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Sharon didn’t know why she had said yes to Jack spending the night. He had come over and pleaded with her to let him stay to prevent him from having to travel across town to get to work as he was defending one of their suspects in a case. And not willing to fight with him like she always did, she had simply stepped aside and told him that for one night he could sleep on the couch. Jack had bounded in happily, pleased to get what he wanted and Sharon had realised that Rusty had been their buffer for the past few times Jack had made an appearance and suddenly she wished he was home. Instead he was at Provenza’s with Buzz and Julio for their once a week ‘guys night’, something her lieutenant had suggested a little while ago to give Sharon one night a week to herself, a night she had come to appreciate as much as she loved Rusty.
It had been a long month, with Rusty still adjusting to them being family and work in general being a handful and while the team had started to warm to her the job was still an emotional turmoil. And the other things that she pushed to the corner of her brain that she wasn’t ready to think about. No, Jack staying was the least of her worries at the moment, and for a change he was probably the easiest issue. Sharon found him some sheets and the blankets and left him in the living room while she drifted to her bedroom, without Rusty as a buffer she found it easier to be out of his way than in the same room as her husband. But as usual It didn’t take long for him to find her, Jack lingered in the doorway of the bedroom as Sharon pulled her pyjamas out of her draw set and moved things into their right places before bed. She could see him out of the corner of her eye.
“What?” Sharon snapped as she glanced at him fully. Jack threw up his hands defensively
“I know you’re not exactly good at the whole warm and fuzzy welcome thing but you’ve said a total of three words to me. I got a hello and a goodnight, I mean that’s pretty crappy even for you so what's the problem” he said.
“Nothing,” Sharon said back, shrugging with a forced smile, the quicker he left her alone the better.
“I know you” Jack pushed, sharon growled under her breath
“No, jack you don’t. So if you’re going to stay can you just get out” she snapped. She was sick of having to play nice with everyone, sick of having her feelings come second best. Jack raised an eyebrow and smirked a little.
“Well there she is, the woman I married”
Sharon shrank back into herself, “yup, the woman you married, happy?”
He grabbed her hands “jesus girl you’re a wreck”
She pulled away and moved to the bed to take the extra cushions off the bed, hoping he would get the hint, instead Jack moved behind her and touched her waist softly “maybe you just need a release” he purred in her ear.
Sharon scoffed “Oh I don’t need you for that”.
“Maybe, but I do it better than you”
His hands slid up and down and played with the fabric of her dress. He slid her hair to the side with one hand and breathed her in, his nose warm against her skin “you’ve changed your perfume”
Sharon shuddered but didn’t pull away, she hated him but his touch, while making her skin crawl, was familiar. Comforting in a sick way. Sharon wished she could just stop feeling, feelings were becoming a big problem lately
“i like this one more” she replied.
“Mm me too” Jack mumbled “it suits you”
Sharon let a little smile slip. “Thank you”
His fingers moved to the zip on her dress and Sharon took a deep breath. He was right in some ways, she did need the release. She needed to feel something other than deep anxiety and stress. Even if she’d hate herself after, hating herself would be better than hating the world surely. It wasn’t what she wanted even if she missed sex, missed the feeling she could get from having a man touch her. Even if it wasn’t the man she wanted to make her feel better.
Sharon stepped out of her dress and flicked her hair as she turned to Jack and an overwhelming sadness floated in her chest as she looked at him. No, he wasn’t the man she wanted. He hadn’t been the man she wanted in a very long time and that made her sadness grow. The man she wanted was probably at home in his house in silver lake, probably not even thinking of her, or worse thinking of someone else.
Andy.
Her hot headed lieutenant was the sweetest man she had ever met and in the months since his daughter's wedding she had fallen head over heels for him.
He was all she thought of as Jack kissed her. She imagined Andy’s kisses as warm and sweet and gentle. Not the rushed mess Jack was making of it. She slid his shirt off and let him lay her on the bed. She often slipped up and let him into her bed in a moment of weakness but this time felt like a betrayal, she hated herself before he even did anything. But if she was going to let him do this she was at least going to make it worth her time. She laid back against the soft pillows and closed her eyes as Jack's lips kissed her neck.
