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“I could… I could cum like this.” First whispers, barely holding his eyes open from all the sensations.
“Yeah, me too.” Khao answers,
“But we want to try, don’t we?”

OR

First and Khao go all the way for the first time and make love on their camping trip.

Notes:

*title is inspired by ICKY by KARD*
Hi guys, I wish you an amazing time wherever you are and whatever you are doing. I hope I can make your day a bit brighter with this FirstKhao fic, which is a sequel to "When you hold me, I'm alive". It was supposed to be out months ago, so I'm trying not to beat myself up for taking so long. Anyway, I wanted to make it as good as possible. I gave it my all and I really love it, so I hope you guys will too. As always, let me know your feelings or any ideas you'd like me to write for you. And once again, thank you endlessly for your wonderful comments and for reading my fanfic.

Okay, enough talking. Close the door, turn the lights off, put on some sexy music and let's get into it 😈

Thank you for being here and enjoy! <3

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“Quick! Run! Run!” Khao is hurriedly pushing laughing First in front of him towards their tent. His shoes are slipping on the grass because it just started pouring and he has to actually grab First’s shirt when he almost falls face down at one point.

Everyone is running to hide before they end up soaked from the 4 pm rain. The sky is grey and gives the campsite a unique mysterious ambiance. As if it was just calling for something to spice it up…

First and Khao literally jump into the hallway of their tent and zip it up at lightning speed. They’re both panting and grinning at each other. There is nothing that can mess this day up, they’re feeling way too fucking amazing. Come to think of it, the downpour just added to their happy playfulness.

Khao brushes his fingers through the wet strands of his hair while First tries and fails to dry his face with the drenched t-shirt. Khao’s smile widens but his look soon changes into a heated one as he notices the now visible outline of First’s abs. He meets his eyes. “Let’s take it off so we don’t get sick.” A tiny flame flashes in First’s eyes but he tries to pretend that his thoughts are still completely innocent. Khao’s t-shirt comes off, then First’s. Both of their shorts follow.

They’re in their underwear now and somehow, they’re feeling hotter rather than colder. Khao distracts his wandering eyes by lighting up a little lamp and setting it on the hallway floor. It’s the middle of the afternoon, but the clouds shut out the sun almost completely. The atmosphere in the tent suddenly turns even more intimate. The soft light turns it into their small personal island where their bodies and souls can meet uninterrupted. Everything else is deleted from existence.

Khao climbs behind First into the bedroom area where their comfy blankets and sleeping bags are already prepared. First is about to dive in and cuddle up, but Khao stops him. “We should take the boxers off too, don’t wanna get cold down there.” It’s a completely logical suggestion, but the promise in Khao’s gaze makes First’s stomach do a flip.

He’s a bit nervous, though. The thing is, they haven’t properly seen each other yet. This trip is happening on a weekend just a few days after their steamy encounter in the middle of the night, when they were guarded by the darkness and using other senses to enjoy and pleasure each other.

First isn’t normally this shy, but now he turns away from Khao, still kneeling, to take his underwear off. Blush warms his cheeks when he realises, he’s not completely soft. He pretends to be unbothered and yanks his boxers off too quickly, almost losing balance. The whole time Khao’s eyes are burning through his back and then hungrily sliding lower over his toned ass and thighs. First is fine. He’s fine and he’s not already imagining Khao all over himself and getting hard from it.

“Take them off for me.” First whips his head around. His heart beats louder at the words and the aroused tone of Khao’s murmur. Now this is escalating real quick. Something changes inside First suddenly. It’s probably the adrenaline and pure desire mixed with the exhilaration of the unexplored just waiting for him to finally get a taste.

First smirks. “Sure.” It comes out deeper than he expected. While he knee-walks towards Khao, the other is the one who faces away from him this time.

First doesn’t go for the boxers right away. Instead, he massages Khao’s shoulders a couple times and then his fingers meet in the middle of his upper back. His lips feather over Khao’s ear. “Maybe we should put this away first, it would be a shame to break it.” He whispers. It makes Khao shiver (even when he’s the instigator, First’s confidence overwhelms him easily), but he manages a small smile over his shoulder. “Yeah, that’s a good idea.”

First unclasps Khao’s delicate necklace that is made of the thinnest chain and three little diamonds in the middle. It’s stunning, minimalistic yet so sparkly. First has a matching ring. They picked out the pieces together last year and have been wearing them every day as a symbol of the precious connection between them.

