drifted into an arousal state.

Taehyung asked as now his hand found its place to rest on Jeongguk's shoulder, which is now familiar with the possibility that it could soon be filled with crescents made by his nails, scarlet bruises, and elongated scars that were mostly the making of Taehyung himself.

Their closest friends have seen those on Jeongguk when they went out and that did not leave a good impression either for it end up on nonstop bickering and scolding about hookups, but then the topic averted instead and it lit up the confusion and jokes for they keep on teasing the younger. Asking him who marked him that much or how come does Jeongguk have time to rile someone despite his “I am a busy person” kind of facade. So upon knowing that, the teasing just keeps on going and Taehyung remembers it too well on how Jeongguk just staring up at him with a simmering glint of desire in his eyes. Taehyung knows it all and made himself absorbed by drinking at the corner and occasionally giggling and laughing but he cannot hide how intensely Jeongguk keeps looking at him that night.

"Just making you feel so damn good."

Those words made Taehyung shiver and once again crashed the memories he keep on remembering because now he knows Jeongguk is not only doing this for his own pleasure but for Taehyung as well.

"Hyung, let me do this. " He noses Taehyung's neck but his hand is now roaming towards his lean tummy, showing how desperate Jeongguk is now. Leaving wet open-mouthed kisses on every surface of Taehyung’s body and that alone made him want to do something so destructive yet blissful for both of them.

Taehyung feels the heat intensifies and slowly lets himself receive affection from Jeongguk.

"Oh, god. Get rid of that god-damned cigar." Now he is pissed a phantom smile makes its way to Taehyung’s lips. Jeongguk hissed as he was about to grab the cigar stick out of Taehyung's mouth but the brat that he has dodged it, despite his head being filled with want and his body with arousal, he inhales the last bit of smoke that the stick can give to him and he voluntarily disposes of the cigarette butt on the awaiting ashtray. Facing Jeongguk he forcefully grabbed the younger’s chin and used his thumb to push down its lower lip. Tilting his head, right elbow supporting himself and Jeongguk between his parted legs. Taehyung crashed his lips to Jeongguk’s which made them both moan on each other’s mouths like they were both so deprived of one another that as they taste one another they can’t get enough of it. Groaning and Taehyung slowly exhaled the smoke that is now being shared between them, as they parted for a while.

“Mmmm..” Jeongguk groaned as he aggressively bucked his hips and he don’t mind being rough this time for Taehyung is the one who fuels up his desires. He can’t wait to be inside of the other and let his muscles mold him into what he was willing to give. Aggression did not leave both of them for they kept on ravishing each other’s mouth, spit, and teeth involved but it didn’t cause any hindrance. Jeongguk jerked himself so fast that a string of saliva still connected from his to Taehyung’s mouth. Panting inches away from one another, Jeongguk pecked his lips and hurriedly took off his shirt, which always made Taehyung’s knees go weak and forced him to spread his legs even more to Jeongguk. Morals long forgotten once they both have each other, they will do it for it will give them more pleasure than the world is willing to give for them.

“Just a kiss and you looked so fucked up, for babe.” Jeongguk caressed Taehyung’s cheek, he then unties Taehyung's robe and lets himself be free from the confinements of his jeans as well.

“Jeongguk...” Taehyung called out, Embarrassment flew out the window for him as he map out the toned muscles of Jeongguk with his slender fingers. Licking his lips, he looked up at Jeongguk, eyes filled with lust, who is slowly touching himself because of the sight that is being sprawled right in front of him. Desire being the instigator, shame now abandoned, Taehyung presented himself even more to the younger by detaching his hand from the toned muscles, instead using it as he gripped and spread his legs wider. Lifting it up higher to his chest to let Jeongguk see his puckering hole, an invitation that made Jeongguk’s cock twitch. A sinister smile that fitted so well on him.