She pictured Andy on her, his lips instead of Jacks,his mouth would whisper sweet yet dirty things onto her skin and make her feel beautiful. Sharon imagined Andy’s hands as the ones that slowly pulled her panties down and spread her legs apart. She giggled a little at the touch and relaxed as she let herself pretend.
Andy was what she needed, the softness of his voice and the way he would make little jokes to see her smile and the dinners they had been on. It was almost like he was already hers. He looked at her like she was the most fascinating person in the world.
“God you’re soaked” Jack mumbled as he touched her folds, rubbing gently while his other hand freed his erection and slipped into her.
“All for you” she said to her vision of Andy, Sharon smiled as she saw that goofy smile that she liked so much and arched her back as he started thrusting into her. The sadness she felt turned to lust and she couldn’t help but moan into Jack's kiss.
“I knew you still wanted me”
Sharon nodded “I want you”
The thrusts got deeper and deeper and Sharon gripped the sheets. Her legs tightened around his hips and she thrusted back. She imagined Andy’s hands rubbing her breasts, sucking her nipples until they were sore. His mouth telling her she was his and she was so beautiful. Andy made her feel beautiful.
“Oh god Andy don’t stop” she said, her voice a purr.
And at that, everything stopped and Sharon realised what she had done. Her eyes flew open and she swallowed. Shit.
Jack stared down at her, his face red and the familiar anger filled his eyes as he moved off of her, her body aching slightly at the loss of contact.
“Andy?” Jack let out an evil laugh and climbed off the bed to grab his trousers “is that what's got you all worked up and pissed off? You wanna fuck around with your lieutenant?”
“Jack-” sharon covered herself with the sheets and sat up “it’s not- I was just”
“Just what? Sharon, you really think a pretty boy like Flynn who has had more women than sense since getting sober is gonna fall for you?” Jack spat
“Stop it Jack It’s not like that, I don't want him” sharon lied
“So moaning Andy don’t stop during sex is just a new habit of yours”
Sharon picked up her robe from the floor and shrugged it on trying to think of an escape route but the best she could come up with was, “Jack, this wasn’t exactly supposed to happen and you and I aren’t exactly on romantic terms”
“And that makes it okay for my wife to be thinking of another man?” jack laughed, making her feel worse.
“And all the women you ‘just worked’ with are all friends of yours?” sharon snapped back folding her arms “all those late nights staying at the office were just because you needed to work”
“I worked late for the sake of my family”
“Your family was here in LA Jack, not in Vegas where you slinked off too when you decided you didn’t want to be a father anymore”
Sharon was fighting the tears and Jack walked to the door “You know, you can scream at me all you want sharon, I tried my hardest, and you wanna fuck your lieutenant sharon, go right ahead, but i find it hilarious that you’re wet for him yet he and I are exactly the same”
Sharon followed him out the door “Andy is nothing like you”
“He has the same history I do! He drank and partied. He would show up at parties with a different girl each night but yet he does it and your’re fucking begging to fuck him”
“So there were other women”
“Oh who would come home to you when you’re like this” Jack shouted “You can’t fucking let anything go. I tried to fix our family several times and the second I’m gone you fall in love with the first man that reminds you of me”
“I’m in love with Andy for all the ways he isn’t like you!” she yelled and paused yet again. Sharon mentally kicked herself, after months of not speaking a single word about how she felt she was spouting it all out to her estranged husband in the middle of a fight.
Jack raised an eyebrow “oh so now you’re in love with him? If you’re so in love with him why not tell him, why not ask him to weigh in and see if he wants you back”
“Because I’m married” she screamed at him. She started crying properly. Not once in years had she ever been allowed to stop and take something for herself. She had kept everything hidden from the children and work and everything else because she was not as important. She hated having everything she had worked for and tried to save thrown into her face.
