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btw chloe's doing a thing in and out of costume

essentially going around giving apology gifts to everyone she knows because she's bad with words, she'll leave a couple of notes in there as well. she's leaving one for both civillians AND heroes she feels she needs to own up to

and ik it'll make you feel guilty but PLEASE don't try n needle your way out of getting two gifts, it'll make her feel like she's doing something wrong and it'll put all of her development to waste which nobody wants. if it's something good, we can just subtely donate one of them to help with guilt

HNG. Identity stuff really sucks sometimes

frfr but you'll be fine, babe 💚

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March 3

Hey uh. Not to be the Anxiety DM guy because I know that we all hate those but just

uh

okay look i'm gonna go write this out in my notes app first because i really want to say this right-

Okay so i know that i've been a bit of an asshole for a while now, and a lot of that was admittedly intentional. when LB admitted to me that someone else knows her identity, I was reasonably offended because as her best friend i thought *I* deserved to be that person, regardless of any other people she knows. And by now I've realised that you two probably know eachother as civillians or something, which means it probably makes more sense for her to tell you anyways. [Breaking this up into multiple messages because I hate walls.]

And I feel like I lost track of the big reason that we don't know already, and that's HM/SM/Whatever he wants to be called this week. Us knowing is a massive security risk that I haven't considered all the way through in way too long. I'd get into some of the *why* stuff but idk how many logistics LB actually filled you in on, and I don't want to vent to you.

And when I found out that Rena Rouge was told instead of me, I got REALLY pissed. Like-- why her? What makes her better than me? (As if LB doesn't LITREALLY know you outside the mask already.) And so I acted out, because Plagg taught me that nothing happens if you don't act out which... admittedly isn't the *best* advice but yk up until that point it worked somewhat.

ofc that just made me even MORE of a bitch, especially to you and LB, which hten transferred over somewhat to the newer temps (which. if you could relay something for me later to them that'd be great I don't want to bother LB with that) and that's probably the reason why trust in our team has been pretty junk for a while. but LB's kwami talked to me a bit earlier and helped me realise how everyone else was perceiving me and GOD i was just. a bitch. i said that already

i rambled whoops lol

so i started this with the intent to say: I'm sorry. You don't have to forgive me just yet, because I definitely don't deserve it. But I'm sorry and hope to do better in the future.

SHOOT i didn't realise how late it is 😓 sorry if i woke you up or anything

thanks for apologising. it's not my job to speak on ladybug's behalf, but i can tell you that she told me after hitting one HELL of a breaking point. and my bragging was because of fangirling and that REALLY wasn't fair to you, chat, you had every right to be upset. And I already forgive you for it. (and my kwami told me to say i'm not passing on messages to the temps unless you tell plagg that trixx says hi)

plagg says that he and trixx aren't on speaking terms atm

DAMN WHAT 💀 what did trixx do???????

"side with sugarcube" i think sugarcube is tikki??

omg we need to make a kwami gc, the tea we'd get would be impecable