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There was no shortage of noise and laughter in that crowded place. Mcountdown halls used to be especially noisy mainly because there were three groups in each... or well, two in the case of Kamden's hall; there were them and the Zerobaseone boys.
That's why the atmosphere was so light. Most of them already knew each other from Boys Planet or because they shared agencies, so banter and loud chatter was the norm.

“We should get together sometime to play!” Yujin proposed to the three Ampers&one minors.

“That would be great! But I want to play with Toad” exclaimed Kyrell.

“It goes a lot with you" laughed Mackiah.

”I thought so too! They look a lot alike” nodded Seungmo.

“Yeah~ just like Gunwook looks like Don King kong~” joked Yujin, laughing as he turned to look at the named one, who couldn't attack because the hairdresser was preparing his hair.

“Yujinah! Don't be mean” Hanbin challenged him.

Kamden also laughed a little inwardly at the joke as he got up from his chair, already groomed. He walked over to the couches and sat down next to Brian.

“Mackiah, you're up” he warned him, pointing to the vacant chair between Jiho and Siyun.

The younger one got up and without a word went to where he was directed. At that moment, Brian grabbed one of Kamden's legs and lifted it slightly, causing it to rest against his own. Kamden let out a shy chuckle, but didn't remove it nor did he remove Brian's head from his shoulder as he lay down on it.

It was already obvious to him that Brian had generated a small attachment to him. After all, he was the one who held him back the most during Boys Planet and it was because of him that he transferred to FNC and debuted at his side. Every chance he got, Brian thanked him for everything he had done for him and told him how much he loved him. He had gotten used to it, and to a certain extent he liked the love he received from him (obviously always in a friendly way).

“You're very cuddly today~” he joked in a whisper, raising his arm to caress his cheek.

"It's not that, I'm just tired...” he protested, closing his eyes progressively.

“Don't go to sleep! There's still a lot to do” he exclaimed, in that same soft tone.

“Okay~” even so, Kamden could notice out of the corner of his eye how he kept his eyes closed. He sighed and gave up.

Everyone was still chattering happily. They didn't even cease when a loud knock was heard at the door, which was opened revealing a familiar face.

“Hello~ Are we too late?” Yedam asked, leaning out.

Hearing the familiar voice, most turned and gave him a smile.

“No, not at all! Come in” invited Taerae, with his characteristic smile.

Kamden was also half asleep at that point, but he decided to open his eyes slightly anyway. First mistake of the day.
The door opened and the onepact staff entered, the last remaining group in the room. Following them, the members entered in order: Yedam, Taegyun, Seongmin, Jongwoo and finally Jay.

When he saw Jay enter and close the door behind his back with disinterest, he opened his eyes wide in panic. He felt the air escape fleetingly from his lungs as he accidentally made eye contact with him.

They caught sight of each other, and he froze as he noticed how the older one’s gaze looked him up and down.
It wasn't obvious to the naked eye, but he knew that the look was laden with suspicion, intrigue and perhaps, a little disgust... although he couldn't tell if it was disgust towards him or towards the situation he had stumbled upon.

“Kamden...” Brian called softly, stroking his leg "You look pale... Are you all right?” he asked, concerned.

“Yeah, it's just the makeup” he replied, sighing quickly as Jay went to where his group was “I'm... going to the bathroom. Wait for me here” he announced.

The younger one nodded and lifted his head, letting Kamden stand up.

He felt his legs shaking as he approached the door. He opened it calmly and stepped out. Closing it, he hurried to the bathroom. As he entered, he thanked all the gods that existed that no one was there. He went to the sink, grabbed a handful of paper, put it under the tap water for a few seconds and ran it gently over his face, taking care not to damage his make-up.

“Shit, shit, shit, shit, what a mess I made” he repeated under his breath, remembering Jay's gaze on him “If only I hadn't been such a coward... fuck” he sighed, roughly throwing the paper into the garbage can.

He covered his face and let out a couple of yelps to de-stress. Uncovering himself, he took a deep breath and tried to calm down.

“Okay, it's obvious he remembers” he spoke aloud "No problem! I'll just... fake dementia and talk to him as if I hadn't ghosted him three months ago and presto, it's the dynamic duo again...” he sighed, not very convinced.

He looked at his reflection in the mirror. His skin had regained some color, and he didn't seem so nervous anymore. He sighed and turned to go back to the waiting room.

The first thing his eyes saw was Jay, staring at him behind him with his arms crossed. That's when he realized he'd made his second mistake of the day.

"What are you doing here?” His plan had already gone to shit when he realized how unfriendly he sounded.

"I felt like coming to the bathroom" he answered, dryly “And you?” he returned the question.

"Also" he answered.

They were both silent for a few seconds. The tension was so strong that not even with the sharpest knife in the world could you cut it.

"How have you been these months? I mean, since you haven't answered me...” he asked, ironically "Did you even get my message congratulating you on your debut?” he asked.

"Yes, I saw it...” he said, resting his hands on the sink behind him. He needed support because he felt like his legs would give out at any moment.

Jay seemed to take his time thinking about what to say next.

