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Dazai//Chuuya
Chuuya was returning from a mission, when he found Dazai bleeding out, without his bandages which hid deep cuts and scars. Chuuya looked at him for a few seconds without being able to react, he wanted to scream and wake up from that nightmare, but it was impossible, this was real life. Chuuya approached to hug Dazai and felt a slight pulse of life. Chuuya, noticing that Dazai was still alive, began to scold him for what he had done, without noticing that Dazai was not aware that he was there... —Fuck, you stupid mackrel! I told you... I told you that you’d be sorry that you did...! —He said between screams and tears. Dazai finally uttered a few words before closing his eyes and dying with a smile...
୨⎯ Chibi... can't you trust me..? W-when I want to stop, I can...⎯୧
Chuuya cried, he cried hugging the brown-haired boy's body. He was whispering things but his mind was confused, he couldn't process anything, he couldn't see anything. He stayed like that until he saw himself together with Dazai... but it was strange, it was as if they were both 15... They were in a room, Chuuya standing in front of a Dazai who was sitting without his bandages and showing cuts. Chuuya remembered that moment, the moment when he discovered Dazai with a razor blade, cutting his arms...
—It's just a razor blade and i don’t even cut that deep— Dazai said in a carefree, almost cheerful tone as if it was nothing.
—Maybe, but you will only continue to go deeper...— Chuuya answered with a worried tone.
—It's just a razor blade that I got from Mori-san—
—Well he’s gonna get a slap! And I'm going to fucking kill you—
—They’re just a couple cuts, they aren’t even that bad——It doesn't matter if they’re just a couple cuts, you're gonna get addicted!—
—So what if I cut myself? It's not that big of a deal——It's just a razor blade and you'll be sorry that you did it!—
୨⎯ Chibi, can't you trust me? When I want to stop, I can…⎯୧