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Soobin, a freshman in college, found himself struggling to keep up with the rising costs of tuition and living expenses. Desperate for a way to make ends meet, he stumbled upon the idea of creating an NSFW social media account. Initially, he started by filming himself in his dorm room, touching himself and expressing his sexual desires. Little did he know that his….content would resonate with so many people online.
As his following grew, Soobin began to experiment with more explicit content, pushing boundaries and exploring his own sexuality on camera. His fans loved him for his openness and willingness to share such intimate moments. Before he knew it, he had amassed a massive following,sure, it wasn’t real porn celebrity level, but His videos went viral, and he found himself being offered contracts and sponsorships on a couple of occasions. With his newfound following, Soobin was able to put away some money to pay off his schooling, and he got the chance to scrape together some money for himself too. no matter how much you make in college, you’re always broke, it seemed. there was no denying that Soobin had carved out a unique niche for himself in the world of pornography. by his junior year, he was starting to gain even more traction.
Unbeknownst to his fans, however, he had a secret - a boyfriend named Beomgyu who preferred to stay hidden from the public eye. For three years, they'd kept their relationship private, with Beomgyu content to remain Soobin's dirty little secret. Beomgyu was not interested in the spotlight or the glitz and glamour that came with being associated with Soobin. He preferred to remain anonymous, content with watching his lover's career soar from the sidelines. But for Soobin, having Beomgyu by his side meant everything. The two shared a deep bond that transcended fame and fortune. They supported each other through thick and thin, their love stronger than any obstacle they faced. Despite their differences, they found solace in one another, creating a safe haven within the chaos of Soobin's public life.
Beomgyu, who had been a victim of assault in the past, had finally found solace and love with Soobin during high school. As they grew closer, their friendship blossomed into romance, leading them to start college together as boyfriends. It was then that Soobin began his NSFW social media journey, which Beomgyu initially supported from behind the scenes while dealing with his own sexual trauma. He preferred to remain anonymous, content with watching his lover's career soar from the sidelines. But for Soobin, having Beomgyu by his side meant everything. The two shared a deep bond that transcended fame and fortune. They supported each other through thick and thin, their love stronger than any obstacle they faced. Despite their differences, they found solace in one another, creating a safe haven within the chaos of Soobin's public life.
Beomgyu stepped into his dingy dorm room, grateful for the solitude most of the time as his roommate was rarely around. He kicked off his shoes and collapsed onto his bed, a sense of unease gnawing at him. His mind kept wandering to the conversation he'd had with Soobin earlier that day. They were supposed to be meeting up soon, but Beomgyu couldn't shake off the feeling that something was off. He tried to distract himself by flipping through his textbooks, but his mind kept drifting back to Soobin. The thought of seeing him again made Beomgyu's heart race and his stomach churn with nerves. He couldn't help but wonder if Soobin was interested in him after years of being together.imagine dating someone for years, and never, not even once seeing them naked. beomgyu felt that he was holding soobin back sexually because soobin was a *virgin*. beomgyu wasn’t, soobin was waiting an extra five years to lose his virginity when looking the way he did, he could’ve easily found a quick fuck.
soobin coming into the room interrupted beomgyus thoughts. “i think someone figured out that twitter accounts me.” he mumbled, locking the door behind him. beomgyu fondly remembered the face soobin made when he was offered a key. “it’s x now.” beomgyu corrected, soobin repeating after him in a high pitched voice. “it’s x now. i *refuse* to call it that, it’s ugly. i miss that fuckass blue bird.” soobin complained. “*actually* on the app icon, the background was blue and the bird was white.” beomgyu states, just trying to get a reaction. soobin playfully rolled his eyes and grabbed beomgyus ankles,pulling him towards him and settling himself between beomgyus legs. “you fucker!” he laughs, bending down to kiss beomgyu before sitting next to him on the bed. “you know it.” beomgyu chuckled, but something in his voice was off. soobin took notice quickly, attentive. “everything okay?” he asked, cupping beomgyus cheek. no, everything was not okay. beomgyu sat up, turning to soobin to talk to him properly. “am i holding you back?”he asked, soobin visibly confused. beomgyu was the one who inspired soobin to do everything he did, beomgyu lifted him up, what did he mean hold him back? “of course not! i wouldn’t even be in college if it wasn’t for you.” soobin didn’t understand what beomgyu meant,so he tried again.
