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Chan was trying to compose a new song, has been trying for the past 3 hours and failing miserably, every note he arranged made him think about Minho.
Because Minho is a late bloomer.
He just can't stop thinking about him.
When he joined JYPE he didn't have a tag, no one bothered him about it and he was able to join the survival show to debut in their newest boy group.
Chan gets told that maybe he should wait for Minho to present since he was just 18 at the time, the thing is they don't know how long it would take and they only have two weeks before they start filming, the selected trainees consisted only on alphas and betas so when he joined they were worried about him presenting as an alpha cause he may have troubles doubling down under another alpha without knowing each other properly, but Chan goes against them and still includes him, they even eliminated him on the show.
He expressed his disappointment about it and they thankfully debuted them all together.
They made their debut and years later, after rising to stardom, breaking multiple records, and releasing the music they wanted, he finally presents, as an omega no less.
When everybody thought he was a beta, no one was ready.
But Chan is worried, omegas are not that common, heck omegas are rare, even more so in the industry, so he does worry and does the most research he can.
It's amazing how many years went by and Minho never presented, he was treated as a beta just for the sake of it. The maximum age to present is twenty, twenty-one at most, everyone who doesn't present between those ages gets declared as a beta and treated as one.
As the leader Chan has to know how to deal with this and he knows it’s harder for Minho to deal with it. Thank god it happened after their Dome tour, just a couple of days after Min’s 25th birthday.
It was weird cause while Minho has always been shy to show Chan any affection, at least in front of the cameras, that year he was more open to Chan’s physical touches, there were so many instances where Chris was surprised by Lee Know’s acceptance.
Then their tour ended and they were back at their dorms maybe was the fact that they were already established in the industry so there wasn't much worry about them not fulfilling expectations, Chan thinks the stress, the pressure, or the fear of uncertainty may have stopped Minho’s wolf from presenting, he was put under so much stress at such a young age.
And maybe now Minho’s wolf was finally feeling safe enough to present.
Chan crashed at Minho’s dorm that day, something was pulling at him, calling for him to stay close to him.
At first, he just thought his wolf wanted to stay with the pack, all of them under one roof but then Hyunjin and Han left, Changbin stayed though, he said he also felt the need to be there.
He was playing Mario Kart with Seungmin and I.N.
Minho came out of his room and sat down on the sofa beside Chan. They started talking about the tour and how happy they were and what they would like to do on their next one.
Lino looked pretty under the TV lights, bare-faced and big boba eyes, Chris has always found him handsome but tonight he looked beautiful.
He has found himself staring more and more at him like he’s not physically able to stop himself from looking at him or touching him — especially when he acts cute, Chan is unable to resist when he acts cute and innocent — his personal maknae.
They talked until midnight, and the rest of the members went to sleep, Binnie crashed into the living room in front of the TV, Chris told him he could use the sofa but he refused, so he slept there.
Minho said his good nights and went to his room to sleep, Chan’s gaze following him. There was something about Minho tonight, demanding his attention, he just couldn’t quite point it out.
He’s way too tired to give it much thought.
He falls asleep, an uncomfortable feeling lying in his stomach, he turns around and turns again and again, which he subconsciously knows is not normal, when he wakes up it feels like he’s been sleeping for months, his head feels so heavy like he’s on a fog, almost giving him the same feeling as the first day of his rut, hazy is the word.
He sits up, slowly blinking away the sleepiness and his brain finally catches up with his nose, so that’s what woke him up, that delicious smell of vanilla.
He takes a big breath, letting his lungs fill up with the fragrance.
He follows the smell and stops in front of Minho’s door.
His hand grabs the doorknob but doesn't turn it, in the back of his mind he knows what this means, he knows Minho is presenting but the dominant part of his wolf brain is saying mate, mate, mate.
Omega.
His omega.
His.
He tries so hard to be strong, to not open the door and leave but his legs won't move, his hand won't let go of the doorknob.