“Oh i can have the divorce papers in your hand in the morning sharon, if that’s what you want”
“I’ve wanted to divorce you for years” Sharon breathed through the tears.
Jack nodded and strode past her “And when Andrew Flynn decides he only likes you because it makes work convenient and you’re left more alone than you already are what then? When he figures out that it is borderline impossible to love you? When you’ve broken our family even more than you already have-”
“Oh I’ve broken our family?” Sharon shouted, the rage flowing through her “Jack, we have not been a real family in years. You left me. You left me and our two children and everytime you show up you ruin it even more, you lie and you manipulate and you make me seem like I’m the heartless bitch when really you are the most self centred, heartless, liar and I hate you”
Jacks face changed as he grabbed his things from the couch and walked to the door “you don’t mean that”
“Oh I do, and I cannot wait to divorce you and start living the life I so dutifully put on hold so you could have your little power trip”
“And what will you tell our children”
“I’ll tell them that their father and I are divorced and It was the best decision I’ve ever made”
She slammed the door behind him as he stormed out.
Sharon sank to the floor and let the tears fall. This wasn’t the first time they had the divorce fight but it was the first time a new factor had been introduced and it was for the woman she wanted to be that she was sobbing for. For the love she wanted to have and couldn’t. Jack had been her first love and she had seen it through and because of that she truly believed what he had said,that she was impossible to love. She was difficult and cold sometimes and to assume for even a second that Andy’s treatment was anything more than just kindness was stupid. He was her friend. Her best friend.
And she loved him.
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By morning, Sharon had pulled herself together and faced work the next morning with her shields up. Her plan was to get through the day and hold it together long enough, then she could go home and cry herself out. She straightened her skirt as she stepped out of the elevator and straight to the breakroom, there was no way she was going to get through today without coffee.
Just as she turned the corner she found herself walking into a wall of flesh.
“Woah, Easy tiger”
Sharon froze as she realised who she had walked into. Andy, looking handsome in a deep purple shirt with a lighter purple tie holding two cups of coffee up so she didn’t spill them. She smiled and then frowned, remembering her promise to herself, just get through the day
“Sorry” she mumbled, stepping around him. Andy smiled his sweet goofy smile and held out one of the coffee cups
“I was just gonna bring this to you,”
Sharon took the coffee and nodded “thanks”
Andy raised an eyebrow and tilted his head at her, concerned at the lack of responses he was getting, in the last few months Sharon had been by his side almost all the time. She was his best friend and he had kind of fallen in love with her since his daughter's wedding. She never seemed interested in looking at anyone else and even though she didn’t wear her wedding ring he knew until she was divorced she probably would never look at anyone else again.
“You okay? you seem a little…deer in headlights,” Andy chuckled.
Before Sharon could reply a loud laugh boomed from behind her.
Jack.
Jack Raydor walked towards them looking like a kid at Christmas at the sight of Andy and sharon standing together. He slipped up beside them and looked between the two, Sharon looked away unable to make eye contact with him feeling slightly sick. She wished for nothing more than to be swallowed whole and vanish.
“Well isn’t this ironic, huh sharon, you barely made it into work without running into your boyfriend and your husband”
Andy glared at him, even though the idea of being Sharon's boyfriend would normally have made him smile. He knew he didn’t have a chance in hell with her, she was far too out of his league and probably only saw him as a friend but still, in his head she was his and Andy didn’t like the way Jack was talking to her.
“Do you need something Jack? Your client is in the murder room, I’d be happy to show you”
Jack scoffed and turned his gaze to the lieutenant “I think I’ve seen enough of how happy you make people”
“Must be a nice change of pace, as I’ve never seen you around making anyone happy so how about you go do your job and let me do mine hm?” Andy snapped.