Jeongguk instead went over him again and licked his lips open, hot breaths envelope both of them. Taehyung feels the younger’s cock brush his inner thighs and if he let his impatience win, he will grab the cock that is ready for him and put it inside his greedy hole. The image planted on his mind is enough for him to bite down Jeongguk’slower lip which made him whimper and pulled away. He still continues to shower Taehyung will feather kiss from his cheeks going to his temple. Inked hands of Jeongguk grabbed the small waist under him and roughly manhandle Taehyung as he teasingly guide it on his own desire. The head of cock accidentally poked Taehyung’s hole which made the other squirm while still holding his legs wide open and letting Jeongguk use him.

Jeongguk as the teasing piece of shit that he is, the intimate and heated moments with Taehyung suddenly turned into a playful wrestle between the two as he lower himself on Taehyung’s stomach and gave him an unexpected raspberry. That made the older to let go of his legs and then started kicking Jeongguk, he somewhat hit the other’s chest but he thinks he deserves that. He is ticklish and how dare Jeongguk somewhat do that to him?

Laugh echoes throughout the room and Taehyung can’t help to be part of it, Jeongguk touched his ankle and kiss him so tenderly on his lips with a smile on his face. Apology accepted, Taehyung thought as his soft hands cupped Jeongguk’s face and he made a noise that is somewhat asking ‘what”.

The presence of sweat can be seen in his raven wolf-cut mullet that started to stick on his beautiful face, that madeTaehyung move those strands to admire the beauty of the younger. His porcelain skin seems a contrast to the colorful and black inkjet tattooed on his arm. Letting his thoughts win, Taehyung passionately kissed Jeongguk, tugging him down along with him, playful actions long forgotten, it sparked a new urgency as he slotted his tongue on Jeongguk’s parted lips.

“Ugh, easy baby,” Taehyung said as Jeongguk lift his leg and put it into his shoulder again while his other hand that holds his ankle made its way to the hot skin of his inner thigh and pushed it down so Taehyung again is spread again for Jeongguk. The stretch causes a lingering pain that burns and that is what Taehyung likes it the most, he does not care that it’ll leave bruises because Taehyung knows that he will admire the work of Jeongguk’s lips. Patches of purples and red bruises made by love bites will indeed leave Taehyung a blushing mess regardless of possible opinions from his manager.

“You are so cute when you get mad you know that?” Jeongguk told him with a snicker and he grabbed Taehyung’s neglected cock which is seeking friction for a while now, making Taehyung jolt with pleasure. Fuck. He pumped Taehyung with vigor and Jeongguk likes it so much, aligning and rubbing the head of his hardening cock to his hyung’s hole while pumping him, it gave him such a sight under him because Taehyung is writhing with so much pleasure, precum slowly leaking on his cock. Arching his back and throwing his head on the pillows under him, Taehyung let himself lose in Jeongguk’s movement. A blob of spit dropped on Taehyung’s cock and he just register that Jeongguk did that, fuck Jeongguk really likes it messy. Jeongguk smirks and with the spit along with Taehyung’s precum, it is easier for him to slide his hand and pump Taehyung’s cock. Jeongguk’s firmly gripped Taehyung’s cock and let his thumb circle and casually rub the slit of it, which made Taehyung to curled his toes from pleasure.

Endless chants of “ahs” and labored breathing from extreme pleasure can be heard and that is a piece of music to Jeongguk's ears as he keeps on kissing Taehyung’s cheek.

“Yeah..like that. Keep going baby…” poor Taehyung becoming a blubbering mess.

“You’re so close now, babe?”

“Yeah, don- fuck. Huh, Jeongguk.”

Jeongguk keeps on pumping his cock and then he just stopped.

“Huh?”

Oh, Taehyung just wants to punch him now.

“Fuck you, Jeongguk.” Taehyung hissed and he hates him now that he is so close, so he decided to grab his cock instead because he doesn’t want to suffer from a dry orgasm due to how shitty Jeongguk is right now. But before he can grab his cock, Jeongguk grabs his hand putting enough pressure on it and Taehyung just knew that Jeongguk is indeed displeased with what he is about to do.

“Baby, you know what?”

“Stop calling me that.” Taehyung spits back.

“ Na-ah, you like it when I call you names.”

