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Practice had ended earlier that day. Since their promotions for the debut had basically ended, they mostly had free time, but still had to keep practicing for upcoming events and for their fancon, which was happening very soon. Hanbin, as their leader, was probably the most stressed out of all of them, having to lead the choreography and help everyone when there were any kind of problems or difficulties happening within the group. And because of that, he came back to the dorms earlier than everyone, saying he was tired and not feeling very well.

The other members always tried to help him with the leader role, knowing it was a big weight on his shoulders, but in particular, Zhang Hao comforted him the most. He knew that he had a lot of thoughts running through his mind about everything regarding their group, and he often kept everything to himself and tried to show a responsible and put together face for his members, needing to be the reliable person as the leader. But he also has his own worries, and he doesn't always know everything, or gets everything right on the first tries. He might seem close to it, but Sung Hanbin isn't perfect. He's just a human. A quite worried one.

For that, Zhang Hao wanted to be his safe place, the person he went to when he needed a break from the responsibilities, and for when he just needed to be heard and comforted. Hao couldn't always perfectly understand him or help him out, but he could always hold him in his arms and tell him it would all work out in the end. And because of that, Hanbin showed a lot of gratitude towards him.

When their leader went back by himself earlier during the evening, the rest of the members stayed at the building to practice a little bit more by themselves, which was a bit messy without Hanbin's guidance, but it just showed how vital he is for the group. Zhang Hao tried to fill in for his absence, but it just wasn't the same at all. Plus, he couldn't help but worry about him. If he had to stop and go back to the dorms to rest - something he rarely allows himself to do - then he probably really wasn't feeling good.

As they took a break, Zhang Hao decided he'd also go home to check up on Hanbin. He already knew their choreos like the back of his hand, and he was also feeling pretty worn down at that point. The other seven members told him to go, and they'd stay at the company building for a few more hours and then go have dinner together with their manager. He and Hanbin could just order some food at the dorm like they always did.

So he first took a shower in the company to change out of his sweaty practice clothes, and then the driver took him back by himself, with no managers making him company. It was rare for them to be alone at the dorms, so this could be a great opportunity for him to talk to Hanbin in private, as he'd be meaning to do. There was a lot they had to talk about, but he was probably very overwhelmed already, so maybe this wouldn't be the right time either.

He unlocked the front door in calculated silence, so as to not wake Hanbin up in case he was sleeping on the couch in the living room. Entering the apartment, he found no one in his line of sight so he was likely in his bedroom. Still, he took his shoes off and left his things in his room quietly before deciding to go check if he was actually sleeping or not.

Hanbin shared a room with Taerae, but he often slept somewhere else. Many nights he'd fall asleep while talking to Gyuvin in his and Ricky's room, or he'd sleep right next to Zhang Hao in his already small bunk bed. He obviously didn't mind it, and actually enjoyed the warm press of their bodies together in the tight space, despite it being summer, since they'd turn the AC on either way.

As he approached the door to their room, he heard muffled noises coming from the inside. Could Hanbin be crying? It certainly sounded similar to sobs and whines. But there was something very different about those particular noises that came from his mouth. As in, they sounded an awful lot like moans.

Zhang Hao glued his ear to the door to listen more closely. Yes, he could definitely hear a wet sound too. Oh God. Hanbin is jerking off.

Is that why he had to come back by himself and be completely alone in the dorm? If that's the case, he doesn't blame him, since sometimes it just happens that you'd get a boner during practice and then be stressed about it the entire day knowing you'd have no privacy to relieve that any time soon. But he just didn't really expect that from Hanbin.

Something about it really intrigued him. It was no secret that he found Hanbin very attractive. They even shared quite a few kisses before, and their feelings for each other weren't exactly kept away either, but since they're in a complicated situation, they just don't talk about it often, nor do they define anything about themselves. There's something deep between the two of them that the entire world can see. So much so that it's been a little bit of a problem, as even their company avoids setting them up together too much in case they get too touchy and lovey dovey. Neither of them like this decision, as they love to be glued to each other, but it is what it is. They still have plenty of time to stick together, especially in their dorms.

But well, it's never really been like this, meaning, never with him hearing Hanbin's moans through the door. He'd thought about that before, and even more than that, but they never went any further than a heated kiss. They'd usually cut it off before it even developed into something more, being way too aware of all that would entail. And it's easier to be quiet while kissing than when doing the other things.

Hanbin's moans get louder from the other room. Even though he thinks he's alone, he still seems to be suppressing them a lot, quietly grunting as the wet sliding noises get faster. He can almost imagine what his face looks like right now. But he wants more than imagining, he wants to take a look at the scene.

This whole thing is turning him on way too much, and he feels compelled to quietly open a small crack in the door to sneak a peek. He knows it's wrong, but God damn it. He's dying to see what Hanbin looks like when he's jerking off. Can you really blame him?

The door wasn't completely locked to begin with. He's usually careful about those things, but he must've really been desperate, as he didn't bother to fully close it before getting down to business. Zhang Hao softly pushes a hand against it, closing one of his eyes to look through the small opening. And there he is, naked on the bed.