And then he hears it. Minho is in pain a pitiful moan leaving his lips and he can help, he can make it better.
Chan can make him feel better.
He turns the doorknob and opens the door slightly until the essence of Lino surrounds him completely, it feels like a punch to the gut, it’s disorienting, intoxicating, dangerous.
He gets a hold of himself and immediately tries to close the door, holding the freaking doorknob as strong as he can to shut it, he would never hurt Minho, but it's the first time he’s been so close to an omega in heat, he closes the door with such power that when he lets go of the handle his back hits the other side of the wall and he falls to the ground, breathing heavily, confused as hell, pupils completely dilated.
“Hyung?” Is Minho, calling him from the other side, asking for him and he sounds so fragile, so scared, it feels like Chan’s heart is being stabbed with something sharp, Chan’s wolf lets out something akin to a howl cause Minho is in pain and he’s asking for Chan and Chan wants to comfort him and help him with whatever he needs, he wants to make it better.
His mind feels fuzzy, his body feels funny, upset, horny.
He’s standing up, he’s not sure how but he is, he hears a distant scream of Felix's name and the next thing he knows is that he’s outside, on the balcony, the chilling air of November hitting him like a blow, the icy cold wind hitting his cheeks like a knife.
The dizziness freeing his mind from its grip. The sliding door is closed behind them so the delicious smell of vanilla is not clouding his mind anymore and he feels more at ease.
He wonders how long he’s been here. He spots Changbin on the left side of the balcony, arms resting on the railing.
In the back of his mind, there’s another question, why is he reacting like this when Changbin isn't? He’s also an alpha.
“How are you feeling hyung?”
“Still a little confused” A little was a way of de-emphasizing what just happened but what else was there for him to say?
“So I guess Minho hyung is an omega” his brain is not ready for this conversation yet. But he can tell Binnie is worried.
“Where is he?” he tries to stand up but he’s lightheaded so he’s ready to fall back on the chair of the little balcony, never in a million years he thought an omega in heat could make him feel so weak, and powerless.
Changbin is able to grab him before he falls heavily on the chair.
“Hey, take it easy. He’s with Felix now, they're helping him and I already called his manager so he can get him whatever he needs”
Chan’s fucked up brain tells him he is what Minho needs.
He runs his hands through his face, they have an omega in the group, all the implications, the hardships Minho is gonna have to face, everything is coming up at once and Chan can't fucking deal with this yet.
“Fuck” is all he says cause honestly what else is there to say?
“He’ll be fine, hyung. We’ll get him the best suppressants, the best toys for him to you know help ease his heat — Chris could see a light shade of pink in Changbin’s cheeks, it was uncomfortable to be talking about one of the members that way — The best omega doctor” he continued.
Right, Minho can get pregnant now. He can have pups, his pups — Chan shook his head, it’s official, he's going insane — Changbin was still talking but Chan could only hear half of it, he’s probably nervous just like Chan. But there was a gigantic storm inside his brain, a war between his rational human side and the wolf side of his brain, and the human side was losing, why is he thinking about Minho as a mate?
“Can we change the topic? I— I’m not thinking straight right now” he puts his head between his knees and tries to breathe slowly.
Binnie looked at him for a few seconds.
“Sure, what do you wanna talk about?” Changbin was being way too understanding.
“Why am I the only one affected by this? Like physically, you seem fine” Chan was confused, he’s an alpha too.
“Honestly? — he sat down beside Chan — I don't know hyung. Maybe it's affecting you the most because you’re the pack alpha?” he finished as a question like he’s not sure his explanation makes sense, but it does, it does make sense to Chan, so, for now, he’ll cling to that theory.
He was probably reacting this way cause he was the closest alpha, Minho probably sensed his presence and his scent, yeah it has to be that.
A knock on the glass door brought him back from his train of thought, it was Felix.
“Can any of you give me a hoodie?” Bang Chan turned around in his seat and tilted his head
What?