Jack laughed once more and handed sharon the file in his hands “Oh I can see why you get all hot under the collar sharon, he’s such a charmer”
Sharon took the file and looked away, blushing “jack please”
“What? Doesn’t lover boy know-”
Andy stepped in front of sharon, blocking him from her “hey buddy, how about you check your tone”
“Check my tone? Why don’t you get the hell out of my face” Jack pushed Andy back a few steps and Andy retaliated twice as hard, slamming Jack into the wall behind him.
“You wanna go buddy, I’ll knock your fucking lights out”
“Andy,” sharon said softly. He looked at her and some of the anger left his face. He released his grip on Jack and stepped back. Jack let out another laugh that made Sharon grit her teeth. Part of her wanted Andy to knock him out so she didn’t have to hear that grating noise any more.
And Jack being Jack, just couldn’t let it go.
“Look at him, already under your thumb. I give it a month until you drive him back to the bottom of a bottle”
Sharon's eyes welled with tears. She hated him, hated him with everything she was and she couldn’t find a single part of the man she had once been helplessly in love with. She didn’t wait to hear whatever Andy was going to say in her defence she simply turned and sped back to the elevator. She’d had enough, she should have just stayed at home and hurt in private rather than risking the humiliation and regret of seeing everyone in the office. No doubt everyone would now find out her secret.
She went home, back to the condo without a second thought. Work could survive without her for one day, she would call in and make some excuse and spend the rest of the day finding a way to piece her fragile heart back into some kinda shape that would ever let her face her job ever again.
Face Andy. he had been so quick to defend her it had made her stomach flutter but then Jack spoke and ruined it all. Sharon slammed into the condo and as soon as she got in, threw her keys across the room.
She had moved past heartbroken and arrived at the angry stage. She wished she had been the one to slam jack into a wall and punch him in that stupid face, she remembered times when he had come home drunk from the bar and someone had slugged him around the face, at the time sharon could never understand what her husband had done, and now she didn’t need to wonder, she knew. He was a horrible person and she couldn’t wait to be rid of him.
She rubbed her face. “Breathe” she told herself “breathe”.
She took a little while, made herself a drink before calling in to work to say she would be off today, it wasn’t something she ever really did unless she was really sick so she didn’t feel too guilty about using one of her sick days on a lie. Anything to spare her from being in the same space as Jack and Andy, even if she missed the latter more than she should have.
The way he had defended her. Hadn’t even questioned why her husband was being an ass, he had simply defended her. Probably would have beaten him down to a pulp if Sharon had asked him to.
She decided on taking a shower, allowing the water to calm her. She let it wash away last night and the feel of Jack, let it soothe her anger and sadness until she felt okay enough to emerge, wrapping herself in her robe.. She was just about to head to the bedroom when suddenly there was a knock at the door. Sharon paused, frowning, Rusty was at college and everyone else was at work. There was no one that ever just randomly came to see her.
Sharon opened the door and did a slight double take “Andy?”
Her lieutenant leant against the door frame, his lips in an unamused pout as he glared down at her
“Oh good you’re alive” he said, a little harsh
“Of course I am, why would you say that?” Sharon asked, folding her arms defensively. She wasn’t sure why he was mad at her all of a sudden, maybe Jack had told him the reason they were fighting and now he hated her too. The idea made her shrink a little.
“I’ve been calling you”
“I’ve been in the shower”
“For a whole hour?”
Sharon glared at him, despite her feelings for him she didn’t like the tone he was using with her when she knew she wasn’t the problem here. “Incase you weren’t aware I have had an unbelievably shitty morning and answering the phone to you mid shower is the least of my problems”
Andy sighed and pushed off the wall, rubbing his face “you’re right, I’m sorry. It’s just you came and went so fast and then there was that thing with Jack…I never got to check you were okay”
Sharon looked away “of course I’m not okay” she replied
Andy gave her a sheepish smile and stepped a little closer “can i come in? Maybe we should talk”
She didn’t like the sound of that, he sounded like he was going to start the beginning of the conversation that ended with her crying and him storming out, like last night had been with Jack. she couldn’t take another emotional hit today, she was running out of tears. She let him in and shut the door, not moving as he stood in front of her, his hands in his pockets. He waited and then found the right words to continue with
“Sharon…” he started slowly “Did Jack hurt you? In any way?”