His face is contorted in pleasure, and his eyes are tightly shut as he bites his bottom lip and his right hand quickly moves up and down his length. Hao has to look away, feeling too dirty just by staring at that scene. Hanbin is really hot.

He diverges his gaze back to inside the room. He can barely see anything, as the opening on the entrance is very small, so he impulsively leans a little too strongly on the door, causing it to just fall open.

He wanted to run and hide from the shame, but Hanbin spotted him first, grabbing the blanket in record speed and covering himself up to the neck, with a terrified look on his face. Maybe if Zhang Hao played it off, he could pretend that he wasn't staring at him from the outside.

"Hyung! What- You said you… Oh God, I'm so sorry." He now hid his entire face under the blanket in shame.

He looked pitiful, Zhang Hao really felt bad. He could console him instead.

"Sorry about what? Masturbating? That's normal, Hanbin, I'm the one who should apologize for barging into your room without even announcing my presence."

"No, that's not okay. I was reckless, I should have known one of you could come back at any time. I'm so embarrassed…" He said, muffled by the blanket he was under.

"Hanbin, it's just me. Don't worry too much. The others will stay a few more hours and then have dinner, so they really won't be coming back until late. I just came back because I was worried about you. I'm sorry to interrupt your private time."

"You were worried? Ah, I don't even know what to say right now, hyung. I can't even face you knowing you saw me like this."

Zhang Hao walked over to him and sat on the edge of his bed. "Hey, I promise you that it's fine. Everyone jerks off, you know. It's a healthy thing to do, and we're in our early twenties…"

"It's not even about that." Hanbin took his head out of the blanket. "I'm just so stressed these days, I even did something like leaving all of you alone during practice to do something filthy like that. I'm ashamed, I should be more responsible as the leader." Tears started gathering in his eyes. He looked visibly shaken.

"No, Hanbinie…" He moved closer to the boy. "Hey, you don't have to bear this leader responsibility by yourself all the time. We're taking it easier now that we're not as busy, you deserve to relax too." He wiped his tears with his thumbs. His long wet lashes looked pretty. "It's not filthy. We never have time to do that, and I know that when things are too stressful we have to relieve it in that way. And you've been pretty stressed this past month."

"You do it too?" Hanbin asked in a quiet voice, making Zhang Hao laugh.

"Of course I do. But, it's always in the shower."

"Ah, that's why you take so long in there and get mad at me when I tell you to hurry up…"

"Hey!" He lightly shoved him, making him laugh. "At least I lock the door!"

"Please, don't remind me…" Hanbin covered his face again. His face was incredibly red the entire time, more than he had ever seen it.

"Come here, you don't have to be embarrassed in front of me." Zhang Hao pulled him closer to embrace his blanket-covered body to comfort him, but it made him whimper instead.

"Ah- ah, hyung… Don't hug me please, I'm still… You know."

This went straight to Hao's cock. His comforting mood was broken as he was reminded of the state Hanbin was in, and he suddenly wanted to take this further.

"Oh, you're still hard? I apologize." He then tightened his grip on his shoulders, lightly massaging him.

"Hao hyung." Hanbin uncovered his face to look into his eyes. "I'm serious. You're making it a lot worse."

"Would you let me help you? I can make you less stressed in no time if you let me, Hanbinie~"

"Are you okay with that?" Hanbin widened his eyes at him, making a cute confused expression, as if they hadn't made out way too many times already.

"I'm not just okay with it, I really, really want to, so please…" Hao looked at him through his lashes, making a seductive face that he knew worked too well with Hanbin. "Let me take this blanket off of you?" He grabbed the hem of the cloth.

"O-okay." Hanbin bit his lip.

Zhang Hao pried it off the other man's hands and peeled it away from his body, uncovering his flushed chest and abs and then his hard leaking cock that pressed against his stomach.

"Ah…" Hao pressed a hand to his belly. "Why are you so sexy? It drives me crazy."

He slowly moved his hand up his torso to knead at his chest, admiring his muscles.

"You really have been working out a lot lately, haven't you? You know you're hot, Hanbin." He looked up into his eyes. "Do you know how that makes me feel?"

Hanbin shook his head, his breaths getting heavier as he leaned back into the pillows to accommodate Hao moving closer to him. "How does it make you feel, hyung?"

"It makes me really want you." He whispered next to his ear, biting his earlobe after. Hanbin made a low noise in his throat at that.

He moved closer to him, spreading his legs apart to kneel above him with Hanbin trapped beneath him, placing a hand on his bare thigh, massaging the muscle dangerously close to his crotch.

His other hand moved to trace his tattoo with his finger. "You also love to show this off, right? I really like this tattoo. It's perfect for you."

Hanbin grabbed his wrist and looked at him with lust filled eyes. "Hao hyung, please touch me already. It's starting to hurt…"

"Aww, my poor Hanbinie." He kissed his temple and down to his neck. "I'm sorry, I'm so bad for doing this to you."

He grabbed his neglected dick, looking down at it, staring very intensely. "I knew you were big, but it really looks nice up close like this." He circled his fingers around the tip and slowly moved them along the length.

"What do you mean you knew?"