“Mmm” Changbin sounded hesitant, as if he knew why Felix was asking that but he wasn't sure he should give it to him.
Why is Bang Chan the only one confused here?
“Why do you need one?” Felix looked at him, then at Binnie, and back at Chan again.
“Well, it’ll help him ease the pain, having something with an alpha scent and it works best if it's someone close to him”
Oh
“Yes, I can give you one, I… I have a clean one in my bag” he was about to get up to find it but Felix stopped him.
“No, it has to be one that you used before or the one that you’re using right now, the smell will be stronger”
“Oh yeah, sure. That makes sense” he took off the black hoodie he was using, it was his favorite, and handed it to him, leaving him in his black tank top.
He followed Felix back inside, he doesn't want to get sick, Binnie trailing his steps.
Minho’s smell was still present but it was less heavy now, Felix went back to his room and the two oldest sat down on the sofa.
Chris has so much to learn about omegas, it seems that everyone else knows something about them but him and now he has one in his group, so he’ll have to put extra effort into learning everything about them.
He brought up his laptop and started his research.
He learns about heats, suppressants, what bonding for an omega means in a pack, nesting, everything he can get his hands on that’s related to omegas he takes it.
He wants Minho to be as comfortable as possible in his group, he hopes no one ever finds out unless Minho wants it. People can be cruel and he can't begin to fathom what they would say about him if his personal information gets leaked.
He’ll have to change their pack information too, Minho’s status to the legal system, and as the alpha he’s the one in charge of it all.
He’ll do it tomorrow morning. He’s so damn tired.
He tries to go back to sleep, but he won't stop perking up at the smallest noise coming from Minho’s room. He puts his headphones on but his brain is not helping either, he lets out a heavy sigh.
He won't be able to sleep anyway so he starts the paperwork needed to update Minho’s information, Changbin was helping him until he fell asleep.
He fills up a line and his eyes look at Minho’s door, he repeats that same motion for a while until Felix comes out and pretends he is focused on the papers in front of him, like he hasn't been looking at the door the whole time.
“He’ll be fine for the next few hours hyung. So you should get some sleep”
“Yeah I uh I’ll just fill up some papers” he briefly showed them to him.
Felix didn't respond just looked at him.
“It’ll be fine hyung. He’ll be fine” Chan hopes he’s right.
“Yeah” he simply says and watches as Felix goes to his room.
He took a look at the papers again, he already finished the most important ones, the form to update their pack status and Minho’s legal status, they just need Minho’s parents' signatures, but he’ll let Lino talk to them first.
He knows there’s nothing else for him to do right now and sleep won't do, so he puts on his winter coat and goes for a walk, god knows he needs some air.
He closes the door as quietly as he can.
And goes for a walk, hiding his hands from the cold in his pockets.
His mind won't stop running, he wonders why his wolf thinks Minho should be his mate, it’s true that when he met Minho his wolf felt happy, excited, complete, like the last piece of a puzzle was falling into place, he always thought it came from having all the members he wanted to debut with.
It's the first time he meets an omega, the first time he smells one — in heat, no less — his wolf is probably just confused, overwhelmed.
He walks until he gets to a GS25 and he thinks of Minho for the first time, he’s been thinking about him but not exactly about him, just in the way it may affect the pack or how it's affecting him, but in all this time he hadn't consider how hard it's gonna be for Lee Know, to deal with this, he’s the worst leader, he should not be thinking about his hardships, he should be thinking about his member’s needs.
He goes into the store and picks everything he knows Minho likes, he gets tons of puddings, strawberry ice cream and a couple of mint chocolate ones, he makes a mental note to order him kimchi fried rice for lunch tomorrow.
When he’s at the register he sees a cute little bunny keychain on the counter and for some reason he wants to buy it for Lino, as if buying it will offer some comfort, not sure if to him or Minho.
The clerk finishes checking out his purchases and looks at him expectantly, waiting for him to make a decision, he adds the bunny to the list and pays.