"It would have been nice if you had answered me, huh" he replied. He paused a little longer before speaking “When I saw the lineup, I was amazed. I didn't imagine Jiho as the leader, let alone Brian being part of the team... Although he seems to have bonded very well with you guys" he confessed “By the way, you guys seem very close... or at least that's what it looked like in the room" he opined.

Oh, so that's what it was all about: The great Jay Chang was making a jealous scene. Many would be flattered, but Kamden was about to collapse; he couldn't even hold his gaze and didn't know what to say in response.

"Yes... we really are...” he replied, with a breath in his voice “... I'm glad the company listened to me and transferred him" he added.

Noticing Jay's curious look, he understood that he might have given too much information.

"Did you ask for him to be transferred?” he asked, raising an eyebrow.

"... Uh-huh...” his voice came out trembling, as if he was afraid of what the other would answer.

Again, the bathroom fell dead silent. Kamden knew Jay was staring at him, scanning him up and down, so his eyes wandered, searching for a fixed point to look at that didn't involve him.

The shorter one cleared his throat, catching his attention and bringing his gaze back to where it always used to be before the events that brought them to where they were now.

"You love him very much, huh?” he opined.

"Yes, I really love him very much...” his face turned red after saying that. And the contrary's reaction made him even more eager to be swallowed by the earth and spit back into Seattle.

Okay, Kamden, stop talking.

"Oh...” he blurted out, surprised. After a pause that seemed longer than it really was, he spoke again “I'm glad you got to debut with people you really love” something about that ‘really’ felt like a cold bucket on him.

"Thank you...” was all he could manage to reply "Uhm, I think... I think I should go; I'm sure the boys are just finishing up” he excused himself, standing up properly.

He was about to say goodbye to him, but the way he was looking at him made him restrain himself and, instead, he quickly left the bathroom without looking back and feeling the cold sweat running down his back.
He sighed heavily as he continued walking. When he reached the living room, he opened the door and saw everyone talking together.

"What are they talking about?” He asked, going directly to sit down next to Brian again.

"We were organizing a get-together for after promotions" his groupmate explained briefly.

"Oh...” He didn't like get-togethers that much, but it would be good to relax a bit. Besides, it would be interesting to know how things were going in his friend's lives “Who would go?” he asked.

"Everyone but the little ones" he answered, referring to those who had not yet come of age.

"Mhm, sounds good to me" he stammered, then turned to his cell phone.

So Brian, Jiho and he would go. From zb1 would go all but Yujin and Gunwook. And from Onepact everyone would go... which he later realized included Jay.

Oh shit, he wanted to kill himself.

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"Are the number of chairs right yet?” Seongmin asked, coming into the living room.

"Did you bring 9 more chairs in addition to the 6 already on the table?” asked Taegyun in reply.

"I don't know, asshole. I'm asking you to count them" he sighed, rolling his eyes, which soon after landed on the one sitting on the couch “Jay?” he called out to him.

The named one looked up from his cell phone.

"Yes, there are 15 in total" he answered, returning to what he was doing before.

Seongmin sighed heavily and folded his arms.

"Jay, what have you been doing in the half hour we've been setting up the place, besides sitting on the couch with your cell phone?” he questioned him, by way of a challenge.

“… Not getting in the way?” He said with a smile, in an attempt to defend himself.

The younger one just rolled his eyes in resignation and went off with Taegyun to do who knows what.

Jay returned his gaze to his cell phone and sighed sadly. He knew he shouldn't be doing that; he knew he shouldn't be rereading the messages he had with Kamden before that incredible, yet fateful day.
Sometimes he couldn't help but miss him. He would start out feeling tremendous rage, how dare he do this to him? But then, that rage turned into an infinite emptiness. He just wanted to turn back time and to have avoided that night.

He read that last message Kamden had sent him that morning at the end of September. An innocent << I'm coming over to your place and we should celebrate, shall we? >>

His nightly depression was interrupted by the sound of the door.

"We've brought everything!” Jongwoo exclaimed, walking through the door with Yedam, who closed the door.

Seeing the bags, Jay was surprised.

"So much alcohol?” he asked. It's good that there are fifteen people, but four bags full was too much.

"Pff, it's not all alcohol. Some of it's just some crap we bought so we wouldn't have to go to the store again" explained the youngest of the group, before going with the leader to the kitchen to put the drinks in the fridge and the rest in the cupboard.

Jay looked at the time on his cell phone and sighed. He rested his head on his hand and leaned to the side, thinking about Kamden.

He still doesn't understand why exactly he stopped talking to him. He has his theories, but nothing will be confirmed until he confronts him and he tells him the real cause.

Here again the question arose, How would he get him to talk? Kamden was already shy, and adding that he doesn't like confrontation it is obvious that he will avoid him and even ignore him during the whole meeting, so he would have to act intelligently if he wanted this tug-of-war between them to come to an end.

"Jay" Yedam called out to him, leaning against the kitchen frame "Are you all right? You were stunned" he explained.

"Oh, yeah... I'm fine" he replied vaguely, settling back into the chair.

He watched the younger one walk back towards the kitchen and sighed again. He looked at the time again and decided it would be best to go and change, that way he could kill time for a while.
And so the time passed. Between getting changed, continuing to help with the rest of the chores in the apartment to make it decent and receiving the new arrivals, a couple of hours had already passed.