Zhang Hao laughed with a closed mouth. "It's kind of noticeable, especially when you wear those gray sweatpants during practice."

Hanbin's face got even redder. "Ah, is it…"

"You're so cute." Hao laughed again, kissing his lips. As their kiss deepened, the pace of his hand also quickened, making Hanbin whimper into his mouth. He swallowed all of his delicious noises, flicking his wrist and tightening his grip around him.

His other arm went around his shoulders to better support himself as he jerked Hanbin off with the other hand, but the slide wasn't quite as smooth as it could be.

"Did you use any lube before I got here?"

Hanbin denied. "No. Just…spit."

"Oh? Nasty boy." Zhang Hao whispered to him, making him shiver in his arms. "Then I'll have to use mine on you as well, I guess."

Hao lowered his face closer to his cock and spit on it, looking up at Hanbin afterwards, who had an open mouth in shock at his view. His hand came up to spread the saliva along his length, making it wetter and easier to move up and down, allowing him to quicken his pace.

"Is it good? Better than doing it by yourself?" Hao smirked at him.

Hanbin nodded with tightly shut eyes, gripping the fabric of Hao's shirt around waist with force. "Really good, hyung."

His entire body was flushed a nice shade of pink, and there was sweat sticking some of his hair to his forehead as it was hot in the room, and Hanbin sweated quite a lot. He looked beautiful, and Zhang Hao's mind went cloudy with the sight. He really liked Hanbin a lot, and having him whimpering and blushing beneath him was something he could only imagine in the deep parts of his mind beforehand. The shiny idol, perfectly put together leader Sung Hanbin coming undone from his touch.

"Hanbinie." He kissed his cheeks. "I like you." His hand started moving even faster along his cock, flicking his wrist and turning his hand around in a steady rhythm that drew sweet noises from the man under him.

Hanbin's hands roamed his body to touch his bare skin under the shirt he was wearing, trying to grab anywhere he could reach. He opened his eyes to look at him with parted lips, heavily exhaling. "I like you more." His right hand gripped at the back of his neck to pull him closer for a wet kiss, disheveling his hair as he ran his hand through it.

Zhang Hao smiled against his lips. He wished he could have been this intimate with Hanbin since a long time ago, but the other man was very cautious with everything, worrying if anyone would see or hear them, constantly filling his body with tension that he could rarely ever release. Hao wanted to make him at ease, to lovingly embrace him and tell him to let go of all of it. When it's just the two of them like this, the rest of the world goes blurry, there's nothing else to worry about other than immersing themselves in each other's touch. And Zhang Hao wanted to wrap around him and drown him in kisses until nothing bad plagued his mind anymore.

His hand that previously supported his weight against Hanbin's shoulder traveled lower to pinch one of his nipples, drawing a high pitched moan out of him. He flicked his finger against the hard nub, and Hanbin had to pause their kiss to grit his teeth and tense his entire body.

"Hey, relax." Hao whispered to him, gently dragging his hand across his chest and shoulders to ease him. "Release the tension in your body, Hanbin."

His breathing calmed down and his body became softer under his touch. Zhang Hao placed a hand against his ribcage to feel his beating heart. His fingers gripped against the skin, as if he was trying to hold his heart in his hand and take it for himself. He felt so close to him like this, so intimate. His gaze shifted to Hanbin's eyes, and he was already looking straight at him. A shiver ran down his spine.

"Do you want to cum?" He kissed the corner of his lips. "You deserve to, baby."

Hanbin brought him ever closer by the neck, to whisper against his lips in a faltering breath. "Can I?"

Zhang Hao's free hand smoothed his skin from his chest to his belly while the other one moved as fast as he could around his dick to bring out his orgasm. "Of course you can." He smiled, leaving a kiss on his cheek. "My Hanbin." Another kiss pressed to his jaw. "You're mine."

The body of the man beneath him shivered all over as he arched his back from the bed and dug his nails in Zhang Hao's hair, tugging on the strands with strength and making him whine from the nice sensation of having his hair pulled. Shortly after, Hanbin was coming all over Hao's hand and his own stomach, his brows furrowing as he moaned loudly.

"Well done." Zhang Hao kissed him on the nose. "Do you feel better now?"

He stared into his eyes with love pouring out of them, softly stroking his hair to calm him down from his orgasm. Hanbin nodded at him with eyes closed, a serene expression on his flushed face as he relaxed into the bed, leaning his head onto his touch.

"That was amazing. Thank you, hyung… Somehow, I still feel embarrassed though." Hanbin moved a hand to cup Hao's face. "I like you so much, and you saw me like that."

"But if we like each other, there's no need to be embarrassed, since I wanted to do that to you. It was hot, rather. You look cute when you're embarrassed." He smiled down at him, combing his fingers through his damp sweaty hair.

"Hyung…" Hanbin's expression became more serious, and he cupped Hao's face with both hands. "I'm sorry for being so cautious and worried about everything. I just want the best for us, but I also get scared. I always imagined it would be a special and beautiful moment between us when we'd get intimate for the first time. But maybe I'm just too much of a romantic." He laughed. Hanbin looked like he wanted to keep going with his words, so Hao quietly listened to him. "I think a lot about us, but I don't even tell you half of what's on my mind. We know things aren't easy for us, right? But I cherish every moment I spend with you. Even if we're just eating together or laying in silence side by side. Just being with you makes me happy and motivated to do better. That's the kind of person you are in my life."

