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Isagi wasn’t a creep. He usually minds his own business, especially when he rides the train. But this was the first time he’s been enchanted by someone so…mesmerizing.

The lanky stranger that’s caught his attention lately looks to be a college student who always had a sour look on his face with headphones on while he sat or stood during the train ride. Isagi noticed him when he walked inside for his usual ride towards his job. At first he thought he was a tourist, since it was the first time he’d seen someone with such a unique appearance. But every day from then on during the week he would see the stranger with headphones and a gym bag.

And after five months of seeing the stranger, Isagi concluded that he had just started his first year of college. Which made sense since there were a couple of schools near his job. The only info he could really gather was that it had to be the one before his stop for his job since the stranger always left first.

Isagi knew this enticement with the fascinating college student was a one-sided crush. He wasn’t out by any means, but he could admire a pretty face from afar. Not like he was harming anyone.

He remembers a long time ago, during high school, he had a little fling with one of his teammates in his soccer club. None of them actually cared for each other beyond the sex or soccer. So it was no surprise he hadn’t seen him since they graduated. He didn’t even feel sad when he heard that he got married to a woman.

That was common for most gay men, but Isagi didn’t like the idea of being with anyone that he couldn’t put all his effort on. Isagi never really found himself loving anyone before. He couldn’t even say he loved this college student his eyes would latch to.

It’s a harmless crush that he knows won’t really lead anywhere. The young guy is easy on the eyes and made his boring trips to work interesting. He would always make up goofy monologs in his head that sounded a little too edgy.  Since the young stranger gave off that vibe.

He couldn’t help but sigh. His friends that knew his sexuality tell him to stop having these one-sided crushes and actually look for someone to be with. But it was hard. Every guy he sleeps with never really intrigued him. Hell he doesn’t think he’ll ever have anyone that could truly satisfy him mentally. He was picky and didn’t really have any other interest than sex when he was faced with someone.

All the men felt too easy to please. He was a comfortable bottom and all he had to do was ride their dicks and most men crumble and sometimes even cum before he could even thrust them fully inside himself.

Isagi was doomed to be alone. But he was fine with that. His job paid him well and he had a good group of friends and colleagues in his life. So what if he’ll never have a proper love life? He was satisfied with what he had.

He yawns before he looks down at his watch. Isagi is ahead of schedule this morning. Maybe he’ll have some time to pick something up from the convenience store near his stop before he goes to the office. He forgot to make his lunch last night and he had too much work to go out to eat today. So he’ll buy lunch before he heads in.

Isagi feeling like he can get one last look of the stranger before the younger man’s stop, his eyes move towards the college student when he froze. Over the five months this man has ridden this train it was the first time Isagi has seen his eyes off his phone. But that wasn’t the thing making his body run cold. What made his nerves on edge was the fact the stranger was looking right at him. Their eyes glued to each other.

Isagi wasn’t sure what to do. He felt too scared to look away. He’d been caught. But for some odd reason the stranger only leans back crossing his arms and his eyes not leaving his as he tilts his head knowingly.

Before anything else could transpire the younger man’s stop was here. Isagi looks down finally feeling relieved that he could wallow in the shame of being caught after he leaves. Maybe he could just chalk it up to coincidence later and just not look at the man for a while until he hopefully forgets the sporadic staring contest.

His heart was still beating fast feeling strange. Was it that obvious that he was staring? But Isagi has been staring at him a lot. So maybe this was just one of those rare days that the man looks up and just caught Isagi at the worst time.

He shakes his head. Isagi tells himself it’ll be fine. Not like the man is going to actually talk to him. So no harm. He’ll just be more careful from now on.

Isagi is happy when the train makes it to his stop. He adjusts his tie before walking onto the platform. He looks at his watch still relieved to have some extra time to grab his lunch.

He was about to head there when he felt something yank his tie hard. He falls back and lands against something hard. When he looks up he’s met with a cold gaze of the college man.

Wait what was he doing here? He should have left the train a couple of stops ago.

Oh shit was he about to beat the shit out of him for staring? It’s been two years since he graduated college. But even when he attended he never really understood how college kids operated. Who knows what this guy is all about. He might try to extort him or something? He’s seen a criminal case of that occurring a long time ago!

But he tries to remain calm taking a breath before he steps away grabbing his tie.

He’ll keep things neutral, “May I help you?”

Isagi noticed the dude was a giant. What the hell did kids eat these days? Granted he was never the tallest, but he wasn’t that short either!

The man places his hands in his pockets tilting his head with a piercing gaze, “I should be asking you that.”

Isagi’s stomach twitched a bit with nerves, but he kept a straight face, “I’m sorry if it seemed like I was staring. It was a coincidence.”

He towers over Isagi feeling the dark tension form between them, “Wow such a pathetic excuse. At least come up with something more original you creep.”

Isagi wasn’t sure what to do now. Wait so was he caught a long time ago and just didn’t notice? If that was the case how fucking embarrassing!

Well it was rude of him. He didn’t think he was being that obvious. Isagi decided to do the proper thing and apologize.

So he bows down towards the younger man, “I’m very sorry! I meant no harm!”

