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“ Guide my hands to where you want, Kagehira .”
It had been a simple directive, one given meaningfully as Shu sat behind Mika with his chin hovering above his shoulder. As Mika slowly pulled Shu's hands to his body, he bit his lip and flushed, still slightly hesitant even as he pulled Shu's hand under his shirt to graze against the skin of his chest.
“Think of it no differently than if you were touching yourself alone. I want to know what makes you feel good.” Shu clarified, blushing himself as he felt Mika's heart pounding through his fingertips. With the clarification, Mika nodded, removing his hands from Shu's to undo his belt and unzip his pants. Shu leaned down and kissed his cheek, trying to encourage him as he sensed his hesitation. This was new to both of them, but he wanted it to be enjoyable for Mika.
“Are ya sure about this, Oshi-san?” Mika asked, hands resting on top of his thighs and grabbing the fabric as he spoke shakily. “I mean… I know ya don't really like doin’ dirty things like this…” Shu frowned and put his hands over Mika's, holding them.
“Wanting to make you feel good isn't dirty, Kagehira.” He insisted, meeting his gaze as Mika turned his head. “Besides, I know you've waited a long time for this. I just want to do something that will make you feel good.” He admitted quietly, squeezing Mika’s hands as the other flushed and licked his lips.
“Uh-ahh, if that's the case then… I guess…” He turned his head away and put his hands back over Shu's, guiding the one under his shirt to his chest again and sighing. “Here.” He breathed, still sounding unsure. His other hand moved slower, guiding Shu's hand between his legs before finally hissing and gritting his teeth. “ And here .” The shift in his voice was stressed as Shu swallowed, able to feel Mika's arousal against his hand. He was fully erect too, and his length twitched with excitement.
“Alright, so these two spots…” He mumbled, almost sounding distracted himself. “But how do you touch them?” He asked, tone thick as Mika groaned softly.
“Ngh… Um, l-like this…” He stuttered, breath catching as he slowly used Shu's hand to stroke himself while guiding Shu's fingers to run over his nipple and grope at his skin. “ Hah… ” The involuntary moan that slipped from his lips made Shu realize just how warm he felt.
For a few minutes, Shu said nothing, continuing to let Mika borrow his hands and control the interaction, but he couldn't help but notice how light everything felt. Was he holding back, or was he still hesitating? To attempt to show Mika that he could apply more pressure, he tightened his hold around his arousal somewhat and squeezed his nipples lightly.
“ Ahh -!” Mika cried out instantly, pulling Shu's hand away from his length quickly and huffing, pausing his movement with Shu's hand on his chest too. Shu let go immediately, flushing and panicking.
“I apologize, I just wanted to let you know you could…” He started, distractedly looking down to see Mika's cock aching, visibly pulsing with a bead of precum leaking from the head. The thread of stickiness that connected his fingers and the shaft was revealed by the evening sunlight coming in from the curtains. Shu felt his brain stop entirely.
“Ya don't hafta apologize, Oshi-san, I just… I didn't expect that and I… I almost, well…” He mumbled shamefully, swallowing and seemingly able to finally calm back down. “‘M real sensitive, I guess…” He chuckled, relaxing against Shu's body as he slowly brought Shu's hands back to himself, humming quietly.
“Kagehira… Does the idea of me doing this without your control excite you?” Shu asked, clearly not able to think straight as he normally would never ask such a bold question. Immediately, Mika shuddered and his body bent forward, cock answering for him with the way it leaped and his hands gripped Shu's tighter.
“Ngh…” He groaned and flushed, lowering his head but not replying, far too embarrassed to answer as Shu bit his lip and watched the redness track all the way up to his ears.
“I don't think ya wanna know all the things I've thought about ya doin’ to me, Oshi-san…” He whispered guiltily, closing his eyes. “‘S real dirty… And kinda wrong…” He added, admittedly increasing Shu's curiosity as he subtly pressed his hips closer to Mika's back, chasing the warmth radiating from him.
“Tell me.” He whispered back, voice husky and almost demanding as Mika whined, pushing his hips into Shu's hand and his touch - one that was still somehow his own.
“Uh-ahh… I've thought about… Ya forcin’ me to touch you… Or ya touchin’ me in my sleep when I can't say no…” He confessed, wiggling and shifting with clear excitement. “I really like to think about ya touchin' me when I'm tied up…” Shu had to actually bit his lip to ground himself, almost wanting to moan himself from hearing Mika’s honest thoughts. To think these were the things he thought about when he touched himself, things he wanted enough to fantasize about.
“You want me in control of you, Kagehira?” He asked for clarity, eyes narrowed as he felt Mika's arousal throb again, his head nodding as he whimpered from his throat needily. His hand pulled Shu's fingers against his chest more forcefully now, wanting more sensation there.
“ Yes .” The rough sound of Mika's voice was almost foreign, coated in desire and dipped in desperation that made Shu's hips roll forward just enough to grind himself into Mika, barely aware of his own actions as his erection got some form of stimulation.
