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Hongjoong smells like a winter morning in the countryside. And he tastes as such.
Now as you kiss and his hands are pulling you on him, you can taste the fire on his lips.
You can’t get enough of him but you know it won’t last -because he is busy- like always.
And he ruins your special moment once again, he withdraws before things get very heated. It makes you wonder about a lot of things.
And you were patient and discreet all the previous times but you can’t keep it inside anymore. Because you want him so bad.
“Is it me?” you ask and you hate yourself for hurting your self esteem but you have to know.
Hongjoong looks at you startled -he definitely wasn’t expecting that. He frowns and he pulls back so he can see your face.
“I just have to go to the studio baby, you know I have work to do.”
You resume back on the couch and you stare at him.
“I don’t believe you, it’s something else. And I need to know the truth.”
With the way he turns his eyes away and he stands up you know you are right.
Fuck.
You had enough with awful boyfriends. And you like Hongjoong so much. He is funny, kind and lovely, sometimes a bit too conservative but he is the most handsome boy you ever dated and also the most interesting.
And the only boy that set your world on fire in ways untold.
His eyes scan you with guilt, there are words at the tip of his tongue -you can see it- but he holds back.
And this makes your stomach twist with anxiety.
“Look Y/N we can talk about this when I return. But it doesn’t have anything to do with you…it’s more like…me. I have some…issues. And you deserve to know, of course.”
If that was supposed to make you feel better, it failed. Now you worry about every single possibility in the universe.
“You don’t like me?”
He rushes to kiss you, genuinely and then he hugs you, possessively.
“It’s exactly because I like you, that’s why it’s so hard for me to tell you…Please be a little patient with me.”
He kisses the tip of your nose and then he rubs it with his. He is so cute and warm and you relax a little.
“How about staying here and wait for me to return?”
“What time will you come?”
“After midnight, I’m afraid.” He strokes your hair casually as his other hand is still wrapped around you.
“I don’t think I would be up for conversation that late Joongie.” You snort.
“We can talk in the morning when we wake up then.” The way he looks, and just in the thought that you will sleep there makes you burn with anticipation.
“So, you’re suggesting that we’ll sleep together?”
“Yeah…if you want.” He pauses and his eyes change, its only for a second, but he seems different.
He seems…lustful.
“I have an extra toothbrush and…you can wear my clothes… to sleep.” He smirks cunningly.
Then you have this stupid idea to play hard to get or not so easy to fall.
“I really don’t want to cause a trouble to Seonghwa, he is always so kind and-”
Hongjoong scoffs but not in an offensive way its more that he knows something you don’t.
“You won’t trouble him…On the contrary he will enjoy having you here. He really likes you Y/N.”
You can’t help but smile, you know that Hwa likes you.
“All right then.”
“Can’t wait to return and find you inside my bed.” He says and you share a warm, wet kiss.
You’re going mad, you know it.
You are gonna fuck him tonight.
Make him pay for all the times he didn’t gave it to you.
For all the times he left you hanging from a thread.
“Then don’t be late Joongie…”
**
A knock on the door wakes you up, you are on your boyfriend’s bed, you must have fallen asleep as you were scrolling through your phone.
“Y-Yes?” you mumble.
“Can I come in?”
You know this voice, you reply affirmatively and next minute Seonghwa appears, the whole room fills with his presence and immediately the sleepiness leaves you.
“I’m sorry for waking you up. Joong texted me that you’re here and I thought-” He walks in and sits on the foot of the bed.
“-I could keep you company.”
His smile is soft, beautiful, you stare at him unabashedly, you always stare at him because seriously- its inevitable.
Seonghwa is a work of art, from the way he moves to the way he looks. He is like a living Botticelli painting; he is like an ancient Greek statue of a God. Apollo no doubt.
And he knows it.
He is aware of his appearance and the effect he has on people but he is so collected and kind all the time, it’s no wonder he and Hongjoong are getting along so well.
When they are together, they are like the extension of the other. In your eyes they are the perfect example of how best friends should be.
Hongjoong couldn’t have a better roommate, most of the time is like Seonghwa doesn’t live there, a very discreet person.
“Ah thank you I would love that.” You say as you get up. You notice that he stares at your shirt.
“Is this Joong’s?”
You giggle and blush- even though you never blush but Hwa has this effect on you.
“Yes, I hope he wont mind.” You wink at him and his eyes light up.
“It suits you so well Y/N.”
Another thing with Seonghwa is that he is generous, he is always generous with compliments -at least to you.
Generous with advices, he is a giver.
He takes care of Hongjoong who is chaotic by nature, he cooks, he cleans, he is a good listener and he is a thoughtful friend.
And he must be gay. Because how can a man with such sentiment and good taste be straight? Seonghwa is a real catch and it makes you wonder who will be the lucky person to have him.
That thought surprisingly makes you jealous.
Because you like him from the moment you met him.
You spent a lot of time being in conflict with yourself, because how can you like two men at the same time?
“Are you hungry? We can order something.”
And it hits you, of course you’re hungry, last time you ate was?
“Yes, please I’m starving!”
Seonghwa chuckles and both of you leave for the living room.
An hour later you eat together on the kitchen’s small table.
You really like their apartment, its neither small or big but its cozy and clean (because of Seonghwa) and you really love the indoor plants - they are very-
“So, how’s work Y/N?”
“It could have been better but okay I guess.”
“You don’t like it there?”
“I actually hate it.”
“Then leave.”
You didn’t expect him to say that and you are taken by surprise but he looks at you expectingly.
“Uhm…maybe I should.”
“Don’t suppress yourself darling, you deserve something better.”
You smile because his smile is contagious and smooth, like silk.
“Let’s drink to…new beginnings.” He holds his bottle of soju high and he clinks it with yours. It could just be your stupid mind but that “new beginnings” was heavily emphasized.
Does he know something you don’t? Maybe he knows about Hongjoong, they are best friends for fuck sake, they would discuss these things. Right?
“A penny for your thoughts?” his rich voice brings you back and suddenly you’re full. You wipe your mouth carefully and you leave your drink on the table.
“I’m not sure if I can talk to you about this.”
“Is it something serious?” He is not nosy he is just himself, caring and thoughtful.