“That’s what most weirdos say to get out of trouble.”  The man states coldly tilting his head a bit up having a superior gaze down towards him.

Isagi slowly raises his head, his cheeks red with shame, “I know how this may look but I really wasn’t trying anything. You’re just…” he looks away feeling shy all of a sudden, “You look nice…. And it was just a way I passed the time before work. Admiring you from afar.” He messes with his sleeves a bit, while his other hand had an iron grip on his briefcase.

“Well it’s distracting for me. Having a weird guy look at me every morning.” He turns his gaze.

Isagi nods, “I really thought you hadn’t noticed….”

The college student scuffs at that, “Then you’re an idiot as well.” With that he walks away with not another word.

Isagi sighs as his head drops feeling depressed from the encounter. But he guesses this was for the best. Maybe Isagi can now fully focus on his life again. But it was a shame. Staring at the beautiful stranger was a good distraction.

Oh well…

XxX

Isagi’s stomach was eating itself as he was typing out the report. He couldn’t help but blush when his stomach growled for the fourth time that day.

One of his coworkers nearby grumbles rising up, “Damn it Isagi! Would you go get lunch already I can’t concentrate with your dumbass stomach making that racket!!” His colleague Baro yells. Isagi flinched. While Baro has a little bit of a temper, he’s usually very stoic in the office space. So his stomach must really be that annoying.

“Excuse me.” He bows his head a bit before he goes out entering the little break room where the vending machine resided, to grab something to at least quell the growls from his stomach.

As he was pressing the button he took notice of his co-worker Nagi sleeping next to the machine. He was hugging his knees while looking far too relaxed for the location of such an unconventional napping place.

But Isagi couldn’t help but smile, “He always burns himself out by this time.” He grabs the chips from the vending machine munching the snack before a lucid voice catches his ears.

“You usually have a lunch on you Isagi…”

He looks down and sees Nagi staring up at him while he tries to wipe the sleep out of his right eye.

Isagi chuckles dryly, “I usually do yeah.”

Nagi slowly rises up stretching his arms, “It’s not like you to forget to bring something to eat on busy days like these.”

Isagi nods, “Yeah… I guess you could say I didn’t have time this morning.” His thoughts came back to the cold eyes of the college student.

Isagi has never been brushed aside so sharply by someone before. He takes a bite of his chips.

Nagi tilts his head, “Something happen today?” He takes some of Isagi’s chips without permission. Isagi doesn’t really mind this behavior anymore.

He wasn’t out so he decided to make up an odd story, “Got rejected by a pretty girl.”

Nagi looks up, “Ah. Harsh.” He noticed how low his enthusiasm was for this news.

Isagi shrugs, “Well…It took most of my free time before work. So I had no time to really grab myself anything.”

Nagi leans back against the wall, “I wonder what’s it like.”

Isagi looks to his coworker with curiosity, “What?”

Nagi stares back to him, “What liking someone romantically feels like. My friend Reo has a girlfriend, and she takes most of his time now. He used to have more time with me but now we just go out to drink once a week instead of doing it every day like we used to. I guess I used to feel a little mad at first, but over time I got used to it. But then Reo said I would be less bored if I ended up with someone but…” he scratches the back of his head, “Sounds like hard work I don’t really feel like doing.”

Isagi looks up and smiles lucidly, “I agree with that. I wasn’t really trying to tell her my feelings. She just noticed I was making a fool out of myself around her and wanted an explanation.”  Again he thought back to the younger man’s cruel words, “And I told her how I felt, and she rejected me immediately after.”

Nagi crosses his arms, “Well at least you got it off your chest.”

Isagi nods agreeing, “Right.”

Feeling his stomach was settled for now, he gives the bag to Nagi to finish off for him, “I only came by for a little snack. I still need to finish this report before five.”

Nagi nods, “Always so diligent.” He takes a bite of the gifted chips, “Good luck.” He mutters with a full mouth.

Isagi smiles before heading back in. Luckily he was able to distract himself before, but thanks to that conversation his thoughts stuck on the stranger’s cold gaze.

He sighs. Feeling a little disappointed. There was something about the stranger that still drew Isagi to him. He may never know. But…

He’s at least happy he got to hear him speak for the first and last time.

His voice was just as mesmerizing as his appearance.

XxX

Isagi yawns as he enters the mostly deserted train. As much as he didn’t mind being around others. Having this much space in a usually crowed area was nice. Gave him a chance to decompress from such a long day. He was happy to be able to get the brunt of his work done. Despite the setback during lunch, he and his team made it through the day alright.

Isagi looked out towards the quiet city. It always had such a scary calmness to it. His mind once again drifting to the college student. Work was a nice distraction but now that he was riding home in the same setting that the awkward encounter happened.

He sighs.

Isagi knew there was no way in hell a guy like that would even be slightly interested in a guy like him. But to have him be called a creep? He already felt weird about his admiration for someone based off their appearance. So having his insecurities thrown at his face rubbed salt in the wounds.

He stretches his arms as he leans back. Isagi closes his eyes trying to empty his guilty thoughts from today. He just wanted to go home shower, eat, then sleep. Maybe he’ll watch another episode of that anime he’s been slowly catching up on before bed.