“i mean sexually. you’re twenty three and you’re still a virgin. you’re a young,tall,attractive,popular boy who plays sports and has a lot of friends. you should be fucking someone pretty at some dumbass frat party.” beomgyu explained. “we’ve been together since you were eighteen, you haven’t even seen me naked yet. sure, we..make do, i touch you, but i freak out when you ask to do it back to me. soobin, if you want to fuck other people-“ beomgyu didn’t even get to finish his sentence before soobin put a finger to his lips. “beomgyu. you..say that like you’re not a virgin. someone took advantage of you, it doesn’t count unless you say yes. you’re a virgin too. i don’t care about touching you- i mean, i want to, id love to, but i could die never doing so and i’d be just fine. i love *you.* i’ll wait forever if i have to.” soobin says, holding beomgyu close to him.
Beomgyu was taken aback by Soobin's words. It wasn't often that he heard such honest and sincere confessions from anyone. He knew that Soobin had his reasons for being patient, but there was still a part of him that felt selfish for making him wait. They hadn't discussed their feelings about sex since they started dating, which seemed like a long time ago now. As they sat there in silence, both lost in their own thoughts, Beomgyu couldn't help but wonder if they were on the same page about their relationship. He wanted to believe that they were, but sometimes it was hard to tell with Soobin's ability to hide how he felt. soobin was the one who broke the silence. “beomgyu, i’ll be honest, when i make tbise videos, i think about you. i imagine you, but i’m okay with just that, i want you to be happy. even if it means we’ll never have sex.” he says, kissing beomgyus forehead.
“soobin-i know, i watch your videos.” beomgyu chuckled,kissing soobin gently. “i think of you like that, too. i’m just afraid of..actually trying because i don’t want to remember something bad.just know it’s not because of you.”
“…you watch my videos?! that’s so embarrassing-“
“soobin, i’ve had your dick in my mouth. it can’t be that bad!”
“*still.*” he insisted, beomgyu rolled his eyes. “anyways, why do you think someone figured out your twitter account?” he asked, setting himself in soobins lap. “someone texted me and asked if i was familiar with *myself!* i said no, but they said that the way that account texts sounded like me.i barely even post just to post, let alone reply to people simply because i get so many notifications, i have no clue what they’re on about.” soobin states, shaking his head. “you don’t *ever* reply?” beomgyu asked. “do you think they’re onto you? they must’ve been stalking you to figure that out.” beomgyu chuckled. “i reply sometimes, but they tend to flirt with me and stuff, and i’m happily taken thank you very much!” soobin declares, almost a little too loud. beomgyu was quick to shush him. “you know, i kinda like watching everyone thirst over how bad they want you. because i know you’re mine at the end of the day.” he admitted, soobin laughing softly. “oh? so you’re possessive now are you?”
beomgyu shrugged, a small smile playing on his lips. "I can be," he teased, nuzzling against soobins neck. soobin paused for a moment, his fingers tracing gentle patterns on Beomgyu's thigh. "You know, I've always thought you were special, even before we started dating. You have this aura about you that draws people in, but at the same time, you're so down-to-earth and genuine. It's rare to find someone like that." He looked up at Beomgyu, his eyes shimmering with sincerity. "And I'm glad I get to call you mine." Beomgyu felt his heart skip a beat as Soobin's words washed over him. He couldn't help but blush at the compliments, feeling both humbled and flattered. It was true that he had never really thought about himself in that way before. But then again, he had always been more focused on his studies than on his appearance or popularity. "don’t go all soft on me.” beomgyu teased, shaking his head. he thought for a moment though- he was so safe with soobin, he was loved, cared for.maybe..it was worth a shot. “touch me.” he blurts, at random and out of nowhere. soobin was talking about something before beomgyu said that, though beomgyu didn’t realize he’d interrupted him due to how deep in thought he was.