"Hanbin, it doesn't need to be grand or well planned to be special. As you said, isn't just being together special enough? I'm also sorry that I jumped into it and wanted to suddenly get close to you like this, I just-"

"No, no, that's not what I mean." He cut him off. "I wanted to do this with you for so long, but I'm more of a coward than you when it comes to those things. Of course it was special." Hanbin kissed him warmly. "I just like you way too much… I'm too scared to say the bigger word."

Love. It shouldn't be scary, especially when they feel it so vividly between them every moment they are together. Soulmates, other halves of each other's soul's, those things have been said already. But the thought of boldly declaring their love still makes them feel like kids faced with something new and scary. It makes things too real, and they feel like it's still soon to take that step. They know it, either way.

"I didn't mean to rush things either, I know you're more careful about our relationship. You just looked so stressed and vulnerable doing it by yourself and getting caught, I wanted to help you ease your mind. It's just me, and no one will come back until hours later, it doesn't have to be scary or rushed if we don't label it this way." Hao hugged him closer, bringing their tangled bodies to lay down on their sides. "And I want you so badly. Do you want me too?"

Hanbin smiled at him. "Way too much. It's one of the reasons why I've been so stressed too… I keep thinking about you, but there's just never an opportunity to take it further, or even talk to you about us. And I'm a coward-"

"Stop saying you're a coward." Hao lightly hit his shoulder.

"But I am!" Hanbin laughed. "You're too beautiful, Hao hyung. Sometimes I'm just thinking about you, and I become like how you saw me earlier. But I keep thinking I can't indulge in that, I have to be responsible… And you're a lot more straightforward than I am, but you also never initiated anything like that anymore…"

"Were you waiting for me to make a move on you? Then wasn't today just a great coincidence that I came earlier to the dorm and found you like this?" Hao hugged him by the waist, bringing his naked body closer to his still clothed one.

"It was so good, it made me regret that we didn't do it earlier. I was too caught up with fantasizing about a perfect setting and moment, when the most important thing is just the two of us being this close." He caressed his face.

"Well, we still haven't gone all the way yet. We can make that moment more special and take our time together, without rushing in those tiny bunk beds. But even if we did it here, that would be nice too… Ah, I just want you, Hanbinie."

Hanbin closed the distance between their mouths, diving for a deep kiss. "I'm crazy about you." He held his nape to tilt his head and shove his tongue deeper down his mouth. "Hao hyung…" He left wet and messy kisses along his neck and jaw. "I still want to please you, it's not fair if only I get touched by you."

"It's okay-" Hao was about to say, but Hanbin suddenly grabbed him by the waist and flipped him on his back, sitting on top of him.

"No, I want your body too. Please, hyung. I think about you like this all the time."

Zhang Hao looked into his eyes and saw something different on them, burning with desire. He also wanted Hanbin to do many things to him, and he was half hard already from what he did to him earlier, but he wasn't really hoping for anything else tonight. To be fair, the others would still take time to come home, and they should really try to enjoy their rare alone time to the max.

"Okay, wait a minute." He reached for his phone that was still in his back pocket, and checked the messages app. The recent message from their manager said they still hadn't even left for dinner yet, so they surely had well over one hour, maybe even two, just for themselves.

He locked his phone again, deciding to turn it off and leave it at Hanbin's bedside table. "Is one hour enough for you?" He teased.

Hanbin laughed at him, but his face got red. "What do you want me to do to you, hyung? Now I'm scared I won't live up to your expectations…"

"I'm kidding, baby, you can do whatever you want to me, I know I'll like it. What did you have in mind?" He caressed his chest.

"I…" He flushed even down to his arms. "I have many things in mind, just…"

Hao pouted. "You're getting shy again. You know, I'm also getting impatient here." He took Hanbin's hand and placed it onto his crotch, for him to feel him getting harder. Hanbin's eyes got darker, and he rubbed at his dick through the fabric with the hand that was still guided by Hao's.

"To be honest, I had been peeking through the door to watch you and I got hard since then." He confessed.

Hanbin gasped. "Hyung, you really are bad…"

Hao laughed. "I know I am. What are you gonna do to punish me?"

"Put you in the squeaky chair?" He looked at him with playfulness, and a stupid grin on his face.

Hao furrowed his brows and whined at him, hitting his chest. "You're not being sexy, Sung Hanbin. You're so evil."

"I'm kidding, I also like to tease you sometimes." He kissed his neck and kept kneading at his clothed bulge. "It's no fun if only you do it to me… I enjoy hearing your whines."

"You like it when I hit you, you masochist." He played back.

"I might… I don't know. I like whatever you do to me." He inhaled the scent of his neck as he kept kissing and licking at it.

