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You stared up at his pale angelic face, a smile creeping to your light pink lips, but it was one that was sad. He had gone to far, you had failed to save him from his worse enemy...himself.
“You're just like the rest” he spat, he rose from his throne, one that he had taken.
He walked gracefully towards you until he was mere inches from your face, his green eyes looking into your very essence. His face held anger, but his eyes always held sadness, pain and loneliness. The urge to touch his cheek overtook you as you steadily reached up with your [skin colour] right hand and stroked his right cheek softly. His anger faulted slightly into one of shock, he closed his eyes and leaned into your touch, breathing heavily out.
He stepped back and straightened his back up, returning to his angry demeanour.
“I'm sorry Loki” you whispered, your hovering hand of where his cheek just was slowly went back down to your side, you looked down at your feet, hearing him sigh.
“You betray me like the rest” He spoke, steadily lifting your chin up to look into his eyes, they held sadness.
“I wish I could save you, from yourself” you spoke tears threatening to pour from out of your eyes.
He let go of your chin and stepped back scoffing as he did. He smirked down at you, evil now gracing his presence even his eyes.
“I do not need saving, especially from a mere servant wench” he spat.
“Loki” you whispered moving towards him.
“It’s my Lord to you servant” he growled moving back to sit on his throne, but he didn't instead he stood tall his back turned to you.
“My Lord” you corrected yourself, standing stiff, fiddling with your hands.
You looked up at his back with your [eye colour] eyes now holding tears at the corners.
“I miss the old you, do you remember?” you whispered frightened of angering him. You looked down at your feet again hoping with all of your heart that reminiscing about the past would make him see sense.
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Flashback
Laughter erupted from your throat as you ran as fast as your legs could carry you. You could hear Thor shouting after you.
“Get back here [name]” he roared.
You laughed even more and turned to look at his distant figure, his hair once golden was now completely brown with mud all over his face. You had pushed him into mud and legged it, you and Thor had a good friendship, even though you were a servant girl Thor enjoyed your presence, but he most certainly didn't enjoy the pranks.
You had finally escaped from him, luckily you were quite the fast runner, a smirk formed upon your lips as you kept running, before you looked back to where you were going you bumped into something or should I say someone as you fell flat on your bum.
“Ow, what the…” you looked up to see none other than Loki smirking down at you, you blushed. It was true you had fancied the prince of mischief for a very long time, but knew a mere servant girl couldn't love a prince.
He helped you up, looking into your [eye colour] eyes. “You should watch where you're going, [name]” he spoke softly sending shivers up your spine.
“I’m so sorry my Lo…” you froze as you realized he had called you by your first name and blushed deeply, hoping he wouldn't notice, but by the growing of his smirk he had.
He walked closer towards you, now inches away from you, you froze even more, staring at his lips, knowing it was wrong you dared look into his beautiful green eyes.
“M..my Lord” you stuttered out, mentally hitting yourself. He reached up and you closed your eyes, to reopen them confused, he had now stepped back.
“You had something stuck in your hair” He spoke, smirking at you. Oh god it was such an arrogant smirk but you couldn't help find it ever so hot.
You touched your [hair colour] hair and smiled up at him nervously.
“Thank you my Lord” you spoke slightly bowing.
You looked at him, waiting for him to dismiss you.
“Please call me Loki” he spoke looking into your eyes, your soul. Your heart fluttered.
“Loki” you whispered, smiling as his name so easily left your lips.
“I saw what you did to my idiot brother back there, I'm impressed” he smirked, you looked at him shock written on your features, before a devious smirk formed on your face.
“Shall we cause mischief together?” He questioned you, still smirking, all you could do was nod.
And that was the start of your friendship.
End of flashback.
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He turned to look down at you, you lifted your head up staring into his eyes.
“I remember an annoyance of a girl following me” he spat, anger never leaving his features.
You frowned, it was hopeless he was to far gone, darkness had shrouded his judgement, tears were now clearly pouring down your [skin colour] face.
“You could be by my side, but instead you choose to go against me” he spoke lowly.
“I would and have followed you through so much Lo..my Lord” you spoke softly.
“Yet now you decide to betray me” he boomed, getting angrier.
“I can't…” you choked on your own words now looking into his eyes, tears blurring his figure.
“You're useless” he spoke, your heart broke.
He moved towards you, stopping in front of you. His once beautiful features looked tired and worn out, still he was handsome, even though he had hurt you so much your heart fluttered looking at him, he truly was a God.
He walked past you, stopping just behind you.
“You can starve in the dungeons for betraying me, like the rest who have” He spoke lowly.
Before he could even leave the grand hall, you without thinking hugged him from behind, his body stiffened but he didn't push you away he stood still breathing heavily. You nudged your head into his back.
“I will always love you Loki” you whispered, he stopped breathing for what felt like hours but was only a minute, he turned around so you were hugging him from the front, face plastered into his chest.
He removed you from himself and stared at you in deep thought, like he was contemplating what to say next.
“If you truly love me then stay by my side, be loyal to me and you will forever be mine” he spoke staring at you seriously.
Your brows furrowed knowing you couldn't, you couldn't watch innocent people suffer, hearing their terrified screams piercing your ears. You just couldn't.
You held back more tears and stared at him.
“I have followed you for so long, through all the madness and betrayal. I was there when you couldn't handle the truth, I was there when you needed a shoulder to cry on, I was there when everyone had lost hope with you. I understood your anger, your sadness and most of all your loneliness, I tried my hardest to change that to be your company, to be your friend, your lover and most of all your soul mate. But if this is who you truly are then I can no longer follow you...into darkness.” You spoke softly, catching your breath you looked down, the pain rushing through your body, a broken heart can cause immense pain.
Loki lifted your chin up and looked into your [eye colour] eyes, he moved down slightly till he was only mere inches from your face, he smiled slightly. You went to speak but before you could he had already crashed his lips onto yours, it wasn't aggressive like you had expected it was sweet and calm, but very short. He pulled away leaving an empty coldness.
“I love you [name]” he spoke, turning his back to you. He looked over his shoulder to you.
“But you have betrayed me and still refuse to be by my side” he spoke lowly.
You knew deep down that he wouldn't change for you and you knew that this was your fate. It was a sad one at that but one you had accepted. You nodded.
“I know, my Lord” you softly whispered.
He turned his back to you and carried on walking out of the grand hall, never turning back to you, not even to say goodbye.
You smiled as you remembered all the fond memories you held with him and you promised yourself you'd never forget the old Loki. The one that loved, laughed and most of all truly loved you.
Guards swiftly took you to the dungeons, it was dark and damp and you knew this would be your life from now on, tears brimmed your eyes, but you smiled none the less. Some say you were a fool for loving such a monster, but they didn't know him like you did.
A mere servant girl and a prince could love after all, even if it was only for a short while.
End.