“what?”
“touch me.” beomgyu repeats. “i still don’t want to go all the way but- i want to try this, at least this.”
soobin blinked at him. “beomgyu-“
“i’m sure. just- please.”
it took a little coaxing, since soobin wanted to be sure beomgyu was willingly making this choice,not because he wanted to make soobin happy. but beomgyu was more than willing to do this. “as long as you’re sure.”soobin whispered, kissing beomgyus lips and helping him out of his shirt. beomgyus form was beautiful, smooth,honey skin with cute pink little nipples that soobin wanted to worship. every inch of his skin made soobins mouth water.
As soon as Beomgyu was fully naked, Soobin pulled back slightly, taking in the sight before him. This man, who had been so hesitant at first, now stood before him completely exposed and vulnerable. And yet there was an air of confidence about him too; he knew that he was beautiful and sexy, and he didn't seem to mind showing off his body for Soobin's enjoyment. Without saying a word, Soobin leaned forward and gently kissed one of Beomgyu's nipples, causing him to gasp softly. Then he moved further until he reached the other nipple, teasing it with his tongue before taking it into his mouth and sucking gently. He felt Beomgyu's hands come down to rest lightly on his head as he borderline pathetically lapped at beomgyus nipples. The tiny little moans and groans beomgyu was letting out had soobin in a trance, he almost couldn’t pull away. “you sound so pretty.” soobin whispered, guiding his hands down to beomgyus arousal, taking his erect cock into his hands. beomgyu throbbed in need,hot against soobins hands as soobin pressed his lips against the tip, pressing a soft kiss and swiping over the slit with his tongue. “soobin.” beomgyu groaned, throwing his head back and grabbing at soobins hair. his body was on fire in the best way, soobin was giving him everything. soobin sucked, licked, kissed at and teased beomgyus cockhead before taking him into his mouth, bobbing his head up and down, taking beomgyu into his throat until spit was covering his chin and properly dribbling on the sides of beomgyus length. he switched from sucking him off to jerking beomgyu off every now and again just to keep things interesting. Soobin's eyes fluttered open when he felt Beomgyu's hand grip his hair roughly. He smiled around the shaft in his mouth, feeling the heat spread through his body. As he began to bob his head up and down, taking more of Beomgyu's length into his mouth, he could hear the sounds of pleasure escaping from his lover's lips.
Beomgyu's hips buckled slightly as Soobin's warm tongue lapped at the sensitive flesh. He let out a low growl, unable to contain himself anymore. With one swift motion, he thrust his hips forward, pushing all the way into Soobin's eager mouth. The feeling of being so completely consumed by someone else was overwhelming—but in the best possible way. Soobin's hands moved up and down along the length of Beomgyu's shaft, matching the rhythm of his bobbing head. He loved the feeling of having such control over another person's pleasure. beomgyu was in absolute awe of soobin when he looked down at him.
soobin was made to please, and he looked like he was made to suck dick. he looked absolutely gorgeous with his lips stretched to fit beomgyu, eyes half lidded and watery, cheeks all pink, his entire chin and around his mouth was absolutely covered in spit. soobin was *beautiful* and it was pushing beomgyu even closer to the edge. Beomgyu watched in awe as Soobin worked his magic, his eyes never leaving the sight of his cock disappearing into those plump lips. The way Soobin's cheeks hollowed out when he took him deep was enough to drive Beomgyu wild. He couldn't help but reach down and run his fingers through Soobin's hair, pulling gently as he lost himself in the sensations.