“You want me to take away your control? I guess you really are still like a doll in that aspect.” He questioned initially, almost itching to take over for Mika. He nodded again and this time, he was the one who made Shu grab and squeeze his cock, growling at the feeling as his head fell forward. Shu's eyes lowered and he couldn't help but feel and see just how much precum he'd messily leaked out, coating his hand entirely and making each pump over Mika's length smooth and glide effortlessly.
“Hngh-! Oshi-san-!” He gasped and tilted his head backwards, back aching slightly as his hips surged upwards. Shu could feel his body trembling, leaning in to kiss his neck gently.
“Do you want me to finish you, Kagehira?” He offered, more than confident he could now as Mika whined urgently and let go Shu's hands, giving him silent permission while reaching down and back somewhat to grab at Shu's pant legs instead, tugging at the material.
“ Please… ?” He begged, panting as Shu didn't hesitate. He continued to slowly stroke Mika's arousal at the same rhythm he'd started, enjoying the way every small movement and bit of friction made him moan and ache, hips bucking into the sensation. At the same time, he palmed at his chest, fingers circling and pinching his nipple as he found himself short on breath too, roughly panting into Mika's neck as he wondered who was really pleasing who.
“Kagehira…” He muttered his name and rhythmically applied pressure back and forth between the base of the shaft and the tip, trying to find new ways of driving Mika even more wild, increasing the feeling of pleasure until he finally reached his peak. His efforts seemed to be paying off, as Mika clawed at his pant legs and moaned louder, seemingly having a hard time keeping quiet.
“Oshi-san… Mmm -! Right there…! If ya keep doin’ that, I'm gonna-!” He warned, melting and shuddering as Shu circled his thumb around the head, delighting in the cry it pulled from his throat. He swallowed and looked down again, seeing the small shakes going through his body as he became increasingly desperate. Shu groaned against his will and pressed his chin down against Mika's shoulder, biting his lip to keep himself silent.
Shu watched as Mika tensed up, body sharply moving as he pulled three large bursts of white from his partner, watching it shoot out vigorously before running down his fingers, coating them as he slowed down gradually until he no longer moved his hand at all. Mika's heart continued to thunder against his other hand, with Shu unclamping his jaw and slowly becoming aware of the dampness in his own pants and underwear. He couldn't tell if he had come too or if he'd just enjoyed seeing Mika in such a state that much.
“Oshi-san…” Mika breathed out, slumping and going limp as Shu carefully let go of his softening length. “That was… Incredible.” He mumbled warmly, giving a breathily laugh as he turned his head to glance at Shu. “Thank you…” He reached back and put his hand around Shu's head, pulling him closer as he kissed him. Shu surprised himself by groaning into it, grinding into Mika's back again.
So maybe he hadn't come yet. Mika pulled back and smiled, lazy but almost mischievously.
“It feels like ya want me to touch ya now, huh?” He offered generously, making Shu realize that yes , Mika could - in fact - feel when he was grinding his cock against him so urgently. Shu flushed and looked away, wishing he hadn't been so obvious. Not that he could help it.
“N-Not necessarily…” He grumbled, as if he hadn't just been caught. Mika just pulled away slightly and turned around, shifting his weight to sit lower on Shu's thighs.
“Uh-huh…” He muttered, unconvinced as he reached down to palm against the bulge in Shu's pants, eyes widening at the faint wetness showing through. “Wow Oshi-san… Did seein’ me feel good make ya like this?” He asked excitedly, eyes almost sparkling as Shu brought the back of his hand up to his mouth. Mika's teasing felt stupidly good, especially after how aroused he'd become.
“ Non ! I just don't indulge in these sorts of ‘activities’ as much as you do!” He protested, a half-truth given that the second half was valid. Shu didn't have the nearly the sex drive Mika did, but that was already common knowledge. Unfortunately for him, he did seem to have quite a response to simply touching Mika.
“I don't know, the way you touched me just now almost makes me think ya do, ya know~?” He teased, bringing his other hand down to loosen Shu's belt and unbutton his pants. “That last thing ya did, where ya like, circled around it felt so good~ ” He drawled, palming at Shu more intensely as the other hissed and bucked his hips, scowling at Mika.
“T-That was… Just a lucky guess!” He huffed, admittedly relieved when Mika pushed his pants open and dug into his underwear to pull his cock free. Mika stared at it for a moment, completely unmoving as Shu tsked and furrowed his brows, glaring as huffed impatiently. “D-Don't just stare!” He scolded, flustered further by the way Mika quickly snapped out of it and looked up at him.
“Oshi-san… You're kinda…” He looked back down and Shu swore he could see steam come out of his ears. He flushed and glared again, wishing Mika wouldn't make such a big deal out of his body.
“ Non ! Silence, Kagehira!” He snapped, and Mika just shifted awkwardly before grabbing Shu's hand.
“Here, just like ya did for me… You can show me where ya want me to touch you…” He mumbled, and Shu surprised himself with how fast he brought Mika’s hand down and around his arousal, sighing in relief as soon as he did.
