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I Love You Everywhere

Summary:

When Chuuya is feeling dysphoric so Dazai fucks the euphoria into him.

Notes:

(This is my first published smut story and first time publishing on AO3! Suggestions are welcome with open arms 😭🙏)

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Dazai walks into his apartment that he shares with Chuuya, it was a long day at the ADA and he's ready to relax in Chuuya's arms. He steps inside expecting to see Chuuya on the couch or in the kitchen, but when he doesn't see the ginger he worries a bit. Dazai takes off his shoes and coat before tracking further into the house, he steps into their bedroom before finally finding Chuuya in the master bathroom attached to the bedroom.

Chuuya is standing in front of the mirror with a scowl on his face. His shirt is bunched up on the floor, leaving his chest only covered by a tan binder. Dazai has known Chuuya for long enough to know exactly what's happening. Dazai walks up to Chuuya and hugs him from behind, resting his chin on top of Chuuya's head and looking into the mirror with him.

“I thought we made a deal that you wouldn't do this anymore, Chibi..” Dazai mutters, earning a small tch from Chuuya.

“You don't understand, you never will.” Chuuya grumbles.

Dazai spins Chuuya around to look into his eyes, “I do understand, Chu-” He's cut off when Chuuya pushes him away.

“You don't understand because you're fucking cisgender!” He snaps, “You were born with the perfect body! While I am never going to be comfortable in my body without a fucking binder or surgery!!”

Dazai's expression suddenly switches, he scoops Chuuya into his arms, walking to the bedroom and laying Chuuya down on the bed, climbing on top of him. "Even if you need a binder, even if you need surgery, even if you need testosterone, I am going to love you and your body. You're always going to be beautiful to me." Dazai gently leans down to Chuuya's stomach, leaving butterfly kisses along it. "I love you here," He unzips Chuuya's binder and takes it off, tossing it to the floor somewhere, then starts leaving more butterfly kisses along Chuuyas chest and breasts. "I love you here," He leans back up and kisses all along Chuuya's neck. "I love you here."

“Dazai..” Chuuya whispers, squirming slightly from underneath Dazai.

"Shh, let me show you just how much I truly love you." Dazai whispers, he leans down again and leaves butterfly kisses all over Chuuya's torso. He gets lower and pulls the waistband of Chuuyas pants down just enough to gently kiss all along Chuuyas hip bones. "I love you here," He tugs Chuuyas pants off, leaving just his boxers. He puts his arm under Chuuyas leg and lifts his thigh up enough to start leaving butterfly kisses along it. "I love you here," He does the same on Chuuya's other thigh. "I love you here," He puts Chuuyas legs down and trails kisses up Chuuya's torso, this time leaving a trail of hickies in his wake before pulling Chuuya into a hungry kiss. "And I love you here.”

“Dazai I-” Dazai covers Chuuya's mouth with his pointer finger, smiling down at him.

“It doesn't matter what you may look like physically. You are and always will be a man in my eyes. And I'm going to make sure you know that.” Dazai leans down and starts kissing and sucking on Chuuya's neck, earning soft whimpers from the boy below him.

Dazai's hands slowly glid all along Chuuya's torso, tracing each and every curve of Chuuya's body. He leans up again and captures Chuuya's lips in a passionate kiss, his hand trailing down Chuuya’s body before slipping Chuuya's underwear off and tossing it to the side. He continues kissing Chuuya with a growing hunger. One hand cups the back of Chuuya's neck while the other trails up Chuuya's thigh, over Chuuya's hip, then up to squeeze one of Chuuya's breasts. “These don't define who you are. You do. Female or male you will always be Chuuya Nahakara, a feared Mafia executive.”

“I hate it though… if people were to find out that I'm like this they'll underestimate me…” Chuuya mutters while looking away.

“Then use that to your advantage. You're strong as hell, if they underestimate you that just gives you the upper hand.”

“But-” Just as Chuuya is about to protest, Dazai starts trailing his hand down Chuuya's body, earning a small shuttering exhale from the smaller boy. “Dazai.. what are you-” Yet again Chuuya is cut off when without warning Dazai dips two fingers into his dripping wet entrance. Chuuya gasps loudly and arches his back. “F-fuck, Dazai y-you ass! Warn me next time before- A-ah~” Chuuya bites his bottom lip in an attempt to stay quiet when Dazai starts slowly sliding his fingers in and out of him. A few whines and whimpers slip past his lips, earning a satisfied grin from Dazai.