Beomgyu couldn't believe how good it felt to have Soobin take control of his pleasure like this. He watched as his lover worked his cock with ease, his lips stretched wide around the thick shaft. The sight alone was enough to send shivers down his spine. As Soobin's cheeks hollowed out with each deep stroke, Beomgyu found himself wanting more.The feeling of being so thoroughly pleasured was unlike anything Beomgyu had ever experienced before. soobins mouth was so warm, so wet, it was driving beomgyu mad with need.
and soobin? his head was spinning at how precious beomgyu sounded above him, absolutely losing himself in the pleasure soobin was giving him. he adored the little desperate moans, the way beomgyu bucked his hips and gripped his hair, soobin felt so useful. and he wanted to give more- he found himself tracing over veins with his tongue, pressing his tongue into the slit, and focusing on beomgyus tip, wanting to hear his pretty boyfriend moan for him.Soobin's heart skipped a beat when he heard Beomgyu's desperate moans. He was lost in the moment, completely focused on pleasuring his partner. His tongue traced across the sensitive of Beomgyu's cockhead, eliciting soft gasps from him. As he bobbed his head up and down, he could feel the warmth of Beomgyu's body against his own, their skin slick with sweat and saliva.
His hands moved up and down along the length of Beomgyu's shaft, matching the rhythm of his bobbing head. He loved the feeling of having such control over another person's pleasure. He could tell by the way Beomgyu's muscles tensed and relaxed that he was close to reaching climax. When he did, however, it took both men by surprise.
Beomgyu's orgasm hit him like a freight train, sending waves of pleasure coursing through him. soobin didn’t pull off in time for beomgyu to properly paint his face in cum- instead, more than half of it was in his mouth and the rest was messily splattered on his lips and face. soobin swallowed, letting the taste of hot, salty cum linger in his mouth. he couldn’t help but smile when beomgyu helped clean him up. “feeling okay?” he whispers, as fun as it was to have beomgyu like this, he’d be okay never having him again if beomgyu was uncomfortable. “i’m okay.” beomgyu chuckled, kissing soobins forehead. Soobin decided against letting beomgyu touch him though, just in case the situation had already pushed on his comfort zone and beomgyu just didn’t say anything. so instead, he helped beomgyu get changed and talked to him about his plans for the weekend and the rest of the week. even what videos he was planning on posting- his post schedule was important, money was tight, after all.
“tell them about me.” beomgyu states, referring to soobins following. “i’m ready for them to know, today made me realize that i’m ready for..a lot of changes, and i want this to be the first one.” beomgyu smiled, cupping soobins cheeks. soobins heart absolutely raced, he finally got to tell his fans and mutuals all about the person he loved the most. his precious beomgyu! he wondered how long it would take for his twitter space to go from a sexy, kinky space to a beomgyu centric love circle. he couldn’t help it if it did happen! he loved beomgyu so much, beomgyu brought so much light and love into his life.beomgyu made soobin strive to be better, do better. “whatever you say, my angel.” soobin smiles.
the rest of their week continued like normal- soobin ended up replying to one of the comments flirting with him saying “i have a boyfriend” which sent his followers into an excited and confused rave. they’d never find beomgyu, he didn’t have any public social media. beomgyu couldn’t help but smile to himself as he read the comments desperately trying to figure out who soobin was with- it made him feel better. distracted him from the stress of jobs and exams. He couldn't help but smile when he thought about how protective Soobin was of their relationship. He knew that his love was safe with him, and that was all that mattered. As the days passed, the hunt for Beomgyu continued, but Soobin remained steadfast in his love for him. He knew that one day, he would reveal his boyfriend to the world, and they would all see just how perfect they truly were for each other. beomgyu still struggled, of course he did, but he had soobin there with him, what could go wrong?
