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Alone in his room Tyler is fighting Blurry yet again.
Why do you always fight me?
Because I have you!
No you don’t.
I do you make my life a living hell.
No I don’t. This is all you; I am all in your head.
Just leave me alone I just want to be with Josh!
Ha, that boy doesn’t deserve you. You are worthless.
No I’m not, Josh says I am amazing.
He is just saying that so you will keep fighting me. He is jealous.
No, no he isn’t. He loves me and hates that I am going through this.
He really doesn’t care. You know that I am the only one that cares.
You don’t care; if you did you would have left me alone like I want.
You know I can’t do that.
I don’t care anymore, I am calling Josh.
NO!
You can’t stop me I need him here to help me fight you; I don’t want more battle scars.
Don’t defy me Tyler, it never ends well.
Stuff you I am calling him!
Tyler no don’t do this, we don’t need any one else; just you and me.
No I don’t want you I want my Josh.
Josh doesn’t care about you.
How would you know?
Because I am you.
I know you are a figment of my imagination and you shouldn’t control me like you do.
You should know by now I am as real as you are.
No, no you aren’t, please just leave me alone.
Ok night night Tyler.
Tyler sat alone on his bed trying to write a new song to describe how he is feeling. He sat thinking about his life, which was always toxic, completely failing to write anything. Tyler only hopped he could make it through the night. All he wanted to do was be with Josh. Josh made everything all right. He made Blurry go away. Josh the boyfriend that could save Tyler’s world.
It has been three years since Josh and Tyler have been together and Tyler has loved every moment. Life has been made liveable when he is around Josh. It was just the time without him that is a struggle.