You sigh, it could be the soju or it could be him, you can’t deny things to Seonghwa. He is much too attractive for that.
“I don’t know yet.”
He tries to read you since you remain silent.
“Does it concern Joong?”
How could he know? Your tongue unfortunately runs faster than your brain.
“How the fu-” oops! You pause, he is amused though. “Sorry-” you giggle and he does too. “How do you know?”
He leans back and finishes his soju in a cocky way raising a brow.
“My sixth sense maybe?” he winks at you.
You smirk. “Or perhaps you two talk a bit too much-”
“Aren’t that what friends supposed to do?”
You play with your bottle as you examining his face.
“You tell me.”
He leans closer and his elbows lay on the table. His eyes are serious.
“I know everything about Honjoong.”
You frown. Should you be concerned?
“He tells me everything.”
Shit, that’s weird but then the bastard laughs. He laughs so hard that you want to slap him.
“I’m just teasing you Y/N!”
“You little…”
“You should have seen your face! Oh my god…”
“You scared me!”
“I’m sorry! Please let me make it up to you, we can watch your favorite film. Whatever you want.”
You look at him with scrutinizing eyes.
“You’re gonna regret this…” you threaten him.
**
It takes you a while to decide what it’s gonna be. Your favorite films are love stories but it’s not a good idea to watch them with Seonghwa, so instead you choose an action movie that you both will enjoy.
It seems after all that you won’t punish him with a film.
You sit on the couch and you press play, next minute Seonghwa is sitting right next to you, so close that his leg is touching yours and no matter how far away you move yours- he keeps expanding his.
It’s not that you mind. In fact, you like the touch - his touch - so you just let your legs stay in contact.
At a point you lean back on the couch, you’re so relaxed and your mind decides that it’s pointless to keep on worrying about Hongjoong, if he didn’t like you, he wouldn’t have told you to stay over tonight.
Suddenly you feel a hand behind your neck. You eyeing Seonghwa with your peripheral vision. He is looking at you and you turn to face him.
“Wanna cuddle?”
Well, this man is full of surprises, isn’t he? You lose your words for a minute.
“Uhm, you mean it in a friendly way, right?”
He smiles “I wouldn’t do something you don’t want Y/N.”
His eyes are so big and bright.
And you just go there and he wraps his hand around your shoulder, he hums as he does and in the beginning you are so stiff, like a wood, it’s funny and awkward and you want to laugh.
But then something happens in the film that startles you and you scream and push back on Seonghwa making both of you laugh. From that moment on, you relax and enjoy the hug and the film and gosh his perfume...he smells so fucking amazing.
“It’s funny you know…” you almost whisper. “I’ve never watched a film with Hongjoong.”
And it was true, you’re together for…three months? You went out plenty of times for food, for games, to a club- but you never saw a film with him.
“That’s strange.” Seonghwa confirms.
“Isn’t it?” You look at him and he looks at your lips.
“Yeah…it is…” He admits.
It could be accidental; he doesn’t have a reason to look at them.
Right?
You know you’re lying to yourself.
As a curtain lifts, there is nothing friendly anymore between you two, and as he closes the distance and kisses you, its confirmed.
And what also isn’t friendly at all is the way you moan to that kiss.
You are angry with yourself, why did you moan girl? How about Hongjoong for whom you are so worried about?
How about your boyfriend who is at the studio working and looking forward to come back to you?
To have sex, for the first time.
Now your mind is torn, Seonghwa is the perfect kisser, you knew he would be and you don’t want this to end.
But your heart screams for Joongie and pulls you back.
“Hwa!” you cry out “Oh my gosh no!”
Seonghwa though stays there watching you, his lips are shiny from your saliva, he seems satisfied, he is so calm. So disturbingly calm.
“Whats wrong Y/N?”
“What’s wrong? Hongjoong is your best friend! And my boyfriend!”
“He is not just my friend Y/N.” He throws the bait and just waits.
“What that’s supposed to mean?” Suddenly your blood freeze.
“He is my lover.”
His smile…His smile is like apocalypse came on earth.
“You’re fucking with me, right? It’s not funny.”
He remains there, a painfully beautiful statue.
“Hongjoong is very bad with words.” He clicks his tongue and closes the t.v. “What he and I have seems complicated and peculiar to others. But it’s so simple for us and amazing and we want you to be a part of it.”
You’re too fucked up to speak. And honestly what could you possibly say?
“He asked me to talk to you first before he gets here. I’m sorry if I shocked you but there isn’t really a way to say this.”
You can’t talk and you can’t move, you want to slap him and break everything in the room before you leave.
So, they’re fucking, that’s why he doesn’t want to fuck you! You are so angry and jealous and ready to scream.
“Talk then!”
“I like it that you are edgy…”
Is he crazy? Does he want to die?
“What’s wrong with you!? Should I just stay calm after what you told me?!”
You stand up, you are absolutely mad but he is calm and his eyes are deadly serious.
“Sit down Y/N.” voice silky but commanding. “Let’s be civilized and talk about it.”
“I can’t believe he did this to me! I’m in love with him!”
“But you kissed me.”
If looks could kill then your eyes would rip him in two.
“Oh fuck you!” you run to your boyfriend’s room and damn -there is no key, you can’t even lock it. You lay on the bed and you try to cry but no tears come out.
You can’t even lock the door; you can’t even cry and Hongjoong is cheating on you with his best friend!
Or is he cheating on his boyfriend with you?
Why is this happening to you?
Inevitably you wonder how many times they had sex on this bed, on the couch, on the kitchen’s table. At the fucking shower. The bitter taste expands to your throat and you ready to choke.
How could he do this to you? You take off his shirt and you throw it away and then you notice Seonghwa, standing at the door frame.
“Get out of here! Get out!” you throw a pillow at him but he keeps walking towards you.
“Just let me talk to you, you wild cat!” it’s the first time he raises his voice, he is not shouting, just a higher tone.
You really have to get your shit together because the pet name stirs something inside of you.
You try to hit him on the face and he restrain your hands from the wrists. His grip is like steel, you can’t reach him and you can’t get away and anticipation rising inside of you.
His grip hurts you but inexplicably you like it.
It seems not only Joong has issues.
You breathe hard as you try to escape him.