As his thoughts drift he couldn’t help but feel a presence in front of him. So Isagi opens his eyes and is shocked to see the same stranger that’s been plaguing his thoughts all day.

Why was he here? Usually the only time he sees the stranger is during the morning. This was the first time he’d seen him around at this hour. And it was super late. Isagi looks around to see there were plenty of open seats. Why did he choose to stand right in front of him?

Isagi wasn’t sure what this guy’s deal was.

He peers down at him, “Why did you decide to look at me out of everyone?”

Isagi’s eyes widen by the question as he looks up. Before he looks back down feeling shy but answers, “There’s a certain aura around you…. Something that screams for attention. But I know that’s no excuse to look at someone…I honestly didn’t think that it would be such a big issue for you…”

“What makes you think that?” he probes.

Isagi sighs crossing his arms as he tilts his head back, “Well aren’t you used to it? You don’t strike me as the type that’s unpopular. You probably get a bunch of chocolates during valentine’s day.”

“What does that have to do with you?”

Isagi blinks, “Well… um…” he suddenly realized this guy probably had no idea he had a crush on him and suddenly feels exposed as he covers his mouth his face flushed, “Never mind! Look man I’m sorry! I won’t stare at you anymore if it’s an issue. I was already planning to stop after you confronted me about it.”

It was finally his stop as he scooches to the side so he can get up, “Again I’m sorry for the trouble.” He bows towards the younger man before he walks out. As he steps near exit of the station he hears footsteps behind him and turns to see the stoic man following close behind.

“I wasn’t done talking to you creep. I didn’t stay behind just to be snubbed by you.”

Isagi’s eyes widen to this, “You waited around for me?”

He clicks his tongue frustrated, “There’s something about you that’s annoying me. I don’t know why. Usually I ignore insignificant people.”

Okay, ouch.

“But for some reason… You’ve been in my head.”

Isagi wasn’t really sure why. Because as harsh as the younger man’s insults were, they were true. Isagi was just a nobody salary man that just lived day to day. Didn’t really go against the stream just went with the flow of things. This guy though, he was a fucking wave. So why? Why was he curious?

“Um… well… Would you like something to eat? I don’t have a lot of money, but I could probably make you something at my place.”

There was an awkward silence before Isagi adds, “Um for your trouble waiting around…plus we can continue to talk if you wish?”

The man stares down before he walks forward, “I like ochazuke.”  He responds.

Isagi could take that as a yes then as he tries to catch up to the cold man.

As they were walking the taller man announces, “By the way I’m Rin.”

Oh…right his name. That sounded like his first name. Isagi wasn’t sure how to feel about that. But he didn’t want to wimp out, so he says his first as well, “Y-Yoichi.”

The man looks off to the distance with a bored expression, “If you’re not comfortable just give me a family name idiot.”

His face fumes a bit red, “I-Isagi!”

He hears Rin mumble, “Just say that the first time.”

With that the two awkwardly made their way towards Isagi’s home.

XxX

It dawned Isagi he just let a complete stranger he’s only met today enter his apartment. What is wrong with him? He sighs as he waits for the tea to finish cooking while he’s making the dish Rin requested. After the kettle went off he was able to finish the desired meal. Luckily Isagi had some left-over salmon from dinner last night. He also made sure to make extra for his lunch tomorrow.

As soon as Isagi puts the dish together he walks in with the bowls of food. He sees the man reading what looked to be a horror manga. Rin did look like the type to like that kind of thing. He was into very basic cartoony anime so he couldn’t say he’s ever thought of getting into something like that.

Isagi pushes that thought to the side as he sets the bowls down, “I’m sorry if it’s not good. I don’t make ochazuke that often.”

Rin simply sets the manga aside as he takes the chopstick and bowl and begins to eat. Isagi wasn’t sure what he was doing at this point. The object of his desires was across from him eating a meal he prepared. On the one hand he was extremely happy but on the other he was scared of his opinion. He had no idea what Rin’s deal was. Why did he agree to come here? Why did he take an interest in someone he considers insignificant?

After he swallows the food he sets the bowl down, “You said that I should have been used to that kind of attention. Similar to the women that gives me chocolates. So that leads me to believe you have an odd infatuation with me.”

Isagi wasn’t going to hide anything. He already knew there was no way in hell this guy would accept any form of romantic gesture. So he just shrugs leaning his head on his palm, “Yeah. Guess that’s one way of putting it. You’re hot. Simple as that.”

He felt the man peering at him, so he gazes up to see a cold stare, “So you have a gay crush on me?”

Isagi uses his other hand to point towards him, “Bingo!”

Rin now looks at him confused, “Why are you being so honest about it?”

Isagi chuckles, “Because I know there is no chance in hell you’ll recuperate my feelings. Like I said it was just a way to pass time on the train. I have an ordinary life. Go to work come home. Once in a while drink with my friends from my high school days. It may be ordinary, but it’s a good life. But sometimes it gets boring. So one day I see a really sexy college student and just couldn’t help but stare.” Isagi sits up grabbing his chopsticks before he takes a bite of the ochazuke.

