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There's no secret that there's chemistry between Oliver and Ryan. Everyone can see it, even the fans see it. Oliver and Ryan know there's chemistry between them, they thrive off of it. But lately, Oliver has been looking at Ryan differently. There's something about Ryan that keeps drawing Oliver in. It's not like he doesn't want to, it's the opposite, he wants to be drawn in. He wants to melt into his embrace. Have Ryan in his arms when he wakes up in the morning and see his beautiful face. He's sure Ryan feels the same with the quick look always when Oliver catches him looking. The quiet nights they have with just the two of them.
The closeness between them on and off set. Which makes Oliver not help but wonder about their characters. How much the two of them are so similar to them, yes, he's aware Eddie was made specifically for Ryan. But Oliver can't tell when Buck begins or ends. He's not complaining though because it helps bring out more of the character. Oliver’s first thought is that it's because the show has brought them together. But he realized over the past few months that he has been wrong. He now knows that they're entwined with each other, like they need each other to live.
Which is part of the reason why Oliver is driving to Ryan’s house five in the morning. He can't sleep, can't shake off the thoughts, can't get Ryan out of his head. So, he gathered up his dogs into his van and took off to Ryan’s house. He just hopes Ryan won't kill him for waking him up early when they don't have to be on set till noon. But he doesn't dwell on it too much as he pulls into Ryan’s driveway. He gets out and gets his dogs out before he goes up to the door and knocks. He keeps looking up at the camera in case Ryan is checking who's knocking on the door. There's a story to the cameras, but for a different time.
He looks back to the door when he hears it being unlocked. The door opens and exposes a clearly just woken up Ryan, who's rubbing his eyes. Oliver bites his lip as his dogs start jumping on Ryan to get his attention. Oliver swears that Jade and Ryan are way too alike in ways, even though Ryan denies it. Don't let Ryan fool you, Oliver has seen Ryan and Jade act like kids around each other as well come off as divas.
“What brings you here so early?” Ryan says, bringing Oliver back to reality.
“Can we talk?” Oliver asks, tilting his head to the side.
“Not ending our friendship?” Ryan asks.
Oliver's heart breaks when Ryan says that when one of his friends asks to talk.
“No, hell no. I just have a few realizations and I need to tell you,” Oliver says as he lets himself inside.
Ryan waits till the dogs are in before closing the door and locking it again. While Ryan does this, Oliver makes himself comfortable on the couch. Oliver looks at the couch and notices the messed up blanket and pillows. He looks up at Ryan, with an unimpressed look and an arched eyebrow.
“Ryan, what did I say about sleeping on the couch? Why are you sleeping on the couch?” Oliver asks as Ryan sits down beside him.
“No reason,” Ryan mumbles as he messes with the blanket.
“Do you have someone here? Do I need to investigate?” Oliver asks, knowing Ryan wouldn't do that.
“No! Okay, I was watching a tv show and I got into it and it was one of the tv shows you can't stop watching. But when I realized the time, I didn't have the energy to go to bed so I fell asleep on the couch, which I was asleep by midnight,” Ryan says, throwing the blanket at Oliver.
Oliver laughs as he takes the blanket and throws it over the back of the couch. Oliver looks back at Ryan and can't help but notice how gorgeous he looks. All sleepy and mussed hair, oversized sweater, and soft looking sweatpants. Oliver has to fight the urge to lunge forwards and kiss Ryan. Ryan rubs his eyes again before locking them on Oliver.
“Oli, are you here with me?” Ryan asks with a smile.
“Yeah,” Oliver says, getting out of his thoughts of kissing his best friend.
“What did you want to talk about?” Ryan asks.
“Okay, I need to stay silent till I get everything I need to say out, okay?” Oliver asks.
Ryan makes a zipping sound on his lips with his fingers, making Oliver laugh a little.
“I'm in love with you. I want to be with you so fucking badly. You make me feel crazy and I just want to lock you up and keep you to myself. I know this all sounds crazy, but it's the truth. We have so much history and chemistry together, probably more than most co-workers and friends. And I know about the hate you get and everything, I know that we had a divorce era, I know how you see yourself, I know about your past, I know about your toxic relationships you had, I know how those relationships treated you, I know you better than anyone. I see you trying to get better everyday, I see how you're transferring into this more bright person. I see how you work so hard to get things perfect. I see how you're talent is shining so fucking bright. I get so fucking jealous over you when Kenny posts something, when everyone’s attention is on you because I want your attention. I take all these shirtless pictures and tag you so I can get your attention, I delete them once I do. I post and delete thirst traps to get your attention. I fucking do so many things that I know will get your attention. What this whole thing I'm trying to say is that, I'm in love with you and I have been for a long time without realizing it,” Oliver says, looking into Ryan’s eyes desperately.
Ryan looks at Oliver but he doesn't say anything, which Oliver quickly realizes why.