This time, Zhang Hao is the one to get chills. He can't believe he has someone like Hanbin being crazy over him. He even gets his ego way too high sometimes, with how much he spoils him and does whatever he wants. When he started liking Hanbin all those months ago, he barely expected the feeling to be reciprocated, especially not to this extent. Sung Hanbin is his dream come true.

He gripped his biceps, kneading at his muscles. He loved to grab his arms like this, even in daily occurrences. There's something about feeling Hanbin's warm skin against his fingertips that calms him down.

"Don't play around too much. I thought you wanted to touch my body. Like, under my clothes."

"You're too impatient, hyung." Hanbin lifted his shirt up, getting it over his head and tossing it to the side. "Don't we have an hour?"

"You're one to talk, you were also urging me to touch your dick not too long ago…" Hao talked to him, but Hanbin was too entranced by staring down at his bare body to properly listen.

"Am I pretty?" Hao blinked at him flirtatiously.

Hanbin diverged his stare to his eyes, letting out a heavy breath. His face looked serious when he couldn't hide his arousement. Soon he felt his lips being devoured again, and a pair of hands busily traveling up and down his torso.

"So pretty." He tightly gripped around his thin waist. And dived his head further down to kiss at his chest. "Ah hyung, is this a dream?"

"Are you teasing me again?" Hao grabbed his hair.

"Hm?" Hanbin looked up at him, his lips glistening as he made a wet mess against his skin with all his licking and kissing. He wasn't even understanding what he was saying at this point.

"Nevermind. Move that head further down please, I might cry if you don't touch me soon…"

"Ah, okay. I'll do that." But he kept kissing his chest and abs instead, and then bit at his nipple, sucking it into his mouth.

"Hanbin!" He cried out, the feeling shooting straight to his cock, that was fully hard now. "C'mon.."

Hanbin had the audacity to smile at him. "Sorry, it's just that your body is delicious, Hao hyung. I want to taste all of it."

For someone who was hiding his face in embarrassment not too long ago and stuttering over his words saying what he wanted to do to him, he sure overcame the shyness fast. Zhang Hao didn't exactly know how to deal with Hanbin being like this towards him, being used to being the forward one between them. But he knew it turned him on more than anything.

He knows Hanbin got it all in him, and he's actually extremely flirty at times. It's just that the barrier of embarrassment and fear of rushing things between them kept it mostly contained inside him, but when he wanted to be seductive, Hanbin was unstoppable. Zhang Hao feared the day that all of his holding back would be torn down and Hanbin would unleash all of his deadly confidence and flirtiness on him. His dick twitched. He would surely like to be manhandled by him more often.

"J-just don't leave me untouched for too long. I've been hard for a while now…"

"I won't." Hanbin sucked at his other nipple, making him whimper and grind against his body. "I'm getting there."

His hands finally came to undo his zipper, and he carefully pulled his pants out in one go. His underwear, however, was still on.

"Take those off too." Hao pulled at the elastic hem himself, baring just the red tip of his cock. Hanbin's breath was caught on his throat as he stared at it.

"I want you Hanbin, please, don't be mean to me..." He whined in an exaggerated way. He knew he was acting too impatient, but he wanted to play with Hanbin.

"My pretty…" Hanbin kissed the tip of his dick that was sticking out. "My pretty Hao hyung. I'd never be mean to you." He fully slid his underwear out and spread his legs apart, getting his head in between them as he held his thighs.

"Do you know how to do this?" Hao curiously asked him.

"Suck dick? I do." He nodded as he looked up at him. Jealousy hit across Zhang Hao's chest like an arrow.

"Ah… Which lucky man got my beautiful Sung Hanbin to give him head before?" He said with distaste clear on his words. "No, don't answer that. I don't want to know."

"Hyung…" He laughed. "I never actually did it before. But I think I know how to do it."

Zhang Hao smiled sincerely, proud to be the first one to be with Hanbin like this.

"I like how confident you are about it, baby." He held his jaw, tilting his head with one finger to look at him. "Show me."

Hanbin nodded, gripping his thighs with more strength. He sucked a mark on his inner thigh first, surprising Zhang Hao, and then licked along the length of his cock. He wasn't as big as Hanbin, but he wasn't really lacking either.

"Beautiful." Hanbin licked him like it was the most delectable thing he ever tasted in his life. "I like it, Hao hyung."

He started sucking from the tip, taking it slowly further down inside his mouth. His lips felt amazing tightening around him, and Hao couldn't help but let loud moans out. He's just glad there's no one but them at the dorms.

"Hanbin, your mouth is really warm." He grabbed his hair and scratched his nails against his scalp, making him shiver under him.

He kept taking it down his mouth, releasing it up again until the tip almost came out and then lowering his head again. The noises his mouth made around him and his heavy breathing were too erotic, and they echoed throughout the small dorm room.

Looking at him like this, with his eyes teary and his cheeks full, Hanbin looked too cute. He always thought he was the cutest with his cheeks full like this, but he'd only seen it while he was eating food, not sucking his cock. He'd love to take a picture to remember that sight.

"You're right Hanbinie, you're good at this." Zhang Hao led his head along his length with his grip on his hair. "What a fast learner."

Hanbin moaned around him, his spit spilling from his mouth and dripping down his length as he kept sucking. His eyelashes looked beautiful from this angle too.