The noise of rowdy chatter bounced off the walls of the apartment, reverberating. Both groups, mixed with alcohol and fun memories made the atmosphere one of comfort and fellowship.
There were the five from Onepact along with the seven adults from Zerobaseone. The three Ampers&one members had yet to show their heads, which made Jay nervous, what if they decided not to show up? What if he missed his chance to talk to Kamden? His leg was shaking with anxiety, which could be calmed with a little alcohol, but he decided not to consume anything to be as sober as possible when he faced the younger one...if he did.

Wow, how did they go from being the closest and most trusting people in the world, to getting nervous about talking to each other? And all in so few months...

The sound of the doorbell was heard from the front door, which brought him out of his thoughts and made his heart rise in his throat. it had to be him, it couldn't be anyone else.

"Wait a minute!” Jongwoo exclaimed, getting up from his chair.

He made his way to the hole and Jay leaned back a little in his chair so he could see who was there. As he opened the door, the faces of Brian and Jiho came into view, both with guilty smiles.
Kamden wasn't there, which meant he had most likely decided to stay in his apartment so he wouldn't see him. Fuck.

"Hi... sorry we’re late" Jiho greeted, walking in “We had some trouble getting out on time, but we managed to work it out" he explained briefly, not really going into much detail.

Jay looked at the person across the table from him, specifically Matthew. The Canadian was the only one who knew about his and Kamden's sudden estrangement, though like him he didn't know the details of why this had happened.
Matthew looked back at him, and seemed to understand almost instantly what he wanted when, in a silent gesture, he gestured with his head to both of the newly arrived boys.

“Hey... Where's Kamden?” asked Matthew, settling into his chair.

The two Ampers&one members looked at each other for a few seconds, as if telepathically deciding who would answer the question.

"He's just finishing parking. He said we'd better go ahead" Brian explained as they both entered the apartment.

Jay and Matthew gave each other another knowing look. They were probably both thinking the same thing: Kamden was making time to psyche himself up to see him again, since it wasn't really hard to park down the block.
He could already picture the younger one behind the wheel, grabbing it as he took a deep breath to try to calm his nerves. The mental image was amusing, and somewhat attractive if we are honest....

What managed to snap him out of his thoughts was the movement of the newcomers, who took seats in two of the three vacant seats, casually leaving for Kamden the one next to Jay.
They had probably done so because they assumed Kamden would want to sit next to them. Poor naive people who accidentally collaborated in their plan to finally face the younger one, who a few minutes later knocked on the door. Everyone turned to the hole, watching Seongmin open it for him.

"Hello, sorry for being a little late...” he apologized, while his cheeks turned red with shyness.

"Don't worry, Kam" Seongmin said, closing the door behind them “Have a seat" he invited him.

Kamden's smile quickly vanished when his eyes fell on the chair, as they instantly went to Jay, who he would have to sit next to.
Jay grinned mischievously at him as he watched him sit down. The youngest had been sandwiched between him and Brian.

Okay, that's unfortunate.

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The booming noise of their voices joining in different chats kept amplifying throughout the place. So many anecdotes and fond and not so fond memories were flying out of their mouths.
Alcohol was everywhere. They weren't fucking drunk, but they did take advantage of it to say some stupid shit.

Jay for his part hadn't managed to consume that much alcohol. Not really because he didn't want to, but because he felt Kamden's constant gaze on him. Kamden hadn't had a drop either, probably because he should be the one driving to the apartment and also because he had never been much of a fan of it.

The last time he remembered seeing him drink was when they were celebrating Jay's solo debut, which was the last day he saw him before he started ignoring him.

That very thought made him feel helpless; it had been two hours since the two of them had been next to each other and they still hadn't spoken to each other. He glanced sideways at him and noticed how the younger one's arm was intertwined with that of his groupmate, Brian.

Jay felt his stomach churn a little. Ever since the confrontation in the bathroom he had developed the theory that Kamden knew of his feelings for him and instead of rejecting him like people did decided to disappear from his life to go make out with the Chinese guy.
He stretched out his right hand and grabbed the glass, pulling it close to him to drink the entire contents in one sip. Instantly he felt the sting of the liquid run all the way down his throat, at which he closed his eyes and cleared his throat a little. He felt like shit.

He looked at it again. He seemed totally oblivious to it; he seemed to have no idea how much distress ignoring it caused him.
He wanted to hate him, but shit he couldn't...and that only made him want to hate him even more.

He looked down at his hand, which was resting on his own leg, completely rigid. The voices of the rest of the guys present were becoming a meaningless mumble, as his own conscience fought to decide what to do. One side was saying no, that it was very unwise of him. The other, on the other hand, said yes, just to see his reaction.

Because all Jay wants right now from Kamden is for him to react to him; he wants to know that he's not a ghost in the younger one's life.

He removed his hand from his leg, which began to shake from nerves. He lifted his head and began to poke at the conversations of the guests, all this to disguise the fact that he was resting his hand on the thigh of the boy next to him.
When he finished resting it, he looked at him out of the corner of his eye. He had tensed up, and it was perfectly noticeable.