After the assault, Beomgyu struggled with his feelings towards sex. He couldn't shake off the fear and anxiety associated with intimacy, which led to him feeling like he was falling behind in his relationship with Soobin. While Soobin embraced his sexuality wholeheartedly, using it to fuel his career, Beomgyu felt like he was missing out on something important. The thought of being unable to satisfy his partner caused him immense distress, leaving him feeling inadequate and unworthy. Despite these struggles, though, Beomgyu never lost sight of the love he shared with Soobin, always finding solace in knowing that they were together. Even amidst the darkness surrounding their relationship, there was light – a beautiful, unbreakable bond that brought them both comfort and strength.soobin was the only person he told about that hurt, and he planned on staying cut off sexually forever simply because it made him feel safe. soobin never pressured him, never made him feel uncomfortable or bad for being the way he was- but soobin touching him made beomgyu feel the worst mixture of emotions. he wanted more, so much more, but he wanted to shy away and hide, act like he wanted nothing.
soobin was always so understanding- for beomgyu, the experience was something that left him scarred both physically and emotionally. and soobin knew that, so who was he to sit there on his high horse and beg beomgyu for anything? especially when beomgyu was so hurt by it. instead, soobin absolutely showered him in praises and affection. admittedly, he’d learned to appreciate their relationship more without the sex. he’d learned to appreciate beomgyu without ever thinking about his body and he liked it that way.
coming over to beomgyus dorm on saturday was a weekly thing. it was their routine, they’d always had a movie or game night on saturday and a nice little date on sunday. soobin stepped into the crowded little dorm room, chuckling softly at the fact that once again, there was no sign of beomgyus roommate. “jeez, that guys never around is he?” soobin chuckled, taking off his shoes and sitting on the bed next to beomgyu. Beomgyu laughed softly, shaking his head. "Yeah, he's always out with his friends or studying. He barely spends any time here." He glanced over at Soobin, his heart fluttering at the sight of him. It never got old, seeing Soobin in his element, so comfortable and at ease in the small dorm room they'd made their own. "So, what did you have in mind for tonight?" Beomgyu asked, leaning in closer to Soobin. He couldn't help but breathe in the sweet scent of his boyfriend's shampoo, feeling a wave of contentment wash over him. believe it or not- They had their fair share of adventures and wild nights, but there was something to be said about their simple, cozy Saturday evenings together. “i was actually wondering if you wanted to talk about what..happened?” soobin asked. “you haven’t brought it up and i trust you to tell me when you’re upset with me, but i’m just worried that i pushed a boundary.” soobin explained, reaching out for beomgyus hands.
but soobin was wrong. “i’m fine.” beomgyu smiles. “i liked it, i still do like it, im happy about it. i have been thinking a bit, about our sexual relationship, but not in a bad way at all! i’ve been thinking about taking the next step. i want to go all the way, maybe not now, but soon.” beomgyu replied, explaining his own feelings and intentions as best as he could. “i’m sorry for not telling you i was thinking about it, i didn’t mean to make you worry.” beomgyu added, kissing soobins nose. soobin let out a sigh of relief, cuddling up to beomgyu. “you don’t have to apologize, you weren’t sure, and i’m just glad that you trust me in the first place.” soobin whispered, cupping beomgyus cheeks and kissing him. “let’s focus on something else?” he asked, beomgyu nodding softly in reply.
they ended up watching a movie together, cuddled up in bed together laughing and reminiscing about their experiences together. they’d laughed at some of the responses soobin got when the news broke that he was dating someone. but now beomgyu couldn’t stop thinking about how badly he wanted to go all the way. now that the thought had entered his mind, it was all he could think about. he *knew* soobin was big, and he was truthfully pretty afraid of it being too much, but it didn’t stop him from really wanting to try. once the thought was in his head, that was enough to get it constantly going. eventually, he turned to soobin, thumbing over his hip. “soobin, i’m ready.” he whispers, soobin seemed taken aback- but before he could ask beomgyu if he was sure, beomgyu kissed him. “i’m sure.” he promised. “you can back out any time.” soobin promised, kissing beomgyus cheeks and pulling him into his lap.