“Can I talk to you now, lioness?” Seonghwa seems equally frustrated with your fighting.
“I don’t want to hear you, let me go.”
“I will if you hear me first.”
Truth is that apart from angry you’re curious in what he has to say.
“Alright then, fine, tell me!”
“I have to show you something first, it would be easier for you to…understand.”
You just push him suggestively to lead you on and of course he takes you to his room.
You never been to his room. The first impression is that of perfection, everything arranged and in order, flawless just like him.
This weird gorgeous man who is your boyfriend’s lover, who now looks at you while he holds your hand.
The fact you are with your bra doesn’t seem to bother neither of you. Pretty natural like the rest of what’s happening.
“I will let your hands now, please don’t fight me.”
“I can’t promise you that.”
“Then I will have to tie you so you can listen.”
Tie you.
You feel a burn inside your chest, Seonghwa is dangerously threading on your every kink.
But he doesn’t know; he surely doesn’t know about the moisture between your legs.
Fighting him made you so horny.
And the moment he releases you, you try to attack him, only to be easily restrained with your hands behind your back and Seonghwa pulling you to his desk to take a pair of handcuffs from his drawer.
You feel the cold metal and the click.
“Now, you will listen.”
“Why the fuck you have handcuffs there!”
“Just calm down and hear me for fucks sake.”
He drags you to his closet.
“Let me show you what Hongjoong couldn’t tell you.”
And when he opens the closet you just blink. Your brain isn’t sure how to process the evidence.
You turn at Seonghwa in shock.
“Are these…bondage stuff?”
“Our BDSM collection.”
You don’t know what to say.
“Are you…into that…stuff? Like fifty shades of gray?”
“I hate this book but yeah, we’re both into BDSM.”
“Oh-shit-”
Your eyes are tracing the…equipment.
You try to categorize everything and your anger fades away. TMI: you are still on your bra and your leggings and your cute socks but that’s the least of your problems.
You go closer inspecting everything and Seonghwa doesn’t talk, he waits patiently behind.
At the end you chuckle, all this is too much, you just sit on the armchair at the corner of the room right across your boyfriend’s lover.
“Oh my god this is so fucked up…” you move your head left and right in denial.
Seonghwa moves slowly until he is in front of you, he holds something in his hand, it’s the key for your cuffs.
He squats and looks at your face.
“I’ve met Hongjoong in a bdsm club five years ago. I was a regular there and he was curious, he wanted to explore both worlds. The dominant and the submissive one.”
You carefully listen to him and you have so many questions.
“Did you…”
“I taught him everything I knew about domination; then we had a session together.”
“And he was, the submissive?”
“Yes.”
“So, when you are…doing a session, he is the submissive one?”
“With me yes.”
“And where do I fit in the fucking picture Seonghwa?”
“I thought you would understand by now.”
“Just tell me!”
“Do you like bdsm Y/N?”
You laugh.
“I’m not joking.”
“I don’t know, I never tried.” You are rude, your tone and your face are rude.
But he is sweet and calm.
“Would you like to try?”
You are lost.
“Look…Hwa, I just thought that tonight I would finally have sex with Hongjoong. That’s all- my mind can’t go further than that.”
“You can have that too. In fact, you can have everything.”
“I don’t get it, you two are already together, you want me as your pet? What the fuck?”
“I don’t doubt you would make a wonderful pet-” he chuckles “-but no, I’m talking about a relationship.”
What the fuck god-
“Us three?”
“Hongjoong really likes you and what is his, is mine as well-”
You gulp because his dark eyes make you shiver and sink deeper into your own abyss.
“-And what is mine, is his. And I want you badly, I want to ruin you Y/N, hear you beg for me.”
Your skin crawls. His darkness, his beauty, his voice is taking you in.
“I…” your eyes return in the closet. “Will you hurt me?”
Seonghwa smiles, softly, smoothly, not showing teeth. He comes closer until he is towering above you and he leans forward.
He is but a breath apart, your lips are a breath apart. He smells like roses, a rich, addictive, sensual scent. He passes your lips and his mouth is next to your ear.
“Of course I will-” you hold your breath. “-we both, will.” And he grins – but you can’t see it.
“Both? I thought he was a sub?”
“He is when we are together. But with everyone else he doms.”
“Please I need some water.”
Seonghwa quickly obliges and returns with a glass.
He helps you drink it and leaves it on his desk.
He put his hands on the armchair, each on your side.
“I will ask you something and I need you to answer honestly.”
You nod, still lightheaded from everything and his presence so close to your personal space.
“Are you excited now?”
“Excited?”
“You know what I mean darling.” His eyes drop to your middle and he smirks.
You bite your bottom lip and you want to curse him, your eyes battle his when they return at you, they are so dark, they intoxicate you and you feel drunk.
And rebellious.
“Why don’t you check?”
He is pleasantly surprised with the audacity but since you invited him… he doesn’t waste time.
His hands softly caress your thighs and then he pulls your leggings down until your knees, you help him of course by lifting your pelvis high.
He seems to hesitate for a second but then he pulls your leggings off of you and throws them away carelessly.
You are so glad you wear your best underwear when you have a date with Joongie. By the way he is looking, Seonghwa surely appreciates your red string.
His eyes are back on yours and he smiles cuntly.
His fingers are busy though, slowly tracing your skin, they trace the creases that the tight pants left you there.
He does it lazily and you feel yourself getting wetter and wetter with anticipation.
Now his eyes focus on your body but he knows you’re watching him.
When his fingers reach your inner thighs, the soft part of your skin, you huff.
Then his fingers meets your middle. He stops there and stares at you.
His eyes never leave you as he pulls the string to the side and a finger gently traces the lips there.
He doesn’t smile anymore, instead- his eyes darken and you bite your lip as he pushes his finger inside.
He already knew so he is not surprised.
“You realize that this changes everything, right?”
You are in hell, burning, you just want him to fuck you in every way possible.
“Hwa I-”
“I just need your consent Y/N.” the finger doesn’t move an inch. He knows what he is doing. “Consent to be ours, our lover, our sub…”
“I-I…yes…I consent just ruin me in a hundred ways.”
“Ah baby…I will give you so much pleasure…”
And then he pushes his finger inside and you arch your pelvis toward him, its relieving in a way and its very torturous in another. He is not gentle and after a while he finds your inner spot and abuses it while his thumb rubs your clit and you moan tilting your head back.