After carefully putting the necklace away, First presses his full front to Khao’s back teasingly and slips his hands around his neck and lower, running his thumbs over Khao’s nipples and listening to the startled moan. While gently dragging his nails over Khao’s abs and pecks and watching his nipples harden, First starts rolling his hips into Khao’s ass slowly but hotly. Khao gasps but immediately responds and humps his hips backwards. First’s fully hard cock is digging into his plump asscheeks. Sometimes it slides right between them, almost touching Khao’s hole over his boxers and he slowly starts losing it. It’s so arousing. An imitation of how exactly Khao wants to be fucked, how he’s always imagined it. Having First’s warmth all over his body, feeling him everywhere. Maybe First would even hold him down and wouldn’t let him wiggle away from the pleasure.

They’re both panting now. Turned on, sweaty, hungry. First’s fingers moved to Khao’s stomach now. Khao turns his head to the side, breathing in First’s neck, and then he lifts his arms and winds them around the back of First’s head seductively. “Kiss me.” He whispers and First doesn’t hold back. The kiss is intense, almost desperate. The want is pouring off them into each other’s lips and every burning centimetre of where they’re touching. Licking and nibbling, the sounds resonating in the tent. Khao unintentionally pulls on the hair on First’s nape, which rewards him with a throaty groan and faster humping. It feels so naughty, but they couldn’t enjoy it more. Khao’s cock throbs and his eyes roll back in his head when he feels First’s precum seeping through the thin material. “You’re so fucking wet… trying to mark me? Or is it…” sucks on his earlobe, “that your dick is preparing to slide inside me already?”

First is about to go crazy. “Fuck, how can you… how can you talk like that? Do you want me to die before I get to do anything to you?”
“But I can feel how hard it makes you, it’s so hot.” And it’s true, First’s cock is twitching uncontrollably at every filthy word that leaves Khao’s mouth. This combined with the closeness and heavenly friction sets him on fire.

Hot need is pulsing through them and they’re letting it come out freely in the form of wanton moans and heated touches. First’s palm wanders down again and he gently grasps Khao’s cock. Khao doesn’t expect it and moans breathily at the satisfying pressure on his sensitive dick. First is massaging him expertly (probably a lot of solo practice, Khao thinks deliriously, and gasps aroused at the image), running his fingers up and down the length and then switching to rubbing the leaking head with his thumb. Khao is trembling in his hold. It’s not helping that First is taking him apart so easily. Earlier by rolling Khao’s nipple gently, now his other hand is playing with his balls, which Khao has had no idea are this sensitive. He should’ve paid them more attention. Well, now First is doing it for him and he isn’t complaining one bit. He can’t wait for other things they could discover together.

First thrusting against his ass is turning him on painfully and that’s why he just let’s the words out. He licks under First’s ear and whispers: “Want to suck you.” What follows is a sharp moan and a powerful throb of First’s dick where it’s squeezed between Khao’s cheeks. Khao’s face is flushed, he didn’t expect his own boldness either.

First feels dizzy. He undresses Khao extremely quickly, last bits of shame forgotten. But suddenly doesn’t really know what to do. He’s still kneeling in the middle of the tent, cock hard and dripping but big puppy eyes are staring cluelessly. Luckily, Khao is ready to take the reins, even though he isn’t any more experienced.

He bends down and crawls towards First on all fours. He is watching him with hooded eyes, batting his eyelashes slowly. He’s turned on out of his mind. His cock is hanging heavy between his legs, smeared with precum. But the only cock he’s focused on now is First’s.

He stops and pets First’s hip lovingly to calm him down. To calm them both down. Their eyes have never left each other.

“Baby?” “Hmm?” it sounds a little shaky. “I’ve never given head before, so I don’t really know how to do it or what feels good. The only thing I know is that I want you in my mouth so fucking bad, so I’m gonna go slow and you’ll keep telling me what you like and what you don’t, okay?”

“Yeah, okay, of course.” First takes a deep breath. He’s trembling, half with nerves, half with excitement. “I want to feel your lips around my dick so much, baby…” Khao’s cheeks turn redder. He throws a cheeky smile at First and brings his head lower.

First’s cock is pointing straight at Khao, much darker than the rest of his body and visibly pulsing. Khao grabs it at the base and enjoys the close-up for a moment. First obviously likes the attention, as his dick pumps out another drop of precum. His fingers dig into Khao’s silky locks. He tries not to grip too tight, but at the same time needs to hold onto him so that he doesn’t lose his sanity.