Taehyung just glare at him because they are no words that are present to exchange with what Jeongguk has told to him, but then Jeongguk did not meet his eyes instead looked down on his body and started licking his lips again.

“Baby, stop sulking" Jeongguk cooed at him after Taehyung did not talk back at him. Jeongguk just wants to kiss that pouty lips of his hyung, he may be older than him but Jeongguk will still pamper him like Taehyung deserves.

“Ohh baby, baby…” He leans and his lips are now on Taehyung’s ear, he bites the lobe and runs his tongue on it which sends a shiver down Taehyung’s spine and a spike of arousal.

"Aren't you presenting yourself like a bitch on the heat for me earlier, hyung?”

Ah, shit.

Taehyung didn't notice that he loudly whimper from what was being said to him which made Jeongguk's eyes glint with more mischief.

“What do you want now, Taehyungie hyung?” Finger dancing on top of Taehyung’s soft skin, lips lingering on his ear, as Jeongguk nuzzle his nose on his blonde hair.

“Do something.” Taehyung just wanted to cry because he is so turned on and the way he felt from the sudden humiliation is overwhelming now. That he just wanted to be filled the way Jeongguk always does to him. To make him feel so full, so used and just become a blubbering mess for the younger to enjoy as time ticks by. He blames it all on Jeongguk who seems in control of his being, if Taehyung is a girl he just knows that his cunt will be gushing out enough slick that it could slide down and wet his asshole as well.

He fucking needs Jeongguk to be inside of him now.

“Use your words properly, hyung.” A chaste kiss was given to Taehyung and Jeongguk keeps on licking his neck and kissing behind his ear.

“Don’t make me- ah.” Taehyung felt Jeongguk’s thumb brush his hole as now the younger man explored and marked his body. Jeongguk then grabbed one of his legs and hooked it to his shoulder. Embracing it as if it is his lifeline. Their position makes Taehyung feel more exposed than before.

“Ahh..ahh” Words can no longer be formed for how heated Taehyung is feeling right now and Jeongguk does not fuck him yet. He is like a person who starves for this, he is about to lose his mind and was about to cry but Jeongguk, done with his teasing antics, bruisingly kissed Taehyung again. His hand now grabs Taehyung’s hair as he guides his head toward him, savoring the taste that he could not forget. A startled cry came out from Taehyung’s mouth as Jeongguk pinched his nipple with its free hand.

“Still sensitive, I see?” murmur of Jeongguk between their heated kiss.

“Mmm..”

“I really find it adorable that your brattiness just slipped when my hands are now all over you, love.” The trail that Jeongguk’s hand and fingers left ignited the flames that were ready to combust in Taehyung’s body. He looked down at his cock which just twitched whenever Jeongguk’s hand was over it, he miss the warmth of it earlier. It needs attention.

Tears started to roll from Taehyung’s eyes and he felt Jeongguk’s cock that keeps rubbing and nudging on his welcoming hole. He needed it so badly, he then grasped Jeongguk’s hand and guided it towards his hole trying to let him know that he wanted to be filled with the seed of the other. They once detached and Jeongguk looked at Taehyung’s teary eyes and decided to lick the tears that are now staining his beautiful face. He knows what Taehyung wants, he can see it in the almond eyes, the silent plea.

“Just where did you put the condom and lube?” he licked and nibbed Taehyung’s nipple and then grabbed one of his ass cheeks and the heat intensified as he grasped it harder. Stretching the muscles and which elicits a groan from the older, panting he guides Jeongguk to face him and kisses him so hard that he accidentally bit his own lips due to the clash. The rusty taste of blood shared between them as if the air earlier is not enough to seal the bond they have, so the blood took over it.

Licking each other's mouths as they both shared a look of want.

“Sec-ond drawer on the ah- right.” Taehyung tried so hard to talk but everything feels burning and he can’t help it anymore. His mind is haywire now that he wants Jeongguk's cock inside him.

“No condom here, babe.” He whispers softly, leaving butterfly kisses on Taehyung’s jaw.

Shit. Taehyung curses himself, why he forgot to buy it or maybe he is too busy he forgot that he was out of stock of his necessity.