Rin looks at him in thought, “So you were just using me to pass the time?”

Isagi couldn’t help but flinch, “When you say it like that you make it sound nefarious. I’m just a gay dude that saw a hot guy. No need to make into such a thing.”

Rin crosses his arms, “I’ve never even considered being with a man.”

Isagi tilts his head, “Well you don’t really have to. You either like men or you don’t. It’s like if you try to force me to be with a woman. It wouldn’t work cause I have zero interest. So if you have zero interest in men it won’t work.”

Rin looks to him, “What if I don’t have zero interest.”

Isagi’s eyes widen his face feeling very warm now, “Um well… I guess you would experiment to see where it goes…”

Suddenly Rin gets up and leans down towards Isagi locking their lips. The kiss was intense. It’s obvious that Rin is inexperienced. But he wasn’t bad at all. Just a little rough until he got the hang of the movement. Isagi was still a bit caught in the moment and didn’t really acknowledge this was happening. Part of him thinks he was dreaming, because no way in hell the object of his recent desires was kissing him right now.

Slowly Rin breaks the kiss stroking his thumb along his lips looking down in thought.

Isagi was still dazed from the encounter.

“Not bad.” Rin finally responds.

Isagi couldn’t help but sputtered, “W-Was that your first k-kiss?”

Rin shakes his head, “I kissed my ex-girlfriend back in middle school. But I didn’t kiss her a lot and found that whole relationship to be lackluster. The only reason I even went out with her was because it felt like it was the thing to do back then. But I never really had fun doing anything with her and didn’t have any desire that she had for me. If there ever was physical contact, she was the initiator.”

“I see…”

“You’re actually the first guy to openly confess to me. And I find I enjoy this experience more than the one with my ex-girlfriend.” He states coldly.

Isagi scratched his cheek dryly, “Um I guess I’m honored.”

Rin crosses his arms, “Maybe that’s why you’re different. I felt something was off when you made up all those dumbass excuses.” He sits back down eating the rest of the warm meal.

Isagi wasn’t sure what to make of this encounter at all. It was too dry and cold to be a dream so at least this is actually happening, “So… Are you thinking you might be gay?” he gently probes.

Rin sips the tea from the bowl before he answers, “Most likely. I honestly thought the way I look at men was me being competitive, but those might have been more complicated feelings back then. I’m also too focused on my scholarships and trying to get into an internship for engineering right now. So I never had time to self-reflect.”

Isagi nods, “Guess that makes sense. I’ve been with guys that sometimes didn’t know they were gay until they were in their thirties. Usually it’s because they lock out their desires for men to fit the status que.”

Rin glares, “I’m not as cowardly as those ingrates. I simply had better things to worry about than my sexual discovery. It changes nothing about my life other than a new way for me to blow off steam.”

Isagi laughs a little meekly, “I see. Well I’m glad I could help with that I guess…. I’m sure you’ll meet a nice boy at school.”

Rin gives him a cold stare, “Why would I look for someone when you’re right here stupid?”

Isagi’s eyes widen with shock, “E-Eh?”

“You’re the one that made me realize I’m gay. So you better take responsibility for this newfound desires idiot.” Rin gets up grabbing his bag.

“W-Wait a second!” he follows after the younger man as he walks out towards the entrance to his apartment.

Rin sits to put his shoes on ignoring him.

Isagi was getting flustered now, “W-We just met today!”

“So?”

“So!? So do you realize you’re proposing someone you just met to be your fuck buddy?!”

Rin looks back with a cold scowl, “I would never be something as trashy as a fuck buddy. You’re my boyfriend now.”

Isagi’s eyes popped out, “W-WHAT?! You can’t just- Huh!?”

Rin gets up turning back towards him leaning down once more to kiss him deeply before he parts, “See you later Yoichi.”

Isagi’s face was red as he grumbles, “I thought you said my family name was fine!?”

Rin tilts his head, “That was before we became boyfriends moron. I need to go home to work on my assignments. Later.” Rin left leaving Isagi there confused.

“What the fuck just happened?” He continued to question that for the rest of the night as he contemplates the whole interaction with the strange college student named Rin.

XxX

Isagi was at the bar drinking a bit more than usual, while his best friend Meguru couldn’t help but look at him with amusement. Usually it would be Meguru, Hyoma, and Rensuke. But sometimes either of them could be busy with real life stuff. So it was just him and Meguru today.

“You had a long week Yoichi?” Meguru leans against him.

Isagi blushes, “Kind of.”

“You don’t usually complain about work. So it must have something to do with your crush.” Meguru smirks.

Isagi blushes gripping his glass a little tight, “You could say that…”

Meguru and the rest of his high school friends were the only ones he really came out to about his sexual preference. So they were well informed about Rin.

The shorter man snickers, “So you actually confronted him?”

Isagi shakes his head, “No. He confronted me. I guess he caught on that I was staring at him…. And now well… one thing led to another, and he eventually ended up in my house.”

