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I hate you so much
Because i miss you
I miss the way you kissed me
The way you wanted me
The way you actually helped me and listened
Cause you were the first Person to listen
Really listen
I miss the way you cared
The way you seemed to see the real me
Because you don't anymore
You did
At least I think you did
And now you are fine
Like nothing happened
Like it meant nothing
It meant something to me, and I think you knew that
You had to know that
Were you just thinking with your dick and didn't think about the effects your actions had on me??
Maybe you shouldn't have done that
Maybe I shouldn't either
But I can't change that anymore
I am not sure if I would
Because for a time I was happy
And I like being happy
I miss being happy
I miss you
I miss that I was able to make you happy
And I hate that you made me miss you