But eventually he pulls his finger out.
“Y/N, if something is too much you will say red-”
“Fuck I know the traffic lights, I know, just please, your fingers!”
“I need a safe word too.”
You can’t think of a word, you simply don’t want to but he insists.
“Mercy, okay?”
Seonghwa nods, leans in and kisses you.
And as he returns his fingers inside and work you up persistently you squirm underneath him while his mouth devours you.
“To return to a sight like that…I’m so lucky…”
You open your eyes and you see Hongjoong. A very different Hongjoong though. His hair is wild and he only wears a pair of tight leather pants.
And fuck he is so damn sexy and handsome.
You clench in response and Seonghwa grins.
“Happy to see him, baby?” he chuckles.
Instead of an answer you moan because what else can you do?
“Let’s go to bed, shall we?” and with that Seonghwa lifts you-easily-in his arms and gently places you on the soft sheets.
Hongjoong follows and your eyes watch him. You never saw him like that, sexy, seductive and dangerous.
Seonghwa lays on one side and Hongjoong at the other.
“I’m so glad you said yes Y/N.” Your eyes return to the Joongie you know, the bright, sweet and kind boy, your lovely boyfriend.
And just like that- “We will try not to go hard on you tonight.” -he is not Joongie anymore.
He leans down and starts to lick your lips while his hands trace over your chest.
“Joong-” you moan and your eyes meet.
“Yes?”
“Please…I want you inside.”
Hongjoong bites your lip and pulls back.
“It’s too soon for that baby.” He smiles and then he looks at Hwa and right there in front of your eyes, they kiss.
No wait, this can’t be happening to you. Your fantasy. Watching two gorgeous men kissing like that.
You close your thighs and rub them; you need some friction because you’re so horny and you make a whining noise and then a fuck slips from your lips.
They both smile and look at you.
“Do you like this Y/N?” Seonghwa asks.
You nod in a fucked-up way.
“Are you excited watching us kiss?”
You don’t answer, you just spread your legs and Hongjoong fingers are already on your middle, to find out the answer.
“Ah…our baby is kinky Hwa…Mmmm.” He brings his fingers to his mouth and tastes them. “-And sweet as well.” He smirks.
Seonghwa is busy taking off his clothes and you watch him.
Damn, is this really true? Is this really happening?
And then Hongjoong lips are on your chest, moving aside the bra and licking on your nipple. When you open your mouth to moan his finger goes in.
“Show me how you suck it baby.”
“Uncuff me and I’ll show you.”
“Will you behave like a good girl?” Seonghwa asks, he is left with his boxers.
You lose your train of thought watching his body.
You swallow hard. “Yes, please uncuff me.”
He is pleased and in the next minute he sets you free.
You open your mouth and wait, Hongjoong smiles and returns his finger inside and you hold his hand while you perform for him, for both of them actually.
This is the most sexual thing you ever did in your life.
“Such a good girl…” he adds one more finger and then a third.
“I can’t wait to ruin you.” Seonghwa interferes and he is already between your legs.
“Get undressed.” It’s actually a command disguised with velvet and Hongjoong obeys instantly.
You both looking at him as he strips.
You bite your lips, you wouldn’t have guessed that he would be like that.
You felt him before but you never saw it.
Now all you want is to taste him and feel him. Seonghwa is watching your reactions.
He is amused, actually they both are.
Hongjoong settles behind you pulling your back on him and his hands are on your chest, playing with your nipples. You squirm and you turn your head to kiss him.
It’s like always, your lips knows each other’s, but this time it goes harder, needier.
You feel Seonghwa tracing his lips on the inner side of your thighs and then he bites you. He bites and pull in the beginning and then he bites continuously and everywhere. It hurts but you like it badly.
You moan inside Hongjoong’s mouth who is torturing your nipples, you are so wet, you beg for someone to finger you at this point, you need something inside immediately.
No finger but a mouth is there. Seonghwa’s hot mouth, the sensation makes you melt, his tongue seeks for your sensitivity, that small bud of pleasure and with how aroused you are is so easy to find it.
You let a loud moan out as he sucks and pulls on it.
It’s so perfect, everything is so perfect that your mind slips away and you lose the control of your body.
You let go and the only thing you can do is to feel.
Feel Hongjoong’s tongue raiding your mouth, his teeth biting your lips, sucking your tongue. You can feel his hard cock soiling your back. You feel his fingers pinching your nipples amplifying Seonghwa’s kiss on your clit. He knows exactly where the center of your pleasure is, you feel his fingers penetrating you, it’s too much and your breath hitches.
“-I-I-please-”
They both work you out with a frantic pace. It is too much.
“What is it baby?” Hongjoong is vicious, why does he ask?
“I-I wanna - I’m gonna come.”
“You are close?”
“Mm-yeah!”
You feel the familiar pull in your belly, all you need is a word to take you there.
But they both stop.
You cry out.
“No-please-make me come-”
Seonghwa emerges from your legs.
“Baby…I have so many things to teach you…”
“But I want to-”
“Ah so rude, not even calling me with my title? I will never let you come.”
For an unknown reason your skin crawls just by his voice.
“Your title?”
“You know what I mean…”
He captures your chin between his fingers.
“M-master?” you dare to ask.
“Good girl…” Hongjoong says from behind inside your ear.
“You are lucky that tonight I’m leading this scene…Hongjoong is the opposite of me…he prefers multiple orgasms, the one after the other. I’m not sure if you are ready for that darling.”
You gulp, edging from one side and multiple orgasms from the other?
“You can always use your word.” Hongjoong reminds you and you nod. You don’t want to use it, not now not ever.
Seonghwa smiles, he is so beautiful, his face is sweet and reassuring, he caresses your cheeks with his long fingers.
“Don’t worry, in time you will learn our differences and our…kinks…you will learn how to ask and how to receive…”
Oh your skin crawls continuously, Hongjoong helps in this he is blowing his hot breath on your neck with his lips.
“Lights baby?” Hongjoong asks.
“Green-”
“Now turn around beautiful baby…” you want to purr with the praise and also you want to please Seonghwa, Hongjoong helps you to change position.