“Here, just here…” He mumbled, closing his eyes and relaxing as Mika leaned in, hovering close to his face. Shu's eyelids fluttered and he caught his questioning look, leaning in and kissing him. Once, twice and then a third for good measure as Shu hummed, pleased by the feeling of Mika's soft lips as he sighed again.
“Ngh… Ya look so hot, Oshi-san…” Mika murmured distractedly, looking back down to see Shu's cock in his hand, led by Shu's hand and moving up and down evenly. The slick and dampness from Mika's earlier release mixed together when their hands touched, creating a delightfully smooth mixture. Shu was barely aware of Mika's response, too distracted by his own pleasure as Mika whined softly and shifted again.
Gradually, he leaned back, moving away while still keeping his hand in place as he stood before getting on one knee in front of Shu. Shu's eyes were closed once more, blissfully unaware as Mika moved closer before dropping onto his other knee, kneeling entirely in front of him as he looked down and licked his lips.
“Oshi-san…” He leaned forward and hesitantly brushed his lips against Shu's length, causing Shu to gasp and moan, eyes flying open to look down at him.
“K-Kagehira! What are you doing?!” He shrieked, pausing his movements as Mika nuzzled his cock, brushing his cheek against it.
“If ya want, I can try suckin’ ya off… I've never done it before, but I've practiced on toys and bananas and stuff…” He offered, flushing as his hand gently moved back towards Shu's arousal, carefully wrapping his hand around the base as he licked the underside experimentally.
“Kagehira…!” Shu hissed and reached down grabbing a hold of his hair and finding his self-restraint failing. “If you want to…” He whispered, admittedly finding himself far too gone with the image of Mika's lips wrapped around his cock to deny. Mika nodded and smiled, clearly eager and excited to try as he straightened up somewhat.
“M’kay, lemme know if it doesn't feel good…” He mumbled, placing his lips around the tip and sucking as Shu groaned and grabbed at Mika's head more, head falling back as he furrowed his brows. He almost wondered if that was a joke. How could this not feel good?
Shu panted and grunted as Mika did his best to alternate between licking and sucking, seemingly working his way to taking more of Shu's cock each time as he did so. Shu just struggled to hold back for dear life, not having expected such powerful sensations when he was already seemingly bordering on climax. Just how much longer could he hold out?
“Kagehira… I'm getting close.” Shu warned, wanting to give Mika plenty of time in advance as he huffed, admittedly distracted by the way Mika's eyes were closed in such concentration. The way his eyebrows furrowed with determination as he slowly looked up at him, slowly pulling off and keeping his hand wrapped around the base of his shaft, pumping up and down whenever he remembered to do so.
“Do ya wanna come in my mouth?” Mika asked boldly, making Shu shift his legs as his cock twitched and pulsed. “I think it'd be kinda hot if ya did…” He admitted, flushing and looking away as Shu pushed his head back down. He didn't say what he wanted, but his body was moving on his own. Mika moaned and let Shu's cock back into his mouth, sucking around it as he hissed and grit his teeth.
“Kagehira…” He growled and bucked his hips demandingly, rolling before moving faster and rougher. As he panted and looked down at Mika, he felt the last of his restraint snap, fucking his mouth as Mika freely let him do so. The look in Mika's eyes was dark and lustful, and Shu couldn't bring himself to tear away from his gaze as he gripped Mika's hair harder, keeping his mouth firmly around his cock as he jerked into his wet cavern, chasing his release.
As he hit his climax, he stilled and groaned loudly, body melting and going slack almost immediately as Mika whined, face flushing more as he shivered. The tears in his eyes and flustered expression gave away just how much he enjoyed this too, eyes squeezing shut as he prevented himself from gagging or choking around Shu's cum now running down his throat and coating his tongue.
Hesitantly, Shu released Mika’s hair, still panting and almost looking concerned before Mika pulled off, swallowing and coughing as Shu flushed. He felt bad now, having lost himself in the heat of the moment as he leaned down to help wipe the mess of cum and spit from Mika's lips. As Mika reached up and wiped his mouth with his own sleeve for good measure, he chuckled, looking up at Shu from where he still remained on his knees between his legs.
“Uh-ahh, so whaddya think? Not bad, right?” He asked, voice a little hoarse as Shu leaned down and pulled him up incessantly. Mika stood up and sat back on Shu's lap as he wrapped his arms around him, making Mika blush and look mildly confused.
“I'm sorry, Kagehira. Please don't feel pressured to do that again, I just couldn't help myself with how you-” He huffed and cut himself off, making Mika laugh again.
“Heheh, Oshi-san lost control of himself because I looked good suckin’ him off?” He joked playfully, making Shu grumble in annoyance and embarrassment.
“Don't say that, idiot…” He scolded, resting his forehead against his shoulder. Mika just smiled, hugging him back as they sat together for a moment.
“Hey Oshi-san… By the way, I'm kinda hard again, can ya touch me some more…?” Shu didn't even dignify him with a response.