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A Path of One's Own

Summary:

The first time you caught my eye
It was not love at first sight.
Instead, a quiet curiosity was
Planted in my chest and I knew
It was only a matter of time before
You sunk beneath my bones and
Nurtured this deep-seated familiarity
Into a love so fierce that I would question
If I had ever been in love before.

- Lyra Wren

This story takes place after the battle, where Elora, a transmutation wizard, grapples with her own insecurities. Alongside Rolan, she embarks on research of a mysterious artifact that slowly unravels their deepest secrets, forcing both to confront things they’d rather leave buried. As they delve deeper into the artifact’s power, Elora struggles to reconcile her worth in a world that no longer needs saving, while Rolan’s own guarded nature begins to crack, revealing truths that neither of them was prepared for. Together, they face the challenge of understanding not just the artifact, but themselves.

Notes:

This is an AU for Silver Skies where Astarion isn't in the picture. I really wanted to write more Rolan x Tav sue me. You can absolutely still enjoy this without reading Silver Skies!

Chapter 1: Chapter 1

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**1 year ago**

Elora stood by the window of her room at the Elfsong, her gaze distant as she watched the busy streets of Baldur’s Gate. The city was vibrant, bustling with life, yet for all its movement, she felt stagnant—adrift in a sea of uncertainty.

The title of “Hero of Baldur’s Gate” was hollow, a badge of honor bestowed upon her for acts she no longer understood. Yes, she had played her part in the fall of the Absolute, but now… now, what was she supposed to do? Her companions had each moved on to their own paths—Astarion had left to guide the spawn in the Underdark, Karlach had found her own purpose in the Hells, and Shadowheart was on her way to whatever fate the gods had in store for her. Even Lae’zel, though her bond with Elora had been rocky, had found purpose once again.

Elora had nothing. No clear direction, no purpose. And no place to call home.

The thought of returning to her family was unthinkable. The room at the Elfsong, a temporary refuge, was the closest thing to a home she had. Yet, it was an empty space, more a reminder of what she had lost than a sanctuary. The weight of her title sat uneasily on her shoulders. There was no one to share it with, no one to help her figure out what came next.

But there was one place she thought about often: Ramazith Tower. Rolan had taken the mantle of archmage, a responsibility that both suited and burdened him. And though the tower had always been a place of knowledge, power, and magic, it had always felt out of reach to her.

Before the mindflayers had taken her, she had dreamed of studying under Lorroakan, of gaining deeper insight into the arcane. She had believed that the path to greater understanding would lead her to the famed archmage and the great tower that was his home. But that dream had been dashed in the chaos that followed her abduction. Her magical potential had been sidelined in favor of survival. Now, with the fall of the Absolute and everything that had come after, she was left with a haunting question: Could she still pursue that dream?

And now, of all people, Rolan was the one in charge of Ramazith Tower.

It was an unexpected turn—one that had startled Elora when she first learned of it. But in the midst of her uncertainty, it was a small, flickering light of hope—something tangible in the vast emptiness that had stretched out before her since the fall of the Absolute. After all she had been through, after the battles and the loss, the idea of studying at Ramazith Tower was the closest thing she had to a future.

Rolan had always seemed distant toward her, though—sharp words and a defensive tone in their few past encounters. It was clear from the start that he had something to prove, and his interactions with her had always carried that weight. She had never been sure how to approach him; every conversation felt like walking on thin ice, where even the smallest wrong step could lead to cold distance or a biting remark. It wasn’t that he was unkind, at least not directly—but there was always that feeling, a subtle but constant pressure, that he resented any softness or display of care.

When she first decided to send him a letter, her hope was tentative at best. She had requested permission to study under him at the tower, not as a mere visitor but as a scholar eager to improve her own craft. It had felt like a desperate plea for meaning—after the fall of the Absolute, after the chaos, after so much time spent simply surviving, Elora wasn’t sure what she was supposed to do with herself anymore. She had imagined that Rolan would either not respond at all or dismiss her outright, more than ready to be rid of the nuisance that was the “hero” from Baldur’s Gate who always seemed to be meddling in things that didn’t concern her.

When the letter had finally come in return, it had been nothing like what she had expected. There was no bite in the words he wrote, no cutting sarcasm, no dismissive attitude. It was simple. Direct. Warm, even. The offer was straightforward: a place in the tower to study, to contribute, to learn. There were no jabs, no implied criticisms—just the opportunity she had longed for.

At first, Elora had second-guessed the letter’s authenticity, wondering if it had somehow been written by someone else, perhaps Lia or Cal, trying to spare her the sting of rejection. But no. The words had come from Rolan himself. And despite the confusion, despite the gnawing suspicion that something was amiss, Elora had made up her mind.

She was ready to take that chance.

The thought of returning to a life of stagnant uncertainty—of simply existing, waiting for something to happen—was far more frightening than stepping into the unknown. She had worked too hard to carve out her place in the world once before. She wasn’t about to let that effort unravel now. No. This would be a new chapter. And, perhaps, Ramazith Tower could become a home for her, too.

As she made her way through the winding streets of Baldur’s Gate toward the tower, Elora found her thoughts in turmoil. A storm of emotions churned within her: a tinge of excitement, yes, but also waves of apprehension. What would it be like to live in the tower? What would it be like to live with Rolan and his siblings? She got along well enough with Lia and Cal, though they had never been as much of a concern. It was Rolan she was most uncertain about.

He was unpredictable—one moment distant, the next biting with sarcasm, and at times, guarded to the point of silence. She could hardly blame him for it, especially after everything that had transpired at Moonrise Tower. But there was no denying the exhaustion it had left her with, the emotional weight of their strained interactions. The thought of living in close quarters with him made her stomach knot in hesitation. Would they fall back into the same patterns of tension? Would his sharp words and reluctant gratitude return every time she offered help? She had tried to offer him understanding during the rescue mission, but he had never seemed to want it, let alone accept it.