You are on your hands and knees, facing Hongjoong and his naked glory.
Seonghwa hands are on your waist, his grip is so strong.
“Do you like this?” he asks as he holds you tighter and tighter. “Do you like pain?”
You always enjoyed some hair pulling and occasionally a spank or two but you haven’t explored further.
“I like this.” it’s the best thing you can answer. “Harder-” you hiss “-master.”
“Good girl-” and Seonghwa slaps your ass.
He didn’t hold back and the yelp that left your lips was really something.
When you open your eyes you see Hongjoong’s face, he is as horny as you are and his fingers wrap around his hard, red cock.
“Master please, more-” you beg and you watch Hongjoong look at Seonghwa behind you. Your belly warms up further watching this and then you feel the sting on your ass cheeks, the pain expands like a wave making you hornier.
“More!” you scream and you hide your face on your arms as you lower your head and you keep your ass high.
“Kinky little baby aren’t you?” he gives you three in a row that makes your eyes wet but not as much as your pussy, you can’t help sliding your finger on your clit, you desperately want to get off.
“Did I give you permission for this?” It’s Hongjoong now. His face is a mask.
“I-I’m sorry-”
Seonghwa’s hands leaves you alone.
“Make it up to me.”
You want to ask how, but it’s pretty obvious with the way he stares at his cock.
You wet your lips and you take the head slowly, Hongjoong is quite sensitive it seems, he is already breathing heavily.
You try to take as much as you can inside, he stretches your mouth perfectly, you need him to stretch your pussy like that.
When you find a pace you open your eyes, you felt Seonghwa getting off the bed behind you, and now you find him next to Hongjoong, they are watching you and it’s so fucking hot, you feel like dissolving.
“Yeah, that’s it…take him all inside…” Seonghwa is fascinated, his fingers slides inside your hair but he doesn’t push you down, he strokes you with praise. You look at him.
“You are taking it so well. Such a good girl for us…”
With each praise you try harder and you see how Hongjoong squirms, you see how he opens his lips and he stick his tongue out, you see how Seonghwa sucks his tongue while now- he presses your head down on his dick.
And obviously he knows Hongjoong so well that he soon pulls you off from him.
“Don’t come.” He orders him and Hongjoong presses the base of his dick.
He doesn’t object, instead he has a twisted grin on his lips.
“Your lights baby?” Seonghwa asks politely while he removes the strands of hair away from your face. With his fingers he wipes the spit from your mouth and chin.
“Green.” You whisper, your heart races. It must be the excitement. You anticipate what will come next.
“Time for a reward, don’t you think Joong?” Hongjoong is cunning as hell and he pushes you back until you sit on your calves. Then he lie in front of you on his back.
“Come here baby. Let me give you a kiss.”
In the beginning you think he is asking for a sixtynine and you settle above him carefully. But its not his dick you are expected to take.
It’s Seonghwa’s, who is sitting naked in front of you, with his legs straddling Hongjoong’s.
He looks at you expectingly and he is absolutely gorgeous.
You lean down and you lick the head. You want to be good for him, please him even if you choke on his big dick.
You lick and suck slowly, taking your time and you feel Hongjoong’s mouth on you, he is sucking between the lips and he says dirty little things, things that you can’t hear because you’re too focused to please your other master.
Seonghwa praises you, how well you take him, how gorgeous you look, what a good girl you are.
Hongjoong’s hard cock is under your chest and you’re so tempted…you pull your bra down and you rub his dick on your nipple. You like it so much, it slides easily with how wet he is. You moan around Seonghwa’s dick. Hongjoong bites your clit-softly and then he laps on it and you melt on his mouth.
Both dicks are so hard now, you’ve never expected that you will like all of this so much but…look at you.
Hongjoong’s fingers are everywhere and suddenly he pulls you down on him. You jolt when he spreads your ass cheeks apart.
“Ah fuck…you’re so pretty everywhere. Look at this tiny hole-”
Blood rushes on your face and you are embarrassed.
Now his tongue is there, licking mindlessly, trying to get inside.
Its not that you don’t like it, it’s more that its weird and new for you.
So, you pull out and you say yellow. He stops and a hand is rubbing your skin.
Seonghwa leans over and embraces you, Hongjoong follows right after.
You are inside their arms, Hongjoong kisses you lightly and you kiss back, the kiss deepens and you moan, he lies on his back again and pulls you on him.
Seonghwa is behind you caressing your skin and you are so wet and excited.
Hongjoong’s cock is between your bodies and you can feel the precum on your skin. Its so sexy. Everything is and as Seonghwa fingers caresses you beneath your waist you spread your legs for him giving him access everywhere.
His fingers rub your clit slowly and you mewl while Hongjoong is kissing you hard. Soon your legs tremble and you feel like melting.
Your body goes numb and you can’t even kiss back.
Hongjoong smirks, you can see it through your lidded eyes.
You start to moan; those fingers have found the exact spot that will make you come. But they go so slow and it’s so torturing and it totally sends you. Your body tenses and melts at the same time and he drags the pleasure out of you but never giving you the destination.
You tremble, you moan and you drool.
The only thing that is on your mind is to get filled by both of them. You need something in your mouth something to suck on mindlessly.
“Please Joongie…I want your cock in my mouth…” you plead and he is as fucked up as you are, he is struggling he doesn’t want to change position he loves to see you in that state so instead he points out his tongue.
You suck on it as if it was a dick. And you moan all the way.
You are not sure if you can handle this anymore, you need them to fuck you.
Then a finger sinks in you.
“You are so wet…” the finger swirls inside but the relief it provides is so little. Then it leaves and traces elsewhere.
You open your eyes when you feel it on your rim gently rubbing there.
Hongjoong retrieves his tongue back and stares at you, he knows what Hwa's doing back there.
“Can I finger you here baby?” Seonghwa asks.
The teasing on your clit never stopped and your whole body is loose and eager, it will accept anything.
“I haven’t done this before.” You admit and then consent “Yes, master.”
You are curious, so curious about everything.
Hongjoong smiles satisfied and Seonghwa gathers more of your slick, he returns to your rim. And slowly his finger penetrates you.
You’re sweating now. This is against your body but not against your will. Its agonizing and its rough.