Meguru’s eyes widen, “Wow that’s surprising progress for you. So you guys get a little nasty or what?” Meguru wiggles his brows with a goofy smile,

Isagi pouts his cheeks flushed, “No. We just talked a bit… Then well… I guess I have a boyfriend now…”

Meguru froze, “Wait what? Boyfriend? That’s great Yoichi! I’m so glad he felt the same!”

Isagi sighs, “I don’t know man… I feel like I had whiplash after the whole exchanged. He’s so…cold and curt.”

“Well you did say he looked edgy.”

“I mean don’t get me wrong I’ve been around worst personalities. I’m just unsure how to be someone’s boyfriend.”

Meguru leans forward holding his chin with both palms, “Well you did it before in high school right?”

Isagi chuckles dryly, “I don’t really count that as a relationship. It was just both of us working off our sexual desires with each other. I barely remember his face.”

The shorter man sits up crossing his arms in thought tilting his head, “What about that one guy two years ago? I felt like we always saw him.”

Isagi shrugs, “Friends with benefits. Plus he’s married now.”

“The guy from a month ago?”

“Only saw him twice and after he said I love you to me, I ghosted him.”

Meguru stares at Isagi with a concern look, “I never realized how prickly you are with the men you’re with.”

Isagi shrugs, “I never had feelings for anyone before.”

“But you have feelings for this college kid?”

Isagi blushes, “I don’t know honestly. I’ve never been with a guy like Rin before. I usually like to be in control with the guys I’m with. But I feel like this kid is super rebellious and a bit of a stickler. I wouldn’t even know where to start with addressing physical affection…”

“Maybe hold back on the physical affection?”

Isagi looked at him like he was speaking another language, “Huh?”

Meguru tilts his head towards him, “You always rush to the sex with these guys and come out feeling empty. Maybe you should try slowing it down. I mean he likes you enough to go out with you right? So maybe get to know him before you guys do the deed.”

Isagi scratched his cheek, “I mean… I guess it wouldn’t hurt to try. If he gets bored I’m sure he’ll call off the relationship.”

“Right? There’s nothing to lose for you here.”

Isagi sips more of his beer thinking about it. It would be odd for Isagi to not immediately get sexual. But he didn’t think Rin would be happy to rush to that stage. Especially since he realized he was gay a couple of days ago.

He couldn’t help but feel a weird tightness in his chest at the thought of seeing Rin again.

Isagi wasn’t sure what to make of it. But maybe that was for the best. For now he’ll do what Meguru says and try this relationship thing for a sec. See how it goes.

Nothing to lose right?

XxX

 Isagi sighs as he gets ready to get on the train. It would be the first time he’d seen Rin since they’d become boyfriends. So he walks in a little stiff and sees Rin standing in his usual spot when the crowd is bad. So Isagi slowly makes his way to him. He takes a hold of the bar next to him, “Good morning….” He tries to greet.

Rin notices him and simply nods.

The two stood there in silence while Rin was on his phone and Isagi tried to not feel weird.

“You have LINE?” a monotone voice broke through his thoughts.

Isagi looks to Rin answering, “Y-Yeah.”

“Can I have it?”

Isagi wasn’t sure how to feel. The way Rin talked to him was so cold. Were they really boyfriends?

He nods, “S-Sure.” He answers while he gives Rin his number and he hears a ping from his phone. He immediately added him.

“So…you said you’re working on your internship for engineering?” Isagi decides to probe. He at least wanted to get to know his odd new boyfriend.

Rin puts his free hand into his pocket, “Yeah. I want to go into industrial engineering. I’m hoping to get an internship in either Canada or New Zealand.”

Isagi couldn’t help but look at him impressed, “That would be a cool experience. I honestly would have thought Germany would be the place to go.”

Rin doesn’t respond as they reached his stop, “Later Yoichi.” He walks out.

Isagi couldn’t help but feel weird. Was that really it? That felt like two strangers getting to know each other rather than two boyfriends spending time together before they start their day.

Does Rin even like him?

He wasn’t sure what to make of this odd encounter.

“I don’t understand this guy…” he mutters. Was he missing something? Isagi knows he’s the last person to know anything about dating someone. But this felt like odd behavior towards your boyfriend.

XxX

Their mornings continued to go on like that with Isagi starting conversations while Rin just answers and doesn’t say anything else. He even tried to talk to him on LINE about things but it just felt like he was pulling teeth just to get any interaction with Rin.

Isagi wasn’t sure if their strange relationship was working. Even if he goes at the fast pace he was used to going with his partners, he doesn’t think it would end well either. He just felt so lost. Rin was an enigma of a person he couldn’t wrap his head around. He has an interest in him, but he acts like he could take or leave Isagi. He calls him by his first name but treats him like an acquaintance. Rin insisted they become boyfriends, but he has done nothing to show they were anything close to that.

What was Rin getting out of this?

That was until one night while he was home, he got a message.

Rin: I’m at your door.

Isagi nearly jumps when he goes to the front door and sees Rin there in a black turtleneck and tight jeans. It wasn’t fair how hot he was.

“Um… Is everything alright?” Isagi asks seeing how it’s been over a week since they started this odd relationship, and this was the first real initiative move that Rin has made since their goodbye kiss.

“You want to get something to eat?” Rin asks.