Khao starts stroking him first, to get him used to being touched like that. The skin is delicate and so hot. All the blood in First’s body is rushing down and he’s getting dizzy, still not being able to believe this is happening to him. He’s brushing through Khao’s hair. Both are so gentle with each other, they just can’t do it any other way.

Then, Khao finally goes for it. He directs First’s dick towards his lips and licks the swollen head softly. First moans out. Shit, this feels good. And it’s just the beginning. Khao can tell First likes this, so he continues for a while. Running his tongue over the tip, around the head and under it, where he knows it’s really sensitive. First is groaning breathily above him. The sensual sounds make Khao shiver. His cock twitches every time First pulls on his hair a little harder. Something he didn’t know would pour more heat down his spine.

He goes lower. His tongue teases the whole length of First’s dick sensually until he ends up at his balls. Lifting the cock out of the way, he licks all over First’s balls. The tip of his tongue caresses each of them, between them and then above, at the root of First’s dick. Khao comes back down, wraps his plush lips around one of the balls and sucks. First gasps brokenly and hunches over from the sudden wave of pleasure rushing through his body. “Fuck, Tung…”

“Feels good?” Khao smiles up at him, pleased. “Yeah, so good. Fuck, I had no idea…” First is already breathless and looks a little dazed. “Neither did I, that you were gonna react like that. You’re so sexy, you know that?” “Look who’s speaking. You, sucking on me like that, hottest thing I’ve seen.” There’s a glimmer in Khao’s eyes.

“Do you want more, baby?” “Of course I do. You are doing so well.” He strokes Khao’s cheek gently, the love for him overwhelming him for a moment. Khao’s smile goes wider and cuter at that. “I’m glad I can make you feel so good.” With that, he dives back passionately. He’s provocatively slurping up the drops of precum dripping from First’s tip. Then he takes the whole head in again, alternating between circling the underside with the tip of his tongue and sucking sexily on the whole head. The sounds are so erotic; the wet ones combined with First’s unfiltered needy moans are making goosebumps prickle all over Khao’s skin. His nipples are stiff and he kind of wants to touch them. Suddenly, in such an intimate situation he’s never experienced, his body is asking for things he never knew he would love. The more they’re turned on, the more sensitive every centimetre of their bodies is.

Khao’s palm has moved to First’s ass in the meantime. He’s caressing his cheek all over, savouring the smooth skin just gliding under his fingertips. He massages First’s butt and travels down to his thigh as well, delighting in the way the muscles tense with every delicious spark exploding inside him. The sparks he’s causing. Fuck, who would have thought, that giving pleasure to someone you love could be so exciting?

“Baby?” “Hmm?” the vibration makes First’s knees shake. His voice isn’t much more stable. “Do you think you could…” “I could what?” Khao sounds much too confident, a playful smirk decorating his beautiful face. He’s just discovering how much he likes hearing his lover ask for what he wants. What he needs. First is looking down at him with burning cheeks, his eyes projecting so many emotions. Desire. Vulnerability. Trust. Love. The best mix there can be, Khao thinks.

“Could you try taking more of me in your mouth?” First’s breath is quicker, just like the words that spill out. His cock twitches visibly as he says them. Khao’s eyes darken. First is so sexy. Even more so from this angle. Looking so fit and powerful, his arousal presented to Khao on a silver platter. His roughened voice revealing his deepest desires to Khao, shaping them into words. And Khao goes for it with determination.

While his left hand is supporting him, his right grips First’s cock again and he starts slowly sliding it in his mouth. He’s producing so much saliva, as if he was about to devour his favourite meal. Well, he’s certainly enjoying feasting on First’s dick…

He tries to do what he’s heard and read, protecting his teeth with his lips and going down carefully. What can’t fit into his mouth, his hand jerks instead. He tries to move his tongue around from time to time, and First’s quiet grunts change into full growls, the horny animalistic side of him clawing to the surface. Khao is basking in the sounds, they are turning him on more and more. He’s found a more confident, regular tempo now.

“Tung, jesus… that feels unreal, fuck. Just… aah, be careful.” Khao manages to wink at him.

First’s dick is going in and out of his mouth, hard as steel, drops of precum escaping uncontrolled – giving away the intensity of First’s arousal. Khao is sucking on it enthusiastically, finding himself loving giving his lover oral pleasure. His own cock can testify to that, leaking on the blanket under him, just like First in his mouth, and pulsing with every harder pull on his hair. First is losing control and Khao is drunk on that feeling.