He smiled sideways as he noticed it. He settled back in his chair, as if he himself hadn't realized what he was doing, and waited a while before he began to slowly and slyly move it up and down his leg as he squeezed it lightly.

Oh, Kamden's face was a splendid sight. He was getting progressively redder, and his chest was noticeably heaving with nerves. He even thought he could hear the strong beating of his heart. He also noticed how his free hand, which was lying on the table, was trembling slightly. He was probably hesitating whether or not to make a motion to put it down to take it out.

As weird as it sounds, this wasn't the first time they had this kind of contact. In fact, they tended to be this touchy-feely with each other quite often when they were alone. What made it more interesting was the context, which stood out not only because of everything that had happened, but because they were "in public” so to speak.

While the leg on which his hand was held remained stiff as if it were a statue, the other was shaking quite a bit. It would be quite noticeable if the table cloth did not cover it. If the tension between the two of them as soon as they sat down together was already palpable, the one that was forming now was so thick that not even the sharpest knife in the world could cut it.

Jay took a deep breath and ventured further with his hand, now focusing more on moving it and squeezing the inside of his thigh. As he did so, he thought he heard a muffled squeal from the younger one, as well as noticed that his back had straightened completely, that he was pressing his lips together tightly and seemed to have lost his breath.
His victorious smile widened even more, but no one noticed it as he managed to disguise it very well as a kind of "reaction” to the stupid things the others were saying.

"Kamden, are you feeling all right?” Matthew asked out of the blue, noticing how red he was.

Everyone in the room turned to look at him with a worried grimace as they noticed his condition. Kamden swallowed and took a while to answer.

"Yes... it must be the alcohol...” he stammered. After that, he got up from his seat, unlacing his arm with Brian's and causing Jay's hand to leave his “... I'm... going to the bathroom. I'll be right back" he excused himself quickly, before turning and heading down the hall.

They all watched him go, and as soon as they heard him close the bathroom door the earlier conversations resumed their course. Jay stared at the empty chair next to him. Not really having much to do he decided to grab his cell phone and start looking at things or playing whatever game he had downloaded. He was tired of pretending to pay attention to his friends.

Maybe it was the adrenaline or maybe it was because he was bored, but he felt the minutes passing fleetingly and there was still no sign of Kamden anywhere. It looked like he had been swallowed by the toilet.
He pushed that thought out of his head, believing he was just exaggerating his tardiness, but it seemed he wasn't the only one who believed the same, for out of nowhere a message came to him.

<< Jay, do you also feel that Kamden is taking too long? >>

It was a message from Matthew, which he replied to instantly.

<< Yeah... I thought I was the only one who had noticed >>

<< Is he going to be okay? I didn't know alcohol could hit him bad... >>

<< What alcohol, Matt? Kamden hasn't drank all night >>

<< Really? Then why did he go to the bathroom? >>

<< I think he got nervous for me… >>

<< Just to have you around? >>

<< No, for touching his leg for like ten minutes >>

<< ... I shouldn't have asked >>

Jay let out a silent laugh as he read that message. He looked up just barely for his eyes to meet those of the Canadian, who gave him an amused grimace.

<< Speaking of asking, should I tell Jiho about this? (About Kam being late, not about the leg thing) >>

<< I reckon so. After all, he'll most likely ask you to go find him since you're his "best friend” and if you want to there face him >>

<< Matthew, you're a genius! If I didn't had a crush on Kamden I'd kiss you >>

<< Good thing you like Kamden... >>

He laughed again at the message before changing his expression to a more concerned one. He turned to Brian and Jiho and moved his body slightly closer to theirs.

"Guys" he muttered under his breath, to get their attention and not interrupt other people's chatter in the process “Kamden's taking too long, isn't he?” he opined.

"I thought I was the only one who noticed...” Brian nodded softly, checking the time on his cell phone “... Almost 20 minutes. I don't think he's feeling well" he sighed, concerned.

Jay licked his lips slightly before speaking again.

"Do you want me to go check on him?” he suggested.

"Yes, please" Jiho replied “If he's feeling too bad let us know and we'll take him" he added.

Jay nodded silently and stood up from his chair, instantly feeling his legs wobble from the adrenaline. He bit the inside of his cheek to keep from smiling and walked down the hallway, heading for the bathroom. As he approached he could hear the tap water running. He was probably washing his face, as that's what he used to do when he was very flushed. And it probably wasn't going very well if he had spent the last 20 minutes like that.
As he stood in front of the door he had to pause for a few minutes, breathing heavily and mentally preparing himself for anything that might happen.

When he was ready he knocked a couple of times on the door, without saying a word so Kamden wouldn't know it was him.

"I'm coming out!” he exclaimed, somewhat nervous.

A while later the door opened and, for the first time all night, they both made eye contact.
They stood static for a few seconds, holding their breaths. Jay could hear the sound of his own heart beating, just as he could hear his opponent's.

When they came back to reality, Kamden tried to close the bathroom door. But Jay, in a reflex action, pushed him in and got in with him. He flipped him over until his back was against the wall and cornered him, taking advantage of the struggle to lock the door without him noticing.