Wait was he asking Isagi on a date? It wasn’t too late, so it’s possible.

“Um sure. Let me get dressed.” He goes to find something to wear. But he felt lost since he didn’t really go out on dates that often. So he picks a light green long sleeve and some black jeans and convers. Hopefully this was alright for a date.  

The two made their way towards the train Rin taking the lead since he was the one to ask him out.

Isagi decided to ask, “Are you finished with your assignments for the week?”

Rin nods, “I don’t really have to worry about tests since those are easy. But assignments can be a lot, especially with my major.”

Isagi nods, “I remember those days. Never fun.”

Rin turns down towards him, “How long has it been since you’ve been in school?”

Isagi was a little surprised by that question seeing how Rin wasn’t the type to question Isagi about his life, “Um I think it’s been a couple of years since I graduated college.”

“If it wasn’t for your suit I would have thought you were in  high school.” Rin states rudely.

Isagi couldn’t help but glare, “Well not all of us can be giants like you.”

Rin simply shrugs when the next stop came he steps out and Isagi follows. The two made their way towards a small restaurant. It was a barbecue place. Isagi couldn’t help but feel his mouth water a bit. It’s been a while since he’s been able to indulge in any meat especially barbecue.  

They grabbed a table in a secluded corner, Isagi stared at Rin again. He really was handsome. Isagi looks down at his menu as he’s wondering how he got a guy like this as his boyfriend?

He decided since they finally had a chance to talk again he wanted to see what was going on inside Rin’s head.

“Why did you want to start dating me?” He didn’t look away from his menu. Isagi still didn’t understand why Rin would be interested in dating. He seemed so focused on his major. Even if he’s trying right now, how long would that last before they go back to barely acknowledging each other?

Rin simply stares down at his menu before staring in Isagi’s eyes, “There's something about you that bothers me. It’s the same vibe I feel whenever I'm around my older brother.”

Isagi couldn’t help but chuckle dryly, “Do you have a brother complex?”

But suddenly Isagi feels a sharp coldness as he looks to see the man has a tight fist trembling, “No. I actually fucking hate him. Shitty older brother.”

Isagi was really confused now as he lightly raises a hand like he was in class, “Um well then why would you want to date someone that reminds you of your brother?”

Rin shrugs, “Beats me. And you two are completely different but there’s something about you that pisses me off the same way he does.”

Isagi was losing his mind, “Again why would you date someone like me then?” He takes a sip of his water.

Rin simply tilts his head, “Well when we kissed my dick got hard.”

Isagi chokes on his water now coughing so hard, some of it spills along his chin as he tries to gather himself.

Rin looks perplex at his reaction like it was known information and Isagi is an idiot for being surprised, “You’re really a dumbass.”

Isagi glares wiping his face with a napkin, “No this is a normal reaction. You have absolutely zero tact you know that?!”

Rin simply shrugs before pointing at the menu, “I want beef.”

Isagi knows by now once Rin moves on from a topic that was it. So Isagi simply nods seeing how he doesn’t indulge in having beef that often unless it was instant curry.

After ordering their meal and receiving their food the conversation continued, “So any hobbies?” Isagi asks.

Rin simply shrugs, “I just like reading horror novels and manga. Sometimes I watch horror movies.”

Isagi smiles stiffly, “You really a horror nerd huh?”

The tall college student leans against his palm as he stares at the sizzling meat, “Real life is boring. I like getting into the mind of a monster or psychopath. Makes life feel more exciting from their perspective compared to reality.”

Isagi looks up in thought, “I guess I get that. But I’m a coward with scary things. I hated it whenever my classmates forced me to go into haunted houses back in the day.”

Rin looks at him with a pitied gaze, “You’re pathetic.”

Isagi couldn’t help but slump, “And you’re crazy…. You know I may have no real experience dating a man, but I know their not as weird and distant as you are Rin.”

The taller man sits up, “I don’t know anything about dating, so I don’t know what you’re expectations are. So I would get over it if I were you.”

Isagi sighs, “Do you even like me? You say I’m annoying and sure I may have made your dick hard, but it could be that you’re not used to human interaction so maybe it was a fluke?”

Rin takes the cooked meat from the grill eating it before answering, “Then lets fuck and find out.”

Isagi blushes. But he couldn’t say he was surprised to have such a crazy suggestion to come from the man, so Isagi chews his cooked meat, “Sure man. We’ll do it after we head back to my place.”

Rin simply nods as the two continued the awkward date. Isagi was numb to Rin’s odd behavior at this point.

XxX

Isagi was in the shower prepping himself for his boyfriend who was waiting in his bedroom for him, for some reason despite how callously Rin suggested the sexual activity, it didn’t feel as cold as the man himself. Isagi walks out of the shower drying himself off. He puts on his shirt and boxers before slowly walking to the his bedroom where Rin was waiting. Rin IS still clothed in his sexy outfit.

The college student leans back before motioning for Isagi to come closer. Like a moth to a flame Isagi goes to Rin and slowly gets onto the bed caging the man between his legs before he wraps his arms around Rin’s neck, “Its so crazy how fucking hot you are.”