it wasn’t long before beomgyu was stripped of his shirt, soobin pressing little kisses onto his skin and holding beomgyus waist. “beautiful.” beomgyu couldn't help but feel a rush of excitement as Soobin's lips trailed down his chest, leaving a trail of goosebumps in their wake. He moaned softly, arching his back slightly to grant better access to his skin. The feeling of Soobin's warm breath against his flesh sent shivers down his spine, making him even more aroused. When Soobin finally reached the hem of his pants, Beomgyu couldn't help but gasp. He felt a surge of desire course through his veins as Soobin's fingers brushed against his bare skin. It was like an electric current, shooting straight to his core. He closed his eyes, savoring the sensation, lost in the moment. With a gentle tug, Soobin pulled Beomgyu's pants down, revealing his hardened length. He took a moment to admire the sight before leaning in to capture the head of Beomgyu's cock in his mouth. He teased him with soft licks and gentle suction, driving Beomgyu wild with pleasure. “soobin-“ he groaned, grabbing at soobins hair.
soobin pulled off, grabbing at beomgyus thighs and kissing them. “my pretty boy.” he whispered, reaching up to hold beomgyus waist. beomgyu was so desperate, so excited- he got to take such a *big* cock as his first. (maybe he had a little bit of a size kink.. ) “i’ll be gentle, do you trust me?” soobin asked, beomgyu nodding his head. “words, baby.” soobin says, kissing beomgyus inner thigh. “i trust you.” beomgyu whispers, petting soobins hair. soobin trailed kisses down his lovers thighs, going everywhere but where he belonged.
beomgyu whined in need, soobin finally pressing a kiss onto his hole, beomgyu gasping at the feeling. beomgyu reached around for his phone,grabbing it. “soobin- can i..?” beomgyu was asking to record, of course. soobin smiled and nodded, grabbing at beomgyus thighs. beomgyu moaned, shakily pressing the record button and zooming in on soobins face. soobin was greedily eating him out- licking, kissing, sucking at his hole and pushing his tongue inside, beomgyu closing his eyes and grabbing at soobins hair. soobins hands traced up the back of beomgyus thighs, he didn’t pull away until he felt like he couldn’t breathe. his lips were sleek with spit, he smiled up at beomgyus phone camera. “do you have any lube,angel?” he whispered. kissing beomgyus inner thigh. beomgyu shook his head. “i don’t, i never…thought we’d-“ soobin shushed him, pressing a finger to beomgyus lips. “it’s okay, i…have some. i know i probably shouldn’t carry lube but i wanted to be ready if you changed your mind.” he explained, reaching into his bag. “..you better edit all of that out.” soobin chuckles, pulling a small bottle of lube out of his bag. beomgyu laughed. “but that’s the best part, i’m keeping it!” he giggled, soobin shaking his head as he came back.
soobin sat back down on the floor between beomgyus legs, putting a generous amount of lube onto his fingers. carefully, he pressed one into beomgyu, who groaned in slight discomfort. “it’s okay, it’ll feel good soon.” soobin promises, kissing beomgyus thigh.soon enough, it did feel good- more than good, it felt great. soobin was pushing his finger right into beomgyus prostate, beomgyu was desperately clenching on soobins finger like he was taking a cock. “oh shit.” he groaned, spreading his legs wider. “more, please more-“ he whispers, looking down at soobin. of course he obliged, pushing a second finger inside, scissoring him open. “excited?” he chuckled. beomgyu nodded his head weakly. “so excited, want you inside me so bad. need you..” beomgyu groaned. “i get to take such a big dick as my first.” beomgyu chuckled. “yeah? you think i’ll fit?” soobin laughed, twisting his fingers inside of him. “i’ll feel so full.” beomgyu whispered. “want you to stretch me open.” he groaned, soobin laughed softly, now scissoring beomgyu open with his fingers.