He gets into it so much, the heaviness on his tongue pushing all thoughts out of his head. In one moment, he moves downwards too sharply and gags as the tip of First’s cock touches the back of his throat. Khao pulls back and coughs a little, but his hand doesn’t stop stroking First. He actually looks at the dick in his hand. It’s really fucking wet, his saliva smeared all over it, staining his fingers, too. It’s all over his mouth, but he doesn’t even blush. He’s loving it.

There’s another sensation there though. Khao blinks twice as he realises that what just happened added more molten heat into his belly. His hole is clenching now, wanting to feel the hardness that’s been reserved just for Khao’s mouth up until now.

First is visibly barely holding on, so Khao can’t resist to flick his tongue over the head for the last time. He lifts himself up, so he’s facing First now. He pulls him closer by his ass, his other hand restless and seductively massaging his balls again, fingers sometimes slipping lower to tickle his taint. First is panting and his hips are unconsciously humping forward. Khao would love to touch First’s hole, but he doesn’t want to push it and risk making him uncomfortable. Plus… Khao wants to be the one who bottoms tonight. He’s been thinking about it for days, even dreaming about it at night. And now it’s here. Of course, only if First wants it as much as he does.

“Tung, I’m so close… shit, I thought I was gonna cum when you did that.” Khao is looking at him, eyes wild. But First is worried before anything else. “Are you okay? Did it hurt?” Khao melts a little at his worry and smiles softly. “I’m okay. Actually…” he leans in so that his lips are brushing over First’s earlobe as he speaks. “It made me even harder.” First’s breath hitches and he closes his eyes. “It made me want to feel you in my ass even more… you’re so fucking hard and wet, I want to feel your cock stretching me open.” First whimpers and Khao smirks in victory. He puffs a breath right into First’s ear. “Do you want it too, baby? Do you want to push your cock inside me and make love to me? Have you imagined it as much as I have? Gone crazy over it? What do you say, baby? Should we try it tonight?”

Of course First is losing his shit over having sex with Khao as much as his lover is. He can feel the raw need sizzling under his skin and knows that Khao can see it all on him. It’s so hot. The air is getting steamy. There is an electric current running wherever they touch. Khao is still holding First’s gaze as he takes his wrist and leads his hand around his own hip and between his cheeks. First’s breaths come out shallow and his eyes get hooded. Khao tries to pretend he isn’t shivering from the obvious desire directed at him.

First lets his fingers move on instinct. The fingertips brush over the crack a couple times before they dare to slip deeper and First touches Khao’s hole for the first time. They both moan out. Pure want is running through their veins, getting them drunk like the finest liquor.

It’s so erotic. They’re kneeling together in the middle of the tent, tender golden light illuminating their naked bodies, which are connecting in the most intimate ways human beings are capable of. Khao’s arms are locked around First’s waist, caressing his lower back, chin hooked over his shoulder. First is holding his butt cheeks gently spread with one hand while the other is teasing his hole, pressing on it from time to time in a hot promise. In those moments, Khao’s cock twitches uncontrollably and First can feel it every time, because his front is glued to Khao – their flat stomachs and hardened nipples touching, sending tiny pleasurable bursts through their bodies. And their dicks… mmh, sliding so deliciously against each other, leaking tips, wet heads, pulsing lengths. It feels so blissful that they want to stay like this till the end of time.

“I could… I could cum like this.” First whispers, barely holding his eyes open from all the sensations. “Yeah, me too.” Khao answers, “But we want to try, don’t we?” a sexy little smile is playing on his face.

“Yeah. Yeah, I want that. But I don’t really know what to do, or how to start, I don’t want to hurt you…” Khao interrupts his frantic words by running his hands up and down First’s arms and looking at him softly. The caring touches ground First and he’s able to take a deep breath again.

“It’s okay. I’ve read about it a lot and prepared everything we need. I can take the lead and we’ll do this together, okay? We can take all the time we want. You don’t have to be scared with me.” They’re holding hands now, Khao rubbing gentle circles on First’s skin with his thumbs. “I’m never scared with you.” First pecks Khao’s forehead sweetly. It’s the small gestures of comfort that let the other know they are always safe, never left alone.

“Is it okay if I bottom today?” Khao asks. The flame in his eyes tells First how much he’s longing for it.