Sharon snorted and looked at the floor “no”
“You don’t sound to sure, and after this morning I worry that maybe something did happen and it all got a little much and thats why you’re not coming into work”
Sharon shook her head “we had a fight thats all. Jacks not violent, just verbally abusive. And I’m used to it”
“You shouldn’t be” Andy reminded her, she shrugged back at him
“It was nothing, and trust me it was all my fault”
He shot her a smile “I find that hard to believe”
“Trust me, I started it”
Andy nodded and then walked towards her “you know, you can tell me anything right? You’re my…I…You can trust me”
She smiled “I just don’t want you to hate me”
“How could I ever hate you” Andy laughed. Sharon couldn’t help but smile back, it was infectious being around him, he was always on her side and it made her feel like she could do anything.
But could she tell him this? Could she tell him that the reason he had fought with her husband on her behalf was because she had moaned his name in bed and started a snowball effect.
Would he be flattered? Would he hate her? Or would she have just made her favourite relationship the most awkward one?
“If I tell you, you have to promise you won’t…I don’t want anything to…it has to be…”
“Sharon” Andy took her hand, making her jump slightly, he tried not to think too deep into that as he squeezed it “No judgements, whatever you need to say”
Sharon bit her lip “promise”
“On my life”
She shifted and dropped his hand and shrank back in to herself “Jack stayed last night”
“Okay”
“He and I..we…we had sex”
Andy had to hold back a possessive growl at that, it was easy to forget she was married when the dirtbag was never around, just like he often forgot that they were only dating in his head and he was the only one that knew it. He had no real right to get jealous of her sleeping with another man but the sentence made him want to head back to the office and beat Jack Raydor's shitty face in. How could he sleep with such a beautiful woman one night and then talk about her in such a way the morning after? If it were him, if Andy were ever lucky enough, he would have been bragging day and night about how lucky he was to have such a beautiful woman in his bed. He swallowed his thoughts and nodded, trying to stay calm as he let her continue.
“And I wasn't really into it, so I just…daydreamed. And that led me to say some things that Jack wasn’t too thrilled about and it escalated to a fight and now we’re getting a divorce”
That surprised him, he couldn’t think of a single thing she could say in bed that would upset him. It probably wasn’t as bad as she thought but if Jack was divorcing her it must’ve been one hell of a sentence.
“What kinda things” he let himself ask, wondering if he even actually wanted to hear the answer.
She blushed and looked at him through her damp hair, chewing her lip.
“I said your name..instead of Jacks”
Well that would do it. He would hate to be in jack shoes, watching his wife say the name of another man.
That being said, Jack Raydor had no right, even as her husband, to waltz back into her world and back into her bed and expect her to be waiting when for the last god knows how long she had been on her own. Everyone knew the rumours of him in vegas, the money he had gambled away and the woman he had been seen kissing in bars. Jack wanted a wife when it benefited him and he may be bias but Andy couldn’t blame her for letting her mind protect itself and think of someone more appealing.
It just so happened, she was thinking of him. And in Andys mind that was the key point here. He couldn’t help but smile “oh?”
“I know” she stepped back “I know, it’s insane. I’m the boring captain and i’m more girl best friend material. It’s just a silly crush and I promise I’ll get over it and” she didn’t get to finish her rant before Andy kissed her, pushing her against the door and moving his lips slowly over hers. Sharon was surprised but leaned into it, letting her arm move up to his shoulder, her fingers stroking the back of his hair. He tasted sweet with a hint of coffee and something else that she couldn’t quite place, a taste that was purely his and it made her want him more.
Before she could explore further he pulled back and smiled once more “I have a pretty big crush on you too”
Sharon stared up at him, she couldn’t quite process that. She had been talking herself into believing that he would hate her or mock her for such a thing and yet here he was, feeling the same way. “You do?”