“D-dazai I'm- h-haa..~” Chuuya squirms slightly from underneath Dazai, his hips mindless rocking with the movement of his fingers.

“Hmm~? Close already, Chibi?” Dazai purrs, leaning down to press his lips against Chuuya's shoulder. “You're beautiful just the way you are, because you're you. And you'll always be my beautiful boy." Chuuya starts squirming more from underneath Dazai, his breath coming in short, sharp gasps as he holds back his moans of pleasure. "Oh? Does Chibi like being praised~?"

"F-fuck you." Chuuya grumbles, he tries to sound angry but it comes out as a breathless whisper.

"Oh Chibi, it's the other way around~" Dazai whispers into Chuuya's ear. "Now be a good boy and scream for me~" Chuuya bites his lip to try and hold back another moan bubbling up inside him. But his attempts become futile when Dazai starts to thrust his fingers even faster, sending wave after wave of pleasure throughout Chuuya's body.

"OH FUCK~!" Chuuya's back arches even further as Dazai finger fucks him, the only sounds in the room are Chuuya's gasps and moans, and the lewd squelching sounds coming from Chuuya's wet slick coating Dazai's fingers.

"God you're so fucking wet for me..~" Dazai pulls Chuuya into yet another hungry kiss, "I can't wait to feel you wrapped around my cock, screaming out my name like a good boy~"

Every one of Dazai's whispered words cause Chuuya's ears to tingle, his hips rocking against Dazai's fingers even more, desperate for more, more of something, anything. "Dazai.. Dazai p-please I- I'm- Please..~ I can't take it..~" Dazai smirks at Chuuya's breathless words, feeling a sense of accomplishment for getting Chuuya this desperate.

"Please what, darling~?" Dazai whispers against Chuuya's ear before trailing kisses along Chuuya's jawline.

Chuuya lets out a huff in frustration, which quickly turns into another breathless moan. "Fuck.. Please just fuck me already..~" He whispers with his back arching in again.

"Hmm, well since you've been a good boy for me I think I'll hold off on the teasing tonight~" Dazai pulls his fingers out of Chuuya earning a soft whine of protest from the breathless boy. Chuuya squirms slightly, feeling too empty without Dazai inside him. "Patience, love." Dazai mutters before climbing off of Chuuya. He unbuttons and takes his shirt off, tossing it to the side and unbuckling his belt as he lets his pants drop to the floor. He kicks them away and slips his boxers off, his hardened cock springing out, Chuuya's mouth begins to water slightly at the sight. His body tingled just at the thought of Dazai inside him.

"Hurry up..~" Chuuya mutters while rocking his hips aimlessly. Dazai chuckles softly and climbs back on top of Chuuya. He adjusts Chuuya's legs to either side of him, spreading his legs open. Dazai licks his lips at the sight of Chuuya's dripping entrance. Chuuya lets out another whine, causing Dazai to laugh gently.

"Okay okay, I won't make you wait any longer~" Dazai reaches to the side table and opens it, pulling out a condom packet and tearing it open with his teeth. He rolls the condom onto his cock before lining the tip up with Chuuya's entrance. "Ready?" Chuuya bites his lip and squeezes his eyes shut while nodding enthusiastically.

"P-put the damn thing in already..~" Chuuya mutters, Dazai immediately leans forward, allowing his length to fully slip into Chuuya. Chuuya gasps and presses his head back against the pillows as Dazai stretches him out.

"Fuck... you're so fucking tight..~" Dazai says with a low groan as he bottoms out. Chuuya bites his bottom lip as Dazai stays still, allowing him to adjust a bit. But Chuuya being Chuuya he doesn't want to wait. He rocks his hips and whines, letting Dazai know that he's ready.

Dazai puts his hands on Chuuya's thighs, spreading his legs open more before starting to slowly glide in and out of him. He starts out painfully slow, relishing in Chuuya's breathy moans and whimpers. "F-fah..~ Faster.. Fuck me..~" Dazai complies with Chuuya's whispered request, he pulls out almost the whole way before slamming back into Chuuya and thrusting at a much faster pace. Chuuya immediately gasps loudly and lets out a loud choked moan. His hips buck as his back arches, his mouth hanging open and his eyes rolling into the back of his head aa pleasure courses through his body.