“Do you have some?” Through his labored breathing, his last resort was to ask Jeongguk, knowing that Jeongguk is the only one he allows to fucked the shit out of him but protection is still a must for them. Jeongguk is not his to own, he will not know if he fucked other people when he was away.

A chuckle was the only one that he received as he watched the younger man spread the lube on his thick fingers and let some of it drip to Taehyung’s balls and down to his hole. The cold substance is a relief that he feels after succumbing to the warmth that keeps on intensifying between him and Jeongguk.

“Don’t you mind if I don't use one now, hyung?” The breath knocked out of Taehyung because what the hell was that all about? The intimacy between them was present before but doing what Jeongguk has said, it became tenfold and knowing that he could feel him raw around him. It excites Taehyung more.

"You better be joking." Taehyung doesn't hide his surprise and Jeongguk seems fine with it, he guesses as to what makes Taehyung to be in this state of shock. Due to the uncertainty and doubt that filled his mind and soul, Taehyung didn't notice that Jeongguk was aligning his lube-coated finger to his entrance.

Leaning his forehead against Taehyung, that made his hyung cross-eyed in the meantime but he adjusted himself as now they both stare at each other's eyes.

"Baby.." Taehyung always loved that endearment and upon hearing from Jeongguk's mouth now, he started to hate it because his feelings now started to burn even more. He has become selfish now. He wants Jeongguk to be his.

"Jeonggukie…" he can't stop himself from calling out.

Taehyung anticipates something and he can't name his body badly needs Jeongguk.

"I have no one else, hyung," Jeongguk confesses. He surged forward to capture Taehyung's lower lip at the same time he slowly pushed his middle finger and it was his tight muscles that welcomed Jeongguk well. It made him cry so loud and arched perfectly, hands now seeking for Jeongguk to hold his crumbling form.

The confession still made him so confused, a lot of questions and what-ifs had been formed, but the voices inside his head slowly disappeared as he remembered those words all over again and it meant one thing.

I have no one else
.
.
I have no one else…

Jeongguk only has him.

The second finger enters along with the first one, the thrust seems to hurt but the burning stretch made a tingling sensation throughout Taehyung’s body, he is being opened up nicely by the slow but hard thrust of Jeongguk’s thick fingers. Two became three in an instant which made Taehyung cry out loud. Now it hurts, it is been a while since he got fucked by Jeongguk. It has been months per se and he didn't let anyone touch him. That is how stupid he is towards the younger.

“So tight, baby. I can’t wait to feel you around me. “ Jeongguk licked his cheek and Taehyung just moaned because it excited him to feel Jeongguk's cock fucking him raw.

Jeongguk kept on scissoring him open, preparing his hyung to accommodate his size, Taehyung tilting his head to the side to give Jeongguk more access to devouring him. He crooked his fingers inside the tight muscles and teasingly rub Taehyung’s prostate which made the elder tighten his grip on Jeongguk and the sheets under him as he kept on whining. Jeongguk knew that Taehyung is close from the way he tightens his muscles and the grip that he has on the sheets it seems like it is about to rip and as well on the younger.

Taehyung was now lost on everything that he didn’t notice Jeongguk pulled out his fingers and replaced them with his cock. He slowly slid home, which made Taehyung curl his toes in the new sudden wave of heat that spreads throughout his body. He is now even aroused and the stretch was too good for him.

god, he misses Jeongguk being inside him.

He feels so full and he thinks he might come soon, Jeongguk pushes Taehyung down to the mattress as he is now sandwiched between the material and the strong build of the younger. He is out of breath indeed because of the intoxicating feeling, Jeongguk trying not to lose his composure as he slowly squeezes himself inside Taehyung. Once he is fully inside, he let Taehyung adjust, leaving faint kisses to his cheek and massaging his tight muscles, letting him relax.

"You still with me right?" Jeongguk asked him with his voice laced with worry.

"Ye-s… Give me a minute." Taehyung nodded and pants.

"Take your time, baby." A chaste kiss is what Taehyung received.

"Yeah…You're so big." That alone slipped into his mouth.