He shrugged “I never thought I’d have a chance..so i just settled for being your best friend. Taking you to dinner, hanging out. I thought you just saw me as a friend but well..we’ve been dating in my head since Nicole's wedding”
Sharon giggled and then sighed “I thought you were just feeling sorry for me”
“Why would I feel sorry for you?”
“Cause I’m the bitchy boss that no one really likes”
“You don’t give yourself enough credit” Andy said, moving his hand to her cheek and running his thumb over her soft skin “you’re an amazing boss, and an amazing woman. Jack didn’t deserve you and we…well we have all grown to you. Hell, I didn’t really think I would fall in love with you”
“Love?” sharon said, her cheeks warming again
“I love you” he said plainly “you don’t have to feel the same, I’ll understand if this is purely a physical attraction, but you should know”
Her eyes welled up, but for the first time all day it was because she was happy. She pulled him back into another kiss, squeezing her eyes shut so no tears fell. He loved her. It wasn’t all in her head and he had made that decision without her even trying. He liked her when she wasn’t even trying to be liked and for the first time in years she felt seen. Felt like she could have a life that wasn’t sitting by the door waiting for someone to come home to her, because the someone she wanted was at home, waiting for her.
And there she was, with him.
“I love you too” she said into his lips, the words a fragile whisper that he would’ve missed if he hadn't been standing so close to her. Their bodies were touching and she wanted nothing more than to explore that too.
Too soon, she told herself. Too soon to start down that road.
But then his mouth was on her ear, gently teasing her ear lobe with his tongue and she couldn’t think of anything else. Sharon's stomach flipped as he took his time with his kisses, the exact way she had pictured it but better. His kiss lingered as he trailed down her neck
“Andy?” she breathed
“Mm?”
“This isn’t just…some elaborate plot to get into my pants is it?”
Andy laughed and lifted his head “plot? You make me sound like a bond villain. No sharon, if I was doing this just for the sex I would’ve made a move a long long time ago” he kissed her “I want you, we can take as long as you want. There's no rush”
“I want to” she admitted “I just wanna make sure it’s real and not just another fantasy”
Andy took her hand and guided it to his chest “i’m pretty real” he promised “And I promise you, I’m a thousand times better in real life than any little fantasy”
Sharon played with his tie, admiring the pattern of the purple and silver fabric and smirked a little at his confidence “prove it”
Andy raised an eyebrow “you sure?”
Sharon tugged his tie playfully “i have spent so long doing everything by everyone else's rule book and I have never taken everything for myself”
“Then take me” he said “take everything I am and everything you want because I adore you and I wanna give you the world. And if this is something you want, baby it’s yours”
The words fueled Sharon's emotions, and the kiss that followed was rough, filled with passion that was so strong Sharon had to clutch his arms to stop her knees buckling out beneath her. She managed to find the strength to push off the door and walk him back to the hall, using muscle memory to guide them to the bedroom. She misjudged the walk to the door and instead of pushing him through it, managed to push Andy into the wall, his back hitting the space next to one of her paintings and making him moan into the kiss
“Sorry” she panted, her hands working on the knot of his tie while he shrugged off his jacket, she had realised she was still in her robe and far more undressed than he was, it was about time she evened the playing field. She slid the purple silk off and let it fall to the floor before working on the buttons of his purple shirt, flicking them open one by one as he let his tongue glide over her bottom lip. Sharon let him in as she got to the bottom button and ripped the shirt open. Andy broke the kiss to watch her hands slide up his chest and back down again before forcing it off him.
“God you are so beautiful”
Sharon grinned as she pulled him back to her and spun so she could find the door to her bedroom, opening it and pulling him after her
“You’re not so bad yourself,” she replied. Her mind wandered a little at the time. It wasn’t even midday and she was dragging her lieutenant into her bed. It felt a little slutty but after all this time she deserved to be a little slutty. And it wasn’t like this was some random hook up like the ones she knew her husband had in vegas, no. this was Andy. He loved her. And the only thing that really stood between them had been Jack and now…the papers sat in her handbag, all she needed was to sign them. Which she planned to do the second she finished enjoying Andy, she wasn’t going to waste a single moment.