“Fucking speak! Tell me what you're thinking!” Oliver says.
“You have no idea how long I've been waiting for you to say that. I'm in love with you as well. I have been for I don't know how long. I don't know how I can top that, but I can try. You drive me fucking crazy with everything you do. You're so confident, you're not afraid to speak your mind. You constantly post the hottest shit ever. I want your attention just as much, I want you in every way that I can. You're right, we did go through a divorce era, but we're back to where we belong. We belong together, we have chemistry, we have history. No one can beat the chemistry between us in my opinion. I want to do so much with you, I want to love you and be loved back. I've watched you grow into the guy you are today and I fucking love you. I'll do anything hobby or diet or activity with you because you want to do it, I fucking love you,” Ryan says, staring at Oliver in the eyes.
Oliver lunges forwards and pulls Eddie into a deep kiss. They fall backwards onto the couch without breaking the kiss. The kiss is magical and everything they thought it would be. The kiss is sensual and slow, like they got the whole time in the world to do this. They both feel like they're where they belong, melting against one another. Their hands start to wander each other's body before Ryan's hands land on Oliver’s biceps as Oliver’s hands continue to roam underneath Ryan's sweater. Ryan moans into the kiss when Oliver brushes against his nipples.
“Fuck, you sound so fucking good,” Oliver says with their lips still touching.
Ryan cups Oliver's face and pulls him down into one more kiss before pushing Oliver up a little.
“I would continue, but we got work at noon today and I would love to get more sleep,” Ryan says, looking into Oliver's eyes.
Oliver smiles as he leans down and gives Ryan one more kiss.
“Where does this leave us?” Oliver asks, still hovering over Ryan.
“Where do you want it to leave us?” Ryan asks.
“Boyfriends,” Oliver says.
“Then we're boyfriends,” Ryan says with a smile.
Oliver smiles as well as he leans down and kisses Ryan before sitting up. He only sits up to fall on the other side of the couch. He smiles when he feels Ryan climbing over him. He waits till Ryan is situated on him before throwing the blanket back over them. He leaves a kiss on top of Ryan's head before the two of them fall to sleep.
After a long day of filming and interesting questions from their friends, Ryan and Oliver finally stumble into Oliver’s house. Oliver is leaving wet kisses on Ryan's neck. They both know Ryan isn't walking from this without any marks and they're prepared to answer more questions.
“Oli,” Ryan says breathlessly as he digs his nails into Oliver's biceps.
Oliver pulls away and stares into Ryan’s dilated eyes. Oliver rests their foreheads together and closes his eyes as he feels Ryan's fingers clenching his shirt.
“Did I go too far?” Ryan asks in the most heartbreaking voice Oliver has ever heard.
“No, fuck no. I just need a minute so I don't jump you right here in the entryway,” Oliver says, pulling back a little.
Ryan just laughs which has Oliver smiling like he just won the lottery. Oliver feels like he did win the lottery by taking Ryan off the market.
“Just sayin, I wouldn't mind you jumping me,” Ryan says, bringing Oliver back to reality.
Ryan squeaks when Oliver picks him up by the thighs. Ryan locks his legs around Oliver’s waist as his arms go around his neck. Oliver's hands grips Ryan's ass as he walks them to the bedroom.
“Then you better be prepared,” Oliver says with a smirk as he closes the door with his foot.
“Oh, I definitely am,” Ryan says.
Oliver just smirks before throwing Ryan on the bed.
“Good, cause you're not leaving this bed till I say so. You're mine now Ryan Guzman,” Oliver teases.
Ryan just smiles up at him as he winds his arms around Oliver's neck.
“Good, because I really want you to wreck me,” Ryan says with a pout.
Oliver just smirks as he dives in and starts kissing Ryan again. Ryan almost immediately melts into the kiss. Their hands start to wander again and this time, neither of them stops. Ryan knows Oliver to check in and Oliver knows Ryan will let him know when to start and vice versa. Oliver takes his time kissing Ryan because he has a full night planned for the two of them. Ryan just follows Oliver's lead because he's ready for whatever Oliver has planned.
“Oli,” Ryan says breathlessly as Oliver leaves wet kisses down Ryan's neck.
“I got you baby, just lay there and enjoy yourself,” Oliver says against his neck.
Ryan shivers but he melts against the mattress. He knows Oliver is going to take his time, especially with how he's attacking his neck and moving down to his collarbone. Ryan keeps a hand in Oliver's hair, just so that he has something to hold onto. Oliver pulls away from his collarbone and stares down at Ryan. The look in Oliver's eyes has him more excited for what is going to come.
“Do you want to stop?” Oliver asks.
‘“No. Now fucking wreck me, please,” Ryan says with wide eyes.
“Fuck, can't deny those eyes anything,” Oliver says, going back down to attack Ryan's collarbone.
Ryan just lays there and accepts everything Oliver has because he's excited for everything that's gonna happen that night.