“Yeah. I don’t really feel ready to bottom yet. Besides, I… I wanna know how it feels to be inside you.” The last sentence is whispered breathily into the delicate skin of Khao’s neck. Khao hums in response and bites his lip. His hand cups First’s face once again. “You know that it’s fine if you don’t ever feel like bottoming, right? Don’t force yourself into anything. I want you to always be honest with me about the things you want and don’t want to do, okay?” Khao is stroking First’s cheek gently and gets the most sunshiny smile from First. “Understood. Same goes for you, promise?” “Promise.” Their lips meet again in a tender, sensual kiss. Their desire is evident in the daring nibbles and tongues coming into play earlier than usual.

“Sit back.” First does and watches dazed as Khao’s elegant body situates itself above his lap, knees spread around First’s thighs. This position gets him so hot that for a while he can just watch the beautiful person in front of him. Before anything happens, Khao bends down to murmur to First while his hand comes up to caress First’s neck, thumb slipping teasingly over his earlobe: “I’ll have better control like this. But next time… I wouldn’t mind you pushing me down and taking me however you want.” He bites First’s earlobe and revels in the few heated breaths he gets in return. The cock he’s about to sit on rubs against his thigh with an aroused twitch. Khao hums. He can feel the precum dripping from his own dick. He must do something right now before they go crazy from need.

That’s why he reaches over to rummage through the small pocket of his backpack and comes back holding a bottle of lube and a brand-new pack of condoms, even though he’d love to feel First’s cock bare tonight. He lifts his eyes to First’s face again and finds him leaning back on supported by his hands and… damn. He looks so sexy like that. The position accentuates his fit physique, makes him look dominant and dangerous, manly in his own unique way. Khao has to try hard not to drown in the piercing gaze, but it still makes his legs tremble. He feels so wanted, so desired. First isn’t trying to hide the hunger one bit and it’s as if Khao can feel it physically pouring over him.

First’s stare turns downright predatory when he realizes in the middle of eye-fucking Khao, that his lover has lubed up his fingers and moved his hand between his asscheeks. First’s face flushes and he bites his lip when his dick gives a helpless throb. He would’ve never thought that watching his love pleasuring himself would make him so horny. Khao notices and moans airily. After massaging and warming up his hole, he slowly pushes a finger inside. He already knows how to move it, where to touch, how deep, how fast he can go not to hurt himself. There’s something he hasn’t told First. He loves playing with his hole. First, hyper-focused on every slight change of expression on Khao’s face, notices him being a little too comfortable with fingering to be doing it for the first time. Plus, absentmindedly glancing to the side, he sees that the lube bottle is half empty. A new flame licks inside his belly. And wakes up his devilish side that decides to speak up.

“You look so confident up there.” Khao’s fluttering eyes shoot open and blood rushes to his cheeks. “Don’t need any help, know just what to do… have you played with yourself like this before? Slipped your fingers inside your tight hole and made yourself cum like that?” he doesn’t even know how, but the words just spill out and they have a mind-blowing effect on Khao. He moans brokenly and his tongue comes to wet his lips, which are letting out needy moans with every naughty sentence and twist of his own fingers. He’s keeping them off his prostate, because he’s already crazy close to falling apart anyway.

First is about to burst with arousal. He’s never known he could feel so turned on. But look at him now. He is physically unable to deny his urges anymore and grabs his cock, a shocked gasp leaving him at the sensitivity. Raking his eyes all over Khao’s glistening body, he strokes his leaking cock sensually and continues speaking.

“Will you do it for me someday? Touch yourself like this just for me to watch?” “Yes, fuck. I’ll do it.” Khao hunches over from the sudden shot of arousal at the image and his hand lands on First’s chest. He’s breathing heavily. Lifting his head to meet First’s searing gaze, he purrs: “I kinda want to do it right now, with you looking so fucking sexy…” However, First pecks his cheek and smirks. “Not today baby. Do you see how hard I am for you? I want to make you cum when I’m inside you… are you ready now?” Khao is practically buzzing from the unstoppable lust flooding every cell of his being.

“It turns me on so much hearing you talk like this.” Something feral flashes in First’s eyes. “And yeah, I’m ready now.”