“good boy, taking my fingers so well. how many should i give you before the real thing? is two enough?” he questioned, rubbing beomgyus stomach for a few seconds. beomgyu nodded desperately. “twos enough. want to feel you stretch me, please.” he babbles, soobin laughing softly. soobin lubed up his cock, gently grabbing beomgyus waist and pushing into him. “shit.” he groaned, beomgyu gasping softly. “soob.” he whispered, the stretch was overwhelming. “baby, you’re okay.” soobin promised, reaching up to play with beomgyus nipples. beomgyu could physically feel the stretch, he desperately held onto soobin, letting out the prettiest sounds when soobin touched him. he let the pleasure overwhelm the discomfort- and before he knew it, he was giving soobin the okay. soobin started slow, showering beomgyu with gentle kisses. “you feel so good, baby.” he groaned, holding beomgyus waist. “feeling okay?” he asked, wanting to make sure beomgyu was comfortable.
“ ‘mkay:” beomgyu says, groaning softly. it had been so long since he- since it, happened. after that, beomgyu couldn’t even touch himself, having soobin inside of him was electrifying. “shit, soobin-“ he whispered, looking up at him. “you’re so big. ‘m so full-“ he says, aiming the phone camera at his hole stretched around soobin. after that, he stopped the video and tossed his phone to the side, the rest of this was for them only. their private moment. soobin chuckled, kissing beomgyus nose. “my brave boy, you’re doing so well.” he praised, gently petting beomgyus hair.
soobin was so gentle, slow, deep thrusts that pushed up against all the right places. beomgyu was whining with each thrust, groaning when soobin pressed into his prostate. “there- right there!” he gasped, digging his nails into soobins shoulders. “soobin.” beomgyu whimpered, hands sliding up soobins back and into his hair. soobin groaned so prettily at that. beomgyu was so reactive, making sounds with every little movement and telling soobin what he liked. beomgyu was so beautiful, so gentle even like this, oh how soobin adored him. “pretty boy.” soobin whispered, letting himself moan in beomgyus ear. “fuck-my angel, you feel so good.” soobin sighed, leaning down to shower beomgyus neck in kisses. “feeling okay, sweetheart?” soobin asked, but he was met with no reply. beomgyus silence concerned him, soobin looked up to see beomgyu with tears on his face and almost panicked. “don’t stop.” beomgyu babbles. “please. i feel so good.” he moaned, grabbing at soobins hair. “fucking me so good.” he says, looking up at him. he really did feel so good, he felt so loved. “yeah? my pretty boys feeling good?” soobin asked, holding beomgyus hips tighter and fucking into him harder. “so good.” beomgyu confirmed.
soobin felt amazing, beomgyu was so slick and warm around him. it made him want to fill beomgyu up with cum in that instant, but beomgyu first! “more” beomgyu groaned. “more, more.” he repeated, and he wouldn’t stop begging until soobin was pounding into him. “you like it rough, my love?” he chuckled, beomgyu nodding in his dazed state. “so big, ripping me open.” beomgyu cried out, digging his nails into soobins shoulders. he loved this, he was gasping and whimpering in bliss.soobin was pressing into all the right places and it was driving pretty little beomgyu insane. “i love you.” beomgyu whimpered. “i love you too.” soobin laughs, looking beomgyu up and down.
he was so beautiful losing his mind, his head thrown back, eyes closed, brows knitted, mouth wide open and spilling out moans- so beautiful and delicate. “soobin.” he groaned, pressing their lips together,of course soobin didn’t mind, sloppily kissing him. beomgyu was so close to cumming, he didn’t understand what that wonderful feeling he felt building was but he wanted to chase it. beomgyu guided soobin to kiss his neck again, his moans getting higher in pitch as he came- beomgyus first orgasm! and soobin got to be there to witness it, to give it to him, that meant everything.
“shit.” soobin groaned, looking up at beomgyu so he could see his orgasm face. “so fucking pretty.” soobin muttered, working beomgyu through his orgasm. beomgyu came so hard,that electric feeling spreading through him. beomgyu kept babbling out little moans of bliss until his twitching stopped and he was slack underneath of soobin. “cum inside.” beomgyu croaked, still floating from his orgasm. soobin didn’t need to be told twice, continuing to pound into beomgyu who let out little whines from the overstimulation. “i know, almost there.” soobin promised, sloppily fucking into him before pumping beomgyu full of cum and pressing a kiss onto his forehead. “there you go, feeling alright?” he asked, petting beomgyus hair. “i feel like i’m floating.” beomgyu babbles, soobin chuckling softly. “that’s good then, you okay?” soobin felt bad asking so many questions but he really was so worried.