He wanted to leave a note to Minho but what could he say? Congratulations on presenting? Happy omega day? He resorted to simply drawing Chandora.
So here he is, still worrying about him. He knows he won't be able to finish the song today, so he finally gives up. Takes his things and leaves the studio.
He’ll go back to Minho’s room, just to check how he’s doing, to see if he has eaten anything Bang Chan left for him.
*******
Minho woke up to an empty apartment, a note on his desktop from Felix, saying he needed to run some errands and check the fridge.
He was on his way to check what was left for him on the fridge when a knock on the door stopped him, he felt exhausted and dealing with people other than Felix or his bandmates wasn't something he wanted to do, he lifted his nose to catch the smell of the person behind the door.
Earthy, a faint smell of wet tree trunks and a fresh smell of pine.
It was Bang Chan.
He opens the door and Chan’s heart skips a beat at the sight he probably just woke up cause his hair is all over the place, his eyes look a little bit puffy, lack of sleep of course and somehow he’s as beautiful as ever.
Minho left out a yawn and moves out of the way leaving the door open for Chan to get in and it's then that he realizes Minho is only wearing his hoodie, sleeves way too long for his pretty hands, and no pants whatsoever so he can't stop his eyes from going down down down to his beautiful thighs, following him to whatever place he’s going right now, he could be walking straight into hell and Chan would follow him, no questions asked.
“So—” Minho started but was immediately interrupted by Chan.
“Why did you open the door?” Like seriously? Chan’s brain can't understand why would someone, no not someone Minho a recently presented omega, open the door that easily, he could be a murderer or a rapist.
“What do you mean? You knocked”
“Yes, but you’re an omega — in heat, he wanted to say but bit his tongue — you can't just open the door like that” Chris knows in the back of his mind that he’s probably — probably — exaggerating but he has to protect his mate, his omega.
Fuck
He shakes his head.
His fucked up brain means his bandmate. He has to protect his bandmate.
“Like what?” Minho turns around to face him, a mixture of confusion and annoyance adorning his face, Minho is always kind of confused when he wakes up, so right now is not a good time to be talking to him about this.
Half naked Chan thought, looking so deliciously pretty in his hoodie, Chan’s favorite hoodie.
Yup, it's definitely Chan’s favorite hoodie, now more than ever.
“I just think you should be careful” his features relaxed and left out a giggle.
“You act like no one can smell that musky scent of yours” That’s rich coming from him, all covered in Chan’s smell, mixing perfectly with Minho’s vanilla one.
“The same essence that you’re wearing right now?” Chan lifts his right eyebrow, challenging him to say he doesn't like his smell, he knows he likes it and for some reason it makes Chan’s alpha proud, like puffing out his chest kinda proud, knowing the pretty omega in his pack likes his scent.
Minho turned around and continued his way to the kitchen clearly unable to find something witty to say back to him but Chan was able to see his ears turning red “Is not like I have an option” he said softly and Chris could hear him pouting with that statement, which Chan knows is a lie, he could have Binnie’s hoodie, Hyunjin’s or Seungmin’s if he didn't like Chan’s scent.
Chan limited himself to simply grunt in response. He sits down on the kitchen counter and watches as Minho opens one of the cabinets to look for his cup of coffee which causes his hoodie to ride up, almost — almost — flashing him his muscular butt, the stupid hoodie covered him right under his cheeks, he can't for the life of god, stop looking, wishing for it to just ride up a little bit more, just a little bit and it makes him wonder if he’s even wearing boxers and why his skin looks so soft…
“Why are you here again?” He asked without giving Chan a second glance and Chris could feel the heat on his cheeks, like a naughty kid stealing from the cookie jar.
“Hmm” Chan’s brain was blank, it stopped functioning, all his blood traveling down south.
Minho was preparing his coffee, he turned around to check on his hyung when he didn't get a response, his eyes checking the delivery box that was in front of Chan.
Oh right, the food.