She ran her hands up his chest, appreciating the flutter of hair on his chest before her hands moved to his belt, Andy’s cock jumped at the feel of her so close to his member. He sucked in a breath as she slid the black leather out of the loops of his trousers and then pulled the zip down. she took her hand and guided it into his trousers, down his boxer shorts and onto his growing erection. She bit her lip and flicked her eyes up to him, Andy smiled smugly and flicked his eyebrows up in a playful way
“Satisfied captain?”
Sharon blushed “very”
Andy took the rest of his clothes off, sparing them much more hesitation and walked Sharon back to the bed. Stopping before they could lay down together and looked back to the knot of her robe
“May I?”
She nodded and let him remove the last barrier that stood between them. Her body was just as beautiful as he had imagined in his own head. Large, full breasts and beautiful curves. Her stomach was soft and decorated with silvery stretch marks that remained from her pregnancies, along with the scar that remained from a c- section. She was thin and curved and perfect.
Andy took her in his arms and caressed her hips as he moved them back so they could fall onto the bed. They moved back, Andy shifted his weight so as not to crush her under him and kissed down her neck, to the top of her breasts and to the darker nipples that went stiff at his attention. Sharon let out a soft moan as he cautiously brought his mouth to them and sucked.
“Oh” she breathed
He switched breasts, repeating the motions and she made the same noise again
“That’s the prettiest sound i’ve ever heard” he mumbled between her breasts, kissing there before trailing his mouth down to her stomach and looking back up for approval.
Sharon's eyes were almost black with lust as she watched him, she gave him a small flick of her chin and he took that as a yes. Andy's lips continued south, kissing over her hip and down her thigh.
He carefully spread her legs and lifted one onto his shoulder, earning a small giggle in response.
Sharon had no warning and gasped as his tongue slid into her pussy.
“Fuck Andy” she gasped her hands finding his hair as he licked her in small strokes. He then sucked her clit and the moan she let out was a lot louder than before and Andy raised his head with a smirk
“Little louder captain, i didn’t quite catch that”
She rolled her eyes but smiled, gently pushing his head back down. Encouraged by her whimpers and moans Andy kept his mouth on the sweet nub that was driving her insane and slid two fingers into her. He set a gentle but firm rhythm and Sharon's grip on his hair was almost painful but he stuck it out, the taste of her coating his tongue was delicious and this was something he had imagined doing so many times. Andy’s own fantasies usually took place in her office, or in his bed. He never thought he would be lucky enough to make it into hers.
Sharon could feel her body tense a little as he worked, chasing the growing pressure in her stomach and she whimpered “Andy I…I’m almost there and I…” she wanted to tell him to stop so he could be inside her but his mouth was just heavenly.
“Please…oh please ... .don't stop” her nails were in his shoulder now, hard enough to bruise him but Andy didn’t care, her roughness was only turning him on more. Her walls tightened around his fingers and it didn’t take long for her to hit her release, filling the room with her sultry moans. Andy moved his head back up to her and kissed her.
He let her catch her breath, peppering her with sweet kisses and words of affection until she felt her body relax back to normal. It was almost exhausting but she stuck with it, he had given her her release, it seemed almost rude to deny him more. So Sharon hummed and reached between them to his aching cock and rubbed. “You’re so big” she cooed as she shifted her legs open again so she could guide him into her. Andy grinned “that’s okay, It works the same way” he kissed her as he pushed into her. They moaned together as he entered her for the first time.
“You okay?” he asked, scanning her face. Sharon nodded and he started to move.
