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the light rain started pouring, watering the beautiful colorful blooming flowers around her, glowing.
her bunny ears slightly perked up, M̵i̵a̵, Mi-Mi slowly putting out her hand to feel the hard drizzle.
why was it raining? she couldn’t help but frown. rain usually meant upsetting- distress- worry–
all the bad stuff! ((yet she was still unsure if upsetting meant good or bad.))
…
what did she do wrong? her bunny ears slowly went down, frustrated.
as the rain poured— her beautiful, long, black hair was slowly getting soaked in it.
but for whatever stupid reason, she didn't care. it wasn’t on her mind as she was left alone-
and with her thoughts.
the human-rabbit had never liked the idea of being alone. she wasn’t a big fan of it- but here she was.
Mi-Mi sitting alone, flowers, plants, glowing butterflies surrounded her-
or perhaps just the idea of nature being near her.
as the drizzle continued, she didn’t know where she was- but that didn’t really matter to her. ((marcus was merely convinced she had 2 brain cells left.))
but why?
“ why? “ she muttered softly, her purple eyes staring at the flowers around her.
roses, tulips, sun-flowers, lavenders, peonies, sakuras–
there was multiple more for her to count, and she knew if she had someone beside her right now- she would go through the full list unless they told her to stop, telling her it was okay.
unfortunately she didn’t have anyone right now, so that sucked pretty badly.
weird how she knew all these types of flowers. or how she even remembered them instead of remembering her own precious childhood-
but she just did, and Mi-Mi didn’t pay too much attention to it.
however, the thing she was worried about-
why in the world did she feel so gloomy?
she wasn’t smiling- she still had that frown on her face. that question wandered inside her mind as she tried ignoring it-
this wasn’t her usual bright and happy self, Mi-Mi knew. was her pathetic heart feeling dark again? pushing those feelings away, she sighed- the 14 year old was too tired to even stand up.
she had no right to feel that, no right to feel like an emotional wreck, no absolute right to feel like such a burden.
no, of course not. she couldn’t feel those things.
keep smiling, keep on smiling. it’ll be better if you keep on smiling.
…
the drizzle started to turn slightly harsh as that simple breeze turned into a more stronger wind-
but the bunny didn't take notice, fiddling with her hands as the thoughts kept getting bigger- the question buzzing around her head like a bee.
she hated being upset out of nowhere- feeling so worthless- so useless- so empty.
god, why did her heart ache?
the rain kept pouring as it continued to water the flowers, still soaking Mi-Mi.
the bunny waited patiently ((barely)) for the sunshine to arrive-
and then everything would be alright, right?
but why did she feel so-
shut up. just shut up.
she was happy. she was fine. everything was fine. nothing was wrong, totally.
but why was it still raining?
as the wind blew, the leaves rustled.
“ don’t worry Mia, the sunshine will appear soon. “
…
the rain started to pour harshly- the wind blowing fiercely, distant whispers being heard as the bunny just sat there, the air cold and un-delightful.
but she couldn’t help but sit still, waiting for the sunshine.
the rain was overwatering the flowers, the roses, tulips,peonies- all of them having their color drained as it yearned for sunlight.
she breathed heavily, sitting as she still had the frown on her face.
when was the sun coming? surely it had been hours. her patience had ran out by now.
the rain kept pouring and pouring, as her heart ached more and more in agony- the upsetting feeling eating her alive inside.
no, no– stop.
surely she was fine, right?
she was okay, everything was okay.
but then why did she feel like this?
her bunny ears started to droop down as she forced them to stay up-
she wasn't upset. she couldn’t be so sad.
as the rain kept pouring harder and harder, her lips trembled. the flowers were overwatered by now, completely ruined. the wind kept blowing as she covered her face with her light-skinned hands.
maybe she was upset.
or maybe she was over-dramatic.
why was it still raining?
why wasn’t the sunshine coming?
why was she here? why was she so alone?
…
her useless hope was eventually gone, it didn’t make any sense.
the lonely girl finally gave up and let out quiet sobs in the rain, with no sunshine left to come out of the dark clouds.