“i’m alright soobin, don’t worry.” beomgyu smiled, kissing his cheeks. soobin couldn’t help but grin. “let’s get you cleaned up and we’ll talk about this.” he says, carefully pulling out of him and standing up. beomgyu went to sit up but soobin stopped him. “oh no, absolutely not.” soobin says, beomgyu looked confused. “you just gave me everything, your first time, your first orgasm, your love and trust, let me give you this one thing.” soobin explains, gently picking beomgyu up bridal style and carrying him to the bathroom.
beomgyu was a mess of giggles. “i’m like a princess.” he smiled, soobin setting him down on the counter. “now your roommate gets to set his toothbrush where your bare ass was, since he never puts it away.” soobin chuckled, beomgyu bursting into laughter. after a nice, warm bubble bath was started, soobin set beomgyu into the water. “there we go.” he grins, starting to wash beomgyus hair for him. “now, how do you feel? i didn’t do anything wrong did i?” soobin questions, beomgyu shook his head. “no, i feel..good. i know i’m safe with you, even if it’s a little scary.youd never hurt me on purpose.” beomgyu states.
“that’s right, but you still have to tell me if i do. we..should’ve talked about sexual boundaries and things like that before doing any of this. just because it could’ve been better for you if we did, but you had fun right? that’s all that matters. i wanted you to feel how loved you are.” soobin explained. “so, sometime this week, let’s go over boundaries, then we can talk about kink.” he said, kissing beomgyus shoulder. “boundaries, then kink.” beomgyu confirmed. “thank you for worrying about my tears.” he says, soobins face dropped.
“beomgyu, never thank me for that. your voice, your consent, your pain..all of that matters to me. that is the bare minimum. i will never not worry about your pain. you know what? let’s practice something.” soobin starts, guiding beomgyu to look at him. “i’m going to put my hands on you, and you’re going to say something along the lines of ‘stop’ or ‘no’ whenever you decide to, even if you don’t actually want me to stop.” soobin directs. “sound good?” he expected a proper reply. “..okay.” beomgyu agrees, soobin being quick to drag his hands all over beomgyus pretty body, and when soobin got close to his cock-
“stop.” beomgyu blurts, soobins hands instantly backing away. “oh angel, i’m so sorry.” he whispered. “can i kiss your pretty face? what touch do you want? any?” he asked, beomgyu let soobin hug him and give him kisses, beomgyu seemed confused. “that’s the reaction you should get if anyone does something you don’t want them to do, especially sexually. you always tell me when you want me to stop okay? i won’t be mad if you don’t, but i’ll be upset because i don’t want to hurt you. never expect anything else from me- if you want to, we can practice you telling me no. don’t even tell me you’re practicing, make me believe it if you want, my reaction will never change.” soobin promised. beomgyu suddenly found himself crying. “i love you so much.” beomgyu sniffles. soobin kissed his forehead. “i love you too. you’re so much more than what happened to you and i’m here for you always.” he promised, continuing to clean and hold beomgyu until he calmed down. “stay here and soak while i change the bedsheets. what do you want to sleep in?” soobin asked. “oh- let me guess, you want to wear my sweater, right?” of course he did!
after some clean bedsheets, a nice bath and some comfortable clothes beomgyu definitely didn’t steal from soobin- beomgyu found himself cuddled into bed with soobin. the little curtain separating the rooms was closed and he could hear the distant shuffling of his roommate coming in to sleep. soobin was gently stroking beomgyus hair. he was so..loved.
“soobin?” he whispered.
“yes?”
“let’s..do this again.”