"Yeah?"

"Yeah."

Once Taehyung seems adjusted to Jeongguk, he tried to make himself comfortable on where he lays, and that made him fuck himself on Jeongguk.

"Want me to make you feel so good now?"

Taehyung just nods as he feel the drag of Jeongguk's cock inside of him, he gasped as a hard thrust pushes him upwards. Such force made him seek support and both of his hands found Jeongguk's shoulder, leaving his legs sprawled for the younger to take him deeper.

Grunts and chanting of yes, sweat mixing together as two bodies kept on colliding, and obscene sounds of skin slapping can be heard throughout the room. Thin strings of saliva connecting them when they needed air, Taehyung decided to meet Jeongguk's hard thrust by rolling his hips.

"Fuck, baby." Jeongguk pants as he watches how sexy Taehyung looks as he rolls his hips into him. The sight of Taehyung's hole being stretched by his cock, welcoming it as Jeongguk keeps on thrusting in him and seeing Taehyung's neglected cock that is spilling precum to his stomach, does things to Jeongguk.

"You didn't tell me that you act like a whore, hyung." A low growl escaped through Jeongguk as he kept on his hard thrust and gripped Taehyung's hips and guided it more towards him.

"Big cock stretching me so well, baby." Lidded eyes and sweat visible on the side of his face, Taehyung looked so fucked up. Such a beautiful mess through Jeongguk's eyes.

"Yeah..ah..ah. Keep going, Jeongguk."

Clenching the muscles inside of him, a vice grip on Jeongguk's cock made him moan right next to Taehyung's ear.

"Such a greedy hole you have bere, baby. Ah..know that I will not stop fucking you even when you are unconscious. You want that?" Jeongguk pulls out and maneuvers Taehyung sideways and lifts one of its legs, letting it close to his chiseled chest. This new angle made Taehyung moan even louder leaving him breathless.

"Baby, yes..yes..ah, like that. Keep fucking hyu-hyungie ah.." Head lolling and still supporting himself to Jeongguk, Taehyung can admit that he just wants to be fucked every minute by Jeongguk. He will not care if his ass will be full of Jeongguk's cum and let it drip to his thighs, he will still take the younger for he is addicted to every inch of him.

Jeongguk leans on him, still fucking him like there is no tomorrow, forcefully grabs his face, eyes unfocused yet Taehyung just keeps on moaning in front of Jeongguk. A sinister smile faced him as Jeongguk dragged his tongue to pry open Taehyung's mouth, drinking and swallowing his cries.

"Baby, on your fours."

The sudden emptiness made his hole clench and is impatient for Jeongguk's cock to go back in. Hands grab Taehyung's waist and Jeongguk didn't give him enough time to position himself well when he aligned and thrust his cock into Taehyung's heat again. The new angle made Taehyung's eyes roll back from how good it feels, to be fucked by Jeongguk's feels like a surreal feeling that can be satiated by Jeongguk himself.

"Shit.. Fucking me so good." Taehyung on his fours now arch his back sinfully, so that if he could see himself, he could tell that the image is so explicit that this is usually not him. Jeongguk is right, Taehyung is like a bitch just for him. But he is so gone for Jeongguk that he will become his slut or whore if the younger said so.

"Baby.."

Jeongguk bit his shoulder as he keeps on fucking Taehyung at an animal pace. The noises they make are too loud and Taehyung thinks that their neighbors might knock on them any moment. Jeongguk does not give a damn when the creaking of the bed can be heard from how rough he is fucking his beloved hyung. Taehyung looks like he can't handle the pleasures that keep on doubling at every hard thrust Jeongguk gives to him.

Taehyung tried to support himself on his elbows because he feels like he can't handle himself anymore but he was then trapped by Jeongguk's frame keeping him in place.

"Oh, baby…stay put, yeah? let me fill you with my cum."

"Too much..ah..ah" Taehyung chokes from his own cries on how heavenly he felt.

Jeongguk supported himself on Taehyung as he tangled their fingers, now as they both grip the sheets. Each part of them is being shared. Sweat, Heat, Groans, and their desire for each other.