"Hngh…" Hao closed his eyes and moaned as Hanbin sucked hard at his tip, before moving down again, his tongue running wild around him. It was quite sloppy and messy, but Zhang Hao liked it this way. Nothing felt better than Hanbin's mouth on him. His grip on his hair tightened.

"Moan for me, Hao hyung. I really like when you're loud." He took his mouth out of his cock to quickly speak to him before diving back down.

So he spread his legs further apart and gripped Hanbin's hair with both of his hands, guiding his movements on him as he carefully moved his hips to thrust inside his mouth, not wanting to hurt his throat. He still needed to sing live in a few days.

His moans were coming out loud and whiny now, as he didn't bother to hold back anymore. He threw his head back and fully focused on Hanbin's mouth sucking him in.

"Feels so good Hanbin, fuck…"

Hanbin then took his dick out of his mouth and looked at him with spit slick lips and chin, panting heavily to catch his breath. "Should I keep going, hyung?"

Hao almost screamed out a moan. "Please, I need to cum."

He torturously licked up his length. "But I still wanted to touch you here too." He pressed a finger further down, right against his rim. Zhang Hao cried out a whine.

"Now? I… I'm so close though." He moved his hand to grab his dick by himself, but Hanbin stopped him.

"Then can you cum twice?" His face was serious as he looked at him. Zhang Hao wanted to give in and let him do what he wanted.

"I can, not too long after the first time. But you're such a pervert Hanbin, I didn't know this about you."

Hanbin touched the base of his dick and started stroking him, making Hao sigh out in relief. "Only for you." He kissed his tip. "I want to do everything there is with you."

His body shivered as Hanbin took him in his mouth again, not losing time before regaining his previous pace. He held Zhang Hao's hips firmly against the bed, not letting him thrust up, which made him cry out in frustration as he guided Hanbin's head to move on him.

"Get off, I'm gonna come." He said, whimpering as Hanbin's mouth didn't move away at all. "Hanbin, please! I told you I was really close."

Hanbin hugged his legs closer and removed his mouth from his cock to talk to him. "I'll swallow it. I want to taste you." He kissed his thigh. "Cum for me, Hao hyung."

His hand pressed down on his stomach, and the other one carresed his balls as he kept sucking him in the warmth of his mouth in a fast pace. It was too much for him, and his hands came up to grab the pillow he was laying his head on as he spilled his cum inside of Hanbin's mouth. His loud moans filled the room, and Hanbin swallowed all around him, slurping it all in his mouth.

"My God." He tried to regain his composure as he heavily breathed out, his chest rising up and down.

Hanbin came up to face him, and Hao wrapped his legs around his body as he moved further to lock him in place.

"Was I good?" He licked his lips in delight.

"Oh, Hanbinie…" Zhang Hao wiped his thumb across his wet chin. "You're the best."

He smiled, looking proud at himself with his approval. "Are you still up for more?" An eager look still painted his face, and he dug his nails into the flesh of Hao's thighs.

"Hanbin, you're crazy." He was still senstive and panting from his orgasm.

"I thought I was the best?" Hanbin pouted, and kissed him softly, locking his lips against his.

"Tsk, grab your phone to see what time it is." Hao told Hanbin while hitting at his shoulder to hurry him up, and he extended his arm to check it on the screen.

"There's still time. They said they were going to the restaurant 5 minutes ago, so they're not even there yet." Hanbin left the phone locked on the nightstand and went back to press his body close to him, slightly rolling them to their sides and gripping his waist to glue their fronts together. "If you don't want to, we don't have to do anything else. I think I'm just piled up with all the lust I ever felt for you right now."

Hao laughed at him, and rubbed their noses together. "You want to finger me then? Or did you mean you want to fuck me?"

Hanbin swallowed thickly. "Whatever you want."

"That's not an answer. Tell me properly." He demanded.

Hanbin kissed his neck. "For now, I think we don't need to fuck yet. I mean, I obviously want to, but, you know…"

Hao brushed his hair behind his ear. "I know. What I didn't know is that you'd want to be the top, Hanbinie…" He smirked at him.

"No? Did you want to top? You know, I don't mind anything. I'll take whatever you give to me, I don't-"

He laughed again at his sudden nervousness after all they did. "It's not that, but we never talked about it, so I didn't know. I wanted you to fuck me though, very badly. So I'm happy you want that too." He kissed Hanbin.

"Hyung… I can't, I'll get hard again. I want you so much." He whispered against his lips.

"I have lube in my toiletry bag burried deep inside my wardrobe so no one would find it… If you let me go get it we can get on with it quicker." He whispered back.

"I'll get it for you." Hanbin kissed his forehead and untangled their sweaty bodies from each other to get up. "I'll be super quick, don't move!"

Hanbin got up and brought the blanket with him to wrap around his waist and cover himself up, even though there was no one but them at the dorms. Zhang Hao had to giggle at him. He's so silly sometimes. He loves him.

He kept thinking about him in his 2 minute absence, but Hanbin was already back and climbing on top of him on the bed with the bottle in his hand before he could even miss him.

