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Kanade could remember the moment she saw her body like yesterday. Like it wasn’t 6 months ago. She should’ve done something. But she didn’t. Why? Why? Why? WHY? WHY? WHY?
Kanade was spiralling into insanity. It hurt. It hurt so much. She could never see her again, never see Mafuyu again. She could never see her beautiful blue eyes, her lustrous purple hair, her delicate smile. Why didn’t she do something? Why? Why? Why? WHY? WHY? WHY?
Kanade let out a strangled scream, her whole body aching for Mafuyu. To see her at least once more. What was there to live for? Nightcord had fallen apart. Because of her. She didn’t deserve to live. She was worthless. She had ruined everything. Ruined Nightcord. Ruined her relationships. When was the last time she saw Ena, Mizuki, Mochizuki-san, Miku, her dad, or anyone? Not since Mafuyu had- had poisoned herself. Her lifeless body slumped over. The ground below her mouth covered in a puddle of blood. The pills clutched tightly in her pale hands. It was all Kanade’s fault. She ruined everything. These thoughts ran on loop in her mind. Then an idea struck her. Grabbing her sharpest knife, trembling, she bled out. The wound was right in her heart. Broken beyond repair
“I’m going to see you soon, Mafuyu…” Kanade whispered, before the knife fell out of her frail hands.