Rin doesn’t respond and simply kisses Isagi hard and Isagi kisses back more intense not wanting to lose to the man. There was a weird competition between the two. Neither wanted to give up control.  Isagi grips the back of his head roughly pulling his hair pulling him off, “Take off your shirt brat.”

Rin glares not moving and instead of stripping his shirt, he rips off Isagi's boxers tearing the clothing making Isagi gasp shocked by such a brutish response, “What the fuck man!?”

Rin simply glares, “If you want my shirt off take it off yourself Yoichi.”

Isagi couldn’t help but smile at the dark desire in this strange man’s eyes. Isagi tries to take off his shirt, but he’s stopped by Rin who is biting his neck and clawing his ass cheeks.

Isagi’s dick is so hard from the intense pressure from Rin’s mouth on him, he manages to get him off by pulling him off hard and noticed the red drool along his mouth, “No wonder you like horror, you’re a fucking monster yourself.”

Rin simply kisses him roughly his tongue so long and deep down his throat he almost feels like Rin was licking his tonsils. He’s fucking crazy, Isagi feels like this man could swallow him whole if he allowed it. No one has ever made him feel this out of control and raw as much as Rin has. He pulls the hem of his turtleneck pulling it from behind before finally forcing them apart pulling the shirt off of the intense man.

Isagi and him were both panting, Isagi couldn’t help but notice how disheveled he looked and how his tongue was still hanging out with so much drool along his jaw. He looked like a crazed maniac and Isagi loved it.

Isagi whispers, “God I want you inside me...”

Rin simply pushes him onto his back flipping their positions as he pulls Isagi until his bottom half is pulled along Rin’s chest his ass below his chin, Isagi’s eyes widen, there’s no way in hell Rin would be interested in anilingus right? Isagi was Rin’s first and only boyfriend, so he wouldn’t want to do something so gay for their first time. Most guys he slept with who were gayer than Rin have zero interest in such a debaucherous act.

But Isagi was proven wrong when Rin dives in with no hesitation his tongue buried inside his whole licking him like a crazed freak making Isagi curl his toes moaning so loud since this was the first time a guy has done this to him.

The older man moans out, “Holy fuck you’re crazy!”

Rin mumbles against his anus, “You’re the one who wanted me inside you Yoichi.. “ He goes back in moving his tongue in circles inside him.

Isagi arches his back his dick squirting pre-cum along his stomach as he feels Rin hit his nerve, “I meant your dick you monster!”

Rin only spreads him wider making Isagi’s head feel feverish, he’s never been this torn apart by another man in his life.  Despite the inexperience Rin has, he was so sure of what he wanted it was so fucking hot. Most men were skittish and worried since everyone Isagi has slept with were in the closet or submissive to his sexual advances.  After this he could never go back to fucking pathetic men like that, no wonder he never settled, he needed a man like Rin to satisfy this burning hunger inside him, someone that wants to devour him as much as Isagi devours the men he interacts with.

The shorter man uses his legs to push Rin off which was a struggle since Rin was instant on exploring every inch of his cavity, “Stop already you fucking freak, I want your dick.”

Rin simply grips his ankle tightly crushing him, “Who the fuck are you to order me around. I wasn’t done.”

Isagi pushes them apart so he could have a better grip sitting up staring up at the man with his piercing blue eyes, “I don’t give a fuck you sloppy creep. Give me your cock before I tie you to this bed and ride you myself.”

Rin simply stares before he goes into his pocket grabbing a condom ripping it open before sliding it on as he was prepping Isagi was spreading his whole wider before using the rest of the lube on Rin’s huge cock. Because of course Rin was huge, this guy really pisses him off in the sexiest way.

Rin guides his cock until his tip slips inside with ease before he slowly pushes himself at first he was going to thrust fully in but before he could add another inch Isagi chokes him, “Calm down you brute! Your dick is gonna tear me in half you rush it!”

The taller man tilts his head, “Didn’t think you were this fragile Yoichi.”

Isagi glares up at him, “Unless you want to take me to the hospital and explain to the doctor why my anus is fractured I suggest you take it slow you drooling buffoon!” because the man didn’t bother to wipe away the drool along his cheek. Isagi was discovering how unkempt his boyfriend truly was, this guy was a different level of crazy.

After a couple of long minutes of Isagi literally holding the man back since despite his warnings Rin tries to thrust in all the way ever time Isagi was slowly ready for another inch.

Isagi teary eye from the pain glares at the man, “You’re really a fucking impatient shithead you know that?”

But Isagi was shocked when he looked up and saw Rin’s tongue lolled out and drool once more, seriously was this guy a beast, what was wrong with him? But he looked to be in another world entirely.

Suddenly Rin grunts out, “Hot and tight…. Good…”

Isagi smirks devilishly at this, there was always a weird sense of superiority he felt whenever a guy fucked him. It’s been a while, so he was probably really tight, plus Rin is huge and probably a virgin that was reaching nirvana for the first time. It was so easy for Tops to feel good, that’s why Isagi relishes in the bottom because not many men could do it. Isagi always wanted to do things the hard way.