"Fuck, you're doing so good baby~" Dazai says while leaning down and taking one of Chuuya's breasts into his mouth and suckling on it, his tongue swirling around Chuuya's nipple sending a visible shiver through Chuuya's body. "God you feel so fucking good~" Dazai bites down gently causing Chuuya to scream out and arch his back more.

"A-AH~! Dazai- P-please~! Fu-uck~ Faster, please~!" Dazai pulls away from Chuuya's chest and grins, he pulls Chuuya's legs over his shoulders, leaning down and resting his hands on either side of Chuuya till he's practically bent in half; his legs hooked together around Dazai's neck. Dazai starts thrusting his hips forward faster, reaching even deeper with this new position, earning louder and more desperate moans from Chuuya.

"Fuck.. that's it~ Who can makes you feel this good~?" Chuuya bites his bottom lip and moans in an attempt to respond. "Hmm~? I didn't quite catch that, Chibi~" Dazai mutters teasingly while thrusting even harder; the sound of skin slapping and Chuuya's moans fill the room.

"Y-you.." Chuuya whispers between moans, Dazai grins and slows down slightly.

"I can't hear you~" He says seductively before suddenly slamming into Chuuya again.

"AH~! YOU~ YOU MAKE ME FEEL THIS GOOD~!" He screams out, his eyes rolling into the back of his head and his hands gripping onto the sheets underneath him. Dazai smirks as he feels Chuuya clench around him, Dazai knows Chuuya's getting close when his body shutters.

“Oh? Is Chibi close already? What would you do if I just..~” Dazai grins mischievously as he slows down his thrusts slightly, leaving Chuuya just on the edge of bliss.

“D-damn y-ou~!” Chuuya whines and mindlessly rocks his hips yet again, he looks up at Dazai with a pleading expression. A shiver runs through Dazai's body as he looks back down into Chuuya's desperate eyes.

“F-fuck..~ I love it when you look at me like that~” Dazai leans forward and leaves a trail of kissed along Chuuya's neck, picking up the pace yet again. A shiver runs through both their bodies as the pleasure reaches it's peak.

“D-dazai..~ I swear- I s-swear to god if you s-slow down again I-I'll kill you in your s-sleep~..” Dazai chuckles at Chuuya's whispered threat, although he's trying, he doesn't sound very threatening. Rather, he sounds so desperate to finally get the release he's been building up.

“I.. won't~.. It's t-too good to st-stop..~” Dazai lays his head on Chuuya's shoulder as his movements grow quick and sloppy. Chuuya arches his back as he screams out, his walls clenching around Dazai as he finally reaches his peak. Dazai thrusts a few more times before reaching his own climax. He groans against Chuuya's shoulder as he spills out into the condom, he thrusts gently a few more times to ride out their high before letting Chuuya's legs fall back down onto the bed.

Dazai leans down and kisses Chuuya tenderly. “Feel any better yet?” He asks gently, earning a small huff from Chuuya.

“You could've just used words to comfort me like any normal person, dumbass Mackerel.” Dazai chuckles softly before pulling out and discarding the condom. He gently picks Chuuya up and walks into the bathroom where he gets into a warm bath with Chuuya and washes away anything left over from their very passionate encounter.

“...I swear to god if I'm sore tomorrow I will make your life a living hell.”

“You always say that then the very next night you beg for more~”

“SHUT UP OR I'LL KILL YOU!”

Dazai shivers in pleasure, “Is that a promise~?”

Chuuya groans loudly and lays back against Dazai's chest. “God you're insufferable!”

Dazai grins and wraps his arms around Chuuya's waist and kisses his shoulder gently. “And yet Chuuya sticks around~”

Chuuya clicks his tongue and crosses his arms over his chest. Dazai kisses up along Chuuya's neck, making Chuuya shiver slightly.

“You up for a round two~?” Dazai says teasingly.

“HELL NO.” They're both silent for a moment before they start laughing together.

Dazai finishes helping Chuuya wash up before cleaning himself off, he empties the tub while drying Chuuya and himself off.

They make their way back to their bed and lay down in one anothers embrace. Chuuya stays awake for a bit, while Dazai falls asleep the moment his head hits the pillow.

“Thank you… dumbass.” Chuuya mutters before cuddling against Dazai's chest and falling asleep as well. A gentle, content smile creeps onto Dazai's face as he peels open his eyes and kisses the top of Chuuya's head.

“You're welcome, Chibi..~” He whispers before falling back to sleep. Contentment washing over the both of them, feeling as if they're the only two people in the world.