“Eh I brought you food, I thought you may be hungry” he pushes the containers away from him, towards Lee Know.
Minho looks at the food again and then his pretty eyes look up at Chan’s. All doe-eyed and innocent and Chan wants to ruin him, to ruin that innocence, to be the first one — the only one — to taste Minho.
Chan lost his train of thought, for the second time in less than an hour, he felt himself hardening a little bit more, if he continues like this he’s gonna have an erection right in front of Minho.
Focus Chan, focus. He remembered the papers from last night.
“I filled up the paperwork to update our pack status and your legal status — he rummaged into his bag and gave them to Lee Know — we just need your parent's signature and I will take them to the committee and have you updated as soon as possible” Minho nodded.
“Ok” was the soft response. He took the papers and his coffee with him, clearly trying to go back to the living room.
“Min?” something was off, Chris could feel that, he stood up and briefly touched his forearm before he was able to abandon the room “Are you ok?”
“I’m fine” he gave his best smile, but Chan could see the sadness in his eyes.
“You know you can tell me anything right?”
“I know” he made his way to the sofa and Chan stood there watching him, he wanted to stay so bad, even if just to look at him.
“You’re not hungry?” Chan brought him his favorite dish, he thought he would eat it right away, it made his wolf a little sad.
“I am, I just wanna take a shower first you know?” he took a sip of his coffee, Chan nodded even if Minho wasn't looking at him.
He tightened his grip on his bag “Call me if you need anything ok?” he hummed in response and Chan left.
Minho finished his coffee and took the shower he needed, his mind was less foggy now, he knows the second wave of his heat will get to him soon.
He gets back to the kitchen to check what Chan bought for him, he smiles when he realizes is his favorite dish, Chan was being so attentive, from giving him his favorite hoodie to checking up on him and bringing him food.
He was the perfect alpha.
And it was annoying as fuck, cause Minho has always been kind of in love with him — even if he’s not ready to admit that out loud — and him being so caring was confusing to Minho’s omega.
Minho knows he should not read too much into Chan’s actions, he’s the pack alpha, of course, he’s going to take care of the pack but his omega doesn’t see it that way and is making his heart flutter, as if Chan was courting him.
As if — he lets out a bitter chuckle. As if Chan could ever see him that way.
He decides to not dwell in self-pity, especially in the middle of his heat, so he’s going to enjoy the food while he waits for his second wave.
He sits cross-legged on the sofa, Chan’s hoodie still on and dives into the food.
Chan definitely knows what he likes.
He was ready to go back to his room until he remembered Felix's note, there was something on the fridge for him.
He makes his way to the kitchen and opens the door of the fridge; all of his favorite desserts are there, it makes him smile.
A note on top of one of the puddings.
*****
Surprisingly enough his heat was pretty quiet, probably the fact that Chan came and left the apartment smelling like alpha helped him.
He ate one pudding and one popsicle. Felix came back like an hour after Chan left and they played video games for a while.
Around 5:30 Minho decided he was gonna call Chan, so he went back to his room. He put his phone on the bedside table, speaker on and the dial tone made its appearance.
Sounded exactly three times, not that Minho was counting but didn't think Chan would answer that fast.
“Hello?”
“Hyung?”
“Yeah? Min are you ok? Do you need anything?” he sounded agitated, alarmed.
“Yeah, yeah. Everything is fine. What are you doing? Are you busy?”
Chan hesitated “I was just exercising” he sounded out of breath.
“Oh I can call you later”
“No, no, it’s ok. What happened?” he heard some noise at the back, probably Chan dropping whatever he was doing.
“Nothing, I just- I ate the pudding” he could feel the heat on his cheeks, really there’s no reason for him to be blushing, he just wanted to thank his hyung for the attention.
“Oh” Lee Know could swear he could hear Chan smiling “How was it? Did you like it?”
“Yeah, it was delicious. The food too”
“Good” Chan’s voice was a little bit hoarse and it made Lee Know’s inside squirm a little.