First feels like he’s dreaming when he grasps Khao’s hips, while the other moves even closer, right over his lap. Over his desperately pulsing cock. It’s about to go inside Khao. Holy fuck. First can’t resist slipping a fingertip between the full cheeks and feeling Khao’s stretched hole. It’s wet and so delicate. His index and middle finger slide in suddenly and First almost cums right there. His cock is aching at the way Khao’s hole is sucking his fingers in. It’s so fucking hot. He hears Khao’s helpless moan above him and feels palms looking for support on his shoulders. “Shit, First… it feels so different.”

“Yeah? Is it good?” a curl of First’s fingers makes a drop of precum leak out of Khao’s dick. “Mhmm.” That’s all he manages.

Holding onto the last bit of his sanity, First asks an important question: “Should we use a condom?”

“I want to try it without, wanna know what it feels like. And we’re safe since this is our first time. Are you okay with that?”

“Yeah.” A small smile follows. They are practically vibrating with anticipation when First pulls his fingers out. He’s holding on Khao’s hips again.

Khao grabs the lube bottle hastily and pours a solid amount in his palm. In the next moment, he wraps it around First’s swollen cock to slick him up. First is breathing harshly, trying to keep his eyes open when the sweetest pleasure spreads in unstoppable waves from his crotch throughout his whole body. And this is just Khao’s hand. He’s gonna lose it once he’s inside him… and that is happening right now.

Khao starts lowering himself, one hand on First’s pec, the other keeping his cock straight up. They keep their eye contact the whole time, trying to read every single feeling from each other’s face. It makes this even more intimate, it’s like they can see each other’s souls raw and bare.

When First’s tip touches Khao’s hole, they both gasp. First can’t help but stare at the place where their bodies are connecting, while Khao is throwing his head back. He’s trying to squeeze the tip in, but it’s not going even though he had prepped properly. He’s not giving up and tries again a couple times. First is trying to concentrate so that he can help him, but he barely can with the overload of sensations.

“Baby. Baby, look at me.” Khao stops moving and looks at him again. He’s feeling so vulnerable and frustrated. He thought this was going to be easier. But apparently, the body takes time getting used to new things. First runs his hands up and down his sides soothingly as if he could read his thoughts and then pulls him into a hug. Khao is trying not to tear up. First can sense it and lovingly pets the hair on his nape. “It’s okay. It’s fine. We can take as much time as we need. It’s okay if it doesn’t work right away. This is new for us. And I love that we can go through all these moments together. Everything’s fine, okay?”

“Hmm.” Khao hums into his shoulder and nods cutely. First can hear a little sniffle and hugs Khao closer.

“Let all the feelings out. You’re so good for me.” Khao can’t stop the few tears that fall from his tightly shut eyes, from the pure unconditional love First showers him with.
“I love you.” Khao hiccups a little and First kisses his temple. “I love you too, my baby.”
They stay like that for a while, bodies becoming one, cuddling in a comforting embrace.

When Khao pulls away from the hug, an adorable smile is playing on his lips. “Can we try again?” “Whenever you’re ready.” First punctuates that with a peck to Khao’s plush lips. Amazing thing is their erections haven’t gone down one bit. The flames of their untameable want are blazing all the same. Electricity crackles when they make eye contact. Before Khao can lower himself again, First slides two fingers inside to make sure Khao is still relaxed. He strokes in and out a few times and delights in the aroused moans and hot drops of Khao’s precum on his thigh when he grazes his sweet spot.
“Breathe, baby.” He mumbles with a smirk. Khao slaps his leg and laughs. “Would wanna see you breathe.” First grins from ear to ear.

They try it the same way as before, and this time, First’s cock actually slips inside slightly. The moan that rips out of Khao’s throat is the rawest sound he’s ever released. Just the tip is already stretching him more than his fingers ever did. First lets out a shocked groan and unconsciously squeezes Khao’s waist. This pleasure feels so different than anything he’s experienced. He can’t believe Khao is letting him inside his body, letting him touch him so intimately. He buries his head in Khao’s chest and tries to breathe through the euphoric tingles that are setting his body on fire.

“Are you okay?” he whispers to Khao. “Yeah, never been better.” First feels Khao’s always gentle hands card through his hair that is getting sweaty already. Then, he keeps gasping brokenly while Khao slides down surprisingly easily. First is caressing his butt cheeks sensually, trying to comfort Khao but turning him on even more.