"This is still sealed?" Hanbin opened it, removing the seal and screwing the cap back on.

"Well, when could I have used it? I have it just in case."

"And it's cherry flavored? I'm finding out more and more about your preferences each day, hyung."

Zhang Hao blushed. "It's just what they had in the store, don't tease me…"

Hanbin grabbed his chin and kissed his face all over. "So cute. I'm just playing with you, baby."

Zhang Hao actually loved how they would both tease each other like this, both give and take equally.

"Are you gonna put your fingers in me then?" He grabbed Hanbin's arm.

Hanbin nodded. "Will you let me?"

He grabbed the lube from Hanbin's hands and opened it, taking his hand in his and squeezing some of the cold gel on his fingers.

"Warm it up first." He grabbed Hanbin's other hand and made him rub the lube between his fingers, guiding his hands. "Now go ahead."

He opened his legs further apart, spreading his ass for Hanbin with his own hands. The other man gulped as he came closer to him, holding his thigh with one hand and pressing his finger on his rim, carefully circling it around to apply some of the lube there.

Hanbin slowly inserted one finger in, making Hao shiver at the intrusion. This has been an untouched area for him for a long time now, as he couldn't even find any time to finger himself. Hanbin kept pushing it inside, staring up at him with furrowed brows. He tried to relax around it, to not tense up his muscles so it entered him more easily.

"Hanbin, are you nervous?" He asked him, sensing some hesitation to move coming from him.

"I just don't want to make you feel uncomfortable, hyung. Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt." Hao moved his hands to grip his shoulders. "You're so gentle with me. Don't worry about it. You can go harder."

Hanbin nodded at him, but took his fingers out instead, making Hao protest.

Before he could say anything, he grabbed him by the waist and flipped their positions over, sitting further up the bed and leaning against the pillows, making Hao sit up on his lap.

"I think it'll be nicer like this. I want to hug you close to me." Hanbin said, cupping his cheek and caressing his skin.

Zhang Hao accomodated himself on top of him and relaxed into his body, leaning against him and hugging him around his shoulders. "I like that too." He kissed him on the temple.

Hanbin reached behind him and spread his ass apart, kneading at the skin with a full hand, and re-inserted his finger inside of him. "You have a nice ass. And such a thin waist and broad shoulders." He moved his hand up from his ass to grab his waist, digging his fingers in. "Your body is crazy. I have wanted you like this for me for so long."

His finger started thrusting inside of him, the slide smooth from the lube, and he was getting used to it pretty quickly. He hugged Hanbin even tighter, lowering his head to hide against his neck and shoulder. "You have? Fuck, I wanted you even more." His breathing got quicker, and he kept moving his hips back to meet his fingers, urging him to go deeper. He was starting to lose his train of thought already, only being able to focus on the body pressing so close to him, getting hard again minutes after he just came. It was all too much for him.

"Can I put another one in?" Hanbin whispered against his ear. He just nodded in return, positively humming lowly and digging his nails on his back.

"Alright." He took his finger out, and quickly entered him again with a second one added, stretching him out as he pressed it further inside. They went all the way in, and he started to thrust them inside, being very careful throughout the whole thing as to not hurt him.

When he reached the bottom, he kept curving his fingers up each time, trying to find his prostate. Hao took his head out of his hiding against his neck to take a look at his face. His brows were furrowed and he bit his lips as he stared down, very focused on his task. Hao found him so hot like this, with his disheveled hair brushed out of his face. Hanbin's other hand smoothed down his back, and then came to his front to brush against his stomach and nipples, wanting to make him relax under his touch. It all felt so nice, Hao threw his head back at the sensation, closing his eyes in bliss.

Then, he felt a sharp wave of pleasure run through his body as Hanbin hit his prostate right on, and he contorted his face in pleasure as a moan escaped his lips.

"Is that it?" Hanbin asked, talking more to himself, turning his head up to take a look at Zhang Hao's beautifully pleasured face.

He kept thrusting his fingers up in the exact same position, hitting it over and over again, making Hao become like jelly in his arms. He leaned all of his weight over him, feeling overstimulated from just coming not too long ago, and now his once again hard cock rubbed against Hanbin's each time he thrusted his fingers inside of him. It made his mind go blank, and he couldn't really pay attention to anything else. His moans came out loud and whiny, getting muffled by Hanbin's skin, as he practically drooled on his neck, leaving his mouth open.

"So good~" He mumbled almost incoherently.

Hanbin kissed his face as he kept moving his fingers inside him. "You like it, hyung?" He lightly nipped at his jaw, to not leave a mark, and his free hand pressed down on his stomach, just above where their cocks rubbed together.

"Hmm" He hummed, bringing one of his hands to comb through Hanbin's head, the other one still firmly holding onto his shoulder. "I like you."

The fingers inside of him started to move even faster, and he could barely hold himself up anymore, throwing all his weight on top of Hanbin's body, making them lean further onto the pillows. In a smooth move, Hanbin's hand on his stomach grabbed both of their dicks at once, making them wince at the sensitivity. He started moving his hand at the same rhythm in which he fucked his fingers inside of Hao's body.