“Chandora was cute” The note Chan left was a drawing of his dragon simply cause he didn't know what to say; ‘Congrats on being an omega’ didn't feel right.
“You liked it?”
“Yeah. Were you starting your set or-?” as if sensing Minho’s hesitation Chan interrupted him.
“I was about to finish — Lino hummed in acknowledgment — how about you? How’s it going?” Chan left the room and decided to sit outside, in the hallway, back pressed against the wall.
“It's ok, I guess. The second wave hasn't made it’s appearance yet — Minho didn't really want to talk about his heat, he had more interesting things to tell his hyung — but hyung did you know Leopard lizards are really smart?”
A giggle left Chan’s lips, now that was such a random topic.
“Leopard lizzards?” Lino started telling him everything he knew about them, how he became interested in them, some facts about them and Chan was listening, undivided attention all on Minho.
Minho likes that, when he talks to his hyung he feels like he can tell him anything and he will always be heard and understood, if he just wants to complain about something, Chan listens, if he needs advice, Chan gives it to him.
Chan is always there, like a safety net, like his personal safeguard, like a security blanket, Chan is Minho’s safe space.
He wanted to continue talking to him but he could feel the start of the second wave of his heat, a pang on his lower abdomen and he let out a little whimper, he wasn't fast enough to cover the sound so he knew Chan heard him.
Chan cleared his throat “Min? Are you ok?”
“Yeah… I— I call you later” his voice was so quiet, Chan knows he was embarrassed, probably blushing like crazy, if he only knew that was the hottest thing to Chris, he wanted so bad to offer him some help, with his hands, his mouth.
His dick.
Fuck him so good to get more whimpers and moans out of him.
God, he needs help.
He runs his hands through his hair and gives up on finishing his routine.
*****
The third day of Minho’s heat went almost uneventfully, Chan decided not to go to his room. Just to avoid any inconvenience — like his dick getting half hard in the middle of the kitchen again— he still got food delivered to him though and they still talked over the phone.
And then on the fourth day his heat went away, just like that. Usually a heat for a regular omega would last around 5 days, 7 even, but never less than five, of course, Minho is not a regular omega, so, of course, his heat won't be like any other heat.
He’s just that special.
After his heat they visited Minho’s parents for the paperwork, Chan officially became Minho’s legal alpha, he promised again that he’ll take care of him and Minho’s mom told him she knew he’ll be a great alpha to his son, which was amazing, it made his wolf swoon with pride, his omega’s family liked him, Minho was blushing like crazy.
And just like that one, two, three months went by, Chan giving Lino his hoodies every month, them talking every day of his heat — Chan decided that not seeing him during those days was the best course of action — he still took care of him, in his own way; sending him food or puddings. His Christmas heat was the hardest one for Chan, cause he desperately wanted to see him and spend the holiday with him but couldn't, so he sent him a present — one of those carrot plushies that somehow turn into a bunny — he remembered Minho liked those.
On the other hand.
He’s been successfully avoiding his feelings. He has ignored anything that remotely resembles him wanting Minho as a mate.
That was until they had a schedule overseas and had to travel to Paris for their presentation at Le Gala des Pièces Jaunes.
Chris was feeling pretty exhausted and just wanted to go straight to his room and rest for a while and he did until one Lee Minho appeared at his door.
He said he was hungry but didn't wanna order alone so he came to eat together.
How could Chan say no to that?
So they ate together, talked a little about the performance and then Minho laid down on Chris’ bed, shirt riding up showing Chan a small part of his tummy, so he resorted to look through their schedule and Lino started going through his phone, laughing from time to time and showing Chan what he thought would make him laugh.
After a while Bang Chan noticed there was no noise at all, directing his eyes towards the bed he saw Lino fast asleep.