"Jeongguk..I-I'm.."

Jeongguk kissed Taehyung's temple going down to his cheek, shushing him.

"Come for me, baby." Jeongguk chants in his ear.

"Nghhh ahhh.." Taehyung painted his sheets with his own cum and he squirmed as Jeongguk still keeps on fucking him. His movement changes, from fast to slow but deeper thrusts chasing his own release.

"can't wait to fill this tight hole of yours, Taehyung-ah."

Taehyung angles his body so could he look up at Jeongguk. Fucking him can make his breath hitch but Jeongguk's face could make his heart skip a beat. His face is so beautiful, eyebrows furrowed, parting lips eliciting deep moans. Taehyung can't stop himself to grip Jeongguk's nape with his hand, using it as a support.

"Mmmm…can't get enough of me, hm?" Jeongguk looked at him with hooded eyes and he was so beautiful that Taehyung couldn't help but whine.

"Yeah, please…please just fill me with your cum." Taehyung, no shame left, is now begging nonstop for Jeongguk.

"Gonna keep my cum inside that hole of yours, okay?" He keeps on thrusting and bruises can be seen on Taehyung's hip. Taehyung just nodded and he wanted to feel the warmth of Jeongguk to stay inside of him.

Jeongguk groans and leaves marks on Taehyung's shoulder as he releases his cum inside him. Taehyung as lost just gripped the duvet under him, he never felt so euphoric before Jeongguk came along. He tightens his inside which makes him receive a hard slap to one of his butt cheeks.

"You're killing me, baby," Jeongguk stated as he slowly moved his hips again.

"Feel so warm.."

"Yeah?" Jeongguk kisses his cheek as he keeps on fucking his cum inside of Taehyung. Taehyung suddenly felt so heavy and just wanted to rest.

"You think I'll end it here?" A Raspy voice interrupts Taehyung's clouded mind.

"Ngghhh.." Taehyung still felt the delicious sting from his ass and Jeongguk then spread both of his cheeks, to look at his abused hole that is now full of warm cum.

A slow thrust and Jeongguk liking what he is witnessing, a greedy hole of his hyung, mold perfectly for his cock. He keeps on fucking his load inside and he is in delight when he sees goosebumps on Taehyung's back.

Jeongguk slid out after a while and slowly turned Taehyung to face him, Taehyung trying to keep himself to stay sane was baffled when Jeongguk kiss him with fervor but not with hunger. Lust turned into tenderness and Taehyung just embraced it and didn't want it to end.

Jeongguk then sat down bringing Taehyung with him by lifting his body and encaged him with his arms. Taehyung is sore from Jeongguk's maneuvering of his body but he didn't mind that as Jeongguk deepens his kiss.

"You're mine, baby," Jeongguk said as he kept on kissing his hyung. Taehyung only shivers because it is not an empty promise or a false confession. Taehyung thinks that he handles it all but jokes on him because Jeongguk may not tell him what he feels but there it is, an obsession that he only has for Taehyung.

They don't mind how sticky they felt after their release because they focus more on the pleasure they felt for one another. Taehyung, despite just wanting to sleep, has the courage to roll his hips again on Jeongguk's now semi-hard cock.

Large hands spread his ass and kneaded it as Taehyung keeps rubbing his cock and balls on the other.

"Can't get enough of me as I am with you?" Jeongguk let Taehyung do want he wants as he watches him pleasuring himself on the younger.

"Filthy hyung..using me to pleasure yourself." Jeongguk reached for a cigar out of the tin and lit it up, eyes roaming on Taehyung’s body glistening with his sweat and his drying cum. Taehyung watched as Jeongguk inhaled the smoke and looked up to the ceiling to release it, which resulted in him whining as the neck of the other was so clean, and unmarked, making him want to bite it. And who is stopping Taehyung?

Courage got on Taehyung and he gripped Jeongguk's shoulder, still grinding on him. He lapped his tongue on the younger's neck and left marks all over it. Whining and groaning. Satisfied with his work, Taehyung just hums, and the addict that he seems right now throws back his head smiling while still grinding his cock on Jeongguk's abs he thinks he might come from the intense feeling that is building inside of him all over again.