"What the fuck are you doing? Let me out!” he exclaimed in panic.

"You're not leaving here until you explain to me why you've been fucking ignoring me for about a month" he said, his voice stiff and serious “I'm sick of your fucking games, Kamden. If you're going to ignore me forever after all we've been through together at least show your face and explain your reasons" he blurted out, with a tone of pain disguised as hate.

He could never hate him.
Kamden sighed and ducked his head, shy. Despite being taller than Jay, he seemed to feel small in comparison.

"Okay, I'll do it... Don't look at me while I'm talking!” he asked, covering his completely red face.

The older one didn't make any kind of expression, just averted his eyes to the light switch and pressed it, causing the lights to turn off. His eyes would take some time to get used to the darkness of the bathroom, so Kamden would have plenty of time to speak.

"I hear you" he said, his voice low. He could feel his opponent shiver as he listened to him.

"... Uhm... I...” he started to stutter, trying to find the right words "... First I want you to know that Brian has nothing to do with all this” he clarified.

Jay made a confused grimace, which could not be noticed due to the lack of light.

"How did you know I thought Brian had something to do with it?” he asked.

"Because the way I answered your questions might have implied it... I'm sorry about that" he apologized.

"Well, why are you ignoring me then?” he asked again.

Another heavy sigh was heard from the youngest.

"Do you remember that you, the other members of your group and I celebrated your debut as a soloist here?” he asked.

Once again Kamden had caught him off guard.

"Uhm... Why do you ask that?” he wanted to know.

"Just answer yes or no" he said.

"... Yes...” he finally answered, trying to figure out where the conversation would go.

"Okay, uhm... Do you remember that afterwards you and I went alone to your solo apartment to continue chatting?”

"Yes"

"Remember we started drinking?”

"Yes"

"Do you remember we ended having sex?”

Jay stopped dead in his tracks before answering, dumbfounded. Yes, he remembered perfectly, but... Was that the reason he ghosted him?

"Is that the reason you've been ignoring me?” he asked.

“I... Uhm... I mean yes, but... agh" he heard his hands hit his face, covering himself in grief.

“... You didn't like it? Were you uncomfortable?” he began to question him, worried.

“No, of course not...” he denied “... it's just that... ugh” he paused a little, gaining courage to continue “I like you, Jay... that's the thing...” he confessed out of nowhere.

Jay felt the air escape from his lungs in the blink of an eye. He couldn't figure it out; if he likes him, why did he walk away?
Receiving no response, Kamden decided to keep talking.

“Even though neither of us was completely sober, I can assure you that I enjoyed it very much. Even when I woke up and realized what had happened, I was happy...” his tone faded as he spoke “But your attitude was different from mine. You pampered me and all, but... I felt that you acted as if it was a one-time thing, as if there were no feelings involved... That hurt me, I won't deny it. That's why I decided to walk away from you...” he finished “... I know it wasn't the best decision, and I'm really sorry... You deserved an explanation and not that I just avoided you from one day to the other like a coward...”

After that, Jay kept quiet. He really had no words to respond to everything he had just been told....
His eyes had already gotten used to the lack of light, so it wasn't too hard to guide his hand to his opponent's chin and grab it gently.

“Kamden... I'm sorry if I acted like that” he apologized "It was probably because of the hangover; it usually happens to me that I don't know where I am and I act silly for a while...” he paused briefly and noticing that Kamden wanted to talk, he continued quickly "I like you too, Kam, and it hurt me that all this time you ignored me...” he finished.

They were silent again, looking at each other without moving an inch.

“So... Can you forgive me, Jay?” he asked, raising his eyes.

The named one smiled.

“Only if you forgive me too" he answered, leaving him no chance to say or think anything else as he pulled him close to him, joining them both in a kiss.

Their bodies wasted no time; they clung to each other, hugging and feeling the way they hadn't felt in months. The door made a small noise as the younger one's body was slammed against it again.
There was nothing tender about that kiss. Their lips connected with desire and need, showing each other how much they missed each other. Soon their tongues joined in, which began to frolic and fight to see who was the dominant one.
Inside the bathroom they could hear both of them moaning, but especially Kamden; he felt Jay's hands roaming all over his body, as well as his body rubbing over his in a blatant manner. Meanwhile, Jay enjoyed feeling the younger one shudder as their covered erections rubbed against each other.

Once the air began to get thin they had to separate. Even in the gloom of the place, Jay's trademark grin could be noticed, which annoyed Kamden, who averted his gaze from the older one.

"Did you miss me a lot?” asked the shorter one in a flirtatious tone, referring to the small erection he had created.

"Shut up" he replied curtly, generating more laughter.

"Ya~ don't be mad at me...” he said "... Look. To show you that I'm not bad, let me help you with your problem" he suggested, playfully.

Kamden didn't have time to do anything, as he felt one of his opponent's hands slip into his pants. His face immediately turned red and he let out a choked moan as he felt the contact of his dick with the other's hand.
Jay smiled in pleasure at his reaction. With his free hand he unbuttoned his pants, which automatically fell to the floor, and with that same hand he pulled down his underwear, exposing his dick to him. Then, he approached his ear to speak to him.