"I'm gonna.. Ah.. I'll cum again." He looked at Hanbin to speak, barely getting his words out as he kept frantically moaning from the overstimulation, his eyes wet with tears from feeling so good.

"Me too, let's do it together." Hanbin kissed below his eye where a tear trailed down.

Hao moved his hand to place it on top of Hanbin's as it slid up and down their cocks, adding to the friction and making both of them moan together, as they glued their foreheads and breathed in each other's warmth.

He felt a strong tingle start to burn in his stomach when Hanbin hit inside him in a particular spot, and his entire vision went blank as he threw his head back and dug his nails in Hanbin's shoulders, cumming over their hands with a strangled cry of pleasure. Soon after him, the other man was also coming for the second time that evening, sounding out his sweet moans against his lips.

After they both released their orgasms, they stared dazedly at each other, feeling closer and more intimate than ever. Zhang Hao almost blurted out that he loved him. It wouldn't be a problem if he did, but he used up all the consciousness still left in him to hold it in for another time.

Hanbin grabbed him by the waist to move them further down the bed, properly laying down in a comfortable position as they tried to regain their thoughts after the intense stimulation. Instead of saying anything, they kept looking at each other with a million words dancing between their eyes, and leaned in for a sweet kiss.

When a few minutes had passed and their breathing became steady again, Hanbin decided to break their comfortable intimate silence. "Thank you."

Zhang Hao snapped back to reality and looked at him confusedly. "For what?"

The man softly laughed at him, wiping the sweat out of his forehead and gently brushing his hair out of his forehead. "For helping me to feel less stressed. I really needed that."

"Ah, even though you ended up doing more for me in the end… Didn't I fail my mission of taking care of you?" He pouted.

"No way, I was very pent up for not being able to touch you like this. We took care of each other. I love to please you, Hao hyung." He kissed his forehead.

"Me too, I like pleasing you, Hanbinie…" Hao smoothed a hand down his chest. "Ugh, we're so disgusting right now. You'll need to change those bedsheets before anyone comes back."

They laughed together, embracing each other closer. "We came a lot… But I feel so invigorated though, this will give me more energy for the next few days." Hanbin told him.

"I hope we find time to do this more often. It's good for us to, you know, relieve stress and all that." He smirked.

"Of course, like an extra exercise." Hanbin laughed.

"How lucky are we to have each other like this?" Hao looked at him, softening his gaze. "I never imagined I'd find someone like you in the most crazy time of my life. You mean so much to me, Hanbin."

Hanbin stopped his laughter to turn his smile into a loving expression. He could vividly feel the love radiating for him, and it was warmer than sunshine, sweeter than sugar.

"I… Hao hyung…" He cupped his face, sighing heavily. "I don't know if I'd even be able to do it without you. After I met you, you really changed my world, there has never been anyone like you in all my life. And I've met a lot of different people." He dropped his gaze to his lips. "Thank you for being by my side, and for caring so much about me. One day, I want us to share all of our deepest feelings with each other, with no worries about anything. I want there to be a time where we can focus only on us. I promise you we'll have that." Hanbin kissed him passionately.

"I want that too, Hanbin. We know how we feel about each other. For now, I'm content with what we have, even if it's not easy. I'm just happy it's you and me." They hugged for a while, basking in each other's presence and warmth.

He didn't want Hanbin to worry or overthink anymore, just to enjoy the precious time they have together in this group that they cherish so much. And he would help him ease his mind and relax his body, no matter what it takes. He would always be there for him, despite all their arguments and disagreements. They love each other, it is felt in their every word and action. And that's enough.

"We should hurry up to shower and clean this room out. The others will come back soon." Zhang Hao started to sit up, reluctantly removing his head out of Hanbin's warm neck.

"We haven't eaten anything either, should I order something for us?" Hanbin asked him.

"Ah yes! Order from that place where they have those cheeseballs. This time I want to eat more than one of them, so you better not steal from me!" He whined at him as he stood up, making him laugh.

Hanbin got up after him, and hugged his waist from behind while they were standing up, tucking his head into his neck. They were practically the same height, with Zhang Hao being mere centimeters taller. He thought it was perfect.

"I'll order enough for both of us. Or you can have all of them if you want." He placed a kiss on his neck and unglued his body from his again, patting him on the butt to rush him to the bathroom. "Go shower first, I'll order the food and change my bedsheets and then I'll go after you."

"But can't we shower together?" Hao pouted.

"Don't give me this look, hyung! What if they come back while we're showering and see the mess we made in the room?" He placed his hands on hips to speak, looking quite funny, which made Zhang Hao giggle.

"Okay… I guess you're right. But quickly wipe yourself down before that, don't go walking around the dorm like this!" He grabbed his arm to pull him to the bathroom with him, wiping his torso with some damp wipes until all the cum was off of him.

"Now let me shower. Maybe if you're fast enough you can still get on with me." He smirked, pushing him out of the door by the chest.

"I'll do it at lightning speed hyung, wait for me!" He pecked his lips and closed the door, actually running off to go clean his room, leaving Hao laughing by himself in the bathroom.

Ah, Zhang Hao really does love him.