"Gonna cum again, baby?" Jeongguk asked him, watching Taehyung on him like a dog in heat. Taehyung shifted his body and both of his arms took both of Jeongguk's legs as support.

"Yes..yes..yes baby." Glossy eyes and desperation never leave Taehyung's ethereal beauty and Jeongguk is happy to wreck him and build him every time. He will make sure that Taehyung's mind will be filled with how good he is being with him or inside him. That he will mold Taehyung just for him. Only he to take and break. His only hyung.

Enjoying the sight he has, Jeongguk used his thumb to gather the drool on the side of Taehyung's mouth and smear it on the elder's lip. He then pushed it to let the elder suck it, gaining him a pleasing hum.

"Fuck, you look so beautiful. So messy." Taehyung admittedly this to himself that he has a strength kink for the other but he is still to stunned when Jeongguk pushed him to the mattress again, discarding the cigarette on the ashtray as he lowered himself on Taehyung's stomach and didn't take a second to take Taehyung's aching cock on his hand. Jeongguk didn't hesitate as he then let his tongue wet the loosened hole of the other, tasting himself on him, because there was still cum left, and slid down on the elder's thigh.

Taehyung is crumbling from too much emotion he is experiencing and he might come sooner from what the younger one has been doing. He gripped the sheets and the younger's locks again, it is with too much force that he doesn't mind if the younger may hurt. Taehyung is on cloud nine, the stroke and the slurping sound resonate and it is too explicit even for him to hear. He is so happy that it hurts, he can't properly breathe and he finds it so satisfying to be used by the younger.

His fingers no longer wrapped around Taehyung’s cock but it joined the little party Jeongguk keeps on doing in his hole. Jeongguk flatten his tongue as he licks Taehyung's hole and teases it with the tip of his tongue. Tongue and finger join, twisting and massaging Taehyung's hole and muscles, oh Jeongguk finds it satisfying to keep on rimming him.

"Mmmm.." Taehyung looked down and god his cock twitched as he was greeted by Jeongguk's obsidian eyes filled with hunger all over it. It is as if the younger one has stamina like no other, he keeps on eating Taehyung like a starved animal.

"Baby…just ah.." Taehyung chants as Jeongguk then licks and takes his balls in his mouth, massaging them with his tongue and hand as he then slurps each of them while scissoring Taehyung.

"Jeongg-ah..ggukie…Stop." Taehyung just sobs and begs for the younger to stop because he can't take it anymore. But it is too late for he again comes undone. He is now crying from over-sensitivity, he is shaking and his abdomen tightens, and Taehyung can still feel Jeongguk's kitten lick on his hole. But the younger may still have mercy on him and he detached himself on his plump ass. Taehyung’s vision blurs and the pleasure that washed over him is deafening. Taehyung slowly looks at the man who he admires for a long time and hovers over him, a predator that he is, he is one who eats and also plays with its food.

“You are mine, hyung. All mine,” he whispers as he kisses Taehyung’s ear.

“Yes…just yours to use.” Taehyung was able to talk back, he wants the younger to know. No matter how fucked up their relationship is but imagining if the younger is no longer by his side frightens him. Sleeps slowly blankets Taehyung’s senses as he feels Jeongguk move away and the faint sound of footsteps going to his bathroom but Taehyung feels so heavy. Yet he feels relieved by the sudden dampness he felt on his abdomen, wiping the remains of his cum and going to his hole.

Taehyung’s eyes shut but he did not let sleep get the better of him and he feels light kisses all over his body, Jeongguk may know where his sore muscles are and it is a contrast to how gentle he is towards the older as what he to him earlier.

“Mine to use, huh?”

“Mmmm” Taehyung just hums as he appreciates the touches Jeongguk leaves on his body.