No daydream came close to this, to the real thing and for the first time in as long as she could remember she didn’t need to occupy her brain with other thoughts or imagine scenarios to get off, she simply focused on the man making love to her. The eye contact was just as sexy as his body
“Is this what you like?” Andy growled, a boyish smile on his face as he tugged her leg up and around him higher
“Yes” she told him breathless, “God yes”
“You feel amazing,” he told her. She was thoroughly soaked from the desire and the rush of her previous orgasm that in the silence the sound of skin slapping was all they heard.
He didn’t get to take pride in it for very long, the sound was lost as sharon's moans picked back up, her body sensitive but still responsive for him. Sharon knew that the second orgasm was going to wipe her out but she wanted it, wanted more and more.
“Louder” he said in her ear “I want the whole city to hear you scream my name”
Sharon laughed “You have a big ego to go with that cock lieutenant”
“You love it”
“I do” she said “I really do”
Andy could feel his own climax building and Sharon got slightly impatient, flipping them so she was on top. He relaxed back into her sheets and took her in
“I think I like this position better,” he said. She leant down to kiss him before lifting her hips and guided him into her once again. Andy moaned and held her ass as she rode him. She was beautiful and his stomach pulsed.
He pulled her down to kiss him as she ground her hips harder “come for me Andy” she breathed into his mouth, biting his bottom lip. Andy bucked his hips up into her and she gasped. It didn’t take much longer, she was practically screaming his name, just like he had told her to, as she came and Andy gave her a small warning before he joined, she stayed sat as he filled her and her eyes almost rolled back at the sensation.
“Fuck” he moaned as she climbed off him and collapsed in a sweaty heap next to him. Andy rolled to face her and they both took a minute to catch their breath before curling up together.
Andy held Sharon's leg as she folded herself around him, propped on her elbow she stroked his cheek “thank you” she said, her smile a little lopsided as she felt the sweet sleepiness that came with an orgasm, let alone two in one go.
“What for?” Andy asked, his thumb caressing her leg.
“Loving me without me having to put on a show” sharon replied. Andy kissed her forehead
“You’ll never have to put on a show for me” he told her, and then grinned “well, except in bed. You put on one hell of a performance baby. You’re moans are something else”
Sharon's cheeks flushed “I’m sorry..that’s not exactly sexy is it?”
“Oh trust me, It’s incredibly sexy”
“You’re just saying that so we’ll do it again”
Andy shrugged and stretched, rolling back onto his back and pulling her with him to lay on his chest “Maybe just a little, but for now, this is enough”
Sharon stroked his chest hair as she cuddled in and they were quiet for a little while. Her mouth went a little dry as she worked on her thoughts for how she wanted to proceed. The sex had been absolutely fantastic and she didn’t want to ruin the moment by saying something stupid but she also didn’t want to ruin their chances of a happy relationship in the long run.
“Andy?”
“Yeah?”
“As fun as this was, and as much as I really can’t wait to do it again, we should wait until my divorce goes through” she said. She felt Andy sigh and waited for the explosion, the fight and the argument.
None came. She felt him stroke her hair and his hand moved atop of hers “okay”
“Okay?”
“It’s no big deal, we waited this long right?” Andy said “I mean, I get it. I would wanna make sure nothing gets complicated and I want you to be sure of this before we get too deep into it”
Sharon looked up at him “Im sure of us. I promise, I just wanna do this right. We can still..you know, be us. Just no more sex. I have the papers, i just have to sign them. I’ll get them back to my lawyer and hopefully this will all be over in a month”
Andy nodded “and you’re sure this is what you want?”
“More than anything” she closed her eyes, sleep tugging at her “I love you”
“I love you too sharon” he noticed her eyes getting heavy and chuckled “you wanna take a nap?”
“No,” she lied “we should probably get up…you should be at work”
“Trust me, I’m not going anywhere” he tugged the sheets from under them and tucked them in. sharon made a small noise of thanks and nodded
“Alright, just a quick nap” she slurred. She barely finished the sentence before she fell asleep in his arms, safe in the knowledge that no matter what happened next or what she faced, she would have Andy by her side.