"You must have noticed by now that we're taking our time, so let's make this quick, okay?” His smile widened as he watched him nod with his mouth covered, trying not to let out any sound too loud “Good... So you liked the way I fucked you last time, huh?” at the same time he started to masturbate him with a steady rhythm "Tell Jiho and Brian you're staying over. I have a couple of really good ideas on how to make up for lost time...” after saying that he lowered his head to the crook of his neck, breathing on him right there.

“Mgh~... Ok...” It took him a while to manage to formulate a response, as all that came out of his mouth were indecent sounds.

“Very obedient... that's the way I like it" he mumbled, teasingly.

The younger one tried to object to what was said, but all that came out of his mouth was a squeal as he felt the older boy's teeth on his skin; he had just given him a hickey on his neck, and in a few hours it would be visible to anyone.

His legs trembled as he felt the movements around his member increase in speed. His eyes were closing as he covered his mouth tighter so as not to let out any more indecent sounds; the rest of the guests were not that far away from where they were, and it would be very embarrassing for them to hear them.

Pre cum was beginning to drip from his dick, as the moans became harder and harder to hide. Suddenly, he had to close his eyes at the unexpected lack of darkness. Jay had turned the lights back on for one reason only: to see Kamden's face when he cum in his hand.

He smiled sideways at the sight of the younger one's completely red face. Sweat was running down his body and in his eyes you could see how gone he was.

“Jay... uh~” He closed his eyes tightly and covered his face, embarrassed.

“Don't cover up, Kam" he asked, going faster “I want to see your face when you cum" he added.

The atmosphere was heavy, hot. The named one slowly lowered his hands, which were trembling like his whole body. He clung to the older one's shoulders and a few seconds later he climaxed, cumming in the other one's hand, curving his back and moaning his name under his breath.

After that, they both stayed in their places for a few seconds, processing what had happened. Their foreheads pressed together and Kamden's body generated small spasms, as his grip grew weaker.
When they caught their breath Jay reached up to his cheek and left him a small kiss.

“Now I'll clean you up and you go to the dining room, okay?” he said, pulling away from him to grab some paper.

“You're not coming?” he asked, leaning completely against the door. He still wasn't fully recovered.

“I'll come later. I have... things to attend to" he answered, after wiping his own hand. He walked over to him and wiped away the remaining semen before it could stain his clothes. When he looked up, he noticed the younger one smiling at him “What?” he asked, also smiling.

“Don't you want help?” he replied.

Jay laughed and shook his head.

“Nah, I can handle this on my own... If you want to you can help me later” he said, winking at him at the end.

Now it was Kamden who laughed. They stayed inside the bathroom together a little longer, kissing and rearranging their clothes, before Kamden came out.
When the door closed again Jay smiled unconsciously. Whatever was about to happen after everyone left he was happy to have been able to talk things over with him.

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It was hard to make it to the end of the night knowing what they had done and what they were about to do, but somehow they had managed to juggle that rising tension so that it didn't explode right there in the middle of the room.
Once everyone had left, they waited for a considerable time before heading to Jay's room to unleash everything they had felt and longed for in all that wasted time.

Two knocks were heard in succession on the door: one as it was closed and the other when Kamden's back was roughly pressed against it.
The contact between their mouths was raw, dirty. A total mess just like their clothes, over which they caressed the other's body. A small gasp escaped the younger one's lips as he felt Jay begin to unbutton his pants, seeking to expose his intimacy once again. Once it fell to the floor next to his underwear, he took it upon himself to pull them off his ankles without cutting the kiss short.

When they broke apart, a trickle of saliva continued to draw them together. They looked at each other, their eyes full of lust and desire, excited to go for more and see what awaited them that early morning. Kamden took the moment to grab Jay's t-shirt and yank it off, smiling at the sight of his abdomen. It wasn't the first time he had done this, but certainly the context generated that he now saw it differently.

Jay smiled back and tugged on him, pulling him further into the room. His room was certainly large, so next to his bed there was plenty of room; the ideal space to accomplish what he wanted to do.

“Kneel down" he ordered him, his tone hard and serious due to the excitement of the moment.

Kamden nodded wordlessly and knelt down in front of him. As he did so, the older one could not help but smile mischievously as he watched his legs trembling.

“Wait for me here. Don't move" he said, before walking past him.

He went to his closet and opened it. From there, he rummaged through the bottom until he found a box, from which he took out a pink necklace with a bell on it. For the first time he was grateful that some of his fans give him such strange things that, to a certain extent, could be considered "kink".
He walked back to where the youngest was and with a smile put the necklace on him.

“What is this for?” he asked.

As he turned away from him and looked at him, his breath was almost taken away. He had always recognized that the fact that Kamden's eyes were so big and always sparkled made him look so adorable and innocent, but shit, did he have to look like that even now?

“Part of your punishment" he replied, beginning to unbuckle his belt roughly “At first I had thought of something vanilla and sweet, but then I said ‘He ignored me all these months and I'm thinking about taking pity on him? Fuck it’ " he explained, finally taking it off and tossing it toward a corner of the room. He continued talking as he unbuttoned his pants “So, here's what you're going to do: all night long you're going to have to make that cute little bell hanging around your neck ring as loud as possible, okay?” he asked, dropping his pants and underwear.