And yet, here she was, willing to try again.

As she approached the towering spires of Ramazith Tower, Elora’s thoughts grew quieter. The stone edifice loomed ahead, its ancient windows shimmering with the promise of knowledge, its silhouette cutting through the sky like a pillar of possibility. She was almost there. The weight of her decision began to sink in, and for the first time in a long while, she felt a flicker of hope.

The heavy wooden doors of the tower creaked open in response to her touch, the cool air rushing out to greet her. Inside, the air was thick with the scent of dust, ancient tomes, and something faintly metallic. The walls were lined with bookshelves that stretched toward the high ceiling, their contents a sprawling testament to centuries of accumulated knowledge. Magical runes shimmered in the dim light, curling around the edges of windows, softly pulsing as though alive. There was a certain reverence in the air, a quiet hum that made her feel as though she had stepped into a living, breathing entity.

Rolan was seated at a desk in the far corner of the room, his back to her as he scribbled furiously on a scroll. A few books lay open around him, their pages thick with spells and arcane notations. His brow was furrowed in concentration, and the faint glow of magical runes flickered in the corners of the room, casting long, delicate shadows across the floor.

For a long moment, Elora stood in the doorway, watching him. She had seen him like this before—lost in his work, oblivious to everything else—but this time felt different. He wasn’t the same Rolan she had known from their previous encounters. The air around him was different, as though his place in the tower had given him a new sense of purpose, a new identity.

Finally, he turned, catching sight of her. His expression shifted, briefly, as though he had expected something else—perhaps the usual sharp retort, perhaps a snide remark. But his words were different, quieter.
“Elora,” he said, the sound of her name almost a question. “I wasn’t expecting you today.”

She stepped forward, a hesitant smile playing on her lips. “I thought I’d see it for myself,” she replied. “See what Ramazith Tower really has to offer. And, if you’re willing, see where I might fit in.”

“I think it would be hard not to be willing,” he said, setting down his quill as he stood. “It’s a bit annoying to feel as though I’m in your debt after everything you’ve done for me and my siblings.” He gestured toward one of the plush chairs by the fireplace. “Please, sit.”

There it was—the familiar snide remark. Elora couldn’t help but smile inwardly. At least some things hadn’t changed, even with Rolan’s new responsibilities. If anything, perhaps her position here could give him a reason to soften, to treat her with a little more kindness. She settled into the chair, watching as he sat across from her, his posture still rigid, his expression carefully controlled.

“You were never in debt to me, Rolan,” she said, meeting his gaze. “I was just doing what was right.”

His lips quirked into a reluctant smile. “Ah, look. The altruism of the Hero of Baldur’s Gate remains intact. I thought that would fade after the battle.”

Elora’s gaze shifts slightly, feeling the familiar sting of his sharp words, but she chooses to push past it. If she had learned anything from their past interactions, it was that Rolan’s sarcasm was often a shield—a way to keep people at arm’s length. She had no intention of letting that drive a wedge between them now, not when she had come this far.

“I’m not here for recognition, Rolan,” she says, her voice steady. “I’m here because I believe this is where I’m meant to be. I want to continue learning—improving. For myself, not for anyone else’s expectations.”

His eyes flicker briefly, almost imperceptibly, but she catches it. He’s always been hard to read, but there’s something softer in his gaze now, like he’s still deciding whether to let her in or keep her out.

“You’ve always had a way of seeing things differently,” he says, his tone more thoughtful than before. “It’s one of the things I never quite understood about you. You act with conviction, but never for glory. Never for anyone else’s praise.”

Elora feels the shift in the air between them, a change in the way he speaks, the way he looks at her. There’s still that underlying tension, that sharpness in his words, but it’s tempered now. Almost like he’s starting to believe her, or at the very least, trust her motives a little more than he used to.

“You were the one who stepped up for your siblings when no one else could,” she says softly, her voice cutting through the silence. “I’ve seen you do it. You don’t need to prove anything to anyone, least of all me.”

He shifts in his chair, eyes lowering as if contemplating her words. He doesn’t respond right away, but the space between them feels different now—more open.

Finally, he looks up, the hint of a smile tugging at his lips. “Maybe I’ve been a bit too focused on the past. I’ll admit that much. But I think… maybe having you here might not be such a bad thing after all.”

Elora watches him, studying his expression, and realizes that beneath the snark, beneath the layers of skepticism and defensiveness, there’s a flicker of something else—something she hadn’t expected to see.

“I’m not going to let you off the hook that easily, Rolan,” she teases lightly, breaking the moment’s intensity. “You’ll have to teach me everything I’ve missed out on while I was stuck with mindflayers.”

His smile widens, and for the first time, it feels like a genuine moment between them, free of sarcasm, free of any walls. He leans forward slightly, his voice low but with a hint of amusement.

“Mindflayers, huh? I’ll have to be sure to catch you up on all the things you missed. Ramazith Tower’s library is a treasure trove of knowledge. And perhaps—just perhaps—I’ll show you a thing or two about true arcane mastery.”
Her heart lifts at his words, and for a fleeting moment, she dares to believe that this could work. That maybe, in time, she and Rolan could build something better together. Something more than the strained tension that had defined their past encounters.

“Well, I’m ready to learn,” she says, her voice soft but resolute. “I’m ready to make something of this. Make something of myself.”

Rolan meets her gaze, his expression no longer closed off but open in a way she hadn’t seen before. The air around them feels different—less heavy, less tense. Maybe they were both, in their own ways, ready to start something new.

“You always were stubborn,” he says, his smile finally reaching his eyes. “Alright, Elora. Let’s see what you’re really made of.”