But combined with the rubbing on your clit is amazing. Now that his finger is all inside, he crooks it and it hits so many nerves. You moan deeper than ever and your legs tremble, you swear he hits a familiar spot inside of you and your eyes roll back.
“Your color?” Hongjoong asks.
“Green…ah…fuck…”
“You like it baby?”
“oh god yeah…”
The finger pulls out and thrusts in, slowly, gently as possible. But soon you move your ass on Seonghwa’s finger.
“Ah our baby likes anal Joongie…”
Hongjoong’s eyes are sparkling, there are things inside them, plans, for you.
You gulp, you are beyond fucked up and since you’ know so far that Seonghwa will edge you until tomorrow you just take and feed upon what is given to you.
His finger leaves your clit and all the action focuses inside your tiny hole, cold liquid pours on your rim.
“Its lube don’t worry.”
He pulls his finger out and when he returns it there, it’s not the same, it strains to get inside and when it does you feel full. You moan hard.
“Can you take two fingers darling?”
“Green.” You reply to clear things up. You press your body back, you need the stinging sensation.
“Ugh…harder master…harder…” you plead and Hongjoong grabs you from your hair.
“You like it baby?”
The pain from his grip sends shivers of pleasure everywhere.
“I fucking love it! More! Harder!”
“Fuck” Hongjoong is so horny he devours your mouth.
And once again Seonghwa pulls out to return with more. It’s a smoother entry, your rim is relaxed and your pussy is dripping.
With three fingers inside and his other on your clit you are ruined beyond belief. At a point you weep and you drool. Your tongue is loose as much as your ass is.
“Please…please I want to suck your cock…please…suck both of them…”
“Oh you will baby we have the rest of our lives for that.” You open your eyes, Hongjoong’s face is warm and lovely, its the face you fell in love with.
You don’t know how or if this relationship will work, you don’t know anything at all but at that moment you feel so loved and your heart is so open.
“Get inside me.” You say and you’re not begging.
“I thought you would never ask.” He smiles and kisses you.
Seonghwa’s hands leaving you alone. You can think clear now.
Hongjoong is underneath you and you straddle him, you get rid of your bra finally.
He tries to pull up and kiss you but you keep him down.
Your hand aligns his hardness with your entrance and as you sink on him you curse and your eyes roll back. You can spend your life riding him.
He fills you deliciously-like no other man before. Your little guy, your kind Hongjoong who has so many secrets. You move on him and he holds you from your hips, he is already wasted, so worked up and you want to ruin him more.
You take a deep breath and you let it out with a pornographic moan, as slutty as you can.
Now the riding position is something you can control and you feel like an amazone. You are well aware of your beauty and especially now, you want both of them to worship you.
“You are…gorgeous Y/N…” its Seonghwa, he is between Hongjoong’s legs behind you, his hands are on your body and he is kissing you from the side. He cups your breasts possessively.
“Fuck me Hwa…”
He opens his eyes slowly.
“From the ass.”
His eyes are wide open.
“I want you both to ruin me.”
“Fuck…are you sure you want this?”
“Fuck me, now.”
Seonghwa bites your neck in response and then he gets busy behind with lubing himself. You lean down on Hongjoong and he holds your face between his palms.
“Baby you don’t have to do this, its-”
“I want this-” you bite his lip and he chuckles.
“My kinky girl…I love you.” It just slips out of him and he doesn’t even realize it. You ignore it. It’s the worse time to say something like that and then your mind is empty as you feel a hand spreading your ass cheeks.
“Relax for me baby, alright?”
You turn your head on the side and nod. Hongjoong twitches inside of your pussy and it makes you smile.
“Tell me if it hurts and I will stop.”
“I will, now fuck me.” You push your ass on him, as further as you can go without pulling off from hongjoong’s cock.
His cock is too big for that hole, you all know that, but it’s also slippery and when the head slides in you feel the stretch in extreme.
You cry out. He doesn’t move and neither do you. You both wait until you get used to his girth.
“Go on…” you whisper when you’re ready and you don’t know if you can handle this double penetration.
He slides inside smoothly and it seems like it takes an eternity to bottom up.
He is fully sheathed in you and the feeling is overwhelming.
You don’t move, not because you can’t but because you worry one of them will slip out.
They both ask if you are alright, does it hurt? Should they stop?
In response you cry out a fuck me.
Seonghwa decides to give a pace, he pulls out half way and he thrusts inside, Hongjoong does the same, they keep you still and Hongjoong tries to kiss you but in vain - you’re so busy feeling this and moan and drool. And there are places they hit inside that you never knew existed.
And as they find a steady pace and all of you are in another dimension you wonder about something.
“Can you feel his dick?” you ask Hongjoong panting.
“Fuck I do…it squeezes my dick inside…”
You turn to Seonghwa and he finds the chance to steal a kiss. He is so sensual and his hand slips on your neck holding you close to him.
“Yeah…I can feel him…our cocks are rubbing together. Do you like this baby? You’re stuffed both ways now…”
“Fuck…I love it…I like it so much…”
“Touch yourself. Come on both of our cocks…let us feel you clench.”
You forgot about this, now you’re eager and your hand slides between Hongjoong’s body and yours.
Your clit is twice its size and is begging for attention, the moment you touch it you know it’s a matter of seconds. You rub it and the warmth gathers in your belly, both of your holes are clenching and both of your men moan.
“TALK TO ME” you cry out and Seonghwa doesn’t lose time.
Am I deep enough for you? How is it to take it raw in the ass? Want it harder? He asks and you’re almost there.
Maybe we both take you from the same hole the next time…what do you think? Make you come like three times in a row? Would you like that?
The pace is fast now and they hit your g-spot repeatedly.
When its only when you hear:
I want to breed you baby, fill you up with cum and watch it pour out of you…
You snap.
“I-Im coming!!” You scream and you try not to choke, its explosive, you’re bursting on the seams. Your orgasm lasts forever and you moan with abandon in the most pornographic way because you are so well fucked. You take everything from both worlds and at the end you’re nothing but lust.
While you orgasmed, they both praised you, they both described to you how your pussy and your ass clenched. They told you everything in the sluttiest way possible.
And now as you lay your head on Hongjoong’s neck you are so fucked. Its heavenly. The oversensitivity makes you realize the sizes of their dicks. The drag inside of you is accentuated.