Kamden nodded slowly. It didn't show if he really understood, but it didn't matter; he could figure out what he meant in a while.

“Good. Now be a good boy and suck my cock" he brought his hand to the nape of his opponent's neck and pulled him toward his dick, letting his lips touch the tip of it.

A grimace of satisfaction formed on his face as he heard the bell. The younger, who kept looking into his eyes, also seemed to hear the sound and finally understood how he would make it ring.

He took the older one's cock in his hands and began to masturbate it, running his tongue from time to time over the tip.
Jay could not have been more than pleased with the job he was doing down there. The younger's hands felt so warm, so soft around his dick. The sensation of his tongue licking his tip generated tingles. His head was thrown back and little gasps were coming from his lips encouraging him to go for more.

When he lowered his gaze, he met Kamden's big, deep-set eyes once again. Faced with the erotic image of the minor masturbating him and with his lips almost glued to his intimacy he could not fight his impulses and taking advantage of the fact that his hand was still buried in his hair he pulled him once more, now making his whole dick enter his opponent's mouth at once.

Not to brag, but certainly the size of his dick was considerably large. That in itself caused the younger one to gag, feeling the tip touch his throat.
He stopped straining and allowed Kamden to pull it out of his mouth, while tears ran down his cheeks in shock. Shit, he looked so adorable like that. If he didn't know Kamden was no longer a virgin long ago he'd think he was corrupting his innocence.

"... Are you all right?” he asked, with a mixture of concern and ecstasy.

The other one only nodded silently, before taking his dick in his hands again. Having understood what it was he wanted he brought his mouth once more to the cock and slowly began to take it into his mouth again, taking care to wrap his tongue around as much of it as he could.
Jay moaned and threw his head back again, enjoying how wet and warm the younger one's mouth felt.

Once he pulled his cock out of his mouth again, he left a kiss on the tip and slipped it in again, beginning a rapid back and forth. His lips colliding with the skin generated a totally obscene clicking noise. Not to mention the bell, which couldn't stop rattling with every movement.

The older one continued to pant, but this time he was looking at the kneeling boy. It seemed incredible to him how determined he looked. Plus of course, the scene of his own dick appearing and disappearing from Kamden's mouth was simply splendid.

"Shit, Kam... you're doing so well" he muttered, biting his lip "Keep it up~ swallow it all...” he gasped.

In response, the named one cupped his cheeks to let his cock enter him better.
He sucked and licked without stopping, determined to make the older one cum in his mouth.
Jay was close, he could feel it. For that very reason he began to set his own pace, pulling his hair again. He was thankful he had let it grow, for this was easier now.

A few minutes later he reached the expected climax, moaning the name of his opponent and letting all of his semen in his mouth. As that happened, he smiled as he felt the younger one's lips tighten even tighter around his dick, probably so that none of his semen would escape.
He lowered his gaze, watching as Kamden began to pull his dick out of his mouth, taking advantage of the fact that the grip had lost its strength. Jay sketched a smirk as he noticed how, from one side of Kamden's lower lip, a trickle of his semen came out, running down his neck and ending up on the collar, staining it.

Gently he put his hand on his chin and with his thumb he wiped away that essence, while they continued to look into each other's eyes. Then, he pulled him to stand up from the floor.

"… Did I do it right?” he asked, innocently.

Shit, this guy couldn't be real.

"Of course you did... but your punishment isn't over yet" he answered, before joining their lips in a hungry kiss, not caring at all about the taste of his cum in his opponent's mouth.

He held him by his hips possessively, applying pressure on them. Likewise, he began to guide him to the bed, where he sat on his lap, his dick rubbing against his buttocks.
When they separated they were both agitated and did not break eye contact; despite the dim light in the room, they could see each other's eyes because of how they glistened with lust.

Jay brought one of his fingers to his mouth and sucked on it a bit before bringing it to the opponent's hole and starting to enter it.

"You're so wet" he said, in a flirtatious tone, as he delighted in the other's panting “I could fuck you raw just right now" he added, starting to move that finger.

"Mhm~ do it...” he asked, lowering his head “… I need you to fuck me now...” he sighed.

Jay let out a teasing chuckle.

“I'd love to~... but let's do something else” he replied, as he pulled the finger out of his opponent, who let out a small whimper "What if you get ready yourself while I watch you, so I'll know how much you need me inside you, What you think?” he suggested, as he grabbed his own dick from the base.

Kamden nodded and took two fingers into his mouth, starting to lick them erotically under the watchful eye of the older one, who was masturbating at the image in front of him.
A little later he pulled them out of his mouth and brought them to his hole, taking both fingers in instantly. He threw his head back as he moaned aloud the name of his opponent, who seemed to be enjoying the show he was giving him.

He began to self-penetrate with both of them, interspersed with scissoring motions. His eyes were getting watery and his dick, which was badly neglected was already starting to spurt pre cum.
Noticing this, Jay grabbed his own dick and the opposite one with the same hand and began to masturbate them at the same time, gasping at the sensation of both intimacies rubbing together. And obviously Kamden wasn't far behind, squealing a little at all the attention his body was getting.