He smirks as he tightens around the hot length inside me, “Are you gonna cum you virgin or are you gonna actually fuck me?”

Rin glares before placing his hand against Isagi’s mouth, “Shut the fuck up you brat.”

Isagi pushes his hand off of his mouth, “You’re the one frozen like a statue. Do something already you asshole!”

Rin glares his teeth flaring as he growls taking a hold behind Isagi’s knees gripping them, “You want this dick? I’ll kill you with it fucker.”

Isagi sticks his tongue out at him, “Hurry before I fall asleep. My dildos are more entertaining than you.” He knew he was asking for it, and if he wasn’t carful Rin might actually kill him.

The dark part of him almost wanted that death.

Maybe he was just as crazy as Rin.

Rin pushes Isagi in half as the shorter man’s legs hang off of Rin’s shoulders before Rin pulls out before thrust in and out in a breakneck pace and the angle he was fucking him it was straight on his prostate.

Isagi’s eyes crossed in pleasure caught off guard because how the fuck is this guy fucking him better than any sexual partner he’s ever been with, if he wasn’t careful he would get addicted to this intensity. Every man before Rin is too scared to fuck him this hard, thinking they'll hurt Isagi. The only way Isagi is fucked this rough and good is when he’s riding someone’s pathetic cock.

But not Rin.

He knew exactly how to move inside him, sure he has zero rhythm and Isagi is sure the guy is hundred percent moving by instinct alone, but he was so good and such a natural lover. Their sexual chemistry was off the charts.

Rin thrust inside with such hard intensity he slowly pushes against the headboard of his bed he had to push back against the wooden board, so Rin doesn’t push his head against it.

Rin sees this and maneuvers them until his back is slammed along the headboard and Rin’s arms are hugging Isagi’s thighs as he fucks him harder slamming his hips up making his cock stab his prostate making Isagi’s cock spray cum tightening around the heated erection still thrusting inside him despite how sensitive Isagi is from his orgasm.

Isagi is shaking slowly trying to stop him by pushing his shoulders, “W-Wait! Please…”

Rin stares and stops but doesn’t pull out, Rin’s cock was so hard Isagi couldn’t help but rub his slower abdomen against the hard cock the was twitching inside him.

“God you’re so fucking hard….”

Rin is panting his chin still wet with saliva as he’s staring at Isagi with such intensity he feels like he’s dissecting Isagi’s being with his callus teal eyes. Like the monster wasn’t done devouring him.

Isagi has a manic smirk of his own as he takes a hold of his hair roughly as he leans over to Rin’s ears whispering against them, “How does it feel. Having sex with a man?”

Rin simply tightens his hold on his thighs he feels Rin’s sharp nails, “I would enjoy it more if you didn’t keep stopping me you shit.”

Isagi smirks biting his ear before licking along the lobe, “You’re like an impatient dog ready to eat.”

Rin bites his neck once more adding another mark next to the rest before mumbling against his skin, “I just know what I like and want. And I want to cum.”

Isagi pushes back staring straight into the face of the beast himself, “Then devour me. “

Rin presses hard kissing him rough as he fucks him faster as Isagi grips his hair holding on for dear life focusing on Rin’s pleasure as he thrusts in him even harder than before. His ass was going to be battered and bruised and Isagi couldn’t be happier.

Rin grunts before bucking forward hard cumming up inside Isagi the release shielded by the condom. Even with the condom from how long he was cumming Isagi knew that the load was huge.

Isagi laughs, “Holy shit you were pent up.”

Rin grunts, “Shut the fuck up.”

Isagi laughs as he kisses along his jaw as he finishes.

Finally Rin slumps forward leaning against the head post and Isagi enjoying the post coital atmosphere. Both men relaxed. Rin slowly sits up looking down at the man, “Ready Yoichi?”

Isagi smirks knowing it was going to be a long night, “Fuck yes.”

Isagi knew that there was no going back to mediocre sex after Rin. The weird college student has ruined sex forever for Isagi.

And he couldn’t be happier.

XxX

Both Rin and Isagi were in boxers wet from their shower as they were eating ramen cups after finally being done both men looked like they eft a bar fight from all the bruises along their bodies. The two spent a nearly two hours fucking each other. Isagi was lucky if he could get ten minutes from his partners. \

After swallowing his hot noodles Isagi asks Rin, “So I know this might sound dumb but do you like gay sex?”

Rin without looking at him simply answers, “Obviously I more than liked it Yoichi.”

Isagi sets his bowl aside leaning against his knuckles staring up at the enticing man, “You’re really a crazy guy, you know that.”

Rin simply tilts his head, “By societal standards that’s probably true.”

Isagi laughs at such a blunt response, “But…I think I like you even more after tonight.”

Rin simply looks at Isagi before setting his bowl down kissing Isagi hard before whispering against his lips, “I’ll stay the night since it’s late.”

Isagi responds, “Okay….”

Isagi has no idea how long this sporadic relationship will last with a guy as weird and off the wall freak like Rin. But that’s okay.

Isagi will gladly continue this madness with Rin because after their time together Isagi realizes he was probably as bat shit crazy as Rin.

And no other man will ever compare.

END