You brace yourself for what is to come.
Hongjoong has a request and he tells Hwa, they manhandle you accordingly.
Now you’re lying on top of Seonghwa, you are still speared on his big cock. He plays with your nipples. Hongjoong spreads your legs and fills you up again.
“Can I fuck you hard my love?”
“Rail me Joongie!” you cry out and he licks his lips, he thrusts inside and your position and Hwa’s cock in your ass makes things very tight in your pussy. Hongjoong goes crazy as he bottoms up.
“You will never forget this. And only I can give that to you.”
“Fucking bastard…You’re not the only one fucking Y/N hard here…” Seonghwa growls from behind.
A competition, right now?
“I’m gonna fuck both of you my loves…”
Hongjoong grins and he begins a hard thrusting, deep and ruthless.
“I’m gonna rail you both…”
You can hear your screams, oversensitivity and pleasure overcomes you. Hongjoong is absolutely destroying you and Seonghwa as well. The cock inside your ass can’t move anymore, it just takes hit after hit and you’re clenching so hard around it Seonghwa can’t go anywhere, not that he complains he just swearing at Hongjoong.
And you feel it again as that cock hits your g-spot. You never came by fucking alone but also you never being fucked like that before. Your body prepares and everything tightens up down there. Seonghwa cries out and it’s the first time he can’t actually talk.
“H-Hongjoong…I-m gonna come-please-” you cry out.
“Yeah baby, come for me! Come on my dick! I will fill you up completely, we both will, you will be dripping our cum for days…and I will-”
You didn’t hear the rest of the dirty talk because your orgasm hit you so hard you forgot your name.
And Hongjoong? He didn’t give you time, he continued to fuck you so hard until you screamed from pleasure.
“I’m coming baby!!!” Seonghwa cries out but you can’t move on him since Hongjoong orchestrates the fucking.
He makes sure though to hit his lover so hard inside.
“Breed me Hwa!” you scream and even with Hongjoong’s hard pounding you feel him twitching inside, you are thrilled, yeah for a fucked up reason you are thrilled.
This is so lewd and as Seonghwa orgasms Hongjoong is there as well.
“Fuck I’m gonna cum Y/N, I’m gonna cum!”
You invite him to go ahead and he gives you one last thrust and then he keeps still.
You are ruined and filled to the hilt.
As they carefully pull out of you, you can’t move.
Your eyes are heavy, you can’t open them.
Somebody is taking you in their arms and they take you to the bathtub.
You wake up in the middle of the night.
You are all on the same bed. Its Seonghwa who pulls you close to him. He kisses you tenderly.
He asks if you’re okay. You reply with a leg around him. He doesn’t need another hint and he get’s on top of you and inside of you -you’re both naked.
He fucks you slow; he praises your beauty, he praises how well you took them, he tells you how great your pussy and your ass feel. He tells you so many things and then he folds you in half, adjusting in a position to hit you exactly where you like it the most.
Your fingers are on your clit but you can’t finish again, you need a lot of handling and care and you tell him when he asks you.
And for the next half an hour that’s what he does, he eats you up, builds you up slowly and carefully.
Hongjoong slowly wakes up. He opens a blue night light next to the bed.
He is jealous and he quarrels with Seonghwa for a few minutes.
And you’re getting excited seeing them fighting. You say the first thing that comes in your brain.
“Can you two fuck for me?”
They both stop, Hongjoong laughs surprised.
“Baby, what the fuck?”
“I wanna see you have sex.”
“Holy shit Y/N…You’re just like us…”
Seonghwa’s eyes glimmer, he grabs Hongjoong, he actually pulls him from his blond hair until their bodies collide. You lay on your side watching them.
Its the sexiest, most intriguing and mind-bending thing you ever saw.
They kiss slowly and Seonghwa hands are already lubed and on Hongjoong ass and dick. He strokes him lavishly while the other hand is teasing his rim. You can’t see what Seonghwa’s finger does from your point of view.
But you hear the response coming from Hongjoong’s mouth, it hits you right between your legs.
As he hisses through his teeth Hongjoong calls for you to go there. He pulls you in for a kiss.
He moans inside your mouth as Seonghwa is working him open and Hongjoong hand slips between your legs.
“You’re so wet…does this excites you so much?” he whispers and you whisper back a yes. Then you pull away from his lips, you want to see in detail what Seonghwa does to him.
You can hear the squelching sound. You go closer and you watch the two fingers thrusting in with fervor.
Hongjoong’s dick is twitching pathetically on his belly, he is already leaking… and you-you are so fucking horny with these two.
Seonghwa watches you in all of his dark beauty.
“This is the sexiest thing I ever seen-” you whisper to him and he bites your lips.
“You’re making me so hard Y/N. I want to fuck you right now.”
You selfishly want him to fuck Hongjoong first, you don’t like being in a dilemma.
“I want to see you master…show me how you fuck when it’s just the two of you…”
“Fuck Y/N!” Hongjoong cries from beneath.
Seonghwa grins hard.
“He always comes untouched when I fuck him you know…”
Oh, Seonghwa is such a devious man.
“I really want to see that…” you admit and he chuckles. Then his attention is on Hongjoong.
“He is ready- can you?” he gives you the lube. You blush, after all the shit you did - you blush - but he can’t see in the blue light.
“With pleasure…” you say and you pour the thick liquid on your hand first and then on his beautiful cock.
“Ah…that feels so good…” his eyes closes. “On him too baby-”
You look at Hongjoong- he is waiting.
In fact he is waiting so slutty that he doesn’t leave you room for thinking. Your hand slips there, his skin is shaved, he is so soft, if you didn’t have nails, you would have considered to… but you can’t, nails are forbidden.
You simply smear the lube on his rim putting a mild pressure because you want to tease him. You wonder how he feels inside. Is he soft? Is he tight? How it feels when he clenches?
“Y/N I’m gonna fuck you so hard afterwards you’re gonna see stars.”
“Oh, I hope so Joongie…” you giggle.
Seonghwa has a smirk on his face as he settles there and slowly push inside. He keeps his back straight and doesn’t bend over his lover so you can see - since you’re so damn curious.