"Yes~ more~” he pleaded, as he stuck another finger inside him “Shit, Jay... I need you to do with me whatever you want...mgh~ I need you~” his words could barely be understood as they were spoken aloud.

His legs were shaking as he continued to penetrate himself. His vision was blurred with tears. It didn't take long for him to cum in the older one's hand, moaning his name.
He withdrew his fingers from his hole little by little, catching his breath as he gasped at the feel of his opponent's hands caressing his legs.

“Are you quite open yet?” Jay asked, as he felt the younger one grab his dick.

“I think so... but I don't really care" he replied, settling down on the tip of his dick. A desirous gasp escaped his lips “I just need you to put your cock in me and feel your cum inside me...” he added, starting to descend slowly.

He tried to cover his mouth so his moans wouldn't be so loud, but they were still quite audible.

“Mgh~ you're so warm...” Jay murmured, once his cock was completely inside the younger one.

“And you're... so fucking big~” murmured back the opposite, slowly uncovering his mouth.

Instantly he began to move up and down, penetrating himself. His head was kept low as his hands were resting on the other's chest.

“I thought you'd wait to get used to it" said the older one, grabbing his hips and making some movements with his pelvis to penetrate him.

Kamden stifled a squeal before answering.

“No~... I don't want to waste time" he answered, moving his hips circularly “I've been fantasizing about this again for so many months... fuck" his body trembled as his opponent's dick hit one of his weak spots.

“Oh~ What have you been fantasizing about?” he teased, in a flirtatious tone, as he took control of his opponent's movements.

“Mgh~ nothing so elaborate... just you fucking me so well till I pass out...” he replied briefly. A little cry of lust stopped what he was saying “Fuck, Jay! There~” he exclaimed, starting to jump up and down with more speed. His dick had hit his prostate.

From that moment on, the room was filled with a mixture of different obscene noises: the moans of both of them; the sound of their skins clashing over and over; the bell on Kamden's neck moving and ringing like crazy.
The younger one could do nothing but beg and plead. No matter how much he rode him, he couldn't seem to quench the desire that had been building up inside him for the past three months.

The heat was rising and it was more than obvious that they were both nearing the longed“for climax.
The first to come was Kamden, who with a shriek ended up cumming and staining the body of the older one, who, faced with the loss of strength of his opponent due to the orgasm he had just had, sat down and let him rest his body on top of him, while he took care of finishing the job. A few minutes later, Jay also climaxed, leaving all his semen inside the younger one and biting part of his shoulder.

When it was all over they lay still for a few moments, catching their breath. Jay felt the sweat pouring down his face and how because of it his bangs were stuck to his forehead.
He took his head off the younger one's shoulder and settled back so he could look him in the eye.

“Are you very tired?” he asked, using his thumb to wipe away a couple of tears.

“No...” he denied, once he managed to control his breathing “... I could do this all night...” he assured, with a small sideways smile.

At such a statement, Jay raised an eyebrow.

“I'd like to check how true that is...” he commented, using the same flirtatious tone.

They were silent for a few seconds, staring at each other's lips. It didn't take long before they were joined in another racy kiss.
It seemed that what happened that night would go on for a while...

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The next morning, Kamden woke up in the older one’s bed. He yawned and stretched his limbs, smiling immediately as he felt his body ache from all the action of the night before.
He had no regrets.

He planned to settle back in and go back to sleep, as he didn't really feel much like getting up, but there were two things that changed his plans: number 1, He noticed Jay wasn't in bed and number 2, he started to register screams coming from outside the room.
He opened his eyes right away and sharpened his hearing, trying to understand what they were talking about.

“Now! Calm down!” That was Jay's voice, who seemed to be trying to calm someone down as he laughed.

“Damn it, Jay Chang!” That was the voice of Yedam, who sounded irritated “Look: I don't give a shit if you and whatever Kamden is to you have sex here at home... But next time don't make so much noise! God I couldn't sleep a wink all night because of the constant noise of that devil's bell” he complained.

Kamden's face turned completely red as he realized that he had most likely been heard moaning.
As the shouting continued, he could hear Seongmin's laughter in the background.

Out of nowhere everything went quiet, and seconds later Jay opened the door to his room. His agitated countenance changed instantly to a smile when he saw him awake.

“Good morning, Kammy” he greeted him, closing the door “Did you sleep well?” He asked, as he walked over to him and sat down next to him on the bed.

“Yes, very well" he answered. They gave each other a little kiss and continued talking “My body still hurts a little, but it was worth it” he added, making him laugh.

“Would you like some breakfast?” he asked.

“I'd like to, but... I'm embarrassed to go out like this” he answered honestly.

“What are you saying? You look beautiful... especially with the hickey on your neck” he flattered him, receiving a nudge from the other one “But I'm not lying!” he defended himself.

Kamden just rolled his eyes, unable to hide a smile.

“Do you want me to bring you breakfast in bed?” suggested the elder.

“Yes, please” he nodded, shyly.

They both laughed some more and Jay went out of the room, but not before leaving another kiss on his lips.
It was good that everything was finally back to normal between them.