“Min?” he left the chair he was sitting on and went to the bed and lay down beside him “Minho” he whispered but the youngest didn't move an inch “Lino” he decided to shake him a little, he opened his pretty eyes, squinting a little, it was obvious he was confused and without saying it he moved closer to Chan, hugged him like his personal pillow, resting his head on Chan’s chest.
He relished in the feeling of having him in his arms, he hugged him too, bringing him just a little bit closer, he smelled so good, he looked so peaceful, unaware of the storm inside Chris's mind and heart.
He softly caressed Minho’s back and after a while he decided to wake him up, he wanted him to rest well.
“Min? — Chan placed his hand on top of Minho’s, softly caressing each of his fingers — you have to go back to your room” That’s the last thing he wanted, he wanted Minho to stay, to continue to rest on top of his chest, feel his weight on top of him, his scent mixing with Chan’s, he wanted this in a way he never wanted anything else.
He wanted Minho as close to him as possible, all the time.
A life with Minho sounded amazing, waking up like this, with Minho by his side, safe and sound.
Chan would love that. Chan should not want that.
A grunt was all the response he got, a giggle scapes his lips and he didn't really want to insist to be honest, so he left him stay, his head resting on his chest and his hand on top of his heart.
Chan fell asleep to the sound of the rain and the sweet smell of Minho filling up his lungs.
When he woke up Lino wasn't there anymore and he felt empty, sad.
But he was also horny and he realized by the throbbing feeling of his dick that his rut was here. He grunted and flopped back down, so this is why Minho left.
He spends one night sleeping with his crush and it triggers his rut, it's fucking embarrassing.
He’s 26 for fucks sake.
He hides his face in the pillow, but it smells like him, he takes a long sniff and he swears the smell goes directly under his skin and gets to the deepest part of him.
He decides to take a shower — a cold one — he knows it won’t help his rut but maybe it makes him forget about him.
After 20 minutes of cold water hitting his skin — straining erection still intact — he gives up, finishes the shower and decides to watch some porn, maybe that will help him get Minho’s image out of his head.
Wrong, it just makes him feel unsatisfied and angry.
So his next course of action was watching videos of the group, hoping it would make his hard-on go away, but it was futile, he tried to do anything on his hands, to avoid thinking bout Minho, he really really tried to stop himself but he was not as strong as he thought and somehow he found himself clicking on Minho’s fancam, one after another until he landed on his fancam of ‘Taste’.
Watching Minho’s fancam ignited a fire in him he doesn't know how to turn off, his hands cover his face in frustration, he can't believe he’s going to masturbate to his band member but god, he looked ethereal in that fancam, he has always known Lee Know is an amazing dancer but that cemented him as the best dancer of their generation and the energy he displays at every performance is astonishing, his stamina is surprising and his mind uses that and twists it into something it shouldn't, he wonders if he could keep that same energy and stamina to another usage.
His eyes closed, lamenting what he's about to do but he can't stop himself anymore, is not the first time he has thought about it but it is the first time he will act on it.
His right hand slowly goes down to his crotch, hard already, his breath hitches at the first touch, he starts massaging his member, looking at Minho’s pretty face, until his imagination takes him to what he would do to him if he had the chance, he thinks about the faces he’ll make, the noises he could get out of him and it gets him completely hard, harder than a freaking diamond.
He imagines Minho getting naked for him, slowly coming up to Chan, asking him for his knot, telling him how much he wants him, asking him to please, please, please knot him, he sees himself holding his waist while pounding into him and imagines Minho calling him alpha and screaming his name when he finds his release.
He sees himself fucking Lee Know not once but twice or three times cause one is not enough, he needs to fill him up until he’s full of his cum, dripping out of him, all marked out inside and out with hickeys all over his body.
His hand starts to pick up speed, going up and down the hard shaft, precum adorning the tip, groaning from time to time, he’s almost there.
He imagines himself biting Minho’s neck and with that, he lets out a growl and comes, harder than he expected.
The room goes silent, the only noise was his heavy breathing, eyes closed, chest rising and falling.
This was so fucked up.