They both groan and Seonghwa doesn’t move, giving time to Hongjoong to adjust.
Then he resumes and the slapping sound where their bodies meet is obscene. You watch them unable to talk or move. You can see the pleasure on Hongjoong’s face- you can see Seonghwa’s lust as he is fucking into him. You can see Hongjoong’s dick leaking on his abs.
“How does it feel?” You ask him.
“-So-so good-” he breathes out.
And you bet it is. You are mesmerized by what you see. That thick dick ruining his ass.
You didn’t know you had it in you…but you didn’t know a lot of things about you- before that night.
And just like that you lean on him and you take his cock into your mouth.
“Oh fuck Y/N!!!” he cries out.
“Y/N you are a menace…go slow, I like to torture him.” you try not to laugh and not to bite Hongjoong as Seonghwa talks, you feel his hand rub at your ass then he gives you a light slap.
“It’s your turn next, so don’t get cocky.” He continues.
It sounds like a threat, a threat that turns you inside out.
You suck Hongjoong slowly as you watch him squirm.
Suddenly Seonghwa wraps a hand around his neck and he moans loud.
“Is it hard enough for your ass darling?” he asks him.
“It’s the worst fucking you ever did.” The reply comes.
Now you didn’t see that coming. Seonghwa chuckles.
“Ah you want it rough tonight my slut?”
You pause, you wanna scream a fuck yes.
“Y/N fucks me rougher with her mouth than you with your dick. It’s pathetic.”
“Slut - maybe I should fist you like the other time.” Seonghwa groans; he adopts a punishing pace on him, a pace that moves his dick so fast that you can’t keep him inside and you withdraw.
“It would be better than this ridicule! No Y/N don’t stop it was the best thing that happened tonight-” he adds.
“Ah…bitch…do you know what happens to bitchy boys love? They can’t walk the other day!” Seonghwa clenches his teeth.
They surely know how to put on a show, you just want to touch yourself and come. This is fucking unbelievable, best fantasy ever.
Seonghwa pulls out and manhandles him on his four, Hongjoong earns a hard slap on his ass that echoes all over the room, he groans in pain but then Seonghwa shoves up his cock inside him.
Hongjoong cries out and next minute his head is held down on the sheets.
He chants a continuous fuck as he is taking the thrusts one after the other.
“You’re so open that a dildo could fit inside next to my cock!”
Hongjoong doesn’t curse anymore he just moans and hisses through his teeth.
Seonghwa slaps his ass here and there, the whole thing is more than smut, more than fucked up. Its everything and you can’t resist to touch yourself right there in front of them.
Seonghwa watches you, his skin is dressed with sweat and he is beyond gorgeous as he ruins Hongjoong.
You’re so close and you want it so bad.
“Don’t you dare come Y/N!” he growls and your blood heats up.
Next minute his flips Hongjoong on his back, settling his leg on his shoulder, Hongjoong screams from the angle and he whimpers.
“It is there slut… I know it is…your prostate is mine to ruin.”
A relentless pace sends Hongjoong over the edge, his moans fill the room while Seonghwa showers him with names.
You are blown away, he really did came untouched painting his chest white.
Seonghwa grins and looks at you.
You gulp. Next minute his grabs your ankle and pulls you close, you yelp.
He is so fast, rips a condom and wears it and he penetrates you.
You’re so wet already that he meets no resistance at all.
“Someone seems to have enjoyed the show…far too much-”
You moan so hard; his hands are bruising your thighs.
“T-talk to me- L-like you did with him!”
“Want me to call you a…”
“Yeah, yeah, slut…please!”
“Are you such a naughty girl Y/N? Who would have thought you are such a slutty little girl?”
You moan, he is so big, he rubs exactly where you want him too. You have no luck to escape your third orgasm.
“Touch yourself like you did before, let me see you come only for me.”
“I’m here as well asshole.” A voice from the grave echoes.
“But I’m the one fucking her now so shut up.”
Hongjoong gives up, he just lies there with his cum drying on his chest and he watches you both.
Seonghwa keeps on hitting you inside, you wrap your legs around him, you are almost there. You only need a name or a praise- but- instead you get a wet finger inside your ass and with no delay you come again and so hard.
“Yeah baby, anal really excites you, doesn’t it? Moan for me, yeah like that…”
He slowly fucks you through your orgasm until you re back to earth.
“Can you ride me now?” he asks of you.
“I would love to.” You whisper and you settle on his cock.
After he comes you all sleep.
***
Three weeks later.
You’re wearing Seonghwa’s t-shirt that looks like a mini dress on you. Your hair is wet from the shower.
Seonghwa is preparing breakfast for everyone while you sit on Hongjoong as you’re looking for jobs on his laptop. He is more interested in this than you are and you love it. You find some interesting ones and you send the links to your email.
“Why bother with these? I can always ask my friend Yeosang, I know he is searching for developers.”
“You haven’t told me about that Hwa!” Hongjoong whines.
“Yeah…he just told me yesterday. Sorry darling.”
Hongjoong looks at you and he smile, you smile back.
“We forgive you.”
You two giggle and Seonghwa eyes you like a strict teacher.
“Breakfast is ready.” He says at the end.
Everyone is hungry and you dig in immediately, you all lost so many calories the previous night.
“How can you be good in everything?” you wonder as you taste heaven on your tongue.
“You haven’t seen anything yet baby…”
Hongjoong pouts “And no praise for me?”
“Ah baby you know that I lov-” you stop, considering what has just slipped from your mouth.
Hongjoong grins and pulls you on him.
“I don’t know anything, so tell me.”
“Uhm…”
Seonghwa raises his eyebrow.
They both said the word during those weeks but you didn’t.
“Yeah, go on baby…” Seonghwa adds.
You blush all over. After all the things you did last night and the nights before.
“I love you Joongie…” You say and you kiss him.
“And??” Seonghwa demands.
You get up and sit on his lap.
“I love you Hwa…”
“It wasn’t that hard, was it?” he kisses your cheek.
You chuckle.
“You finished with your food?”
You look at your plate, you ate everything why does he asks.
“Yep!”
“It’s time for dessert now.” Seonghwa says and Hongjoong settles between your legs, he spreads them with a cunning smirk.
“Ah my loves…you spoil me so much…”