Khao’s uncontrollable whimpers are making First’s cock twitch inside his hole. Khao is sitting on him fully now and it feels out of this world. Slick heat is hugging him all over and making indescribable pleasure blossom through every vein in his body. His orgasm is suddenly clawing to the surface too fast so First doesn’t dare to move a millimetre and continues pulling Khao close to him. His lover reads him like a book and can’t help himself: “Oh, is it too much? Are you close already?” he murmurs in the most seductive way and traces First’s earlobe with his tongue. First shudders under him, thighs tensing for a second, dick pulsing. It makes Khao’s hole clench and First gasps.

“Mhm. Give me a minute.” “Of course, whatever you need. You’re doing so well.” Khao is drawing wavy patterns onto First’s shoulder blades and feels his heartbeat quicken by the second, just like his own. He himself is panting, the new but incredibly satisfying feeling of being full is turning his brain to mush. He thought he was going to like it, just didn’t know how much. His hole tightens occasionally, and, in these moments, he can feel just how perfectly First’s hard cock is filling him. First leaks a bit of precum with every clench and the knowledge is waking up his most primal side. And possessive, too. He’s the first and hopefully the only one who ever gets to see and have Khao like this.

When Khao notices that First has calmed down, he lifts his head, pierces First’s eyes with his own and holds onto his shoulders. Then he starts slowly rocking his hips, moaning needily when First’s dick grazes his prostate. “I love how you feel inside me.” The breathy words just roll of his tongue and First’s gaze turns dangerous.

“You feel fucking amazing too, it’s so good, holy sh-“ he’s interrupted by a harder roll of Khao’s hips. The little smirk he receives just makes him pour more gasoline into the fire. “And you look so… ngh… sexy like this, better than all my wet dreams, shit. Wanna fucking eat you.” Khao’s hips stutter after the last sentence; had no idea that First cursing and talking dirty would make him this horny.

“What’s stopping you?” The dam breaks. First literally growls and goes for Khao’s chest. He takes a nipple between his lips and runs his tongue all over it while unconsciously squeezing Khao’s waist tighter because he belongs to him now. Khao is loving it, the added stimulation lighting him up. He doesn’t expect it when First sucks harshly. Khao’s cock gives a strong pulse and more of his want drips over First’s lower stomach. He picks up the pace and gradually switches from rocking to sliding up and down First’s dick. They’re drowning in the heady pleasure. High on the sounds the other is making in their ear. Moans, gasps, whimpering. As if their bodies had hard time processing the ecstasy and had to express it out loud, or they would explode. It’s emptying their minds. They can only feel each other now. With every cell of their being. Nothing exists in that moment except them.

When First’s tongue cools down Khao’s other nipple after a lustful bite, he meets Khao’s gaze again. His eyes mirror First’s. They have fully succumbed to their needs. It’s so raw. They’re hiding nothing from each other.

Khao‘s increasing tempo slows for a moment. He runs his hands all over First’s chest, once again admiring the toned figure, now sexily glowing with sweat. First’s fingertips suddenly move as if they had a mind of their own. They slip between Khao’s cheeks. He must feel it. Every detail. He carefully touches around the place where he’s buried inside Khao so deeply. He feels around the rim, breath catching when he feels how stretched it is. Khao’s breath hitches a little. How can this not hurt and be dizzyingly pleasurable instead? I have to try this one day, he thinks fleetingly.

Their heavy breathing is now the only thing echoing in the silence. Khao gives First a sultry look from under his heavy eyelids and then kisses his way up the side of his neck. With every touch of his lips, he lets his tongue out as well. First is burning up and his hips are twitching from the hot stimulation. He closes his eyes, letting his head fall back and savouring it. Between gently biting and sucking on First’s earlobe, Khao whispers: “You’re so fucking deep. I don’t think there’s any space left inside me when your cock is there.” First laughs breathily, trying to pretend that just didn’t send a dirty wave of arousal through him. He kisses Khao again, because that’s going to convey his feelings much more accurately than words could right now. It’s wet and sexy. Khao can’t help the throaty moans escaping him when First dominates his mouth and starts moving Khao’s hips on his lap.

Something animalistic possesses him and he thrusts up into Khao every time he harshly brings him down on his cock. Khao breaks the kiss when his gasps become uncontrollable. He’s scratching First’s back while he lets his lover fuck him how he wants. It’s addictive. He wishes this pleasure bleeding through him so intensely never ended, but at the same time he can’t wait to cum and release it all. Even more than that, he absolutely needs to see First orgasm while his dick is inside him. While he’s making love to him.