Taehyung let himself be moved by Jeongguk and tilted his head as he feels the younger’s lips on him again, slowly nibbling his lower lip. Taehyung now let himself be fallen into a deep slumber that he did not hear what Jeongguk had mumbling to him, as Jeongguk let himself rest on the elder's chest while drawing small circles on his stomach. He sets-asides the messy and used sheets that are now covered with their cum from love-making and move their bodies to the side.

The possessiveness overpowers Jeongguk as he tends to think stuff whenever Taaehyung is far away. Too far away from him whenever he is doing something abroad, he does not hate what Taehyung does for a living for he loves it as much as Taehyung loves his work but he can’t help to think about whom he befriends when he is far away.

If there is someone way better than him, that will make Taehyung feel something towards them. Jealousy and anger then seep on Jeongguk's vines as he holds Taehyung's body closer.

He thinks of possible what-ifs that could happen. Taehyung is all he has even though there are still boundaries for them. They are not official as such but they are more on the terms of being friends with benefits, they are nestling between being platonic and romantic, but Jeongguk is willing to break it all to have Taehyung just for him. All for him. He embraces Taehyung, burying his face in the elder’s neck as he inhales his scent, he now smells like him, he then looks at Taehyung, Jeongguk brushes the hairs that stick on his forehead and kisses him tenderly.

He looks beautiful earlier and even now as exhaustion can be seen in how solemn he sleeps, a slow puff of air releases from his pouty lips. Taehyung is so messed up just like him, they both balance one another, Jeongguk knows that even the older one does not address it to him, he can feel that they are something existing that is only set for him, Jeongguk, to be felt and seen from Taehyung. From his beloved Taehyung.

A ring interrupts him admiring the beauty under him, he looked at the contact that is currently on display on Taehyung’s phone. Jeongguk does not remember anyone whose name is Jay throughout Taehyung’s circle of friends, then he just looks back towards Taehyung checking if he slowly wakes up but he is sound asleep, with his even breaths no doubt he is so gone and tired from what they did. The ring goes off and Jeongguk keeps on looking for it and then a message pops up.

Jay:

Hyung, I’m glad that you are now in Seoul!

Irritation washed over him as he does not know who this person is, he was about to ignore it as it seems friendly, or that was what Jeongguk's mind is telling him but the next message indeed resulted in him feeling uneasiness and anger.

Jay:

Don’t forget about our date hyung! :) Looking forward to it~

date?

A date.

That information alone made Jeongguk lose his patience and all of his worries tumbled down as well as all of his what-ifs that are stored in his mind are becoming true. He then reached for Taehyung's phone and blocked the contact. He will not care about the possible consequences he is about to face from Taehyung later, it may be a friendly date as Jeongguk’s mind tries to tell him but a date is a date. Taehyung is his to admire, love, hold, and to do things that the older will remember. He checked the time and it reads 3:47 in the morning. Jeongguk is aware that Taehyung will be awake once the sun rises so he doesn't waste any time because he will plant inside of Taehyung's head what he wanted him to know.

“Taehyungie-hyung belongs to me and always will be,” Jeongguk murmured as he looked down at the phone, he then avert his attention and looked at the peaceful state of Taehyung sleeping. Jeongguk turned off the dim lights and he embraced Taehyung possessively, which made the older groan at the sudden heaviness and tightness he felt on top of him.

"Jeongguk-ah." He groans as he tries to squirm to loosen the embraces that entrap his body, Jeongguk did realize that as he loosens his grip and kisses Taehyung's parted lips.

Due to sleep still clouding his mind, Taehyung just let Jeongguk kiss him, so soft and gently that he let out a hum as the younger bit and pulled his lower lip. Jeongguk keeps on kissing him again as he lets his tongue poke and enter to ravish him just like they did.

It may be a slow rhythm for both of them but it feels so good that Jeongguk just wants to keep going and kiss Taehyung all night but he needs some rest too, so he let himself comfy again and settle on Taehyung’s lean stomach as he left kisses over it. Jeongguk took a deep breath and he is happy to spend this time again with Taehyung. He then feels light and warm so lets his eyes close as the ticking of the clock along with Taehyung's breathing becomes a soft lullaby as he tries to fall asleep.

“You are mine, hyung.”