Khao is losing his mind, trying desperately to keep his grip around First’s neck. He’s shocked when he sees the wild look in First’s eyes. He’s never seen him like that. His dick gives a painful throb at that. Holy shit, he needs more. That’s why his hand wraps around his cock and strokes desperately. He can’t suppress the whimper he lets out when he feels how wet his cock is. First notices and bites his lip.

“You’re leaking so much, look at you. Am I fucking you well, baby?” he doesn’t even give Khao a second to answer before reaching around with both hands and spreading his ass sinfully while delivering a set of the hardest thrusts yet, all perfectly aimed at Khao’s prostate. Khao almost screams at that, making sounds he didn’t know he was capable of.

He’s so close. And he knows First is too. He’s getting louder, fucking him even harder, cock swelling inside him. The arousal in Khao’s lower stomach is burning brighter, tightening with every second. His legs are shaking. The ecstasy is just out of reach and he’s craving it so bad it’s painful. Tears of pure pleasure are running down his beautiful face.

“Cum for me baby. Cum on me.” First murmurs hotly into his sweaty neck while sensually caressing his butt cheeks. A sob rips out of Khao’s throat and he cums. His body is not his anymore. He’s given full control over his pleasure to First long ago. It’s an otherworldly experience. His arms and legs lock tightly around First as he moans and gasps through his orgasm, out of his mind with bliss. His aching cock is pushing out cum in thick spurts until there’s nothing left. First is watching him mesmerized. His favourite person in the world looking so ethereal drowning in euphoria, cumming from his cock alone. He can’t watch for too long, though, because his own orgasm sweeps him like a tsunami. Khao’s hole rhythmically clenching around him is making him unable to focus on anything else besides the surreal feeling of filling his lover with his hot cum. His dick keeps pulsing it out for so long that it shocks him. He’s groaning softly while hugging Khao close, very gently pumping his hips into him, letting their bodies release the last drops of their pleasure.

Khao is cuddling him like a koala and First lets him, because nothing has ever felt better. He is rocking them softly back and forth, nuzzling into Khao’s neck. Khao is gradually trying to slow down his breath. He fully allowing his body to swim in the mind-numbing satisfaction. It feels so good that it makes them believe everything is just right in the universe in this moment. Bodies melted into each other. Souls shining like stars.

After a while, First reluctantly unsticks himself from Khao and looks in his eyes with a sweet smile. “Come on, baby. Let’s get up so that your legs don’t fall asleep.”
“Hmm,” Khao grumbles cutely. “Don’t want to let you go.” First’s heart clenches. His smile grows even more.
“You don’t have to stop touching me. I’ll just clean us up a little and then we can cuddle all night, sounds good?”
“Yeah.” Khao whispers. First is absolutely endeared at how the sensual siren can change into a shy baby bear in a few moments. He gives Khao a loving peck as a reward.

He slowly makes Khao lay down next to him while he fetches some tissues which will have to do for now. He wipes Khao’s cum from his own body and then does the same for his lover. He carefully cleans around his hole too. Some cum has dripped out but First knows it’s not all. After he puts the tissues aside, he lays down on his side facing Khao. His eyes have cleared up a bit and he seems to be back on Earth.

First is blushing as he says his next words: “I tried to clean you up as well as I could but some of my… uhm… will probably leak out during the night.” He can see Khao’s cheeks turn rosy too.
He speaks very quietly: “I know… it’s so fucking hot.” A wave of heat rushes through First at the confession. He can’t help but add his own.
“It turns me on so much that it feels like it shouldn’t.” His eyes flick down shyly. Khao cups his face gently and caresses his cheek with his thumb.
“There’s nothing wrong about the things you like, okay?” First nods. “Especially…” Khao kisses his earlobe, “when I love them just as much.” First’s dick twitches. He forces it to calm down.
“Okay, got it.” He whispers.
“My good boy.” First giggles and Khao’s dazzling smile shines so bright it would outshine the Sun.

“Could you please get me my towel, baby?” First complies immediately and helps Khao spread out the towel under his lower half. Then they cuddle up inside the warm sleeping bag, as close as they can get. Arms and legs intertwined, bodies pressed together in a loving embrace, Khao’s head is resting on First’s chest. Each of them falling asleep to the sound of their relaxed breathing and happy heartbeats.

Together, they sleep soundly like babies. And if in the morning First asks Khao to show him how he touches himself, while spilling all his fantasies only for First to hear – nobody else has to know.

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